Don't love me, you are no longer the fairy sister I like

"I also remember that you were at a loss at that time. You obviously had great power, but you didn't dare to face the battlefield head-on."

Bai Zili thought of Suyao who was in Shenhua Palace at that time, trembling with fear because it was the first time he really faced so many demon cultivators.

She had not experienced much killing, although Bai Zili had taken her to deal with some things and her hands were stained with blood, but in the final analysis, Suyao was a gentle and gentle woman at heart.

Even if you teach her so much, it is difficult to truly change her heart. She hates killing from the bottom of her heart.

So in the end, even if he became a spiritual general, he would only be engaged in clerical matters and become the exclusive secretary of the leader of the Immortal Alliance.

"So after we arrived on the battlefield, senior brother stuffed me in the back and carefully protected me. He didn't let me get hurt or let me kill...until senior brother and sister Wuyou killed the lair of the Ten Thousand Demons Palace and destroyed it. After understanding the Demon Lord's plan and forcing the Ten Thousand Demons Palace to retreat, the third battle between immortals and demons was settled. At that time, everyone was cheering and shouting the name of Ling Han Sword Immortal."

"Don't mention this matter anymore. It's all in the past."

"I have always been hiding behind my senior brother... He is always protecting me from wind and rain. No matter what time, I seem to be under his protection... I am like a child who has not grown up. ..”

"Who said that? Aren't you already so slim now?"

"Senior brother, do you think I'm beautiful now?"

"Well..." Bai Zili couldn't say anything against his will. Who would believe that Su Yao wasn't beautiful? This girl is the kind of gentle Jiangnan girl, soft and delicate, Xiaojiabiyu.

"Really..." Suyao lowered his head shyly.

She felt that her heart was beating very fast, as if it was about to jump out of her chest, and her cheeks were getting hot.

"I also remembered something...didn't I fail to propose to my sister that day?"

"Um..."

"At that time, when I was drinking alone under the red maples, you were the one who comforted me."

"Although it was of no use, senior brother still left in the end..."

"Don't say that. I was actually very happy to have someone to talk to with me at that time. However, I had already made a choice at that time, so whether you comfort me or not, I will still leave in the end. I won't Stay in the Immortal Alliance"

"Senior brother... I left the Immortal Alliance for the sake of Master, right..."

"Um..."

Sister Wuyou told her those things.

She didn't know before that her senior brother was the child of Bai Luyao, leader of the Immortal Alliance of the previous generation, and Cao Moheng, the spiritual general of Qian Dynasty.

The clan wiped out the entire Cao family, leaving only the senior brother. The master, along with the Bai family and the Feng family, forcibly protected the senior brother. Therefore, the senior brother's love for the master is not just as simple as the love between a man and a woman, but also Master protected his lifelong love.

What the senior brother is doing, even if he keeps saying that he wants to take revenge and destroy the clan, is actually fighting to protect the Immortal Alliance. The clan will always be the maggot in the tarsus of the Immortal Alliance. If the clan is not destroyed, If it is eliminated, Master will never have a peaceful life.

It was the same that day. The reason why the master refused was not just because she was the chief of the Immortal Alliance to protect the common people from having an affair with their children.

The master is also afraid. After making such a choice, no one knows what kind of choice the clan will make. If the clan attacks the senior brother by then... it is just the power of the Immortal Alliance, not the clan at all. opponent.

Master will never allow anything to happen to Senior Brother, and Master cares about him from the bottom of his heart.

Although the senior brother left as if he was angry, in fact, the things he was doing were for the sake of his master and his future.

Senior brother has always been a person with clear goals. He knows exactly what he wants to do. As long as he makes up his mind, senior brother will continue to do it regardless of difficulties and dangers.

"I really envy Master...Senior brother is really thinking about Master wholeheartedly."

"I'm just doing it for myself"

"It would be great if I could also be in my senior brother's selfishness..." Su Yao was extremely envious.

Even though he always says that this is his selfishness, it is indeed enviable. It would be great if she could also be in such selfishness, but it's a pity...she doesn't have that opportunity.

Thinking about it carefully, she is actually happy, but she has also become greedy. She wants to get more, and she wants more things.

What she wants now is not just to be a sister, but to be a little girl following him. She is no longer satisfied with this.

She wanted more, and the feelings in her heart were already uncontrollable.

"Brother!"

"..."

"Senior brother...I...I have something very important to say to you...I..."

Are you finally planning to speak?

Bai Zili became a little panicked. Although he didn't show it on the surface, he was already in a state of confusion inside. What should he do if Su Yao really said it?

He has encountered many such situations, but because at that time he had no special feelings for those who said this to him, he would just refuse. But now he was facing Su Yao, and Bai Zili suddenly He didn't know what to do. He didn't know how to answer Suyao.

"me..."

Say it!

Say it!

Suyao desperately told herself that if she wanted to speak out, she must say those words!

We can no longer retreat. If we continue, there will be no chance. We can no longer be so timid. We need to change!starting today!Start changing from now on!

"I like you, senior brother! I also want to be your wife! I am willing to spend my whole life loving you, never leaving you, and staying by your side forever and ever!"

10. Pain

She said it...

Suyao slumped like a deflated balloon.

Bai Zili picked up the teacup and took a sip, his hands shaking a little.

His mind was in turmoil and chaos, and he couldn't say a word for a long time.

Suyao also knew what she had said, so she stopped talking and lowered her head in silence. She didn't know what else she could do. She had already said it and could not take it back.

If she fails, even if she wants to be his little junior sister, I'm afraid she won't be the same as before.

Before this layer of window paper was punctured, it was a good thing for both him and her. But after this layer of window paper was punctured, everything changed...

After a moment of silence, Bai Zili gradually calmed down.

