Longmen Memoirs

"Let go!" Drake shouted at Chen Mo as a warning.

"Where do you want to go?"

"You really think I don't dare to kill you!" Drake threatened, with ferocious killing intent in her eyes, her free right hand ignited the light of the spell, and the red light illuminated Chen Mo and her face, her His eyes were reflected in the firelight.

Chen Mo didn't answer.

The temperature of the room was rising, and a reddish glow from the high temperature enveloped the space between the two of them.

"Why don't you do it?"

Drake's expression changed, but he still didn't take action.

"You are going to find Tallulah now, right?" Chen Mo suddenly asked.

Drake's eyes shrank, murderous intent solidified in his eyes, and was quickly concealed.

"It seems I was right." Chen Mo seemed to have not seen the spell in Drake's hand: "You are the one who attracted Talulah from the dragon gate and sent the location of the integrated movement to the inspection team."

"You went to Longmen with a lot of trouble and attacked the integration movement that sneaked into Longmen, hoping to cause the Guards Bureau to discover them, but you didn't expect that Xiao Mo would be with Talulah, or you found out, so you took advantage of this opportunity He took Xiao Mo away in front of Chen and pretended to be Tallulah and kidnapped her, causing conflicts between the Guards Bureau and the Integration Movement."

"If I'm not mistaken, the photo of you that the action team obtained a month ago was also leaked to them intentionally by you."

Draco remained silent and did not answer.

Chen Mo looked at the face that was exactly the same as Tallulah's. It was dark, violent, and cold. A similar expression should not appear on this face. The anger and twisted eyes hidden in it always reminded Chen Mo of being buried in the snowfield by him. Get rid of that vicious black snake.

"With your face, no matter what you do, the Guards Bureau will put the suspicion on the leader of the integration movement. Once a conflict breaks out between the integration movement and Longmen, no matter what happens after that, Ursus only needs a little push to turn the tables. In order to give the Integration Movement a hand, they can disguise themselves as the Integration Movement and invade Gantry, placing all the blame on the Integration Movement." Chen Mo said:

"But you didn't expect that Tallulah would appear openly and openly in Longmen. I guess you must have been surprised at the time. You would have regarded Xiao Mo as a hostage to hold the Guards Bureau and Longmen hostage. If so, the Guards Bureau would have used a rat weapon, but You don’t.”

Chen Mo stared at Drake's face, and he squeezed Drake's palm.

"you have not……"

Chen Mo hoped to hear the answer. Xiao Mo said that this person was Xiaota, but Chen Mo knew that Xiaota, or Talulah, would not give up her career.

She would not be as cold and dark as the person in front of her.

"What you said is so good." After a few seconds, Drake finally chuckled. She glanced at Chen Mo disdainfully from the corner of her eye: "Even if what you said is right, what does it mean? I don't have it. Shouldn’t you thank me for hurting your daughter?”

That smile was so hypocritical that it was off-putting.

"It means nothing." Chen Mo said calmly: "I really want to thank you for not taking Xiao Mo as a hostage. Your goal is Longmen and Tallulah. You are here to kill her and replace her, or use her identity to commit crimes." Regardless of their evil deeds, the Usas people can take this opportunity to attack Longmen.”

The identity and appearance of Drake in front of him were undoubtedly the most perfect excuse. Chen Mo already knew what the Usas people lurking outside the dragon gate were thinking. Their goal was not to steal the device from the research institute, their goal was not only that, their real goal was 【<|

They captured the city without bloodshed and in a reasonable and legal manner, and even the Yan Kingdom could not find fault with it.

Even if the device is fake, they can still take advantage of this opportunity to kill the real Tallulah, and the Integrated Movement will still be used as a chess piece, and it is the best chess piece.

But they didn't expect that Wei Yanwu was not a person who was willing to surrender. He had already reached an agreement with the tracing team when the Victoria Research Institute was stolen.

Bypassing the Leitanian defenses and the secret spies, the Victoria and Kazdaele armies used Longmen's orders and channels to secretly transfer weapons and personnel to Longmen.

Dragon Gate will not become the battlefield of this political game, and the Ursus people have not completely lost the opportunity. The Kazdare remnants who fled to Ursus have hit it off with the Ursus war faction and the old military dignitaries.

Only the person in front of him, maybe not even the Ursas people expected, her behavior did not follow their plan at all. Maybe Tracys had expected it, but obviously, he and the Ursas people were not really on the same side. Together.

Two careerists were not allowed in the same country, and Tracy was not someone who dared to be ordered around.

A flash of surprise flashed in Draco's eyes.

