Longmen Memoirs

Chen Mo couldn't deny that what she said was true, because he was indeed afraid. He had been afraid since he left the Ursus Integration Movement.

Chen Mo is a weak person. Being weak, he has given up too many emotions. He is afraid of being tied to others and getting involved in other people's lives. He always makes things messy.

"But you never asked Tallulah," Froststar said. "You never asked her if she would hate you."

Her words reminded Chen Mo of a few hours ago when Chen Mo vowed to tell Huang why he didn't ask her in person. It was not difficult to ask these questions.

How Huang responded at that time.

She said: I understand the truth.

Yes, I understand the truth, but if it is enough to understand, why should I come here to ask you.

I just don't know how to speak, I don't know how to face it, I'm just afraid that the answer I get is not the answer I want.

Chen Mo didn't have Huang's desperate courage.

Because he didn't know if there was still enough trust between him and Tallulah to allow him to ask this question, and he didn't know how he should face the person who had done all that. she.

The fox seemed to give Chen Mo another choice. If he couldn't look back, he could only look forward, but Shuangxing came to tell him now that he still had the possibility of looking back.

But Chen Mo knew that the choice was not in his hands.

"Is there any difference?" Chen Mo raised his head and looked at Shuangxing. "It doesn't matter if she hates me or not."

Shuangxing's expression suddenly froze.

He was a dead man, a man who should have died. Even if Tallulah no longer hated him, what would he gain.He just got a meaningless and unimportant answer that changed nothing.

Chen Mo looked at Shuangxing and opened her mouth, what she wanted to say.

"You want to say it's fair again?"

Chen Mo interrupted what she wanted to say.

"Children only tell the truth."

"Can you come back?"

"Where to go back?"

Shuangxing was silent for a while and did not give an answer.

Many people told Chen Mo to go back, to Victoria, to Kazdale, to Yan Country, but they all ignored that he was born in Longmen, and Longmen should have been his home.

"You understand a lot of things wrong, Froststar."

Chen Mo put down his helmet and sat on the bed.

"The integration movement is your cause, not mine. Fighting for the survival of the infected is your ideal, not mine. What was built in Chernobog is a home for the infected, and it does not belong to me."

"I am an outsider who should not appear in your lives. I did not exist in your stories." Chen Mo said, "Do you want to hear my childhood ideals?"

Chen Mo is an outsider who shouldn't appear in many people's lives. His name is not in their stories, so he lives like an outsider.

Froststar nodded.

"What I always thought about when I was a child was that when I grow up, I will leave the orphanage and enter the city of Longmen, taking Tallulah with me. We will get married, live together, and have a home that belongs to us. , but things often backfired in the end, and my dream was shattered as early as when I was ten years old."

"I don't want to get involved in Tallulah's life anymore because I no longer have the ability or time to accompany her any longer."

The dull right eye stared at Custer in front of him. That eye was empty and without any color. His black hair was dyed black later, and the roots of the hair had long since dried up and turned pale.

Froststar understood what this sentence meant.

Anyone who is infected will reach this point, even though he is not simply an infected person, even though it is not the Originium Disease that brings him to this point.

Magnificent power makes people yearn for and be obsessed with it, but great power also comes with a corresponding price.

The power of God is beyond the control of mortal will.

How he was unparalleled in the world, how arrogant he was, how he avoided the danger with thousands of troops, Shuangxing only saw the loneliness and helplessness of the soldiers walking into the sunset.

It's as if it's an illusion.

She lowered her eyelids slightly.

My heart surged like a tide, and there was an unspeakable sadness. I wanted to say something, but my throat seemed to be blocked and I couldn't make a sound.

After a long time, she said softly:

"I will keep this secret from you."

"Thank you."

This is a soldier's respect for another soldier and his friends. He doesn't want the people he cares about to see him in his most miserable state. He didn't die as gloriously as he wished on the battlefield.

Chen Mo watched Shuangxing leave, gently placed his right hand on the Guards Bureau police helmet, and put it back on his head.

Hemer said she would try her best in seven years.

Now that autumn is coming, winter is gone in a blink of an eye.

If it hadn't been for the fox, Chen Mo would have stayed quietly at Longmen, counting the last yellow leaves that fell in autumn, and waiting for his death.

But the fox, she is a fox, she is shrewd and cunning, and she is always nosy.

ps: This volume is almost finished.

ps2: As for self-complaint, maybe this is the truest appearance of a lonely ordinary person without a system or power who traveled to Terra. Moreover, he was about to die after all. He thought he was about to die.

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ps3: Overall, it is positive and full of positive energy. If you look at a person's struggle, bitterness, transformation, growth, and enlightenment, Chen Mo is not an outstanding person, he just becomes outstanding.

Some random complaints

I’ve been writing this for so long, there’s a lot of bullshit and very few updates.

Ahem...but that's not the point.

Point is, I'm ready to complain again.

Actually, to be honest, this book has poor performance. As an author, I need to find my own reasons.

