Longmen Memoirs

"I will educate my own daughter well."

"It's what you say that makes people worry. Xiao Mo is such a sensible child, but it's a pity that he meets an irresponsible mother like you."

There is also an even more irresponsible father. Shi Huaiya looked at Chen's cold face and did not say these words.

"What do you want to say? Superintendent Shihuaiya, are you here to teach me how to be a qualified mother?" Chen stopped and asked, without much anger in his words, as if he was asking a question.

"Don't you think you are going too far?" Shi Huaiya also stopped: "A child the same age as Xiao Mo is already in school now. As for you, you have never considered leaving her alone at home. How she feels.”

"She is my daughter. This is my family matter. Are you meddling too much?"

"I know she is your daughter. It is because Xiao Mo is your daughter that I say these things to you. I admit that I dislike you very much, but Xiao Mo is Xiao Mo. Do you want to keep her at home? Don't contact anyone and have no friends, she is your daughter." Shi Huaiya said that she and Chen always had trouble getting along, and they had quarrels like this not once or twice.

Only people who care about you will care about your things. Because they care about you, they know that you will be angry and dissatisfied because of it and will mention it to you.

Maybe when she said these words, Shi Huaiya didn't have too many thoughts in her heart. She felt that she should ask, so she asked. From her perspective, she didn't think that she was doing something unspeakable. thing.

She never thought that she and Chen were friends, maybe colleagues or rivals, only friends. It seemed that no friend would quarrel with them from time to time.

In fact, Chen's personality is really difficult for people to sit down and have a good conversation with her calmly, unless it is Xing Xiong, and only Xing Xiong with such a carefree and generous character will come to Chen Chu.

Shi Huaiya breathed out softly.

"Fenchanglong, I have wanted to ask you a long time ago, why don't you let her go to school like other children? Before, you left the dragon gate without saying a word and handed Xiao Mo into the hands of Xingxiong. Fenchanglong, what on earth are you doing? What are you thinking about?"

What are you obsessed with?

If Chen didn't love her daughter, no one would believe it, at least not Shi Huaiya, Xing Xiong, or the police officers from the Guards Bureau. Although she was a serious person, she was watching After seeing his own daughter, his eyes will always become gentler.

Just like when Xing Xiong brought Xiao Mo to the police station before, although Chen was surprised and angry, he didn't say a word in the end.

Shi Huaiya's memory seems to go back to two years ago. During the heavy rain two years ago, before King Wu from the Yan Kingdom left Longmen, Chen Zhou was sent by the Wei chief to be King Wu's bodyguard at that time. It would be better to say that King Wu appointed Chen Be your own guard.

After King Wu left Longmen, Chen silently entrusted Xiao Mo to Xingxiong's care and left the Guards Bureau privately. He left Longmen. No one knew what happened at that time except Chief Wei, but Chief Wei said nothing. , just telling them that if Chen doesn't come back, they don't need to worry about her.

But Chen came back. On the day she came back, it rained heavily in Longmen. She held the hilt of Chixiao's knife and walked in the streets of Longmen in despair. The heavy rain soaked her whole body, and the cold raindrops followed the With her long blue hair hanging low, she staggered and walked aimlessly until police officers from the Guards Bureau reported that a woman with weapons appeared on the streets of Longmen.

That day, Chen lost everything.

I watched her walking in the pouring rain, looking so pitiful and pathetic. I could no longer see the high-spirited Chen who was tit for tat with me, and I could no longer see her former spirit and seriousness.

It was then that she suddenly realized that Chen, who seemed to be strong and unwavering in everything, stubborn and seemingly invincible, would one day be in such a mess, and one day he would look so pitiful.

For such a person, he always regarded her as his opponent. Shi Huaiya only felt frustrated and amused.

Xing Xiong held Xiao Mo's hand and walked to Chen before she stopped. The sound of Chi Xiao's landing was so clear. Chen hugged the girl in front of him tightly, as if he was still holding on to himself. The only one.

She cried, crying so heartbreakingly, like a child, her cries were drowned in the heavy rain, and she couldn't help but hold up an umbrella to cover her from the heavy rain above her head.

That day, Xingxiong, who had originally made up her mind to quit smoking, lit up a cigarette again. That day, she privately ordered the entire street to be blocked so that no one could see Chen's desolate appearance. That day, Shi Huaiya smoked for the first time in her life.

Bitter and spicy.

Chen didn't answer, and Shi Huaiya didn't continue to ask. They stared at each other, and then gradually looked away at the same time.

Chen didn't know how to answer this question. If possible, she would also like to let Xiao Mo go to school normally like other children, meet her friends, and spend as happy a childhood as possible.

