My life can't be a harem game!

The cowherd was stunned at first, because from his angle he could see the other person's eyes, so sad, yet so calm, as if a pool of stagnant water was constantly boiling, longing to regain the past.

If he could still keep the past, then he...

Have you completely forgotten it?

Thinking of this, Niulang felt a resonance in his heart. Compared with the swordsman in front of him who was so sad that it couldn't be more sad, he seemed to be luckier than him.

"Really? Don't apologize with that look. It makes me look like a bad person."

Rolling his eyes helplessly, Niulang turned and walked back to where he came from. There was a place where the black and green were clearly divided, and deeper inside, there was an extremely pink area.

At the moment when he was about to disappear, Niulang paused.

"Give me a little more effort, Lu Fengxian."

Afterwards, he disappeared from the swordsman's sight, leaving behind only a few words whose meaning was unknown.

Lu Fengxian...?

Am I still Lu Fengxian now?

The swordsman first looked at the sword in his hand, and then gently stroked the light armor on his body. The patterns that looked like evil spirits were silently telling him that he was not Lü Fengxian, not a human being, but a bloodthirsty ghost, a ghost who was crowned as [Hundred Thousand Asuras] and [Rakshasa King] ten years later...

"Monster." The swordsman whispered, then turned his head and looked in the direction of the corpse. In the deeper place, where his real memory was...

It was an endless black land, boundless and infinitely extending to the end of the sky. There was no hope, no despair, and no life. There was only sand stained red by blood, dead trees, and countless, endless things covering this dead land.

Dead body.

50. The tragic experience of the homeroom teacher and Yuno’s strong comeback?

In December of the year 2397 of the Western calendar, the first class in the morning at the Ninth Public High School was the time when people were most sleepy, especially in the golden autumn, with fatigue and a slight chill. Some students who did not sleep much at night could not even open their eyes.

As a representative of non-winners in life, the fat otaku is somehow sleepy in the peaceful morning, looking forward powerlessly...

"Who am I, where am I, and what am I doing now..."

"Merry Christmas!!!"

Just as the fat otaku kept his cloudy vision extended forward, the head teacher with a gentle (ferocious?) smile suddenly appeared in front of him, which scared him so much that his fat body fell backwards subconsciously.

"Ouch!"

"It's squeezing me to death."

Then, there was a burst of ghostly howling. The fat guy weighed more than 200 and almost 300 kilograms. This nearly one-third of tonnage was not fake. He almost squeezed the students behind him to death.

As luck would have it, the large group of people behind him were all asleep, and this strike was like a bowling ball, waking them all up.

Some go to work before Christmas Eve, preparing a valuable gift for their boyfriends or girlfriends; others review their sex skills before Christmas Eve, preparing in advance to serve their boyfriends or girlfriends on Christmas Eve... Naturally, it is unknown how many people have been cheated on in this process.

The traditions brought from other districts are very popular in District 13, affecting not only students but also adults. If the representative of the gray and depressed among students is the fat otaku, then the representative of the gray and depressed among teachers is the fat otaku.

"You guys who don't study hard, get out and stand in the corner as punishment!"

Senbon Satsuki, nicknamed the Big-Breasted Lost Girl, is the representative of adults who are heartbroken by the word "Christmas".

What Christmas, what couple, what sorority, all rejected me...

April's eyes, hidden by her hair, exude a different kind of brutality.

Shizuka Hiratsuka, who has never had a boyfriend, is always violent all day long. If she looks just a little bit like a teacher, the organizer of the social gathering will invite her... It's really disgusting to see those scumbags who have feelings for teachers.

But it doesn't matter. Even though she arrives on time every time and perfectly beats away anyone who wants to touch her every time, this guy's boxing skills will definitely play a big role this Christmas.

April thought with relief that whether Hiratsuka Shizuka had a boyfriend or not really had nothing to do with her. But as a member of the group of bereaved women, if she left this group early, then... wouldn't she appear even more pitiful?

Unlike those little brats who hold high the banner of being single, my situation makes it impossible for me to get married even if I want to!

"You little brats who haven't even grown all their hair yet, do you understand? The pain of being told by your juniors not to go to social events, and having no interest in anything after school, and having to lie in bed stinking all the time!"

Resentment, endless resentment scared the students who were punished for sleeping.

The irony is that in the health and physical education taught by Senbon Siyue, none of the students who stood up had scores below average.

The scores for health and physical education are good...

"What an inhumane sniper attack."

Some lucky cash cows lowered their heads and trembled.

Under this inhumane mental abuse, only one person stood up from his seat and walked slowly and gracefully to April, who was pouring "toxic chicken soup" to the students.

"Teacher, sometimes loneliness is not a result, but a choice. You have to be more open-minded."

Those two beautiful pink ponytails and that charming smile, she is the current goddess of the class, Yuno Agatsuma.

As a goddess, she has not taken the initiative to contact any of her classmates since she entered school. However, the halo of the big group's pearl and her own excellence are the best attraction. Every classmate in the class is happy to be close to her, and she herself is not averse to these close people and expresses her attitude very gently.

Even if you confess to such a person and get rejected, you will not suffer any psychological trauma, and you may even feel that you are so lucky to have a one-sided love for her.

Male students who thought this way followed one after another, like a suicide squad, and died psychologically under the solid mental fortress of Agatsuma Yuno. Until now, no male student has been able to get too close to her, not even the cute kittens behind the old school building.

I had expected Yuno Agatsuma to be so popular before she entered the class, but April didn't know that a person could be so popular. The love letters she received were counted by the pound, which was even more than that of Shiraishi in the third grade. Although this was related to her gentle nature and the fact that she didn't have a so-called escort team around her, but...

Current charging cannot exist!

