Longmen Memoirs

Fox looked at Chen Mo and didn't know who she was talking about, because she would not deny that she had selfish motives and distance.

She took out a cigarette from her bag and handed it to Chen Mo before lighting it. Just like in the past, the fox stood on tiptoes slightly. Chen Mo stretched out his hand to cover their faces. Chen Mo picked up the cigarette and lit it.

In the alleys of Longmenxiacheng District, sparks flickered and the sound of raindrops hitting the stagnant water on the eaves was heard.

The fox exhaled softly, exhaling smoke.

"You better not get killed by others when you're like this." She raised her head and looked at Chen Mo: "I'm not used to helping others collect corpses, Chen... deputy team leader."

"Don't worry, someone will."

"I forgot, it's so pitiful to be alone." The fox said regretfully, and asked: "Then please collect the body for me when the time comes. Remember to be more glamorous, so that I can have some dignity when I go down."

"I won't let you die, fox cub."

The fox was stunned and turned her head slightly. Chen Mo could not see the gentle light shining in her eyes.

"You say that to all women, right?"

"..."

Chen Mo was embarrassed to answer. She glanced at Fox's chest from the corner of her eye. He could guarantee that when he said this to Fox, he never thought about her being a woman.

The fox saw Chen Mo's embarrassment.

"Forget it, let's just believe you will be fine this time."

You have been waiting for someone for so long.

I never thought I would be able to wait for him.

I just don’t know what else I can put down in my empty heart besides wanting to give myself someone to wait for.

She never had too lofty ambitions.

Ever since she was a child, she has been an independent brat.

Chapter 80 How long ago was that?

The fox has always said that Chen Mo is a fool. In fact, Chen Mo has long known that in the eyes of the fox, he is not only a fool but also an indecisive idiot.

The biggest taboo for people like them is hesitation. A moment's hesitation may kill you and put you in a situation of no return. And life is something that can be said to be precious or cheap, and there is no second choice. Times can be said.

How disappointed is Fox with Chen Mo?

Maybe every time she sees Chen Mo, she prays in her heart that he won't do anything stupid again. She knows that it is useless, but she still can't help but think about this person. If she is smarter, she can do more for him. The more she thought about it, the more likely she would feel relieved.

But even though she thought so, if one day Chen Mo turned out to be the kind of person Fox hoped for, she might be even more disappointed.

People have always been contradictory.

Just like Chen Mo hoped that the fox would always be the fox he knew, but the fox turned into what it is now, Superintendent Su of the Longmen Guards Bureau. Chen Mo was disappointed but at the same time he couldn't help but feel lucky and relaxed about it.

Fortunately, the fox lives a better life. Fortunately, the fox has a better life and does not have to be the same as himself.

Live this thing.

We keep trying to figure it out, thinking we understand it, but we never do.

One can never live just for oneself.

Those cares, feelings, and past left behind will sooner or later turn into chains, burdens, flaws, and flaws that hinder your steps and make you have to be careful every step you take.

"I'll contact you when something happens."

When the fox left, he turned his back to Chen Mo and waved.

"gone."

she said so.

"No delivery."

"Seeing outside, oh..." The fox seemed to think of something and stopped, turning back and whispering: "Be careful of Shi Huaiya."

"Shi Huaiya..."

"You'll know when the time comes."

She always speaks only half of her words.

"This time I really left."

She put away her waving hands and put them into the bag of her coat, but Chen Mo could still see the floppy ears on her head and tail behind her when she left. Her shadow reflected in Chen Mo's eyes in the streetlight outside the alley. fundus.

Only then did he realize that the kid from the past was already this big.

Out of sight of Chen Mo, the fox opened his mouth slightly and sighed softly.

She is probably in a good mood now.

Chen Mo was not an idiot, nor was he a piece of wood. He knew what he was doing, and he also knew that the fox must have thought in his heart that he could trust her and stand by her side.

She knew that Chen Mo might not do this. No one in the world knew what Tallulah meant to Chen Mo than the fox.

It's just a step too late, maybe it's destined to be this way.

But Chen Mo did this, even though it was a bit despicable, and Chen Mo didn't think the fox couldn't see this despicableness.

She didn't say anything.

The two of them knew it well.

What's funny is that Chen Mo and Fox have always trusted each other, but at the same time, they will always tell lies and test in front of each other.

There was always something between them.

Chen Mo thought that this was probably due to the unfamiliarity and alienation that would inevitably arise between him and Fox during the more than ten years they were separated, as well as the differences caused by the different paths they took.

Both Chen Mo and Hu Hu are working hard to overcome this difference, so that they can maintain the strange and contradictory relationship they have now.

It’s not that there is no one who can’t live without someone, it’s just that you will feel uncomfortable after leaving【<~

Chen Mo will never forget what the fox once said to him in front of the gate of the 200-meter-deep underground source energy group transmission pipeline in Longmen Mobile City.

She said: Everyone in the world will betray you, but I won’t, because I don’t have to wait until now to betray you.

Fox never asked Chen Mo to trust her.

So even though he was tricked by the fox more than once or twice, Chen Mo still failed to learn to be smart.

There were many memories between him and the fox, near and far, vague and clear, many memories that were not very good, many memories that still feel bad in retrospect, and many memories that are too far away to be remembered. Too clear memories.

In the past, I was caught off guard but had no choice but now I don't want to think about it so much anymore.