She wanted to protect Xiao Mo and let her grow up carefree without having to become a second version of herself.Chen knew very well that as a mother, she was not qualified. Xiao Mo could not expect her parents to be with her all the time like other children. She even rarely had the opportunity to go out to play with other children, nor could she hire a nanny to take care of her at home. she.

Chen wanted to be by Xiao Mo's side as much as possible, but things always went against his wishes. Although Xiao Mo always liked to laugh, Chen knew that smile very well. That kind of lonely and lonely smile made Chen always feel indebted and guilty.

"Well, forget it if you don't want to say it. This is your family matter and I really shouldn't interfere." Shi Huaiya looked away from Chen: "It just so happens that I haven't seen Xiao Mo for a long time. Anyway, I haven't seen him recently. I have nothing to be busy with. I will go to your house to see her after get off work today."

Chen took a deep look at Shi Huaiya.

"Whatever you want." She looked away and took steps.

"I heard that there is a pretty good dessert shop nearby. How about bringing some back to Xiao Mo as a gift?" Shi Huaiya said as she walked behind Chen and looked at Chen's back. "Let me tell you first, I did all this because of Xiao Mo. For Xiao Mo's sake, I don't want to argue with you again today."

Chen Weiwei looked back at Shi Huaiya.

"There's no need to prepare special gifts, that kid doesn't like sweets."

"How can a child not like sweets? Just say you are incompetent." Shi Huaiya said with disgust: "I really don't understand how you raised Xiao Mo to be so big. She has definitely eaten it in your hands these years. It’s been a lot of hardship. Fortunately, Xiao Mo didn’t become like you. I want to learn from you..."

The image of two Chens, one big and one small, standing in front of her suddenly appeared in Shi Huaiya's mind. She let out a light tut to dismiss the terrifying scene, and she reached out and put it into her satchel.

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"What's wrong with you?" Chen walked a few steps and found that Shi Huaiya hadn't followed, so he turned around and asked.

She has always disliked patrolling, being plainclothes, and on duty with Shi Huaiya, because she could always cause all kinds of accidents. For example, when taking out handcuffs, she took out makeup setting lotion and a makeup mirror from her bag, and she also For example, when chasing a fugitive, she wore high heels and a hip-hugging skirt.

"I remember I put it in my bag, but it's gone." Shi Huaiya didn't answer. She opened the zipper of her satchel and rummaged through it carefully, but she still couldn't find the wallet that should have been in her bag.

"What did you forget to take again?" Chen was not surprised at all, and he no longer wanted to remind Shi Huaiya. It was probably because he had experienced it many times and it was common.

"Impossible! I took a special look when I left the police station. I put my wallet in this bag and it wouldn't fall out."

"Are you sure?" Chen asked.

"What do you mean? Do you think I will forget what I did? No matter how bad my memory is, I won't forget what happened half a day ago!"

"Recall your experience today. What did you encounter after you came out of the Guards Bureau?" Chen actually already had a suspect, but for Shi Huaiya, she really didn't want to catch someone and find out later that it was just a farce.

"I've been with you since I came out. I didn't put down my bag on the way, and then there was the bus, the bus..." Shi Huaiya suddenly thought of something. As a police officer, her reasoning was always good.

"That's when..." The girl she met on the bus suddenly appeared in front of her eyes: "You said she was a habitual thief?"

Shi Huaiya was stunned, and her expression of doubt about life soon turned into anger.

As the pride of the Longmen Guards Bureau and the elite among the elites, Shi Huaiya can never believe that one day a thief will steal her wallet and she only realizes it later. This is a provocation, a naked provocation. His own provocation not only trampled his majesty and pride under his feet, but also crushed him back and forth several times.

But it happened to be in front of Chen, whom he hated the most.

"This is provocation, this is blasphemy, this is an affront to the majesty of the entire Guard Bureau! How dare you to put your hands on the police! Damn you bastard, I will never spare her if I catch her." Shi Huaiya She squeezed her five fingers tightly, her body trembling slightly with anger, her angry face seemed to be distorted and it was difficult to get angry because of Chen's presence, as if there was that abominable thief between her fingers, and she wished she could kill him now She was crumpled into a ball and thrown into the darkest cell of the Guards Bureau, where she was locked up for hundreds of years.

Chen's lack of answer was regarded as acquiescence. She looked at the angry and deflated Shi Huaiya in front of her, and suddenly felt a little happy in her heart, but she still kept her face calm and pressed the pager on her shoulder.

"This is Chen, calling headquarters..."

"This is the headquarters, PC number 752145. What happened to Superintendent Chen?"

