"Sir, can you be my master?"
61. What is love?
"..."
Bai Zili was speechless for a while, unable to say a word for a while, as if he was frozen in place.
After a while, he came back to his senses: "Did you misunderstand something?"
"Since the young master said that as long as you put enough affection into the doll, the doll will come to life. Since I am a doll and do not have a master of my own, why can't the young master be my master?"
"Miss Lingyao, you misunderstood me. I'm afraid... I can't help you on this matter."
What Bai Zili wanted to express was not that. She misunderstood what he wanted to say without authorization. She had already received enough feelings. She was not a doll, she had her own will.
"You are not a puppet. Just like now, you have made a choice. You want me to be your master. This is from your own will. You want to do this, so you said it, so you are definitely not What doll, Miss Lingyao, you misunderstood me..."
"Really..." Lingyao didn't know why, but felt a little disappointed.
Perhaps as he said, he was not a doll, but... Lingyao really didn't know what to do. What exactly did he want for himself?
"Next time, don't say such words again..."
It is not good for the heart. Although Bai Zili will not misunderstand her meaning, if other people hear it, they will definitely misunderstand it. If Qiluo hears it, she will probably be happy.
Bai Zili didn't want that to happen, lest it really turn into trouble.
"If you are not willing to be my master, I will ask someone else."
"No, no, no... Miss Lingyao, what do you want to do? This is not something you can do casually, and this is not something you can say casually."
"maybe"
Lingyao looked up at the starry sky.
There was nothing in her mind, and her heart was silent, as if she didn't exist. Maybe she was thinking randomly, but she didn't know what she was thinking about.
"My sister and father said that if I am by your side, I will definitely find the answer I want, but I don't even know what the answer they say is like, and what it is like for me. I actually... ..I haven’t thought about that at all, I just simply feel that it’s good as it is now. I’m just a doll of the Hanyun Sect, and that’s it…it’s good.”
"If you like this, I won't say bad. After all, everyone's lifestyle is different. Everything depends on your own thoughts. At least... I can't become your master. I don't want to treat you as It’s a doll to look at”
"Then why am I a young master?"
"Well... friends, very important friends."
"Friend...that young master is also a very important friend of mine, a friend..."
Is this what it feels like to have a friend? You can talk and chat with him when you don't know it. He didn't even know about such a thing before. Even if he has any doubts in his heart, Lingyao just likes to find the answer by himself.
Most of her doubts can be answered from books, but now, there is one thing that Lingyao doesn't understand.
"Sir, what is love?"
"Love...I don't know what love is, because it has too many explanations. Why do you ask this?"
"Because my father and sister both want me to marry the young master, but... I learned from the book that if you don't love someone, even if you marry him, you won't be happy in the end, and you will just be so confused. After a lifetime, my sister said, I can marry the young master, because sooner or later I will understand love, but I don’t understand what love is and how to understand it.”
"I can't answer this question"
"Don't you love Sister Xiyue? You also love Miss Zhiyuan. Why don't you understand love?"
"I said, there are too many explanations for love... Xiyue's words... I want to see her happy, I don't want her to always hold herself tight, I want to see her let go of everything, okay I no longer have to bear such a burden. I want her to be happy. I want to take care of her and stay by her side for the rest of my life. I don’t want to... see her sacrifice herself or even get hurt for the sake of the so-called common people. ..My thoughts are very selfish, and I don’t know if this is love. If this can be explained, maybe this is my love for Feng Xiyue."
"Selfish..."
"As for Zhiyuan... Zhiyuan has always been by my side. I also hope that she can always be by my side in the future. I like the feeling of Zhiyuan by my side very much. I like to see her very much. Knowing that when I see her, my heart is... Calm and happy, when she is by my side, I feel that the whole world becomes beautiful. I am greedy for this feeling, so I want to protect Zhiyuan, pamper her, love her, and let her stay by my side for the rest of my life. , it’s like she’s tied to me, never to be separated for the rest of my life.”
"Then... to my sister, the young master is my sister's paper kite, right?"
"Huh?" Bai Zili suddenly didn't understand what Lingyao was talking about.
"Miss Zhiyuan is wholeheartedly giving everything she has to the young master. What Miss Zhiyuan wants to see is that the young master can smile happily and live happily, so she is working hard with all her strength, just to see him. When the young master can be happy, the same thing... The young master is like that, too. The young master is also working hard for his sister, so... the young master is my sister's paper kite."
"..."
Bai Zili was stunned, then smiled after a while. Maybe Lingyao was right. What was the difference between what he was doing and what Zhiyuan was doing for him.
"Giving and getting something in return, is this love?"