"You are surprised. You don't know why I knew that the Ursus people were lurking outside the Dragon Gate." Chen Mo shook his head gently: "You shouldn't be surprised. Everything you did, in my opinion, did not care about other people at all." Action, you are just acting based on your own likes and dislikes. If I were you, I would take Chen Xiaomo as a hostage to disrupt Longmen's plan. If necessary, I can even take her and threaten the Longmen Guards Bureau with her life."

Chen Mo's words seemed to make Drake think of something, and her face suddenly became angry and ferocious.

Chen Mo knew why.

"Wei Yanwu won't care about this level of threats. It's like he has faced similar choices countless times before. He is a cold ruler." Chen Mo said: "But Chen is different, but Chen can't do anything. Her rights and status, even her spells and weapons were given by Wei Yanwu, and she has no ability to resist Wei Yanwu."

"What do you want to say!" Drake stared at Chen Mo with an unkind expression.

"Think about it, it's very similar, isn't it." Chen Mo said: "You can be like that black snake. You know who I'm talking about. Let Wei Yanwu choose again. Don't you want to know what he will choose?"

"Shut up, I'm not him!" Drake suddenly shouted, and Chen Mo's words seemed to irritate her.

"Of course you are not him, you are not Wei Yanwu." Chen Mo said, "I will not allow you to do this, so I originally wanted to kill you."

"..."

"You know very well in your heart that the consequences of you acting alone are doomed to failure, but you still provoke the Guards Bureau and Chen and the Integrated Movement people again and again, as if you are telling them what you want to do."

"Why go to Longmen for something that is destined to fail?"

Chen Mo loosened his hand slightly and looked at Drake with his black eyes.

A few hours ago, they were enemies, and a few hours later, they were sitting calmly in the ward.

Time seemed to suddenly stand still.

Drake and Chen Mo looked at each other calmly, and Drake's eyes flashed with struggle.

"I had never considered this before, but what Scout brought back from Ursus solved my doubts. The Rhode Islander said that the clues were provided by the Integration Movement. Can you tell me where the Integration Movement learned about it? Of?"

The pile of information that Chen Mo took out from under the pillow made Drake lower his eyes. After a long time, she finally breathed a sigh of relief and sat on the edge of the bed.

"What do you think I am?" she asked, her calm eyes looking at Chen Mo's face, her peripheral vision slightly scanning the information on his hand, and pausing on the ring.

Those eyes finally became gentle, no longer impulsive and indifferent.

"I thought you were a black snake." Chen Mo still held her wrist, as if he was afraid that she would run away suddenly: "If you were it, you would definitely do what I just said, but you didn't, so it's not the case."

"That's it?" Draco asked in surprise.

"That's it." Chen Mo paused: "Also, I hope not, I remember very clearly that I killed it myself."

"You killed it, think again, did you kill it or someone else." Drake asked, and she reminded: "You can't use Chi Xiao's sword skills, how can you kill it."

Chen Mo frowned, he didn't understand why Drake suddenly asked like this.

Drake's words suddenly reminded him that if he could kill the black snake with Chi Xiao, why would he let the fox lead Chen to Ursus? The key was not Chi Xiao, but Chi Xiao's swordsmanship.

"That black snake." Chen Mo suddenly remembered something.

"It's dead." Drake said: "But its spell is still there. As long as the spell is still there, it is still alive. Its spell makes you think that you killed it with your own hands. If you think about it again, the person who killed you Who is this, Tallulah, right?”

Chapter 156 The winter that died

Chen Mo's mind suddenly went blank. He couldn't remember who killed him, and his memory was no longer clear. In his original memory, the person holding Chi Xiao was Chen.

Draco's voice continued.

"It makes you and Chen feel that it was Chen who killed you, but in my memory and hers, I was the one who killed you."

She said, pointing to her forehead and looking at Chen Mo with complicated eyes.

This emotion has been inducing her, driving her to destroy Longmen and destroy everything about that impostor. She knew that the same must be true in Tallulah's heart.

Whether it was destroying Rhodes Island in Dragon Gate or dragging Dragon Gate into the abyss of Ursus, it made no difference to her.

She doesn't care what results Longmen will get, she doesn't care whether the city is good or bad, she just wants to destroy what Wei Yanwu has always wanted to protect and everything about him.

She just wanted revenge, and there was always a voice in her mind telling her how much she hated Longmen and its rulers. She knew who the owner of that voice was. She used to think it was the Black Snake, but then she gradually understood that it was actually her. She is the darkness and pain in Tallulah's heart, her weakness and regret.

As a revenant, she is no longer the leader of the integration movement. She has lost the burden of shouldering the infected people in Ursus, and has lost the infected brothers and compatriots. Naturally, she has lost the sense of mission and anxiety. She is relieved, but trapped in Another extreme.

