Longmen Memoirs

"Ah, intelligence analysis must always be clear. There is nothing wrong with listening to the answers of the parties involved." Fox said indifferently, and then asked: "Speaking of which, at the time, I really thought you were going to take action. After all, Longmen has been stable for almost 20 years. Years later, it is still unknown how powerful it can be to stop it.”

She was talking again.

"It's easy to say, Fox. What you said before is right. In fact, we have only seen part of this city, including the people who live here. Although there are many factions fighting in Longmen, it is difficult for outsiders to intervene. Among them, Longmen is an open city, but at the same time, it is also extremely xenophobic. Its xenophobia shows that the only way to integrate into this place is to allow yourself to accept it instead of trying to change it.”

Fox looked at Chen Mo who said this in surprise.

"It's rare to hear this from you," the fox replied.

"You know Longmen better than I do."

"But when I think about it, it was really thrilling. We almost became enemies of Longmen. I remember what you said at the time, you have to think about me a little bit, Gouzi, I, actually, it's the incidental one. ?”

"..."

"Why didn't you speak?"

"What do you want me to answer?" Chen Mo said helplessly.

He regretted a little. It turned out that the fox had tricked him so much and was just waiting for him here.

Chen Mo once again realized Su Hu's sinister intentions.

"It's incidental. You must have had more to consider than I thought at that time, but you always didn't say it. I also know that it's not that you don't want to say it, but you and I both know that some words are meaningless, but if I If I always guess what you are thinking, I will always be one step behind you. Only when you finish the thing will I know what you have done."

Fox's words seemed to be sighing. Her eyes did not fall on Chen Mo, but were slightly lowered.

Chen Mo remembered the kiss from the fox when Londinium and the fox parted. She said she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to wait too long and would die if she waited.

Chen Mo was speechless.

He suddenly felt that the fox in front of him seemed to have turned into the little fox cub in the resettlement camp. At that time, she didn't understand anything and didn't have so many complicated thoughts. At that time, although she looked stupid and awkward, It was awkward, but Chen Mo could understand what she was thinking at a glance. She was simply pitiful and interesting.

At that time, Chen Mo never thought that after so long, the fox cub had also changed when she grew up. Her changes were really terrifying.

Her changes made Chen Mo happy, but at the same time he didn't know that [{

I'm glad that the fox has a skill, but it's hard to explain how to satisfy the simple and straightforward wish in the fox's heart.

He just thought of Chen, and then Wei Na, plus the fox in front of him.

Although when talking to the fox, he tried his best to avoid these things that they both knew very well, but there were some things that could no longer be explained by family ties. How could there be pure and flawless feelings between men and women.

Being familiar will lead to closeness, getting close will lead to liking, liking will lead to falling in love, and falling in love will lead to getting used to and accepting each other. After all, those who are unreasonable and fall in love overnight like Chen are the minority.

After all, the fox is not Chen. The impulsive Chen can ignore the consequences, risk everything, and even never look back, but the fox cannot. She has a complicated mind and a lot of worries.

People in an environment like her and Chen Mo will inevitably become like this when they grow up.

They don't just do whatever they think. They are usually used to reason, or it is because of their encounters and situations that they are used to it, so they can live and grow up smoothly, and therefore fall into this problem.

Chen Mo didn't promise anything in the end, even though he might have known that the fox was deliberately setting a trap for him. The sighs she said were half true and half false, and no one could tell clearly.

I don't know since when, the stupid fox cub in childhood has become shrewd and cunning. He always likes to deliberately poke the softest part of Chen Mo's heart with a soft knife. However, the fox also likes to pretend to be a coincidence.

She always does what you want in your heart. She never says or does what you don't want to do. But what you think in your heart but dare not do, the fox will also try her best to help you and let you do it. You can't fault anything.

There is no one who would not like a girl who accommodates herself. Besides, this girl is also very good. Besides, you still owe her several debts.

At that time, Chen Mo asked the fox's fox, do you love me?

He deliberately avoided the fox's feelings.

Later, the fox answered this question in Londinium. Chen Mo could not avoid it, but his departure allowed him to escape.

But this time the fox didn't ask again.

But how should Chen Mo answer.

Once again, he asked the fox to wait, but still deliberately avoided her, pretending not to understand what she meant, but Chen Mo was not stupid, and neither was the fox.