"No, it can't be explained one-sidedly. Everyone is different. Just like what you said before, two people who don't love each other come together in the end. No matter what the process is, when they get old, they can stick to each other. Zi Zhizhi and Zi grew old together, and lived their lives peacefully and nurturing each other. In fact, it can be called a kind of love, so we cannot explain all this with our own one-sided conclusions... Everyone's love is different. are different"
"Then what should my love be like? If I marry the young master just like that, hold his hand and grow old together with him, and live together like that through life... In this way, do I have love for the young master?"
Bai Zili couldn't hold on anymore. Feng Lingyao kept asking questions like a hundred thousand whys, but Bai Zili also understood that she was eager to get an answer now.
This girl is very smart and has an extremely calm mind. She seems to be precocious, but in fact, this girl just skipped too many processes that she had to go through and reached the end point directly.
So those things that are common to others are out of reach for her...
Perhaps this is the price that genius has to pay.
62. Old and cunning
People come and go.
Everyone who passed by in a hurry bowed their hands to her.
She just watched, day after day, year after year, every day.
Every day, these faces would appear in front of her, and it was like this every day. She didn't know what kind of expression she should use to face them, and what kind of words she should use to express her feelings.
She doesn't understand. She just needs to be a good child and listen to her parents. This is what people in the Feng family should do. This is what she has heard the most since she was a child. She just needs to listen to her parents. She just needs to follow the instructions. Just do what they say and don't worry about the rest.
Following the footsteps of her two sisters, she will not stop, and there is no reason to stop. She doesn’t even know how to stop, because she doesn’t understand what will happen to her if she stops, so she is afraid. So for her, that may be her best choice, that is the best answer, and there is no answer that can change everything, so... this may be her fate.
She had read a lot of books and felt that this was her destiny. People born in the Feng family must shoulder the destiny of the Feng family. Therefore, she gave up thinking about all that and just lived according to the rules of the Feng family. .
This is Feng Lingyao. She is not stubborn, just because that is the way she lives, and that is the path she has been walking in her life so far.
Follow the rules, follow the rules, follow the requirements of your parents, just like a puppet, you don't need to think about anything, you just need to complete the task by any means necessary.
Feng Lingyao didn't understand her own heart.
Because she doesn't want to be a puppet anymore, she wants to be able to make the decision for her own life.
"boy"
"Ok?"
"Please help me"
...
After half a month.
Cold Cloud Sect.
Twilight has come.
The Hanyun Sect is waiting in full formation. All Hanyun Sect disciples have arrived. The entire Canghan Snow Mountain is filled with Hanyun Sect disciples. The water surrounding the Canghan Snow Mountain is impenetrable, not only because of the selection of the sect, but also because of Xi Here to welcome the arrival of the Moon Queen.
Fengquan led the Feng family members to wait in front of Canghan Palace, while Qiluo was still watching the sect selection.
It wasn't that she didn't care, it was just that her sister suddenly came home at this time, which made her a little confused.
She is naturally very happy. After all, she may not have seen her sister for a long time. A year has passed since Ling Hanfeng said goodbye, and she has not seen her sister in this year.
A ray of moonlight cut through the night sky, breaking the tranquility of the Canghan Snow Mountain. The windy moon came like a moon, dragging a long trace of moonlight to the Canghan Snow Mountain.
Also coming with her was Su Yao, the departed spirit general.
"The leader of the Hanyun Sect, Fengquan, led the disciples of the Hanyun Sect to greet the leader of the Immortal Alliance, Feng Xiyue."
"Disciples of the Hanyun Sect respectfully welcome the leader of the Immortal Alliance, Empress Xiyue, Your Majesty!"
Neat sounds broke this peaceful land.
The Hanyun Sect disciples, including the sect leader Feng Quan, all bowed to Feng Xiyue.
"Father, please stop making fun of your daughter." Feng Xiyue slowly fell.
"Long time greetings, father." Feng Xiyue saluted politely. She had not seen her father for more than ten years. Since becoming the leader of the Immortals Alliance, Feng Xiyue has never returned to Hanyun Sect.
"You are superior and inferior. Even if you are my daughter, you must not forget the etiquette you should have. Previously, as the leader of Hanyun Sect, I respectfully welcomed the leaders of the Immortal Alliance. Now I am your father. Long time no see, Xiyue."
She had almost forgotten the snowy scene of Hanyun Sect and the faces of her family.
Feng Quan looked at his daughter. Now she was not just his daughter, but Empress Xiyue, the leader of the Immortals Alliance. In the world of cultivation, the person with the highest status was the leader of the Immortals Alliance.
Even if she is his daughter, Fengquan must abide by the rules. Without rules, there will be no rule. This is the foundation of the Hanyun Sect. Everyone in the Hanyun Sect must abide by the rules.
Feng Xiyue came back because she received a letter from her father, otherwise she should be in Shenhua Palace at this time, not Hanyun Sect.
She couldn't stay too long this time. If her father hadn't asked her to go home, Feng Xiyue might not have come back.