There is no one or thing on this land that she misses and cares about enough. Only Tallulah and the Black Snake left the sin of this dead soul.

She had nothing. Chen Huijie was Tallulah's relative, and everyone in the integration movement was supporting Tallulah. They had the same beliefs, and she was just a shell that had that person's memories and was influenced by those memories.

Another "immortal" black snake.

That's why the moment she saw Chen Mo, the moment she swung the long sword, she was so unbelievable and crazy. Black Snake's subconscious and herself were rejecting Chen Mo's existence.

But she didn't do that after all, because she was still [Tallulah], and because Chen Mo was still the most difficult to bury mark deep in Tallulah's memory.

"I should be dead." Drake suddenly said. She raised her head slightly, her red eyes were confused, and her tone was low and self-deprecating: "I'm not her, and I don't know what I am. Maybe I'm just a A dying wretch driven by revenge and hatred."

Drake was sitting sideways beside the hospital bed, and Chen Mo could only see the side of her face. The hair on her temples blocked her eyes, so Chen Mo couldn't tell what she was thinking.

"The people in Rhode Island moved much faster than I expected." She turned her head and stared at the information in Chen Mo's hand: "You are right, I was the one who led her to Longmen. I was the one who sent the location to the inspection team, and it was I who wanted to provoke a conflict between the Guards Bureau and the Integration Movement, and I was the one who leaked the information to Longmen Plan a month ago."

"You don't deny it?" Chen Mo asked, although he could already guess the answer.

"There's no need to deny it."

"why?"

"Why? Because I hate Wei Yanwu and I hate this city. If that's not enough..." The deep hatred in her words did not surprise anyone: "I hope Longmen can be destroyed because of this. I won't feel any sadness or sadness." Reluctantly, all that is left for me here is disgust. Only its destruction and Wei Yanwu’s pain can make up for the hatred and hatred in my heart. Maybe, I am just another her, the one who hates all this and is full of anger but cannot burst out. of her."

"It's exactly like what you said. You shouldn't go to Chen, and you shouldn't leak the information to Longmen." Chen Mo said. He looked up at Drake in front of him, but he didn't feel the slightest joy or joy in his heart because of Drake's personal admission. Peace of mind.

"Isn't it easier to do this in hiding? You don't need to expose yourself. The action team has been looking for your whereabouts, but you are wandering around with Xiao Mo." Chen Mo asked: "You didn't..."

Chen Mo's voice suddenly stopped, because the look in Drake's eyes seemed to be mocking him. You clearly already knew why you were still digging into it like this. What did you want to prove?

"Does it make sense to talk about this now?"

"For me, yes."

"I've already said, I'm not her, what you expect won't happen, why don't you face the reality." She turned her head and stared at Chen Mo, with a contrived and charming smile on her face: "Still, even if As long as I have the same face, you will like me, even if I commit unforgivable sins and am a heinous villain."

"Oh, what unforgivable crime have you committed?" Chen Mo asked pretending to be curious. "If it was Chen, she would probably arrest you and use this name to protect you."

"I'm not a good person, Draco. If you look at it from a secular perspective, people like me probably fall into the category of heinous people. The same goes for Wei Yanwu, and the old nobles and lords who stand in high positions are not much better." Chen Mo said: "But this is not an excuse to excuse one's evil deeds. It is true that there are many sins in this world that can never be forgiven, so their death is deserved and they bring it upon themselves. But you have to understand that you will commit some mistakes even if you know them. Bear the consequences, because you are not only doing it for yourself, but you are wrong. Although it cannot be called justice, it is correct."

Neither Chen Mo nor Tallulah nor Theresa's hands are clean. The hands of many so-called great and upright people are stained with blood and mistakes, because once they do something, it doesn't matter whether it's right or wrong. , are all wrong in the eyes of some people.

"Some people want you to go left, so there are also people who want you to go right, forward, and backward. Those voices are constantly telling you what to do and how to do it. But no matter what you do or what you do, you can't satisfy everyone. If you have desires and appeals, those people will say you are wrong.”

Drake suddenly chuckled and looked at Chen Mo up and down with strange eyes.

"When did you become so eloquent?"

"Admit it?"

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"I don't admit it." Draco immediately suppressed his smile and retorted.

"Chen will stop you and stop you at all costs. Even Tallulah who comes to Longmen will not just watch you blame the integration movement."

"Chen Huijie will indeed stop me, I know she will." Drake raised the corners of his lips to reveal a faint smile, and the smile slowly disappeared. She looked at Chen Mo's face and said softly: "If you were still alive, you would also stop me. Me, I have been waiting, waiting for hope, waiting for despair."

