My life can't be a harem game!

Unbecoming.

The scream rang out again, but it was different from the previous ones. This time the scream was accompanied by running.

He had completely lost his fighting spirit and was fleeing backwards madly like a stray dog. The fleeing ghost, who seemed much stronger than the swordsman, looked so miserable.

kill......

Hearing this vague roar, Lu Fengxian turned his head subconsciously, but could only barely see a black shadow passing by him, rushing towards the fleeing demi-human with blood and murderous aura...

"Wait, it's already lost!" Lu Fengxian stopped him loudly and pounced towards the swordsman, trying to exchange control of the body, but it was too late.

what--!

Stab it--!

His skull was pierced fiercely. He could still scream when the sword did not pierce him, but after the sword pierced his skull, he could no longer scream.

Lü Fengxian also benefited from the exchange of positions with the swordsman, and perfectly appreciated the appearance of the body that was still lively and jumping just now at the moment of death...

The fallen body, the splattered blood, and the other person's eyes that couldn't believe that he was killed until his death.

What did I do?

.......

.......

It was still the bonfire, and still the small, secluded, windproof space. The only difference was that there were several more earth mounds....

A pigeon landed on Lu Fengxian's shoulder when he got up from the bed, and after cooing twice in a pretentious manner, it revealed its true intention.

"You finally woke up. When are you going to get me a good body? I'm ashamed of you for fainting at the sight of a little blood just now!"

He ignored this guy. Although Lu Fengxian was curious about how it saw him in his soul state, he was more concerned about something else than this unimportant matter.

After searching everywhere, he finally found the swordsman on a lawn not far away, the man sitting alone on the ground, gazing at the starry sky.

It was definitely some distance away from the place where they first met. Looking nearby from where Lu Fengxian was now, those big trees that required several people to hug were no longer there. Only some very ordinary trees and some plants that even looked like they had been artificially trimmed were left.

We are beginning to approach a city with living creatures...

But why do you have such a sad expression, why do you have such a cowardly look in your eyes? This kind of life, a life of wandering alone, a life of being hated by others, is indeed not what you want -

"Answer me, swordsman...no..."

Not caring about much anymore, Lu Fengxian took a deep breath and said his name, "Ten years later - Lu Fengxian."

I am who I am, I have never changed, I have never disappeared...

Lu Fengxian never doubted this point. It was precisely because of this that he wanted to question and interrogate this person, to force him to tell what was going on and why he had become like this?

Such a future, such power, you should change, you should change, why, why are you here, with such a sad expression.

Panic, bewilderment, hesitation, in the end, the swordsman lowered his head...

"It's all gone, nothing left..."

“Family, things that should be protected, things that should exist, all disappeared.”

"I'm so useless."

A magnetic and hoarse voice, a calm look like that of a wounded lone wolf, looking up at the sky with no hope in life, and then slowly closing and opening his eyes, an endless murderous aura instantly filled the air,...

"This time when I go back, I want revenge. I want to surprise those guys who ruined everything. I'm not dead yet, and I'm going to use this life I've saved to kill you--!!!"

A feeling of suffocation.

Even in the state of soul, Lu Fengxian could vaguely feel the crazy murderous intent, as well as the clear monster emerging behind him with its head tilted and holding two long and short swords.

Red face and fangs, wearing black ferocious armor, bloodthirsty and crazy eyes, full of tyrannical aura...

Although it only appeared for a brief moment, the impact it had on Lu Fengxian was unparalleled, as if he saw another world through it.

"I say, have you ever thought about escaping?" After a pause, Lu Fengxian asked seriously, "The farther the better, and start your life over again."

"Escape..." The swordsman's murderous aura suddenly disappeared, and then he tilted his head, "Such a distant term, after all, it's useless..."

There is no use running away...

Lu Fengxian frowned and thought, then smiled bitterly, "Yeah, it's useless."

Then he shook his head, slowly got down and sat opposite the swordsman, resting his forehead on the ground.

"Can you please be my master? Teach me not to follow your path."

It might not be a good idea to say this to a man who just showed such a painful expression, but Lu Fengxian was sure that he would agree, because...

There are some things that you don't want to lose, even if they are in the past.

"can."

The swordsman agreed without hesitation, but before Lu Fengxian could laugh, he added,

"But there are conditions."

39. Impotent Mercy and the Falling Tomahawk

It's like you eat something salty first and then something sweet, the two complement each other to bring out the refreshing taste of the salty and the delicious taste of the sweet.

They complement each other and finally become a delicious dish.

Happiness is not how much you have gained, but how much you understand.

If you have never experienced pain and have never experienced failure, then you don’t know its opposite.

I have experienced countless despair, countless fears and tremblings, struggled and suffered like an ordinary person, and even more despair...

But, but, I——

"I must live happily--!!!"

Lu Fengxian roared and dodged the giant axe in the hands of the minotaur in front of him.

The 37th actual combat exercise, the enemy is the Minotaur.

The 36th actual combat exercise, the enemy is the snake man.

.....

The first actual combat exercise, the enemy is human!

Except for Lu Fengxian, the subject of the first actual combat exercise, who escaped, the others at least fought for a while and then ran away after they realized they were no match for their opponents.

Despair formed a storm, rushing towards me layer by layer. If I was not careful, I would fall into the abyss.

