Longmen Memoirs

Xiao Mo ran from the bed to Tallulah and looked up at her.

"Really?" The smile on Tallulah's lips disappeared and she regained her composure.

"You read it wrong."

"I clearly saw you smiling."

"Quiet."

"Oh."

Chapter 92 As time goes by, feelings change

Mephistopheles and his team are called White Doves, a name that contains hope and profound meaning.

They are the most uncommon and scarce healers of the Integrated Movement.

The white migratory bird cannot be seen in the cold and vast snowfields of northern Ursus. It exists in books and picture albums brought from the city. However, I heard that in the south of Ursus, every time the season gets warmer, this kind of white migratory bird will appear. Birds that have traveled long distances will land in flocks on the rooftops between cities.

They were lined up in a long row, with feathers as pure white as snow, and their figures spreading their wings and flying freely in the sky were reflected in the empty and confused green eyes of the young man at that time.

Something sprouted in his heart.

He found the meaning of his life that day.

This is not heaven, this is not hell, the world.A world of deep hatred.

The Source Stone and the tragic experience ruined a child who was bullied, which could not be called a happy childhood. At the same time, it also cruelly deprived him of his only fun and faith. However, the gentle Tinder did not choose to abandon him, and his friends also There was no choice to abandon him.

This cold world finally left him a little room for shallowness.

"Can I have another one? Little Tower."

On the bench, the silver-haired girl holding an ice cream cone asked the woman next to her greedily.

In the eyes of others, they may be a mother and daughter, but the mother is a little stricter.

"No." Tallulah refused without even thinking, "You should be satisfied if I can take you out."

"But didn't you say you have something to do?" Xiao Mo said nothing.

"It's done."

"You didn't even move."

"You must ask." Tallulah turned her head and stared at Xiao Mo, who was sitting on the bench with her calves dangling. There was white cream on the corners of her lips, and Tallulah subconsciously stretched out her fingers to wipe it for her.

Xiao Mo did not move, but obediently looked at Xiaota who was very close to her because of this action. Her silver hair fell down and she could see Xiaota's face clearly.

Xiaota's finger touched his lips, and as soon as the touch disappeared, an indescribable strangeness and warmth surged in Xiaomo's heart.

Tallulah looked at the girl who was only ten centimeters away from her.

That face from childhood.

She opened her lips calmly: "Don't you know very well why I came out?"

"I'm just curious." Xiao Mo opened his mouth and said softly.

"Curious what?"

Xiao Mo looked at Xiao Ta without saying anything, but the emotion in his eyes told Talulah the answer.

Friendly, doubtful, and vaguely strange.

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"What you said is different from what they said. I don't quite understand what they mean. I don't think Xiaota is a bad person." Xiao Mo said, "But no one seems willing to tell me about Xiaota."

"So you're wondering what kind of person I am."

"Ah."

"Who are they, your mommy..."

"And uncle, he doesn't like Xiaota."

Tallulah slowly retracted her hand, and the distance was opened. Tallulah's hands were slightly supported on the edge of the chair on both sides of her body. The white silk covered her features as an infected person, and the heels of her black leather boots touched the ground.

Tallulah stared at the broad river in the distance with a dull expression.

But in Xiao Mo's eyes, those eyes seemed to be suddenly filled with a thick layer of haze and became dim.

What kind of person is she? She looks no different from anyone else.

She is just an ordinary person with idealism. Like everyone else, she has some seemingly ridiculous ideals, works hard to practice them, and naturally hopes to be rewarded.

She was just like ordinary people, becoming paranoid for a certain goal and ignoring the things she cherished. It wasn't that she had never thought about it, or that she didn't know it. She was just deceiving herself and taking chances.

"Did I say something wrong?"

"No... quite the opposite."

Maybe it’s because they have grown up, or maybe it’s because they have experienced various accidents and changes in the world on the way to growing up. The frustrations and complaints of children will eventually be gradually submerged in more hardships and have nowhere to go. You can't find it until you remember it, and then you feel how naive you were at that time.

It was as if a heavy burden had been lifted off Tallulah.

She turned around and added calmly: "You're right, of course he doesn't like me. He doesn't like everyone who goes against his will, and I don't like him either."

Now that things have happened, Tallulah will no longer hate Wei Yanwu. She has understood the ridiculousness of this kind of hatred a long time ago.

Because that kind of hatred can't change anything for her. It's just one person's complaint against another person and a powerless vent about the injustice he suffered. It won't even make that person care, let alone attract his attention.

What people should care about is the present and the future, rather than being bound by the past, not to mention that ridiculous hatred is too insignificant compared to ideals.

She has given up many things for this ideal, and she will not allow herself to make the same mistakes again.

"But Mummy likes you, Xiaota. Mummy has been thinking about you." Xiao Mo said distressedly: "Mummy doesn't like uncle either. They often quarrel."

"Hui Jie..." Tallulah still couldn't say those words to Xiao Mo in front of her.

"She's not like me."

"It's different?" Xiao Mo shook his head and looked at Tallulah: "Aren't we family? Xiao Ta."