Maybe the fox has not thought about repaying, maybe the fox is doing what he wants to do, but is the fox willing to keep pretending to be a person who cannot hear or see?

Maybe Fox can, but Chen Mo can't.

"...I've already said this, why don't you speak?"

Just when Chen Mo was about to speak, the fox suddenly said, blocking the words in Chen Mo's throat before he could say it.

She deliberately looked regretful and depressed.

"Open what?"

"Don't pretend to be stupid for me." The fox set the table and suddenly said: "To be honest, I regret it now."

"..."

Chen Mo didn't answer.

The fox glanced at Chen Mo, who was sitting opposite.

"Why don't you ask me what I regret?"

"If you don't ask, nothing will happen." Chen Mo said dryly.

The fox was stunned for a moment, and then she became full of resentment, and she raised her voice deliberately to criticize.

"I regret sending you to Chen Huijie, tut."

"actually……"

"Don't." The fox suddenly interrupted Chen Mo's words, and she half-warned: "If you dare to say it, I will pretend not to hear you. This is good. I always feel that if I really know your answer, the two of us will Maybe we don’t even have to be friends, I will definitely think so. If your answer dissatisfies me, I can’t guarantee that I won’t do anything.”

These words were no longer a hint, but a threat, and they indeed seemed like a fox's character.

She has never been one to compromise, except when facing Chen Heiquan.

Chen Mo's eyes twitched.

"for example……"

"For example, to instigate a relationship between you and Chen Huijie and get her to divorce you, or to make you have an uneasy conscience and then fall in love with you. Such underhanded little tricks to get in the way are very easy for Miss Su and me, without any effort."

She brazenly said things that a normal police officer would never say.

"Do you think I'm joking?" As if aware of Chen Mo's surprised gaze, the fox raised an eyebrow and asked.

The orange hair on his forehead fluttered slightly under this movement.

"I don't dare. Officer Su will do what he says." Chen Mo said perfunctorily.

"I'm scaring you. I can't be so vicious." She said with a smile, then narrowed her eyes and spoke in a questioning tone. "Is it really impossible?"

Half-truth and half-falseness were so hard to distinguish, she always liked this, and Chen Mo already knew how to deal with the fox in this situation, which was the same half-truth and half-falsehood.

It's like a play on the stage. In order to prevent it from ending and to make it more enjoyable, the actors are all accommodating each other.

Because after the end, they don't know what kind of ending they will leave each other, so it's good to be like this now.

Better to deceive oneself than nothing.

"...You're so old and you still do this." Chen Mo couldn't help but say.

"Hmph, you can't control it, just don't dare." The fox breathed softly: "So don't say it, Gouzi, because I know that I have never been a generous person."

The fox cub is actually a soft-hearted person.

She is contradictory and has Chen Mo's shadow in every aspect. It is difficult not to have Chen Mo's shadow, because from the moment she decided to grow up, Fox's heart has always been just to catch up with him.

But Chen Mo walked far and fast. He never seemed to think about stopping to wait for someone. He just kept walking forward. When the fox cub felt that he could finally see his back and thought he could catch up, he Suddenly he appeared in another place and took a different path that the fox had never thought of.

From Longmen to Victoria, to Kazdaele and now Yanguo.

Whenever Chen Mo thinks that one thing is finally coming to an end, it often becomes the beginning of another thing, one after another, a cloudy past, a false name, a false identity, and the story of Longmen more than ten years ago. The entanglement of grievances, the disputes and heavy and cruel experiences of Kazdel more than ten years later, and the "old friend" he brought back to Longmen.

Chen Mo wants to do his best to be "Chen Mo", but every time it backfires. He can't be Chen Mo, and he can't be a silent and unknown person.

The last thing he wanted was to be powerless, but similarly, not wanting to be powerless also meant not wanting to be nameless. Whatever he did, there would always be traces left behind. The bigger the thing, the more violent the reaction.

Chen Mo didn't know when these things would end, but he knew that he couldn't avoid them. He also knew that maybe when it came to certain things, he wouldn't be able to allow himself to avoid them.

For example, the two people sleeping under the cemetery, such as Chen and the fox in front of him, or Wei Na and the people he didn't want to lose.

It's certainly worth it.

There is nothing worthless, because he has never thought about getting anything in return, because it is what he wants to do, so no matter what happens, he will not be disappointed, no matter what the result is, even if he is regretful, he can feel at ease.