I'm single and I can't stand popular guys like you!

However, her family is rich and powerful...

"Yuno-san, this is still class, can you please stay in your seat and listen while I teach you about my life experience?"

April's voice of suppressing jealousy made people feel a little chilly. Although many students were sitting in their seats, they immediately realized that her words were a lie and she was simply taking advantage of the students.

Agatsuma Yuno exhaled. If she were a student, she really needed to sit back in her seat and listen to the lecture. However, now she would rather talk to April in another identity - a senior in love!

If Yuno has a disease now, it can only be love. It is a serious disease and there is no cure!

"Teacher, please don't do this!"

Yuno's voice made April take a step back...

"Don't worry about the love that hasn't arrived yet, and don't take it out on those who think they have found true love. That will only devalue you."

Yuno's voice sounded somewhat nostalgic...

"I am lucky, but also unlucky. When I was ten years old, I encountered a very uncomfortable thing. I almost died. It was not fake. I was really about to die."

The ears of the students around her could not help but prick up, including some girls who were usually jealous of Yuno.

"But fortunately, I met my true love. He saved me, fed me, and played with me. Every day with him was like heaven... Although one day I broke up with him, and encountered more bad things that almost killed me, every time I think of him, I will grit my teeth and persevere."

"I love him more than anything else. I am willing to wait for him and go crazy for him. You don't know how happy I am when I meet him again. Six years of waiting and six years of brewing. Even if he no longer likes me or remembers me, I will pursue him, giving him everything and fighting with all my strength."

At the end of the conversation, Yuno shyly shifted her gaze and met his eyes at the other end of the classroom. The two of them were silent, but looking from the side, it was obvious that the communication between them was far more than a thousand words, and the atmosphere was unimaginably good.

No man can resist such an affectionate confession, and no man can remain calm after receiving such a beautiful confession from a woman.

It's time to make a choice, you two-timing guy!

With this in mind, the students who were supposed to make a fuss all quieted down. Even if there were some troublemakers, seeing this situation, they could only follow the mainstream and quietly wait for the man's decision...

51. Sleeping with eyes open and part-time job that failed

April didn't understand what so-called love was, let alone the relationship between waiting and love. During her graduate studies, neither the books nor the teachers told her how to construct the relationship between the two.

Live like a nerd for a day, a week, a month, a year...

Unfortunately, after becoming a graduate student, I did not successfully join a large company and become an enviable management position as my parents had expected.

What's more important than ability is social skills and...appearance.

It was then that April noticed that her body was bloated and her ability to communicate with others was close to negative.

Exercise hard, exercise and exercise again, and search the Internet for ways to increase your feminine charm.

After being rejected by a man for the seventh time, I was desperate...

After finding a job in the school, April began his teaching life. He thought he had found the one through hard work, but all he met were assholes. There was even a teacher who wanted to drug him. If it weren't for the money he gave him, he would have been put in jail long ago.

April felt that her life was bleak as she was rejected by her juniors at a social gathering on Christmas Eve. But now she thinks, have she really fallen in love with those who rejected her?

No.

Not at all.

It was simply because my parents kept nagging me that I didn't really look for the so-called love...

But Yuno understands. Yuno knows what waiting and love mean, and she carries it to the extreme.

Six years is such a long time. Many people say they can persevere, but how many can actually do it?

Even if the other party is not interested in her when they meet, even if he seems to already have a noble girlfriend in school, she will not give up.

This is true love, right?

A gaze full of affection, a serious look in the eye.

Although I am a teacher, I can't stop this kind of affectionate gaze. After all...

I was also (once) a girl.

Just like that, April stopped and looked at the enviable couple gently.

Yuno and he stared at each other for a long, long time, until the get out of class was about to end...

and many more!

Something is wrong.

"His eyes didn't blink."

The fat guy next to Lu Fengxian suddenly spoke, then stretched out his hand and waved it in front of his eyes...

“Snoring…”

After the unbelievably small snoring sound, the whole class widened their eyes instantly, looking at the guy sitting in his original position with his eyes open in disbelief...

The legendary highest state of sleep: sleeping with your eyes open!

"You're actually sleeping!!!"

Such a roar echoed in the classroom. April was so angry that she threw away her teacher's demeanor and pounced directly on the guy who was sleeping with his eyes open.

However, Yuno Agatsuma still had a smile on her face. Unlike those people who didn't look at Fengxian directly, she was looking at him seriously, so of course she knew that he had been sleeping since the class.

It's so beautiful, even when sleeping...

Yuno thought about it a little obsessively, and suddenly realized that today seemed to be Christmas Eve.

.......

......

After school in the afternoon, I cleaned the classroom by myself for a week. The crime was...

"God damn it, you ruined the innocent dreams of a young girl."

As he hurriedly moved forward on the way to the kendo gym, Lu Fengxian truly felt that he was unlucky not to have eight legs.

In fact, it was completely too late. The part-time job was from 6:30 to 7:30, and now...

“It’s totally too late.”

Finally, Lu Fengxian gave up struggling and walked slowly on the street, watching the hustle and bustle of traffic. Groups of people passed by him from time to time, making the scene look lively and prosperous.

In the past, Lu Fengxian often didn't go to see it due to his busy schedule. Now there is still some time before the start of his second job, so he will naturally see some scenery that he would never pay attention to normally.

Pedestrians walked by hurriedly.

Cars were passing by one after another.

On the roadside, the shining buildings silently tempt everyone who passes by.

No matter how many times I see the prosperity of the city, I always feel an unrealistic sense of alienation. To be honest, ever since I gave up using dreams to reach the world ten years later, the future has really begun to become blurry.

I have no idea what to do next. The only future I can use, the only future that can bring me happiness, is this one...

Sacrifice others to fulfill yourself.