My life can't be a harem game!

"At a high school social party..."

"So when did you confirm your relationship?"

When she said this, she noticed that her face suddenly turned red. Agatsuma Yuno even paused for a moment, looked at her with a half-smile, and said, "I don't mind you hiding it. First love is a very beautiful thing, and enjoying it alone is the first reaction of a normal person."

Agatsuma Yuno's words were not very loud, but the girl panicked for the first time. She waved her hands and denied it quickly, "No, that's not what I meant. It's just that the time when we confirmed our relationship was... on the night of the social gathering. He got me drunk and stayed in the hotel. Then we became boyfriend and girlfriend the next day..."

The implication is that anyone who is not a kindergarten student basically knows what it means.

"Amazing."

Because it was a very embarrassing thing, her voice was not very loud, but among the many people who listened attentively, a few people still heard it. The men forgot their current situation at the same time, and showed admiration on their faces at the same time, while the women rolled their eyes to express their helplessness. A few unpopular female academic masters even spat and cursed her as a bitch in a low voice.

The girls, who had always been very sensitive, noticed the commotion after the truth was revealed. They lowered their heads in shame and annoyance, not daring to raise them again, and almost burst into tears again.

"This is such a sudden relationship. I'm so envious."

"Yuno....you, do you really think this is a relationship?"

Hearing Yuno's words that were obviously not common sense, the girl was a little bit incredulous. The reason why she didn't want to say it was certainly not just because of the students around her, but more because of Yuno herself.

The elegant young lady had an immeasurable fortune, a beautiful appearance, and an impeccable way of dealing with people. She did not have the arrogance of nouveau riche or the affectation of rich young ladies. Her every move was so natural, and she was noble and kind from the inside out.

Such people should live in a better and less colorful place.

It can be considered as self-awareness. At least from the time they established the relationship till now, the girls all understood that what they did was exactly the same as a whore. After being moved to the bed for one night, they were completely subdued...

Twisted love should not enter the ears of the "Princess", especially this kind of relationship based entirely on the flesh. Even when her friends asked her about this, she didn't want to answer, let alone the pure white her.

He is obsessed with the fairy tale of the perfect prince and the beautiful princess, and will reveal a hint of contempt for the establishment of his own relationship no matter how well he conceals it.

But what does "so enviable" mean? What does "a relationship that starts quickly" mean? Is this something that ordinary people can come up with?

It's like a princess lifting up her skirt, tearing off her shirt, eating spicy hot pot on the roadside, sweating profusely, and saying "delicious, satisfying" while eating. It's more weird and scary than being approachable...

"Why do you say that, Princess Yuno... I'm wrong, Yuno-san." The girl was so nervous that her tongue became tied. She subconsciously said what she meant by Yuno. She hurriedly changed her words, but found that the other person was looking at her with a smile. It was obviously too late.

"Um, princess?"

Yuno smiled gently and slowly. She put two fingers on her smooth chin, put her cheek close to the girl, and said slowly, "Even if she is a princess, so what? Who says princesses don't envy others? I know that your relationship was forced upon you by others with their bodies, and you lost your purity in exchange. It feels like you have lost a lot, but in fact, if you put yourself in their shoes, it's a different situation."

"He gave you love, he gave you what you wanted, he filled the void in your heart where there was no true love, and in the end he succeeded in becoming your boyfriend both physically and spiritually, right?"

It sounds quite complicated, but it is quite easy for the girl to understand. Just as she said, if she hadn't had her, now...

Looking at the girl lost in thought, Yuno's smile became gentler, and the darkness in her eyes became deeper.

The current state of this girl really reminds her of herself before she had any relationship...

132. Yuno's Love Theory [Falling in Love with You Without Any Signs]

"Love is something that can only be called love if you belong to each other from body to soul."

Until now, Yuno believed that her love for him was pure and without any impurities, and that she loved him purely.

I can't remember exactly when this kind of love appeared. The only thing I can feel is its intensity and unforgettableness. No matter how I am beaten, abused, or subjected to harsh demands, my love for it will never fade in the slightest.

I can still remember that the first time I met him was in elementary school, on the second day of a grade-wide exam.

