Longmen Memoirs

"I won't tell Kelsey. In fact, I have a very bad relationship with her."

Amiya breathed a sigh of relief.

"Thank you." She looked towards the medical cabin behind Chen Mo.

"Amiya..." Chen Mo suddenly shouted, and Amiya looked over subconsciously.

She saw the strange man in front of her reaching out to her.

"Let's go back."

The coldness in the pale short-haired man's eyes disappeared, and his eyes softened. Amiya couldn't help but feel a sense of relief in her heart. She held the man's hand.

His hands were large, rough but warm.

It was as warm as the feeling His Highness gave him.

Chen Mo asked when he saw Amiya turning her head and staring at him.

"what happened?"

"Your hands feel... just like His Highness's."

"That's it."

But to Chen Mo, the girl's hand was very small, and she held it tightly, giving Chen Mo the illusion of déjà vu.

The night outside the porthole is getting darker.

"Your Highness, will she get better?" Amiya couldn't help but ask. "I'm afraid...I'm afraid that His Highness will leave, just like my parents, I...I can't remember."

In the white steel corridor of Rhodes Island, she held Chen Mo's hand and looked back at the medical cabin behind her.

"Don't be afraid, Amiya, Your Highness will not leave. Your Highness still has many things to accomplish, and there is still a long road to walk. It's just that this road is too long. Your Highness is tired from walking. Wait for her to rest." Enough and she’ll wake up.”

Amiya raised her head and stared at the man's profile when she heard Chen Mo's answer.

"I...I want to help His Highness."

Chen Mo turned his head and looked down at the girl beside him. She stopped and Amiya looked at him with determination. She might not know what she was talking about or what her words meant.

"Do you want to help His Highness?"

"Well, I, what should I do?" Young Carters was a little confused.

Chen Mo looked away and took steps to answer.

"Then grow up quickly, Amiya. When you grow up, you may be able to help His Highness, if you still think so at that time."

Chen Mo let Carters' hand go and Amiya asked.

"Are you leaving?"

"I have to go now."

"Can I see you again?"

"Yes, this is not the first time we have met, Amiya."

"But, I can't remember." The girl said disappointedly.

"It doesn't matter." Chen Mo shook his head and said, "You don't have to force things that you can't remember, but you have to remember, Amiya, you only need to remember those people, their names and deeds that you should remember."

"I don't understand."

"You will understand in the future." Chen Mo gently touched Carters' head: "Amiya, grow up quickly. When you grow up, Kazdale will definitely be a brand new land."

Grow up quickly, Theresia’s chosen successor.

Maybe the process of growing up is always accompanied by ups and downs. Maybe the days of growing up will make you feel long and difficult, but only when you grow up can you have the possibility and the opportunity to change certain things and do it. What you wish to do.

Chen Mo's figure slowly disappeared from Carters' sight.

His retreating figure was reflected in Custer's blue pupils. Her eyes were as blue and clean as the clearest sky. There was some hope in her eyes, and that hope reflected Chen Mo's own figure.

Chen Mo stopped in his tracks.

He looked up at the black night sky outside Rhode Island.

A figure of someone was leaning there at the corner.

"You're here, Askaron."

"I'm here."

"Thanks."

"..."

"Amiya should remember you, we all owe you a debt."

"You don't owe me anything. Theresia has paid it off for you. Now we don't owe each other anything."

"...I still maintain my opinion." Askaron was silent for a moment and replied: "I admit that I was wrong at first, but after all, Sarkaz has lost hope in outsiders, and we have been betrayed too many times. .”

"Understandable."

"The doctor is waiting for you outside."

"understood."

Chen Mo walked out of the Rhode Island's gate.

Ascalon said softly behind him.

"May you have a smooth journey ahead, leader of the court."

When I saw the doctor again, it was at the pier outside the Rhode Island Shipyard. He was standing on the edge of the pier, still dressed as he had been when we first saw him, and the corners of his coat were gently fluttering in the night wind.

Behind him, the lights of thousands of houses in the urban area of ​​Grai were like thousands of twinkling stars in the sky, illuminating the dark night in Kazdale.

He looked back at Chen Mo who was walking beside him.

Her short black hair was withered and pale.

"Do you know Theresa's situation?"

"Scout already told me."

"I asked him to inform you. We are helpless. I can only place my hope on you. She..."

"She'll wake up soon."

"But it's worth it." Chen Mo replied.

"The results of the Eastern Front are out. We won. There is no trace of Traces. He gave up the deployment of the Eastern Front." The doctor did not mention the topic just now. He continued:

"There are still spies from Theresia's side in the Tower of Babel. They may have learned about Theresia's situation. Perhaps from the beginning, Tracys did not set his sights on this war. He wanted to Preserve Sarkaz's power and prevent it from being overly consumed in this war."

"He sees Kazdaele as his own."

"Once Theresia leaves, the Parliament and the Tower of Babel will be rootless duckweeds. Without Traces' intervention, they will naturally fall apart. We are too dependent on her, and Traces has already seen through our weaknesses."