There are all kinds of enemies, and their attack methods are endless. As the user and custodian of this body, Lu Fengxian must successfully test the opponent's strength while ensuring that his life is not threatened. Then, if he can defeat the opponent, he will defeat him without hesitation. If he cannot defeat the opponent, then he will escape...

"What a fool! I let those guys get away every time, and as a result, all my tracks were exposed. Now, I am completely isolated and helpless."

The pigeon tilted its head and muttered to itself among the bushes. As an artificial intelligence, although it cannot even exercise the most basic human rights now, it has thermal sensors installed in its body, so it naturally knows that dozens of life forms are approaching it.

It is useless to simply defeat the enemy. To kill it completely, to annihilate it, to render it speechless is justice and the only way to completely resolve the problem.

Having left behind the root of evil, as the doer, he now has to bear the consequences.

"But is it really okay? This is your body. If it dies, you will die with it. Do you have absolute faith in him or..."

The white dove tilted its head, with a puzzled tone, "You want to die?"

The blurry white figure in its sight never fluctuated, but it could see any slightest wavering in its soul state.

But unfortunately, he did not waver. Just like before, he sat quietly, watching his well-trained body becoming weaker and weaker under Lu Fengxian's poor fighting skills...

The spikes on the top of the axe, the back of the axe, and the wind created when the axe blade is swung can cut through the trees nearby.

"I will never die. I will win and show you!"

He roared out this sentence with blood gushing out of his body, dodged a slash, grabbed the opponent's shoulders with both arms, and then approached -

bump!

With a loud headbutt, bright red blood spurted out of the two huge nostrils of the minotaur, and it took two steps back. But before it could adjust itself, the sharp sword had already pierced its lungs...

"Pfft!"

He went from moving forward to falling to the ground.

And, it didn't take its life...

Lu Fengxian coughed up a mouthful of blood, and looked at the minotaur lying on the ground in front of him with half-lidded black eyes. He understood better than anyone that this guy would not thank him, but would only sharpen his axe and attack him in a more ferocious and crazy state.

But I don’t want to kill, really, I don’t want to kill…

Kneeling beside the dying minotaur, Lu Fengxian found some herbs nearby, chewed them up and applied them to the minotaur, completely ignoring his rebellious and crazy eyes. Finally, he pressed it with a piece of rag to prevent the herbs from falling.

After finishing these things, Lu Fengxian turned and left, continuing to move in the direction pointed by the swordsman.

I hate you.

His strength was constantly growing, and as time went by, he became a better doctor. In just three days, Lu Fengxian had understood the functions of most of the herbs in the forest, and his combat power was also increasing linearly. However, this was not something to be happy about, because the improvement in consciousness could not relieve the pain in his body.

The swordsman's body has reached its limit...

He knows it better than anyone else, and understands it better than anyone else. Even if the swordsman's self dies ten years later, it will not affect him. Even if he gives up, it will be a perfect harvest.

But, is it possible for him to give up his future so easily?

He is the soul, he is myself, and he is a part of my miserable future. But even so, even if he throws his life away, he is still himself, still alive, and still longs for happiness.

"Haha, I found it! This 100,000 Asuras whose strength has been greatly reduced!"

"Hurry up and split the bounty!"

Along with the greedy shouts around, the bushes shook, and dozens of demi-humans walked out, looking at him with greedy, fearful, or covetous eyes...

The color on his face had already drained away, and the hand holding the sword was shaking uncontrollably. Lu Fengxian smiled bitterly, took a deep breath with difficulty, leaned forward, and made a final sprint -

【The Way of Man - Double Corpse Dance】

......

......

When the dust settled and the last demi-human fell seriously injured on the lawn, Lu Fengxian also completely lost the strength to continue controlling his body and fell to the ground in a trance.

rustle.

A huge body came in front of him, with black pointed horns on its head pointing upwards, and some blood dripping from its two nostrils.

The minotaur that was just defeated!

Lu Fengxian knew that he had made a big mistake. From a human perspective, the place where his sword had stabbed was definitely the lungs, but for a subhuman...

Looking at the slowly raised axe, Lu Fengxian became more and more dazed, as if he had returned to the conversation with the swordsman a few days ago.

[I can accept you as my disciple, but there is a condition]

What is....

[Try to live in your way, until you come back, until I want to live again]

Is this enough?

[That's it]

When he said the last sentence, the swordsman came out of his body and appeared around Lu Fengxian as a bystander, guiding him in fighting and never commenting on his "non-killing" principle.

.......

In the end, I still can't change my past ten years ago, my future ten years later and myself ten years later...

I am not sad, I am not desperate, and I don’t feel any nostalgia.

The swordsman looked at the minotaur expressionlessly, sitting quietly, waiting for the moment when he would be killed, waiting for the moment of the end.

The world will remain like this no matter how long it lasts. If you can't eat the other person, then wait for the other person to eat you.

I can finally free myself from this world...

There is nothing, nothing to protect, nothing is left, only a life of hatred...

The swordsman finally smiled, which he hadn't seen for who knows how long. What Lu Fengxian was about to encounter was his own ending. It was a relief to be able to see it in advance.

As it happened ten years ago, Lu Fengxian's idea was correct. The swordsman was praying for happiness. However, he didn't know that there is a kind of happiness that comes from giving up one's life and all responsibilities.