Chen Mo has understood the rules set by this land for people since a long time ago.

This land says, I don't have the best of both worlds here. You have to make a deal with me for whatever you want. Everything has value, and some are expensive and some are cheap.

But whether it is cheap or expensive, you have to pay, because paying makes it possible and it is willing to give you a chance.

Chen Mo felt that what he had gained, lost, done, and left behind in his life was actually a career that many people could not imagine in their lifetime.

And in the end, those people he hoped to be alive were still alive and well.

What else could he complain about?

I guess it’s nothing.

He can neither remain unknown nor achieve success. His only wish is to make the people around him happy for the rest of his life. This is also the only thing he can decide to do for them.

Coming out of hatred, going through ups and downs, struggles, wars and sufferings, ups and downs, confusion and hesitation, Chen Mo finally understood his wish.

A person who seems extraordinary to people, but the small and ordinary vision in his heart has made his life destined to be extraordinary.

He is both a ferocious hound in the black wall, a taciturn mercenary of black steel, a stranger in the land of Sargon, a passer-by in the Dragon Gate, a cold-blooded and cruel outlaw butcher on the battlefield of Kazdaele, and a mercenary of Sargon. The comrade-in-arms whom Kaz relied on to fight side by side was the bloody executioner who caused the horrifying tragedy of the Londinium Long Knife. He was also the Guinevere who the new emperor Victoria spoke of insincerely.

He has had many identities and professions. He has been a refugee from Longmen, a black wall gangster, a mercenary, a businessman, a general, a bodyguard, a bounty hunter... too many to count, and there are still new identities waiting for him. .

He also had many choices. In fact, he didn't have no choice at some moments.

And in the future...

Chen Mo doesn't have to think about what will happen in the future, because no matter what happens, he can accept it and he is ready.

For better or worse.

After so many years, his life was finally no longer a graffiti left to others to dictate. Even though the graffiti was unavoidable, it was up to him to decide where it should land, what to draw, and how to draw it.

If not, his sword will make it possible.

Chen Mo, this is a good name.

No one knows what a monster will do when it goes crazy, and probably no one wants to know. They just want to put chains on the monster and drive its behavior. Unfortunately, they missed this opportunity many years ago.

The monster has grown up and grown fangs and claws. Although he voluntarily restrained these, it does not mean that he is really docile and harmless. Fortunately, Yan Guo seems to know this truth, so Dayan did not force him. Instead, he is waiting for Him quietly, because one day He will go back. It is His and belongs to Dayan. These will not change. He will eventually return to his original position step by step.

For the dream that He hopes in his heart belongs to Himself and to others.

The fox thought, it seemed that every time he could come up with some new tricks that were overwhelming and overwhelming, there was never a time when he could be the Chen Hei Quan that the fox thought he was.

The fox no longer expected to keep him. It would be good if he could stop and talk to himself occasionally to let the fox know that he was still alive.

She couldn't deny that she was a contented person, she was very greedy, maybe more greedy than she thought, but because of Chen Mo, because she knew Chen Mo's difficulties and frustrations, the fox would rather be content.

The fox also knew that Chen Mo was unwilling to let her continue to follow him. In Chen Mo's eyes, the fox had grown up and she was no longer the fox cub who needed to be taken care of by him, so the fox had the ability to find what she should have. Life.

When leaving Longmen, Chen Mo had made it very clear.

She hoped that the fox could find the future she wanted. There should be no place for him in the fox's future.

They were still friends, if the fox wished, they could still be friends, but it didn't have to be him.

In Chen Mo's view at that time, even if the fox chose Longmen in the end, Chen Mo could understand her and forgive her. Even if they drew swords against each other in the end, he would spare the fox's life for the sake of their past acquaintance.

But the fox didn't choose Longmen. The fox cub was still the same fox cub, but she could no longer be the innocent and crybaby kid she had been in the summer in the resettlement camp.

Maybe the fox regretted it later, of course she would regret it if she had been stingier at this time, but the fox couldn't guarantee it, because she knew that Chen Huijie also faced the same problem.

As long as you get involved with Chen Mo, don't think about stability in the future.

ps: Don’t worry, I have special healing skills.

Chapter 50 Chen Lezi Renmo

"Wait someone?"

"Ah, wait for me, are you too?"

"Waiting for someone at the gate of the Guards Bureau?"

"What's the problem?"