"Thearesia knows it herself."

"She knows, but there is nothing she can do." The doctor said solemnly.

"That's why you found Amiya and prepared for the worst."

The doctor didn't object.

"Theresia never puts the outcome on one thing, and so do I. Even if she falls and the Tower of Babel collapses, as long as Rhode Island is still there, Amiya is still there, even if Kaz is lost. Dale, Theresia is not a loser either.”

"It's not fair to that kid."

"It's unfair to everyone." The doctor said: "This result is unfair to the soldiers on the front line, to the Tower of Babel, to the Parliament and all the Sakaz who believed in Theresia, and even to Theresia herself. .”

"..."

The doctor's eyes fell on Chen Mo, and he said slowly: "But now, you are the most unfair one. You have pushed a lot of the achievements that belong to you onto Theresia. You could have let Sakaz remember Live your name.”

"What about you, Doctor? What about you?"

"I'm just witnessing."

"I don't need this either. Compared to a controversial outsider, the Sakaz are more willing to believe that Theresia did all this for them."

"But Theresia will care, she will definitely do it, Chen Mo, I will ask you one last time, have you thought about it?"

"Can we turn back now?" Chen Mo asked.

He smiled and turned to look at the huge land speeder beside him. In the dark, its figure looked like a huge beast lying on the ground.

He looked back.

"I heard that the Parliament is restless right now. Victory is close at hand. Theresia is unconscious. Kazdaele is about to be unified. Greater interests and territory are at your fingertips. There is no better opportunity than now." Chen Mo said .

"After the war, Kazdale needs to be rebuilt. The villages and mercenaries destroyed by the war need to be resettled. Sarkaz needs new jobs, land, and machinery. Kazdale needs a lot of things." The doctor answered.

"Lack of money?"

"This will inevitably become a hole that cannot be filled. Maybe Victoria can provide us with assistance after the war, but the outcome is not yet known."

Vina...

"They have a lot of money. The worms in the Scar Market have also made a lot of money in the war over the years. It is thanks to them that the Sakaz mercenary business of licking blood with a knife tip can continue for so long."

"You will become a target."

"Aren't you waiting here just to tell me about this?" Chen Mo asked, he said: "I have long been the target of public criticism, but you are different, doctor, the reconstruction of Kazdaele does not require someone like me who grew up in the war. Monster, what he needs is people like you, don’t let your hands be stained with blood.”

"But your hands will be bloody."

"Hedley had a conversation with me before. I remember it very clearly. He said that they all knew that there was a problem in Sakaz. Those who knew the problem turned a blind eye and those who dared to speak out were powerless to influence the situation. I still dare not Forget." Chen Mo said, making an analogy: "If someone asked me to write a book about morality, there would be 99 blank pages, because I don't know how to write it, and everyone has their own opinions on it. , but on the last page, I will definitely write this: I only admit one responsibility, and there is no other, and that is love."

"Theresia loves this land, and many Sakaz love their country. Those who don't love it, let them die. No matter whether they are nobles or common people, their death can make this land better. Become a better person, I am willing to do that, even if I am not a Sakaz, because I am not a Sakaz.”

The doctor didn't answer. He just looked at Chen Mo and sighed softly.

"Are you in love with Theresia? Chen Mo." The doctor suddenly asked.

Chen Mo was startled.

He remembered a lot of things, and the memories flowed through his mind like water. From the first time he met Theresia, to becoming her guard, and during that winter, he saw a lot. Theresa's gentleness was intoxicating.

Yes, how could he not fall in love with Theresa like this.

He inevitably had similar feelings for the coveted Theresa.

"What kind of love?" Chen Mo asked.

"Unlike Sarkaz's love for their king and vision."

"If so, yes, I love her, but before I love her, she is the king of Sarkaz first, and Theresia second. Like many Sarkaz, I love their king. I Unlike so many Sarkaz, I fell in love with Theresia, just Theresia."

"So that's the case, will you regret it? In fact, you still have another option, just like what we talked about at the beginning, as long as you wait until the Tower of Babel loses, you can take her away, take away Theresa you want to take away. "

Chen Mo shook his head.

The doctor heard him say.

"Those Sarkarz who fell on the battlefield one after another for this, they will not allow me to do this. They just want a result. I should not and cannot usurp the hard-won victory they fought for."

"You gave them this opportunity."

"No, they saved themselves."

Sakaz Butcher.

People do not remember his name, people only remember that he killed many Sakaz, and his hands were stained with the blood of Sakaz. On the road to the recovery of Kazdare, people forget that he once served Sakaz. achievements.

It's not their fault.

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Kazdaele Border.

Night/19：00P.M

"You have lost, Sakaz. This is different from what we promised before."

In the shadows, Grector heard the Victorian in front of him say this, with a hint of mockery in his tone.

"The outcome is yet to be determined, Victorians."