Chen Mo never thought that he was a smart person, but the fox was, so that in the end Chen Mo still couldn't understand the meaning of the words the fox left before he finally left.

When she mentioned that name, Chen Mo wanted to pretend that he didn't know, and he even thought he could ignore it inadvertently.

But the facts proved that he still couldn't do it, especially after he knew everything that happened that year, this name would always bring back his memories unintentionally.

Poetry and elegance...

He was reluctant to face these memories.

The fox probably wanted to take revenge on purpose, because she knew what Chen Mo was most afraid of and the deepest secret in his heart, but Chen Mo could only accept this kind of revenge.

Chen Mo knew that he had no reason to hate Shi Huaiya. She was innocent, and she was even a victim back then. What could she know at such a young age?

Chen Mo also knew that his reason told him that he could not blame all the mistakes and the source of the disaster on a girl who knew nothing.

Although, later on, Chen Mo kept imagining that without her and Shi Huaiya, his life would not be like this, and he would not have to endure that kind of sin.

But there has never been an if in this world.

Even if there is no film girl, she will leave in a different way one day, maybe as a Ruper, maybe as a Wolper or even Rutland.

Who can tell.

Over the years, the only thing Chen Mo has learned is that there is no chance to change what has happened, and there is never a reset button in life.

We cannot decide our own birth. Our lives have been pushed forward by various things, but I can still choose what kind of person I want to be.

You can also choose how to meet your end.

This is probably enough.

Wei Na once told Chen Mo half-jokingly that people who are too greedy will not end well. She was right, but Chen Mo just wanted to be a guy who learned to stop in moderation.

June 1097, 5, Crystalline Era.

The scarred Rhode Island quietly moored into Longmen Luotizhou Harbor in the haze of drizzle late at night.

The personnel on the Rhode Island ship were ordered to disembark, but despite this, after strict quarantine, when they met Chen Shi, the representative of the Longmen Guards Bureau, the meeting between the two sides was not a harmonious one.

Chen showed obvious vigilance and doubts about the people on the Rhode Island who visited Longmen during this critical period. The words distrust and rejection were almost written on his face. In the face of Chen's doubts and vigilance, Rhode Island Amiya kept trying to explain something.

The official documents and entry application clearly stated that the Rhode Island was attacked by an unknown group suspected of being infected during the voyage. The ship's hull was severely damaged, so it had to interrupt the trip and temporarily come to the gantry for repairs.

Faced with such reasons, Longmen had no reason to refuse.

During Wei Yanwu's reign, Longmen had always been a city that was extremely tolerant and free. It would not be so indifferent as to refuse visits from guests, let alone traveling merchants who encountered difficulties.

This purpose has made Longmen what it is today.

Rhode Island is an influential international medical organization. Their behavior and purpose of treating infected people have brought them considerable influence. And an organization that does not yet have a strong armed force, a half-damaged land cruiser The ship and most of the infected people in the ship are unlikely to have the power to subvert Longmen, and besides, they still have a certain influence.

Based on the above reasons, Longmen agreed to Rhode Island's request to dock. As for what they paid for it, probably only a few people at the top know.

After leaving the Rhode Island, Chen quickly saw Star Bear waiting outside the port.

The raincoat he was wearing could not hide the tall figure.

"Is it over?" Xing Xiong asked. "How's it going? Is it going well?"

"It went very smoothly." Chen frowned and nodded, "It's better to say it went too smoothly."

"What's wrong?"

"Not yet."

Rhode Island did not show much intention to resist in the face of Longmen's scrutiny, which alleviated Chen's suspicion of them a lot.

"What a big ship." Xingxiong lifted the hood of his raincoat and stared at the lights on Rhode Island in the drizzle. "What did they say? There was an attack on the way from Qicheng. I pressed your button I asked someone from the engineering team to take a look."

"How to say?"

"The cost of saying it is fraud is too high."

"Well..." Chen pondered for a while. "That means there seems to be nothing wrong with the fact that they were attacked."

"Assuming that the people in our engineering team have not been bribed." Xingxiong joked: "Say, Lao Chen, are you still doubting them?"

"You're right to be careful. What a coincidence. Shihuaiya just received some clues and they came."

"Maybe it's such a coincidence." Xingxiong spread his hands and explained: "I would say it is not uncommon for a medical organization for infected people coming from Ursus to be attacked. After all, it is Ursus. SARS, they were notoriously harsh on infected people.”

"Police Xingxiong..." Chen stared at Xingxiong. "You seem to have a good impression of Rhode Island?"

Xing Xiong paused.

"The good impression is far away." Xingxiong looked at the giant ship behind Chen and sighed: "But I am quite curious about them. This is the first time I have seen an organization dedicated to saving infected people."

Chen was stunned for a moment and replied in a low voice: "Maybe it was because of a temporary fever."

"Like Ursus' integration movement?" Xingxiong said suddenly. "I heard that they seem to be developing vigorously now."

When Chen looked over, Xingxiong was staring straight at her, and suddenly she smiled.

"You feel like a changed person since you came back that time, Lao Chen." Xingxiong said with a smile. "I never asked you what happened to you."

"You want to ask?"

"No, I'm not going to ask now either."

"……Thanks."

"We are friends."

"They are also colleagues, and I am still your boss now."

"Yes, yes." Xingxiong saluted without sincerity: "Sir, tell me what happened on the ship."