Longmen Memoirs

"should be."

"What should it mean?"

"I don't know, Fox." Chen Mo looked at Fox's face and said, "But I know that even if I don't do this, Chen will do it one day, and you also know that with Wei Yanwu and I, Relationship, he can’t possibly let me stay in Longmen forever.”

"You're finally willing to admit it."

Fox said and she sighed.

"Between you and Chief Wei, not even Chen Huijie?" Fox asked.

"It has nothing to do with Chen. What Wei Yanwu wants is the stability of Longmen. From the beginning, the city of Longmen has never left a place for me."

"It's Londinium time..."

The fox stopped speaking. After all, she couldn't speak so straightforwardly.

"What else are you hiding from me, Gouzi? What is it that makes you even unwilling to speak to me? You must let me force you before you are willing to reveal anything."

"But you can't help me, Fox. You can't help me even if I tell you. No one can help me in this matter. I know what you are thinking."

Chen Mo looked into the fox's eyes, and his face was reflected in the fox's eyes.

The fox opened his mouth.

"Even if you don't tell me, I can guess that there are not many forces that Chief Wei can be afraid of, and you... Apart from the Yan Kingdom, I can't think of anywhere else, but I don't want to go towards Great Yan either. Think about it, think about it, even though you may finally stop, you still have to live this wandering life." The fox said, and asked: "If I could have thought of this earlier, when I was in Londinium, would I have Shouldn't Chen Huijie be allowed to go find you?"

"Do you think you did something wrong?"

"If Chen Huijie hadn't come to find you, wouldn't you have returned to Longmen?" Fox didn't answer, so she asked.

"……Yes."

"Then I regret it, Gouzi." The fox said, "I should have been the one to find you. If I had known this and didn't put my hope in Chen Huijie, then I should have left Longmen with you. I thought Chen Huijie could give you the life you want, I thought Chen Huijie could make you stay."

Fox smiled.

I didn't continue talking.

Chen Mo stretched out his hand and touched the soft ears on the top of the fox's head. He remembered the scene when the fox hugged him from behind when he first returned to Longmen.

He knew what the fox wanted.

He always knew.

"There are so many ifs, fox. We all know that if something happens, it will happen. If something is done, it will be done. Even if it was you at the beginning, the result will be the same. To me, no matter if it is you , Chen Yehao, there is always only one thing I hope for, I hope you can live in peace."

"I've finished all the good things you said." The fox looked at him helplessly, ignoring his fingers on his pointed ears, "How long do you want to touch me?"

"So petty?"

"Then let me touch it too." The fox said, reaching out to grab Chen Mo's ears, but Chen Mo grabbed her wrist.

"A boy's ears cannot be touched casually."

"who said it."

"My mother."

"..."

The fox's movements stopped and she finally pulled her hand back.

"Then you plan to stay outside all the time, Chen Huijie, and your daughter, do you plan to leave them in Longmen?"

asked the fox.

"Chen is very good in Longmen. The thoughts in her heart can only be realized in Longmen. As for... Xiaomo, it is better than wandering around with me. I don't like Wei Yanwu, but I can't deny that Longmen and him can Ensure the safety of Xiao Mo and Chen."

"You leave your extravagant hopes to others." said the fox.

"They are relatives." Chen Mo corrected.

"What about you?" Fox suddenly asked. "Have you ever asked Chen Huijie what she thinks? Have you ever thought about what Chen Huijie would think? Gouzi, I should say, you don't seem to be aware of your current identity."

"..."

Chen Mo couldn't deny the fox's question, and he couldn't answer it either.

Yanguo is a big mountain that is pressing on Chen Mo. Many years ago, he thought that it was Wei Yanwu and Longmen who were pressing on him. But when he finally had the ability to resist these and returned to Longmen, he discovered that Wei Yanwu and his Longmen This is just the beginning.

There was a bigger shadow standing behind them. Wei Yanwu didn't do anything. He just chose the most appropriate way to deal with it. His only mistake was to let himself know Chen Huijie and Talulah.

Now many years later.

When he was in Kazdale, Chen Mo finally realized for the first time what he needed to face.

He is the only one who can【%

His wishful thinking.

Chapter 48 A common man named Chen

Chen Mo did not answer the fox's question. Maybe as the fox said, he has not realized his current identity. Maybe he is not ready to welcome two people who are dependent on him in his life. .

Chen Mo hopes to give them the best of himself. He hopes that he can give them a happy life. Chen Mo wants to do this, but the reality is just the opposite. The reality is that he can only do his best to make them stable for the rest of their lives.

Because he is the so-called royal family of the Yan Kingdom and the so-called King of Wu. After Chen Mo took his life with his own hands, he replaced his original identity and life. In the Yan Kingdom, there was a pair of invisible eyes staring at him. It was as if he was waiting for the day when Chen Mo would take on the karma he was born with.

Chen Mo couldn't see the outcome of the cause and effect.

He could imagine that if he decided to face it, his past would crumble like a fragile pile of sand under the tide, along with those he valued and were willing to bear it with him.

Such as the fox in front of him, such as Chen, such as Chen Mo's daughter who has not yet been masked.

Facing Chen Mo, he remained silent.

In the end, the fox did not choose to continue questioning.

Maybe the answer to this question can be found easily, but what the fox knows is that for Chen Mo in front of him, the answer to this question is also what he wants to find.

No one wants to get the answer more than Chen Mo, who is sitting opposite him, because the answer itself is tied to him.