She glanced at Shi Huaiya. Shi Huaiya looked at Chen's gaze and suddenly froze. She subconsciously covered her mouth. Various complex emotions flashed through her eyes, including unspeakable, tangled, unyielding, and struggling. , begging, Chen sighed softly, she knew that Shi Huaiya would not beg herself.In fact, she really wanted to see Shi Huaiyaqiu's appearance.

"We had a burglary."

"Theft?" The person on the other side was stunned: "Well, Superintendent Chen, the theft case shouldn't require direct contact with the headquarters, right?"

"The identity of the victim is unusual. We have locked the suspect. The identity information about the suspect is in line 187 of the third criminal archive. We are now applying to the Information Management and Control Center to find out the suspect's current location."

Shi Huaiya breathed a sigh of relief.

"I understand, please wait... Well, report, the target has been found, 1.7 kilometers away from your current location, the target is located on Fifth Commercial Street, I am sending the location to the mobile phone."

At the entrance of Fifth Commercial Street [SWEET], Ansuo sneezed and rubbed his nose.

Chen Mo couldn't help but look at her bag.

"I said, why don't you surrender yourself? Ansuo."

"Don't even think about it." Ansuo hugged the canvas bag tightly in his arms cautiously, holding the mobile phone in his left hand: "I just checked, do you know how much this wallet is worth?"

She stretched out her phone screen and held it up in front of Chen Mo's eyes.

"13, 13. When I sell it and make a lot of money, I will immigrate to Ursus immediately."

Chen Mo looked at the row of numbers on his phone and couldn't help blinking.

"Really 13?" Chen Mo asked in surprise. He really didn't expect that a wallet could be sold for 13. Is it made of gold?

"I'm lying to you." Ansuo answered swornly. She clicked on the screen of her phone: "Let me tell you, this is a private customization for EPOQLE this year. It is completely handmade. Once we finish this job, we will make money." Immigration, the greater the risk, the greater the opportunity, Chu Ye, don't be afraid, I have experience in this business, it's not considered stealing as long as it's not discovered, do you believe me, do you want to do it?"

Chen Mo looked at the row of charming numbers on the electronic screen. He took a deep breath and nodded firmly.

"Done!"

Ansuo closed his eyes with satisfaction.

"Then let's go in..." She jumped and took Chen Mo's hand.

"Fuck you, turn yourself in right now, right now!" Chen Mo grabbed Ansuo's ears by the top of his head.

"Don't pull, don't pull, it's going to fall, it's going to fall!" Ansuo yelled and turned around, but her hands tightly hugged the lamppost on the side of the road.

"I won't die! I will retire after this job. This is my last chance. You can't do this to me!"

"I'm doing this for your own good. If you want to die, at least don't drag me along with you to be taken to the dragon's power furnace to collect source charcoal! Stinky rabbit!"

ps: Next chapter: Miss Ansuo is as stable as a mountain, Miss Ansuo eats money like her life, Grandet·Anso·gold.

Then the whole story is probably like this: an unmarried young woman is looking for her husband thousands of miles away, Miss Shi Huaiya wants me to confess, a hundred stories that Wei Na and I have to tell, about the love-hate relationship between King Wu of the Yan Kingdom and the revolutionary leader of Ursus Grudge, Sister Ceria loves me again, Star Bear is my old friend, Foxhound’s personal opinion, the Shura field mixed between my wife, boss and childhood sweetheart...

so?

ps2: There is no problem with the timeline. I will explain it later.

Chapter 5 20 years ago

How long has it been since?

It has been almost 20 years since I met Foxhound...no, it should be Su Li. It has been almost [-] years since I met her.

Sometimes Chen Mo really thinks that time flies so fast, 20 years have passed in the blink of an eye, but if he looks back carefully, his memories of the past 20 years are all fragments, like floating on a river, floating on the river. Heavy and shaky.

There is no moment when you really spend your time according to your own ideas. It is like drifting in the cold river, passing by one ferry after another. There are boats rushing on the river. You are struggling to climb up, but you keep sinking and sinking again.

Breathing diminishes, vision blurs, and voices fade.

I and Su Li are friends. We have been friends since we were children. Chen Mo doesn't know what kind of existence he is in her mind, a child who has spent several months together in a resettlement camp.When I first met her, I just thought she was quite pitiful. In fact, I might have felt a little lonely at that time. In fact, I am not a person who is good at enduring loneliness, and I am not as strong as she seems. If I am such a person, and I will not make the same mistake again and again. I knew it when I met Tallulah and Chen in the orphanage.

So far, Chen Mo has almost forgotten the time he spent in the resettlement camp, and those memories are not very precious to him.

