Longmen Memoirs

She felt that she had made a mistake, but she didn't know how to make up for it. She learned about the past as she wished, but she had to bear the consequences.

She and Chen Mo are simply the most unusual couple in this world. They came together by accident, but they have never lived together like a normal couple, without the trivial things in life, without those warm and ordinary but Then there were days that were unforgettable.

Thinking about it carefully, they all seem to be living their own lives, and their lives are not firmly connected. Even Xiao Mo's life came from an accident.

Chen Mo thought to herself, since she said it so sincerely, Chen Mo should have nothing to say anymore.

"...You are not ashamed to speak." Chen Weiwei turned his head and whispered, "I really don't know how you have the nerve to say such high-sounding things."

"...Is your attention focused where it shouldn't be?"

"Ha, don't you just want to talk about my small belly?" Chen suddenly turned his head and asked loudly.

"I didn't say it."

"Isn't that what you think?"

"..."

"Don't think that if you don't talk, it's over."

Chen unnaturally picked up the Chi Xiao that fell on the ground and put it back into the red sheath. She had always been hard-spoken and soft-hearted.

She looked at Chen Mo again and then stopped talking.

"I've seen that Aslan, Superintendent Su from Longmen, Luper from Penguin Logistics, Kazdaele, and you don't know. There are also Rhode Islands. How many there are? You'd better give them to each one honestly. Let me make it clear..." She pressed Chi Xiao, not knowing whether she deliberately skipped Tallulah: "I want to see how many mothers you can find for that disobedient girl."

Have you seen it?where?

I do not know how!

Chen drew up a list that was subject to discussion and regained the initiative with such unreasonable force.

"...I think you should explain your purpose more than this."

"Don't worry, didn't you send someone anyway? Someone is better suited to tell you than me."

"..."

"In this case, let's go see if the guards have brought anyone back. They are doing things carelessly, and I don't trust them."

Chen Mo stood up and left, deliberately not paying attention to Chen's cold eyes.

He felt a little uneasy.

Chen Leng hummed and didn't ask any more questions. He followed behind Chen Mo with Chi Xiao in hand, but the corners of his mouth gradually turned up.

Chen Mo clicked his tongue in his heart, his cleverness was misled by his cleverness.

ps: In this wave, Chen got one point, Tallulah got one point out of nowhere, and Chen Mo got one point deducted.

Red in the Sheath ([-])

[11 month 14 day]

The situation in Ursus is getting worse and worse, and a war broke out on the southeastern border. Surprisingly, the arrival of the army and the war has made our situation better.

The picket team and the Ririyouge warship had no time to take into account our existence for the time being. The atmosphere of tension and excitement permeated the troops passing by one after another. We saw from a distance that the soldiers of Ursus did not know what they were going to face. They were looking forward to this war too much, and many dignitaries in the south also saw it as an opportunity to fight for power.

Ursus waited for too long, and even the soldiers in the camp seemed restless.

As predicted by the patriots, although the Ursus army is corrupt, there are still many knowledgeable people. As the war continues, more and more people are involved in this war, and the Ursus people are not. They were able to win as they expected, but in fact they were defeated again and again.

Uneasiness and fear spread, and the army that was retreating from afar had no time to care about maintaining military discipline. We passed a village, a village that was destroyed by a certain Ursus army. The army drove away the residents and stationed themselves in the village. They took away all the food and houses. They didn't care about the life or death of the farmers. They drove them into the cold winter and left them to freeze to death.

That suddenly woke me up.

The problem with Ursus is not only the infected. In fact, they treat other people in the same way as the infected. Those who are strong survive, and those who are weak should die. Ursus has always treated others in this cold and cruel way. Keep them strong.

My intuition told me that I should unite more people, and I told Alina and others about this idea.

Still the same.

They don't agree. In fact, most infected people don't agree. The conflicts and grievances between us and them are so deep that they are almost impossible to resolve.

They didn't trust us, those who were driven out of the village didn't trust us, I saw it in their eyes, and a large part of us didn't trust them either, I left them some food, I heard it in the camp Opposing voices.

