Longmen Memoirs

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"My intuition tells me not to believe what you say easily, but I just can't find any reason to convince myself, Chen Chen." Chen said, "I should have done these things myself."

"But we are a family."

"What is a family? I used to think that I was a family with them, but I was wrong, Ruanfan Chen. In their eyes, I was a broom star. In her eyes, I never had a place. I thought that I and Wei Yanwu It’s a family, I was wrong again, I might not be able to tell what family is.”

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter." Chen Mo replied: "It doesn't matter if no one admits it, as long as we remember it ourselves."

Chen suddenly raised his head.

She pushed Chen Mo away.

"Listen to me. From now on, I won't allow you to talk about death casually. I want you to live and complete what you promised me alive, so I will wait for you to come back at Longmen. No matter what happens in the future, even in the end we can't do anything, even in the end, we will have a bad ending."

Chen said: "But if you dare to do stupid things without telling me, I will never forgive you again in this life, I swear."

"I promise."

Chapter 53 Bad People

"Do you think our fate sucks?"

"What does it mean to be dead? Because you can't get what you want, because your life is not good, because you are bumpy and homeless, and you don't have enough to eat or sleep to keep warm?"

"No, no, I don't think my life is bad, Alina, because I know that in this world, I am not the most miserable and miserable person. We are not the only ones. Even so, I still There are people we love who love us, and there are still people who are worthy of our love, so I don’t think it sucks because I can’t deny it.”

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Chen Huijie changed out of her sandals at the entrance.

She heard the soft slam of the door closing behind her, and Chen reached out to turn on the lights in the room.

Her hand was held in mid-air.

Confused, Chen turned around subconsciously. Chen Mo stood behind her. He didn't speak. He took a step forward. Chen stepped back slightly until he touched the wall behind him.

The wrist held by Chen Mo was gently pressed against the wall, as if he was afraid that she would escape.

Chen Huijie, who seemed to understand something, raised her head and looked at him.

The large floor-to-ceiling windows showed the glorious night view of Longmen Evernight City. The dim lights shone in, casting blurry reflections in the dim living room.

Chen Mo leaned down slightly.

He could feel that the hand he was holding was gently clenched due to nervousness at that moment. Chen did not struggle. She stood barefoot on the entrance floor until Chen Mo's face got closer and closer.

What was inevitable was the faster and faster heartbeat. Chen seemed to be able to hear his own heartbeat becoming more and more violent in the silence.

Chen closed his eyes gently.

There was no imaginary touch coming from the lips.

Chen opened his eyes again.

"Nervous?"

She heard Chen Mo's voice in the darkness. From a very close distance, she could vaguely see Chen Mo's eyes. There was a bit of teasing in those eyes, and she could even feel each other's breathing.

"You, um..."

The dilated red vertical pupils shrank violently in the dim light.

Unable to see in the dimness, Chen's neck and side face were quickly dyed a dizzying crimson.

To a certain extent, Miss Chen has quite conservative ideas in her heart. Chen Mo thought that if the light in the room came on, Miss Chen would not be able to accept it as calmly as she is now.

He always knew Chen Huijie clearly in some aspects. Even though the time they spent together was pitifully limited, Chen Mo had done his best to understand the girl in front of him.

Chen's clenched fingers slowly loosened, and her words were blocked between her lips. Chen Mo released his hold on Chen's hand, slowly passed through Chen's waist, and reached into Chen's short sleeves through the thin clothes. , touching the slightly cold and delicate skin.

Feeling this, Chen's body trembled slightly. After all, she did not do anything to stop her. Instead, she raised her arms and hugged Chen Mo's neck. The tip of the dragon's tail with fine blue scales hanging down behind her swayed uneasily, as if to confirm Chen Mo's Even though the young lady tried her best to calm down, she still felt slightly nervous.

She is always like this【*+

This time she was not as bold as she was in Londinium, nor was she worried about gains and losses like that time. Instead, she was nervous, nervous and slightly panicked but she couldn't help but indulge in the beauty.

Until he felt a hand pressing on the belt buckle under his lower abdomen, Chen, who suddenly came back to his senses, suddenly grabbed Chen Mo's hand.