He is just a passer-by in the life of a fox cub, no matter how insignificant a passer-by is, Chen Mo has always thought so.

The fox and he are both children, and seven-year-old children are the most forgetful, especially a person who has only been with him for a few months. Chen Mo does not doubt that she will forget him in the future life, because Chen Mo... is actually almost forgotten. Got her.

Whether the letters Chen Mo left in the orphanage every year were written to her, or whether he wanted to tell himself that he was not alone and that he had a friend worth remembering. Even Chen Mo couldn't tell clearly. When he was working at Black Steel International, he would occasionally write letters to Xiaota and Chen, but he never had that moment to actually send them.

Chen Mo thought that he was actually afraid, that things would be different after he returned, that they would have their own lives after he returned, and that he would still be living in the memory of the past.

I could no longer remember their appearance. Even though I tried my best to recall them later, my memory was still blurry. It was gradually covered up by what happened later, and I couldn't find them.

A person's memory in this life can only remember things that are important to him/her. However, even important things will gradually fade away as time goes by. Until later, he can no longer remember what he has done. I can't remember what I went through in my mind, I can only vaguely remember what I said, but when I think about it, I find it ridiculous.

Foxhound used to say that Chen Mo was a fool, but in fact, in Chen Mo's view, she was the fool. She was smarter than herself, so naturally she should know what to do was right and what was wrong. She didn't know how to do it. Made the same mistake as Chen Mo.

She said this with such determination and certainty that Chen Mo really thought that this was her real idea at the time. The impression she left on Chen Mo was that she was indeed such a person, which was in line with her temperament.

She can put on a face that complements everyone, and can talk and laugh with everyone. She is humorous, likes gossip, and loves to join in the fun. She is also determined, stubborn, serious and hard-working. As a police officer, as a partner, as the superintendent of Longmen, as Spies and undercovers.

Perhaps only a person like her who is versatile, lies constantly, and is so sophisticated that it is difficult to tell the truth from the truth is the most suitable person to survive in this world.

Chen Mo has no doubt that she can live a good life. No matter where she is or where she goes, she can quickly find a piece of value for her own existence with her talents.

People who are worthless are not qualified to live. She didn't have it before, but then she got it. The same goes for Chen Mo. She didn't have it before, but then she got it.

Chen Mo and Su Li were not enemies, at least until the moment Su Li actually met. But they were not friends either, even though they broke into a bar at 2 o'clock in the morning and made a big fuss. After that, they smashed the entrance of the street to pieces. They were drunk and walking hand-in-hand on the quiet and deserted street of Longmen before dawn. Listening to the sirens getting closer and closer, they tacitly hid in the grass in the flower beds on the roadside. .

Fox's wine is very bad, so bad that it is shocking, but at the same time, it is also paranoid and dumb. She is two completely different people after she is drunk and before she is drunk. In fact, Chen Mo has not been able to do it until now. He could tell whether she was pretending or the real her.

Chen Mo always thought that he hated her very much, hated her artificial smile, hated her way of thinking she knew him well, hated her for making him unable to tell whether what she told him was true or false, but Chen Mo couldn't deny that Su Li You can always use the most direct or tactful way to poke at the things he doesn't want to talk about, making him unable to avoid them, and then pretend that you don't know anything and leave the choice in his hands.

She thought she had seen through Chen Mo, and Chen Mo also thought he had understood her, but in fact, neither of them could see each other clearly.

He and the fox cub were the closest they had ever been. In the tent of the resettlement camp, she hugged Chen Mo's back and cried to Chen Mo: She no longer has a home.

At that time, the lights from the construction site of the new city in the distance of Longmen were shining into the sky through the glass of the board house, seeming to be staring at them quietly. In the night sky of Longmen, it was rare to see stars.

Later, the new city that was built became a strange scene in his memory, and he and the fox cub also became strangers.

He and the fox cub were also the furthest apart they had ever been, so far away that they were in the same city, but the letter in his hand had nowhere to go.

At that time, they were both confused and confused about their future lives. They relied on each other timidly and tried every means to find some courage for themselves.

Did you give her courage?

Chen Mo couldn't explain clearly. Maybe she was the one who gave Chen Mo the reason to live in the first place. They hid in a simple wooden house in the resettlement camp. For the first time, Chen Mo came up with the idea of ​​changing his life. Those things that don't belong here, change everything.

He used to follow the steps step by step, thinking that he could grow up smoothly under their care, but everything happened later shattered Chen Mo's delusion. Only when he was alone, Chen Mo realized that life turned out to be such an ordinary and difficult life. thing.

They were separated for so long that Su Li turned into a fox hound and Chen Mo turned into a snake.

What memory did he leave in her mind?