I know that this story is vulgar, boring, lengthy, boring, poorly written, and poorly plotted.

I also know that everyone likes to watch Ark fans who are interesting, make jokes, drive, follow the main plot, and fly with a system.

Who likes a protagonist who is incompetent, helpless and aggrieved? Everyone likes a protagonist who is great, upright, glorious and can change everything. Apart from these things, you should at least take it if you should.

To be honest, I like it too.

There is simply no way to save the rotten world of Terra. Even abandoning medicine and pursuing literature can’t save Terra. I get angrier and angrier every time I write, but I have to keep smiling.

But this is not the point.

The point is, I can actually write about system invincibility.

But this is not the point.

The point is, it’s really difficult to survive in Terra, a dustpan society with a feudal system and technological gaps.

But that's not the point either.

The point is, hope for justice. Every time I think about it, I feel that it’s wrong to place it on Terra. After all, Teresia can’t save Terra, Kelsey has become numb and cold, and the fighter Tallulah finally In a world with nothing, is there any need to save it?

So slowly, what was an interesting story turned into a struggle.

An otherwise good story becomes boring, long and boring.

Alas, I tried my best, really.

Isn’t it just for everyone to have fun and have fun when reading novels? I am obsessed with it, and I plan to continue to be obsessed with it.

I'll try to make it as interesting as possible.

By the way, I am also very grateful for your continued support. Although it is said by the way, it is mainly your fault. You didn't even give me a few book reviews to copy. I waited and waited, but I didn't find any useful ones.

Seriously, good guy, he is really ruthless.

That’s why I’m here to complain today, you know what I mean.

At last.

Although this story sucks, the ending must be good.

Although this story is boring now, it will definitely become another life when read together in the future.

There is also the issue of the heroine. There will be an explanation. How could there not be one?

As for self-pity, to be honest, I can’t mourn anymore, so the next step is to be overwhelming.

There will be a short King Wu chapter in the subsequent plot.

How should I put it? It’s a story about the traitor in Terra. It’s generally very interesting. I won’t be sad anymore, but my leg will be broken.

I've finished my complaints, I'm done with it, and I don't have a thousand words left.

Chapter 132 Each of us is to blame

In the car, the vibration of text message notification came from the bag.

Fox took out his cell phone.

The orange eyes reflected the fluorescence of the text message on the screen.

That is an address.

结晶纪元1097年5月30日/5:30p.m

"You Sakaz people are so interesting. You always like to meet on the rooftop."

The fox's eyes looked around the rooftop, and finally landed on Sakaz, who was sitting on the edge of the building in front of him. The wind on the roof blew her hair on her forehead, and the fogged glass of the tall building opposite reflected the dazzling afternoon sunlight.

"Don't you think the scenery here is very nice."

Sakaz put his hands on his sides and smiled softly, his eyes falling on the document bag in the fox's hand.

"Where is what I want?" Sakaz asked.

The fox raised the document bag in his hand.

"You may not bring what I want."

Sakaz jumped down from the wall and clapped her hands. The black gun leaned against the wall beside her. She stretched out her fingers to hook up the strap and put it on her shoulders.

"What you want is with the little leader of Rhode Island." She walked towards the fox and stretched out her hand.

"You can pick it up anytime."

The fox put the document bag in her hand without hesitation.

Sakaz smiled with satisfaction.

"It seems that I have chosen the right partner. I really didn't expect that a person like you would be willing to do such a thing. Aren't you afraid that Wei Yanwu will clean you out?"

"You don't need to worry about my affairs. Don't forget our deal. If he dies, I guarantee that none of you will be able to walk out of the dragon gate alive. I will do what I say."

"You help me, I'll help you, help each other. I have written down Superintendent Su's threat." Sakaz shook the document in his hand: "But with this Longmen action plan and you, the action team The team leader is enough.”

"Did you tell her the news that Shi Huaiya got?"

"Guess what?" Sakaz blinked.

"I have no problem with you wanting to use Longmen to do things for you. Longmen is also using you." The fox raised his lips and said, "But don't tell me that Tallulah is also in your plan."

"Actually, it's very common for plans to fail to keep up with changes. We really didn't expect that dragon girl to appear." Sakaz changed his tone and looked at the fox: "But your dragon gate didn't notify us in advance of the coming Integration Games. Here, so we’re even now.”

"They are coming for you," said the fox. "I always thought that there was collusion between the Integrated Movement and Ursus, but that doesn't seem to be the case now."

"Part of it is." Sakaz opened the document bag: "But Ursus is here for the dragon gate. This is the basis of our cooperation. As for the dragon girl, it is not certain yet."

"Aren't you afraid of capsizing in the gutter?" the fox asked with a cold smile.

"Now that he is ready to hunt, the hunter must also be prepared to become the prey." Sakaz closed the document bag. "Isn't Longmen afraid that we will go back on our word?"

"Just try it."

"I dare not."