When she woke up in that dark research room, she understood all this. The Sarkaz seemed to be able to see through her inner thoughts. He told Draco that he could help Draco realize her revenge and take back her everything.

She didn't completely trust that Sakaz, and she also knew that Sakaz wouldn't believe her. He just used her existence as a useful pawn, but she didn't care.

She did want to destroy Longmen and Black Snake died, but she lived in this world in another way and was the other side of Tallulah and Black Snake. Cosiche stole Tallulah's body and memory, Even after it died, its magic remained, and rituals from Kazdael revived Kosiche's magic and imbued it within an artificial false body built over Drak's corpse.

Like she said, she didn't know who she was, Tallulah or something else, the Black Snake's puppet.

"Do you want to know what she is thinking?" She asked suddenly, before Chen Mo could answer.

"The winter in Ursus is getting longer and longer day by day, and the nights are getting colder and colder day by day. People die every day, and we have to worry about fuel and food every day. The desire and trust in people's eyes actually start to make me feel scary, and produce In order to eliminate the fear and timidity that I shouldn't have, I thought of the old man's words. Of course, people will succumb to reality, and the so-called fighting spirit will eventually be wiped out by reality bit by bit. It is not until the cold wind slaps on the face that I realize how cold winter is. .”

"Ideals and beliefs cannot fill my stomach, nor can they withstand the cold. I began to understand the miserable wind and rain of being hungry, and the precariousness of being in ragged clothes. Ursus pickets were in hot pursuit, and warships were traveling day by day, not knowing where to find food and clothing. I don’t know where I can find it, and I don’t know where I can stay temporarily. The road under my feet is obviously very long and unclear, and I can’t see the end, but I don’t have the strength to go on.”

Her voice became lower and lower: "I occasionally thought at that time, how great it would be if someone appeared to replace me at this time. If someone appeared at this time to save us, I would be willing to give everything, but no one would reach out to the infected. No one would open the door to the infected, they just wanted us to die, because in the eyes of Ursus we are potential enemies, so I thought, that’s it, even if one day I will be destroyed, but I will die as a warrior after all, and I will never succumb to Cosiche’s temptation and let her trample on my dignity, never!”

She looked at Chen Mo. This was the first time Chen Mo heard these words from [Tallulah]. It reminded him of Black Wall. At that time, he had the same thoughts, regretting and resenting Chen and Tallulah. , and also resents Wei Yanwu, if this can make him feel better.

But later, he chose to forget, in order to tell himself that he was still a human being, in order to tell himself that he was still alive, and in order to survive.

No one can be steadfast forever. Chen Mo can't do it, and neither can young Tallulah. She even gradually stopped talking too much about her plans after finding a new home. Her ideal seemed to be just a support to sustain her. The slogan of the team, and for Ursus, no one thought about the so-called victory. Just escaping was already exhausting.

"The time Alina almost had an accident, I was shaken." She said: "Maybe I had been shaken a long time ago, and subconsciously began to think about what Kosiche said. I knew it was wrong, and knew that his words were full of loopholes. He wanted to trick me into realizing his ambition, but I still couldn't help but think, am I wrong? Even patriots don't agree with my ideas, and many people have left me. Am I wrong? There should be no resistance in this land."

"But when you came to the Integration Movement, she seemed to see hope in her heart. Hope? It was really far away and illusory. Later, you brought the contract that the Integration Movement needed. Maybe at that time, she really thought that you would always be on her side. Do you understand this feeling? After so many years, when you don’t even know how long you can hold on, when you are almost disappointed and you just force yourself to hold on, when you long for death and relief, someone brings everything you need. Fire, warmth…hope.”

She lowered her eyes.

"But what did you do!?" She suddenly shouted: "You betrayed me, you let me kill you with my own hands, and let me destroy my own hopes with my own hands, Xiaota, Xiaota, but Xiaota has already Not anymore.”

"She hopes you can take her away, even if you know she won't leave with you, even if you know she can't let go of her ideals, but she really thought about it, if you can do this, why not take her by force? Come on, you didn’t even mention it, you don’t understand.”

As she spoke, she suddenly roared at Chen Mo at the top of her lungs, like a wounded beast.

"You don't understand! You think she will give up everything for her ideals. You don't understand. She actually thought about you taking her away. She just couldn't make this decision on her own. It was you who killed your Xiaota with your own hands. You personally created Tallulah Atrias of the Integrated Movement, and then left her alone in Chernobog."

Drake stared at Chen Mo and said slowly word by word:

"...It's exactly the same as back then!"