You have to say that he is a very affectionate person. Several times he tried every means to get her to come back and let him stay, but he just pretended to turn a blind eye and even preferred to fall out. He even thought about killing and threatening him before he was sure. people.

But it seems wrong to say that he is a cold person. If he is really cold, he will not hesitate when taking action. If he is really cold, why would he keep all these problems to himself.

How much is friendship worth?

Friendship is not worth a penny, but this thing is also very strange. You clearly know that it is of no use, but you still can't let it go.

Fox thought, Chen Mo must know it himself. Based on her understanding of Chen Mo, this person who likes to make more preparations, if he has a choice, he will probably come up with a few excuses that don't sound reliable. .

But Chen Mo didn't answer.

His lack of answer seemed to confirm this matter. In fact, he himself felt that he had no extra choice.

The fox thought that maybe she should not have let Chen Huijie catch up in the first place. When Gouzi left, she should have followed Wei Yanwu's order to avoid more contact between Chen Huijie and him, so that it would not be like this.

Let the dragon gate trap him.

Let him be hindered.

But the fox also didn't want to lose him like this. The fox didn't know that once she lost news of him again, she would still have several decades to wait for him to come back.

Maybe when he is old, maybe until he is dead, he will not receive any news about him. He will just find a place to hide himself alone, just like that, casually. Just let yourself die somewhere.

The fox was very reluctant to part with him.

She felt that she must regret why she didn't let Chen Huijie pass when they were in Londinium.

In the end, no matter what choice he makes, the fox will regret it.

They fell silent at the same time. In the silence, the fox stared quietly at Chen Mo's calm face. His black hair was slightly longer than the last time he saw it, and his face still had a dusty air.

It was as if he had just met him at Longmen. He seemed to have been walking, like a pedestrian on a long journey, never really stopping.

"Why do you keep looking at me?" Chen Mo broke the quiet atmosphere.

"Take a second look before you leave."

The fox replied smoothly.

This straight shot was accurate and hard. Chen Mo thought that if it were Texas, he would not have to say a few more nonsense, but when the fox said this sentence, it seemed that there was nothing surprising.

"Fox, what do you think I should say if Chen doesn't let me go by then?"

"Why did you ask about me?"

"You have a lot of crooked ideas."

"Haha, that doesn't sound like a good thing." The fox patted the table: "Why do you mean I have so many crooked ideas? Can you please explain me?"

"Did you just..."

"Oh, I can't control this. Mr. Chen, this is your family matter. Why do you still ask me about it?"

The fox interrupted Chen Mo's words, with a sinister tone and the fox's pretentious attitude, Chen Mo's eyes twitched.

He could even smell the unabashed bitterness in the fox's words.

"You must speak to me in this tone?"

"Isn't it true?"

The fox asked back, and Chen Mo was choked speechless with one sentence.

To a certain extent, the fox is very good at quarreling with people. Unless she doesn't want to, with Officer Su's life experience, most people who can be irritated will be speechless.

From being in various circles to being in politics and officialdom, she probably couldn't even count the twists and turns in the fox's belly.

Chen Mo sighed and shook his head.

I heard the fox say again: "Chen Huijie has caused a lot of noise in the Guard Bureau recently. She and her Commander Fedia, if I don't want to tell you that if it wasn't for Commander Wei who was behind her, she might have I suffered a lot.”

"What do Wei Yanwu mean?" Chen Mo asked.

"It's hard to say. In my opinion, she is not qualified to be an official. It is fine to be a front-line police officer, but if she wants to inherit this dragon gate, it will be difficult with her character."

"Really? But I have to say, Fox, if Longmen is full of police officers like you, then Longmen would be better off as soon as possible."

"Can't you help it?" Fox looked straight at Chen Mo and asked.

"Wherever we go, let's discuss the matter." Chen Mo said: "Chen, she may indeed be a bit difficult to deal with, but it's not people like her that Longmen lacks. The regulations of the Guards Bureau have been in place for almost 20 years, and this city still has How many people remember what the original Guards Bureau looked like and what Longmen looked like?"

Chen Mo asked. He looked at the fox and remembered the night when he first saw this Wolper.

It was raining lightly, and the night market on Longmen Street was noisy and lively. At that time, they were not as familiar as they are now. At that time, they were still wary of each other.

In the blink of an eye, a long time has passed.

"I remember when I first came to Longmen, someone pretended to be drunk and complained to me."

The fox frowned in confusion.

"... Is there such a thing?"

"Maybe I remembered it wrong." Chen Mo answered uncertainly.

"Then you must have remembered it wrong." The fox nodded, and added: "Also, Chief Wei already knows about your return."

"Did you tell the secret?"

"What does informing mean? This means serving the public duty. Don't forget that I have always been a police officer in Longmen."

"...Now you remember."

"If you have any dissatisfaction, you are welcome to complain to the Guards Bureau."

"You officers are protecting each other, how dare I, a commoner," Chen Mo said, as if he remembered something: "By the way, I remembered something that I need you to do me a favor with."

"tell me the story?"

"The Guards Bureau Cemetery in the east of the city is next to my parents' cemetery. I want to buy a cemetery there."

"..."

"I remember that the cemetery over there is not accessible to ordinary people," Chen Mo added.

Fox looked at Chen Mo. She did not answer immediately, but just looked at Chen Mo quietly for a few seconds.

"Why don't you speak?" Chen Mo asked.

"It's not that difficult, but you have to tell me the reason. Otherwise I can't help."