When she looked over, Miss Chen Huijie turned her head aside in panic. The blue hair hanging down her neck could not block the blush that spread around her neck.

Chen Mo leaned into Chen's ear and whispered something.

Chen suddenly turned around and glared at him angrily.

"Don't even think about it!"

Her warning left no room for doubt.

But Miss Chen Huijie seemed to have forgotten that whenever she faced Chen Mo with such an irrefutable attitude, she would always soften first, followed by an increasingly powerless resistance, a loss of control, and the urge to indulge.

As a result, the thinking and consciousness of the brain became increasingly blurred, and when I regained consciousness, it was a mess.

Young men and women usually like to mix their love for each other into some kind of violent action. They will inevitably do this because youth has always been a beautiful word, because youth usually also symbolizes a beautiful story.

From the autumn of 1077 in the Crystal Era to the orphanage, he returned to Longmen for the second time in the autumn of 1092.

So many things have happened in the past 15 years.

Finally, in the autumn when Chen Mo was 23 years old, he and Chen Huijie got married.

Chen Mo never thought that the person who would get together with him one day would be Chen. Just like when he was a child, he always thought that Chen Huijie hated him, and he also had no good impression of this brat.

He never thought that one day he would choose to stay for Chen, nor did he think that he would have a child with Chen.

When he came back to his senses, Chen Huijie had become an indispensable part of his life. When he came back to his senses, the past had passed, and the things he had hoped for had long become forgotten memories.

Destiny is unpredictable.

In the past 15 years, Chen Mo has thought about his future more than once, good and bad, what he has decided and what he has to change because of Chen Huijie.

What Chen Mo must admit is that maybe he did fall in love with Chen Huijie, fell in love with her without any reason, loved her stubbornness, loved her strong, loved her strength, loved her integrity, loved her unreasonable.

She loves Chen Huijie.

Not because of whose relative Chen was, nor because of the unspeakable huge power behind Chen, he simply fell in love with Chen Huijie.

Chen said that Xiao Mo was at Wen Yue's place. She said that it was not convenient for her to take care of Xiao Mo now, so Wen Yue was responsible for taking care of him. This apartment was also property under Wen Yue's name. Chen, who had already severed ties with the Chen family, could not get it. Even though the relationship between her and Wei Yanwu had eased a lot due to the birth of Xiao Mo, Chen still didn't like him very much.

The birth of Xiao Mo eased the increasingly estranged family relationship between Chen and Wei Yanwu. Even though neither of them admitted it or explained to each other, when Wei Yanwu said something rare after Xiao Mo was born, Chen never thought about it. After reading the words from Wei Yanwu's mouth, Chen knew that maybe she was still not truly heartless enough to regard Wei Yanwu as an outsider.

But that's all.

But Wen Yue was different. From Chen's words, Chen Mo could hear Chen's feelings for Wen Yue.

Perhaps to a certain extent, Wen Yue has become half of Chen's mother in her heart. Even if Chen has never admitted it, she will inevitably have this feeling since she has not received any maternal love since she was a child. Wen Yue has given Chen part of the missing maternal love.

So when Wenyue mentioned that this apartment was a gift for Xiaomo, Chen did not refuse. If this sentence had come from Wei Yanwu, Chen would have refused it neatly. Of course, Wei Yanwu would not have softened up and said it. Such words, even if he had such thoughts in his mind, he would probably tell Wenyue.

Wei Yanwu taught Chen how to grow up and taught Chen swordsmanship, so Chen, who was taught by Wei Yanwu and grew up, was naturally influenced by Wei Yanwu.

No one can say clearly whether her unwillingness to bow her head, her perseverance, and her toughness come from Chen's own character or Wei Yanwu's deliberate guidance.

Perhaps there is a shadow of the Wei Yanwu in Chen, the young man with great ambitions, the Wei Yanwu who was resourceful and benevolent, the Governor Wei who was full of chivalry before he became the Lord of Longmen City.

What Chen Mo actually knew was that it was impossible for his father to recognize a villain as his brother, and it was impossible for Tallulah's father to entrust his wife and daughter to someone who was not worthy of the trust.

They unanimously chose Wei Yanwu because they believed in him, and because in their hearts, Wei Yanwu was worthy of their trust.

A person who lives a low life cannot teach an upright person like Chen.