Our situation is much better than before, but to be honest, we are not yet at the point where we can help others. Besides, I don’t think we can help everyone. As the war continues, this situation will inevitably become rarer.

[12 month 7 day]

We did not continue to attack the garrison location of Ursus. At present, this method only seems to be very likely to usher in an army encirclement and suppression. The south is no longer suitable for us to stay for a long time. Some people have proposed to retreat to the north and return to the snowfield. We already have weapons. , materials, and even trained soldiers should no longer get involved in this war, as it will easily burn down what we have worked so hard to obtain.

The patriots also have the same idea, but Frost Star is different, and the young warriors are also different. Some of them think this is an opportunity, and some of them just want to take revenge on Ursus. In the past, we thought that the army was powerful. Now running away in panic, they think we can defeat them.

I... don't think so. A qualified leader should remain calm at all times, but the reality is that two completely opposite voices are becoming more and more intense. This is just one of the things that will inevitably happen.

The problem occurred within us, but fortunately it was not serious.

After receiving the assistance of weapons and Kazdel, many different voices are emerging. I can still control it, but I don’t know how long I can control it. There are more and more infected people, and they have clusters. To put it bluntly, To put it bluntly, more people trust Mr. Patriot than me.

After all, he was so famous and I was just a young man.

Alina saw what I was thinking, and she said let me keep the status quo, and time will prove it to everyone. She asked me, don't I have confidence that I can't do it?This was not the Tallulah she knew.

I think I can, but it will take time, but what we lack most is time. If we return to the snowfield and give up everything we have done so far, the camp will inevitably have disagreements.

I believed from beginning to end that they all had the same belief as me, looking forward to the land and life of the infected, but inevitably, our ideas clashed.

[1 month 3 day]

Another thing happened.

An infected team was spotted by the scattered army.

They all died.

The footsteps of war have finally come to us. The southeast is no longer stable, but in the south we are unable to penetrate deep under our current situation, there is only snowfield.

The time left for us is getting tighter and tighter, and I must make a choice. As the war situation expands, we are very likely to be surrounded by armies from both sides. The retreat route will become increasingly difficult, and more people will die. , the risk is also greater.

The common corpses on the roadside, whether they are infected, military, or civilians, it seems that only at this moment are they equal.

I know what to choose, but looking at those fallen bodies, I still can't feel at ease. Ursus treats us like this, but we are always a member of Ursus.

I wonder if we can take this opportunity to help those who have been devastated by the war, whether it can change Ursus's view of us, even if it is only a part of the people, and whether more people will be willing to agree with us.

Okay, I admit, this is just a thought on my part.It's not that simple, Alina always said, and I already knew what she would say.

...I still can't just watch like this. Some of them retreated to the north, while the remaining ones who are willing to stay will continue to stay in the south with me.

What’s funny is that in a conflict with the retreating troops from the front line, this time the troops with weapons did not make a big move against us. The two sides faced off at a distance of dozens of meters, but this time they were the first to leave and even sent an officer. Come explain to us their intentions.

The soldiers in the camp regarded this as a victory over the army and Ursus. They finally had confidence. I don't know whether it was good or bad, because what we encountered was a legion that had suffered setbacks on the front line. They were nothing but They don't want to conflict with us anymore.

[1 month 21 day]

Assisted the Ursus army to defend Banagol. Later we learned that they belonged to the Second Army. From their mouths, we learned that the frontline troops were retreating. The situation was worse than we expected. Ursus was cold. The harsh winter has blocked the Yan Kingdom's army, and both sides are preparing for war. They say that after the spring begins, the Yan Kingdom will launch a general offensive.

We were involved in this war and saved scattered legions and civilians one after another. In fact, I don’t know which side we belong to. After all, the defense force of the Second Army is a minority. Most of us still have no Can't get along with them.

Casualties followed. There was no logistics, no supplies, and no place to repair safely. Mr. Patriot said that this was the price we must pay. The previous enthusiasm had long faded. The cold reality made those who stayed in the south understand that fighting spirit And hot blood cannot stop Ursus' hunger from the cold winter.

We have to leave, our last chance before spring.