Second in the whole grade, which sounds like a good ranking, is actually a despairing number. The parents who believe in gifted education simply cannot accept the fact that their daughter ranks second.

Beatings, imprisonment, starvation, cold water poured on...

It was quite painful and uncomfortable. It was really not the pain and discomfort that an elementary school student should endure.

I was hungry, the air was damp, and my eyes were dark. All parts of my body ached after being beaten, and I could hear my parents' scolding like a madman... Maybe I was the one who was possessed, because I was in so much pain that I couldn't hear clearly.

I could only have a brief period of normality when I got first place, but if I did something even the slightest bit that didn't go my parents' way, they would immediately use the dark room in the basement to "educate" me. Many times, I slept in that place where there was no sunlight at all, and my parents would clean up for me the next day before I went to school.

I don’t want to be beaten, I don’t want to be hungry, I don’t want to spend the night in that dark place, I don’t want to see my parents’ devilish looks again…

I am clearly ranked second in the grade, and everyone around me keeps telling me how smart I am. But, if I lose, I lose, and I have to accept it.

【punish!】

"Damn it, damn it, damn it..."

Hiding in an empty cement pipe that was waiting to be developed, young Yuno looked at the bright red "Second in Age" on the comprehensive evaluation in her hand, muttering to herself in a low voice, and it was unclear whether she was cursing the first in age or her parents.

I didn’t dare go home and had nowhere to go, so I could only stay in the concrete pipe, at a loss, and even had to stay there when night fell.

It’s so dark, so scary, I really want to go home...

But compared to the darkness and horror of home, returning home may very likely lead to another kind of horrible hell waiting for me.

Whenever I thought of this, I stopped walking back. I was used to the darkness, used to waiting and patience. A night passed so quickly that when the sunlight shone through the gap in the cement pipe again, it was already the next day before I could react.

I didn't calm down, on the contrary, I knew better than anyone that I had spent a night out for no reason, and the consequences...

"Gu..."

I was so hungry and felt dizzy. Children are weak to begin with, not to mention that I had been beaten up before.

At least, go back to school first...

Rustle....

Just when she was about to walk out of the concrete pipe, a strange noise came from outside.

A body that seemed too big for a child suddenly appeared on the side of the cement pipe, with ragged clothes and unkempt hair...

"ah!"

Although her physique at that time was still pretty good under the strict requirements, and she couldn't resist, she could still run. However, she hadn't eaten for a long time and there was a cold breeze at night, so she couldn't even run.

She was caught, she had no power to resist, and she was pressed to the ground all at once, weak as she was.

"Little sister, don't be afraid. Uncle will show you a little goldfish."

These are what he said when he pinched his neck with his hands and pressed himself to the ground. While saying them, he unbuttoned his pants, looking like he was ready to do something.

But before he could turn his thoughts into reality, a sharp flute sound came from behind.

[Beep! ! !]

It was a very spiritual voice, which immediately stopped the evil hands and made the lustful eyes become clear. He pulled up his pants and staggered away without even looking.

Anti-wolf alarms have been popular in R City more than ten years ago. They are far more than just a warning. Every qualified anti-wolf alarm is equipped with GPS. As long as there is any abnormal movement, the nearest police station will take action. It can be said to be the simplest alarm device. Even kindergarten children can use it.....

"Are you ok?"

It is hard to imagine that this sentence came from the mouth of a little child.

"Thank you..."

I should thank him, but these two simple words were so hard to express when they came out of my mouth.

We were the same age, the same age, and even wore the same uniform. Logically, it shouldn't be that hard to talk, but -

He is the top student in his grade in the school he attends!

The boy who snatched away the first place that should have belonged to him and made him suffer abuse if he went back!

At the same time, he is also the child of the neighbors next to the house where his parents live now.

In the world of ordinary people, they don’t understand what the meaning of learning is to them. They don’t understand it at all.

"Rather than thanking you, I want to ask you why you are here instead of going home? Your parents have called the police and are looking for you."

"..."

What can I say? I can't say anything. I can only look at this young man silently.

"You don't look well. Did you not eat? This is my breakfast. Do you want to eat it?" he asked with good intentions.

"Thanks, but no, I'm not hungry..."

Gu~~

"Take it. My stomach is rumbling."