"Family members are also different." Tallulah said. She turned her head slightly while sitting on the bench: "For example, you and your mommy, you and me, and Wei Yanwu and I. Among the three of us, if you are If you had to choose someone, who would you choose?”

Tallulah didn't urge, but Xiao Mo didn't answer for a long time. She seemed to be really thinking about this question seriously, but Xiao Mo found that she already had the answer in her heart, but the answer made her confused and didn't know how to speak.

"Little Tower..." She looked at Tallulah for help.

"You don't have to think about how to answer my question." Tallulah said softly, as if she had already guessed what Xiao Mo would say: "As a child, you shouldn't learn to think hard about a lie. That is behavior that adults should consider .”

"It is true that the identity of family members does not change due to the length of time, but the distance between family members will become wider as time changes."

Unfortunately, we later met someone who could give each other peace of mind, but we were not able to become family members with him, but fortunately...

Tallulah stood up, the wind blowing her silver hair from her forehead.

She looked at Xiao Mo on the bench.

He left behind evidence of his time in this world.

"We're going back."

Tallulah walked away without waiting for Xiao Mo who was still sitting on the bench.

"Wait, wait for me."

Xiao Mo hurriedly jumped off the bench and trotted to Tallulah's side.

Tallulah's right hand hung by her side, and Xiao Mo finally failed to muster the courage to reach out and hold it.

Tallulah lowered her eyes and glanced at the short girl beside her. Due to her height, she could only see a small part of Xiao Mo's side face which looked a little fat due to her young age.

"Is this the same when you come out with your mommy?"

"Mommy is very busy. I'm usually at home alone."

"Where are my friends?"

"No, mommy said I need to have a physical examination. I don't want to go to the hospital."

"Do you want me to hold your hand?"

"want."

The small hands were very soft, and Tallu tightened her grip.

So is hair color also a symptom of Originium erosion?

Her eyes fell on the silver hair that was the same as her own, and it was so dazzling that it no longer made Tallulah feel friendly.

"Shall we come out together tomorrow? Xiaota"

"If I have time tomorrow."

"Are you free tomorrow?" The child is always so straightforward. He doesn't know what euphemism is, and expresses his thoughts without reservation.

"…might have."

Tallulah did not ask the child if he wanted to go back at night. She had to admit that at this moment, she had some selfish thoughts in her heart and wanted to keep the child with her for a while.

Chapter 93 Working with scheming

The final result of the discussion between Chen Mo and Fox was that Fox would be responsible for tracking down clues about Xiao Mo and Tallulah, while Chen Mo would continue to secretly search for the group of Sakaz suspects hiding in Longmen.

The information asymmetry means that the Guards Bureau's inspection team has not obtained any information in this regard. As for the tracing team, their purpose has not yet been clearly revealed.

Chen Mo showed strong opposition to the distribution of foxes.

"Are you angry with me? Deputy Team Leader Chen, this is an order! It's not a request." The fox put on a face and knocked on the glass table.

"You think I'm going to do this."

"I'm your boss now." The fox said in surprise, and said in a negotiating tone: "Just treat me as a favor and don't make it difficult for me to get off the stage and attack you."

"What exactly is going on in your fox's head?"

"A lot of things, like what to eat tonight, where to kill time next, who to cause trouble for, etc. -" The fox responded casually, then stopped and looked at Chen Mo strangely.

After two seconds, he asked tentatively: "Is it possible that you are actually worried about me when you look like this?"

"No."

"What's the point of being embarrassed? Oh... No, you're not really worried about me."

The fox rested his hands on his thighs, looking like a loyal listener who was eager to listen to someone else's embarrassment.

She looked at Chen Mo's face and never looked away.

"Go ahead, I'm listening."

Chen Mo looked ugly.

"It's okay not to admit it."

The fox waved his hand indifferently: "Believe me, I don't have the bad habit of dying in vain. Everything is better than losing my life. I don't really want to die."

"you sure?"

"Longmen is my home court after all. Even if there is nothing I can do, I won't even have a chance to escape." The fox replied frivolously, lying on the back of the chair: "And you have really thought about how to face her. , you are a dead person who has died a long time ago."

Two years ago, the name Chen Mo should have accompanied his master into the ice field forever. But you got up, but in the eyes of others, you were already dead. Because of your death, you could live such a peaceful life in the past two years.

Chen Mo understood what the fox subconsciously wanted to remind him. He had indeed adapted to his current peaceful life. He also knew what was waiting for him when the snake or more information was exposed.

Peace will never return, and the remaining life will be extremely difficult. It seems that death can escape many things. After death, everything in the past will no longer have anything to do with you.

But when the fox said this, Chen Mo felt very uncomfortable in his heart. He felt a strong sense of guilt and worry that he couldn't get rid of.

"How many truths have you told me over the years, Fox."

The fox's slight confusion was covered up by her vain joke.

"How often do you take the truth I tell you?"

The atmosphere became inexplicably stiff after these words.

They looked at each other, and neither of them backed down.

The fox was the first to break the silence.