A person who does nothing can't build Longmen into one of the few prosperous large-scale mobile cities on this land.

Wei Yanwu is undoubtedly a qualified city lord. He is undoubtedly the most capable city lord in Longmen, and he is undoubtedly worthy of being pursued by so many people.

But Wei Yanwu is also a complex person.

A person who cannot use a few words to evaluate what he has done.

Chen Mo knew who Wen Yue was and that he had met the woman, but Chen did not know this. She deliberately did not mention much about Wei Yanwu, even though Chen vaguely knew that Chen Mo had been to Longmen once.

Because of the relationship between Chen and Xiao Mo, Chen Mo had to face Wei Yanwu again, and this time perhaps the relationship between him and Wei Yanwu was even more complicated than before.

It would be better to say that from the very beginning, it was difficult to explain the past grudges and grievances between him and Wei Yanwu. There was never a moment when he and Wei Yanwu truly lost contact, unless, as he said, he would never set foot in Longmen again. It has nothing to do with this city, but now it seems that it is no longer possible.

The morning sun is very good, bright and bright.

But for Chen Mo, this was not a good morning. Perhaps thinking of the humiliation he was forced to suffer last night, Chen Huijie turned around so quickly that he refused to recognize anyone.

Her unkind eyes glanced over coldly, and Chen Mo became the first victim.

"So you were kicked out?"

"That's not the case. It's just that Chen didn't give me a good look in the morning. She warned me that I must be on call."

Chen Mo remembered the way Chen coldly threw the key to him.

"Is this so? Have you told her that you are leaving?"

"Yes."

"What did Chen Huijie say?"

"No answer yet."

"I said, haven't you always been very eloquent? Gouzi, why can't you deal with Chen Huijie?"

"You can't talk nonsense."

In a milk tea shop on the street in Taipu, under an umbrella, a fashionable fox looked at Chen, who was sitting on a wicker chair opposite. The fox had sunglasses on her orange hair on her forehead. She crossed her legs, revealing her seven Under the trousers, she wore black sandals with crystals on her fair calves, and above that she wore a white women's casual shirt, with the two buttons at the collar half open.

Today's fox is young and beautiful, wearing a rare light makeup, rose red eye shadow to set off amber eyes, a pair of exquisite four-leaf clover tassel earrings on her ears, and a silver necklace can be vaguely seen under her shirt.

She usually doesn't bother to dress up like these, but today she has sinister intentions.

In fact, regardless of her insidious character, Fox is indeed a rare and beautiful woman. The only regret is that she has a flat chest, and in this regard, she is harder to match than Chen.

Her eyes fell on the shirt on Chen Mo's shoulders.

"Well, what's going on?" She raised her chin and asked. A row of marks could be vaguely seen in the area covered by Chen Mo's collar.

Chen Mo's face was complicated.

"Forget it."

"You were bitten, right?" the fox asked knowingly, and stretched out his hand as if gloating: "Let me see?"

Chen Mo slapped away the fox's paw and lifted his collar.

"Don't make trouble."

"It seems that there was a lot of movement last night." The fox smiled and took back his hand, holding his chin: "Tell me carefully, how did Chen Huijie bite you? Did you... Well, it's not like I can't I understand, after all it’s been two years.”

Fox said angrily, squinting slightly at Chen Heiquan, who had a complex expression and was speechless. When she smiled, she could see the sharp fangs she was deliberately baring.

"Why don't you let me take a bite and try it?"

She said tentatively, as if she was joking, but Chen Mo felt that if she agreed, the fox would probably bite her. The fox must have known that Chen Mo would not agree, so he said it deliberately.

Chen Mo didn't answer.

"I won't let you suffer."

The fox blinked, and that highly suggestive action was just trying to catch Kaizi.

"……In your dreams."

"Chen Huijie can do it, but I can't?"

"What you said is of no use to me."

"Tsk." The fox turned his mouth away in displeasure, and asked again: "Have you forgotten what I told you yesterday about asking you to help?"

"Is this why you called me here today?"

"I can't call you out if it's okay."

"Are you so free?"

"I'm usually very free when I have nothing to gain." The fox replied matter-of-factly.

"Then you will be punished, Mr. Su."