We are not ready for a major war to come.

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Memories gradually came back to Tallulah's mind. As they got closer and closer to Dayan's military garrison, those memories became clearer.

The car bumped occasionally, and Xiao Mo finally fell asleep holding Tallulah in his arms.

The sounds of conversation in the carriage were much lower.

Amiya, who was running around uneasily, looked at Lin Guang behind her from the rearview mirror of the car, and looked out the car window at Huang who was thinking about something in the dark night.

Everyone has hidden thoughts in their heart.

Tallulah gently patted the girl in her arms on the shoulder, and the warmth brought from the young Xiao Mo gradually calmed down her uneasy heart.

She didn't know how she should face Chen Mo in this period, and the person who eventually died in her hands.

"kill me."

He once said that when his blood-stained and trembling hand could hardly hold the sword in his hand, it was he who held his hand tightly.

She thought he was going to kill Hui Jie.

She watched with her own eyes as the sword slowly passed through his body, and the blood flowing from the blade dyed her dusty Ursus uniform red.

Tallulah never imagined that they would reach this point, on opposite sides of a fight to the death.

She carried the ideals of all her infected brothers, brought them here personally, and watched them pay their blood and even their lives for this.

They shouldn't die in vain for their own selfish reasons, but at that moment, she flinched. She wanted to leave, but found that she had no way to retreat.

Looking around at the dead warriors and soldiers of the Yan Kingdom, they were bathing in blood. She couldn't hear their voices, but she could see the blood staining the snow, and the corpses that had long since lost their breath were gradually submerged in the heavy snow.

Her brothers and sisters, her ideals, her responsibilities, her sustenance.

Why is this!

It shouldn't be like this!

Black Snake is dead, and the dark and despicable old man finally died under Chi Xiao's sword, but why... why...

She doesn't understand.

But looking at that familiar yet unfamiliar face, looking at the weakness he had deliberately revealed, and his gray right eye, Tallulah suddenly understood.

She just didn't want to admit it.

She saw Hui Jie running towards her.

She heard Cosiche's whining and unwillingness before his death.

She recalled the vague conversations she heard on that night when she was seriously injured. She recalled the military deployment that Alina could not explain, the beheading plan that the patriots somehow approved of.

She just didn't want to believe it.

I believe that her efforts are just a life arranged by others.

Until she saw the corpses on the ground, he raised his hand and slowly lowered it. His eyes no longer missed her, and he stared at her calmly, as if he had finally loosened the shackles that had entangled him throughout his life.

A wave of reluctance and regret surged in her heart.

Yes, she gave those who followed her a satisfactory explanation. From now on, no one will question her absoluteness. It is conceivable that from now on, her name will be remembered in the history of this war.

A hero, an infected hero, she got this title, and she also got Chernobog after the war, fulfilling the promise she had made to everyone, but she didn't feel any joy about it in her heart.

This land cannot be repeated. The falling rain, the dead people, the past, the things done, and the mistakes made can never be repeated.

Can't make it up either.

He suddenly grabbed his hand, as if he had already noticed Chen behind him, and threw Tallulah in the direction of Chen, along with the Chixiao in his hand. He had the chance but failed to swing it down. sword.

The ground cracked, Chen caught Tallulah, and the Patriots held up a shield for them.

They stared at the strip of snow that was split and melted by the flames.

Watch him fall into the abyss with the piercing sword.

From beginning to end, from beginning to end, it was only him.

People always have to pay the due price for what they have done and said. Some prices are too expensive, but that is inevitable.

The car finally stopped.

"We have arrived."

The car door opened and they stepped out of the car. The lights in the camp illuminated the area. Warships were vaguely visible in the distance, as well as the noise coming from them. There were barracks lined up one after another, and mountains of ordnance and weapons piled up.

Compared with that side, this side seems a bit empty.

Huang saw the figure waiting not far away. She suddenly felt a little cramped in the Great Yan Military Camp, the same feeling as Amiya and Linguang.

King Wu of Great Yan.

Lin Guang subconsciously stood in front of Amiya.

"Miss Linguang?"