Although Yuno said this at the time, her stomach protested loudly. The other party just smiled, gave her his packed breakfast, turned around and left, leaving Yuno with a confused look on her face.

Maybe it was fate, or maybe it was a bad fate, but because of this incident, two neighbors and alumni who originally didn't want to have any contact with each other started to have some contact.

I am not the one who approaches me because of money, nor the one who approaches me because of my parents' orders, nor the one who smiles on his face but slanders me behind my back...

I was so happy during that time. We went to school and came home happily together. He took us to various places to play. Even though I knew that cruel punishment would be waiting for me when I got home, I could still laugh.

There was no stopping me. The essence of gifted education is comparison. Although parents said they didn't want me to play with those children with average grades, for geniuses... maybe, in their eyes, I wasn't playing with them at all, but comparing, to see who was better!

He is unforgettable. He has become a ray of light in the darkness, a warm spring breeze in the bitter winter, and flowers blooming on the barren land.

He was never able to overtake him, and was always firmly suppressed, time and time again, and his parents' "discipline" became increasingly severe, scolding, imprisonment, hunger strike education...

I thought I could hold on forever, and I thought I could surpass him sooner or later with my own efforts, but I never did.

"Why can't I ever surpass you in grades?"

"Huh? Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

"please tell me."

"Hey~~ This is a secret."

It was a summer afternoon. When he and his peers were ranked first and second in the exam again, he couldn't help but ask this question. At this time, the two of them could already be called childhood sweethearts.

We go to school together, go home together, eat some simple and delicious snacks together, and sometimes play together....

There was some small resistance at the beginning, but as time went on, it began to diminish, until finally there was no resistance at all and I even enjoyed it.

As a young child at that time, I felt extremely painful and desperate every day. Not only did I suffer inhuman torture at home, but I was also supervised by teachers at all times at school. My parents required me to hold myself to standards that were several times stricter than those for other children. Those classmates who approached me would be stopped. I didn’t have any friends, and time passed so slowly, so slowly that it made me feel suffocated.

The time I spent with him went by so fast that it felt like just a blink of an eye.

"Since you said so, I'll tell you!"

He had a big smile on his face at that time, and although he said it was quite difficult, he actually didn't look conflicted at all, and answered directly, "Because I want to take first place."

"I want to, but..."

"Is it you who wants it or is it others? It feels like the efforts you make are not for yourself, but for others. I don't feel your desire!"

"desire."

"Yeah, desire. People without desire are like salted fish. How can they really beat people with desire?"

As he spoke, he looked up at the sky and said softly, "I hope to be a man who can support a family like my dad in the future, so I must work hard to become a popular man with a wife, a mistress, and a concubine!"

"The latter one seems to be no different from Xiao San's meaning."

"Eh? Is that so? Yuno you're amazing, you even know this."

"ordinary...."

Desire?

That was the first time I began to think about this word. In the gifted education instilled by parents and teachers, desire is not good. It symbolizes depravity, ignorance and destruction.

In the past, life was not so much about living for the sake of survival, but rather about living for the sake of survival, in order to avoid being abused and to have food to eat. It was more like an instinct than a desire, the instinct of living things to survive.

But desire...

My parents are quite wealthy, and my family has no shortage of money. As for my appearance... I'm not bragging, but I've never seen any child of the same age who is prettier than me.

There is nothing to protect, nothing to want, nothing to need...

Empty, really empty.

I really want something valuable, something valuable to me!!!

Parents? That heartless sister? The stupid classmates at school?

What I want is definitely not that kind of thing. Even if those guys die in front of me immediately, I won't be the slightest bit disturbed. I just want that kind of thing to disappear!

Sitting on the table, I became more and more furious in my heart. However, no matter how much I thought about it, I couldn't think of anything worth fighting for. In other words, even my own life could only be fought to this extent. What was more important than my own life...

"Don't be so anxious. I've been thinking about the dream of having mistresses in the future for a long time. I'm afraid you can't come up with a better reason than me right now, right?"

She was speechless, truly speechless. Just like what he said, apart from those few extremely shallow reasons, there was no other reason for her to work hard.

I was confused and messy for a long time, until that day...

"Yuno-san, I hope you can date me!"