"My father called me back this time, but I don't know why."
Perhaps in front of her father, Feng Xiyue's attitude was a little gentler. After all, she was her own family, and there was no need for her to maintain the dignity of Empress Xiyue.
"Let's go back first"
"Yes!"
After everyone had retreated, only the Feng family members and Suyao were still with Feng Xiyue.
"Xiyue, I have no other reason for letting you come back this time. As a father, I just want to hear something from you."
"Just ask dad"
"I want to marry all three of you sisters to him, but as the leader of the Immortal Alliance, my father will naturally ask you for your consent."
Feng Xiyue's expression changed slightly, and she was silent for a while.
"Father, is this for the original agreement?"
"It's not just a simple agreement, I also like that boy. You should know that the Hanyun Sect is what it is today, almost all because of their family. Their family has been guarding the Feng family and the Bai family for tens of millions of years. We The same clan has the same origin, but now that clan is lonely, and he is the only one left. Although the child has no idea of revitalizing the family, our Feng family must not sit idly by and ignore it. This is the conclusion that our Feng family has reached after discussion. , but we have decided to obtain your consent. If you do not agree, we will never make it difficult for you."
Feng Xiyue couldn't help but sigh in her heart, calling her back to Hanyun Sect was because of this matter.
"Father, do you know that the Tianhe Lu family has taken action against the Shenhai Qi family? Just today, many disasters occurred in Shenhai Prefecture. Many monks under the Shenhai Qi family were robbed of their spiritual power and suffered heavy casualties. These are all Tianhe Lu family's As a result, Lu has already started heading north."
"This is also the reason why I asked you to come back. As long as you, the leader of the Immortals Alliance, are not in the Immortals Alliance, then the Shenhai Qi Clan, the Qingyun Lin Clan, or the Yunyuan Clan, these clans will not be able to use the Immortals Alliance. To fight against the Lu clan, you must create an excuse for your absence and an excuse for not being able to interfere with this matter. What I want is for these clans to kill each other."
"Is this your real purpose?" Feng Xiyue also knew her father well. He always did things like this, so she came back this time because she wanted to avoid those clans.
After all, if something like this happened, the Immortal Alliance, as the manager of the world of cultivation, could not just sit idly by and ignore it. But Feng Xiyue not only refused to take care of it, she even wanted to make the matter bigger, causing the clans to completely kill each other. It's a good opportunity to eliminate the clan.
Unexpectedly, her father noticed this and called her back for such a reason.
The stinky fox was there in the Immortal Alliance, and that fox was also cunning. The people in the clan couldn't deal with that stinky fox at all, so she could leave with peace of mind.
Her father is still the cunning and cunning head of the Hanyun Sect. No one knows that she is in the Hanyun Sect, so she can turn a blind eye to what Lu is doing.
"When I come back this time, it's not just that. I also want to hold a real engagement ceremony for you... No! I, the Hanyun Sect, are going to hold a wedding for you! And the Hanyun Sect is going to officially declare war on the clan. !”
Fengquan wanted to do everything at once.
Bai Jingyan just happened to go back to Linyun City to deal with the mess, and no one can stop him now.
63. Sister chat
Cold Cloud Sect.
night.
Everything was silent, only Qiluo was still watching the sect selection.
There are only ten days left before the sect selection is over. After the sect selection is over, she can go to Tianhe Prefecture to look for them. By that time, Qiluo can rest assured.
At this time, a familiar breath approached, and Qiluo's nerves immediately became tense.
The person who came was none other than Feng Xiyue, walking lightly on the bright moonlight lotus steps to Qiluo's side.
She looked at Xuan Tianjing. She also participated in the sect selection back then, but at that time she ended the sect selection quickly and alone, and it did not last for a month.
After the sect selection was over, she left the Cold Cloud Sect and went to Cangling Immortal Academy to study with her master Bai Luyao. She never returned to the Cold Cloud Sect until she became the leader of the Immortals Alliance.
"This year's disciples are quite good. There have been many disciples with good qualifications. However, compared to my sister's time, they are far behind. I still remember that at that time, sister, you were able to defeat the entire sect with just one sword. By then, In the end, I had to re-organize the sect selection after my sister left. My father had mixed feelings about this, and he was also distressed for a long time."
"There is no need to mention the past clouds and smoke again"
"yes..."
"Where is he?"
"As for him, he will go to Tianhe Prefecture, but sister, please don't go to Tianhe Prefecture at this time. After all, sister, you should understand what my father means. This time, the Hanyun Sect will do its best to support him, and wait for the war between the Lu family and the Shenhai Qi family. It’s over, and the Lu family will definitely be severely weakened by then. Unless the Lu family dares to continue going north to challenge the Lin family, he will definitely take action.”
Feng Xiyue understands, so she can be patient now, because she understands that only when everything is over can he return to her in peace and contentment.
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