After all, he had guessed what she wanted to say from the beginning, but after hearing Suyao say this, he still couldn't control his heart, and he would still be confused for a while.

But now, everything is gradually calming down.

I didn't know how to answer for a moment, after all, I had only doted on her as a younger sister.

At that time, Bai Zili had not considered the future problems. Perhaps he subconsciously avoided thinking about them, which was why the current situation was caused.

Accept Suyao?Still don't accept it...

These made him make a decision so quickly, and he could only say that he was an indecisive person.

Obviously when faced with those things, he always attacks decisively and never hesitates. However, when facing his own feelings, he becomes so indecisive.

A hero is saddened by a beauty... Now Bai Zili finally understands why the ancients left such a sentence. Even Bai Zili, when encountering such a thing, only hesitates in his heart.

It's not that simple to let go. After all, it doesn't mean that you really don't have any feelings for her, but it's just love.

But this is unfair to Suyao. Suyao repays his love for him. If he gives up at this time, his conscience will not allow him to do so.

At this time, Wuyou's words rang in his mind.

If it's just that the stinky fox is probably trying to get angry at him, he can't always be manipulated by the stinky fox...

Suyao was extremely nervous because he had been silent since the beginning.

Senior brother's silence is not a good thing. When he chooses silence, he doesn't want to answer other people's questions. He can only remain silent until the other person stops asking any more questions.

Therefore, Suyao was very scared, very afraid that the senior brother was trying to avoid this problem by not saying a word.

"distant"

"Yes!" Suyao tensed up suddenly.

"I like you, but I don't like you that way. I don't know how to answer you now. Please give me some time and I will figure out how to reply to you, okay?"

"That's it..." Suyao felt disappointed.

Seeing her like this, Bai Zili really felt that he was too much of an asshole. Thinking about it carefully, he just accepted it. Did he need to worry so much?

A girl who truly loves me and is such a good girl, what on earth am I hesitating about?

But Bai Zili really didn't want to agree to her with his current ambiguous attitude. If he really agreed and found out in the end that he didn't like her, would it be fair to her?

Bai Zili will not let her go. He must think about it carefully now and understand his feelings. Just like when he faced Mu Lingyan and Qiluo, if he doesn't like it, he just doesn't like it. , Rejection is rejection, he has nothing to hesitate, but to Suyao, he really doesn't dare to say such words at this time.

This girl has a weak personality. For her to be able to say these words, one can imagine how determined and courageous she must have been. Because of this, Bai Zili can't say it simply now. Exit, and didn’t want to get rid of this matter so easily.

"That's right... Senior brother has always been deeply in love with Master, and sister Wuyou... Miss Zhiyuan... they are the women that senior brother loves most. I am just a little follower. I have always been He's just a little follower hiding behind senior brother...I know it clearly..."

Suyao felt very sad, and mist filled her beautiful eyes.

Suyao knew that she had no chance, but if she didn't say anything, she would regret it for the rest of her life. She didn't want to be that timid little girl all her life, and she didn't want to be a little follower.

Even if the relationship may change in the future, at least at this moment, Suyao has no regrets.

I don't regret...

But why...

Why are you crying when you obviously don’t regret it? Why do you feel so painful in your heart when you obviously don’t regret it.

Big drops of tears fell down and fell on those white little hands.

Suyao tried her best to hold back her tears, but she couldn't help it or control it. She clearly didn't want to embarrass him and she thought clearly. Even if she failed in the end, she would definitely Don't cry in front of him. Even if you want to cry, hide and cry somewhere where he can't see you.

It was raining harder and harder.

Bai Zili looked at her, but couldn't reach out to wipe her tears like before, because he didn't know what choice he would make in the end. After saying such words, he still had to choose the so-called gentle words. , that is not gentleness, but a knife inserted into her heart.

Bai Zili has experienced that kind of pain countless times.

Therefore, gentleness at this time is extremely cheap, but at this time it is inaction and extremely bastard behavior.

This is how relationships are, no matter which side you choose, when you reject a girl who is sincerely treating you well, you will always be condemned by your conscience and you will feel guilty for the rest of your life.

Just now, the guilt in Bai Zili's heart has already made him feel ashamed.

He has always doted on Suyao. He really couldn't bear to see her cry in front of him. What Bai Zili was most afraid of was a girl crying in front of him, especially the one he cared about. No matter what kind of feelings it was, he would can not stand it...

However, he will not do anything at this time. He has to think clearly about what his final choice will be. Otherwise, he would rather do this than easily return Su Yao's feelings for him!

...

In the rain curtain, Wuyou swayed his nine snow-white fox tails.

It really made her anxious to death. She even used her spiritual power to freeze the sky and start to rain, creating opportunities for them.

However, that idiot is inexplicably indecisive on these matters. He is obviously very decisive in doing things, but he is indecisive about his own feelings...

However, this also shows that he wants to face this relationship seriously.

Forget it...she doesn't have to worry about these things anymore, the rest is up to them.

11. Can’t escape

the rain stopped...

I don't know when, the rain stopped.

Bai Zili looked out the window. The rain stopped, and the sound of pedestrians running around began to appear in the street below, which gradually became lively again.

I don't know when it started, but gradually calmed down, and the panic in my heart subsided little by little.

Picked up the tea and took a sip.

The tea has gone cold too...

Now that the rain has stopped, it's almost time to go.

He glanced at Suyao. Suyao kept his head lowered and remained silent. However, he didn't cry anymore. He just stared sadly at the tea cup in front of him in a daze.

He didn't know what Su Yao was thinking at this time, and he wouldn't ask so many more questions. It was better to be quiet at this time, as he could no longer ask any more questions.

For Suyao, it may take some time to accept this.

What is the difference between Suyao now and him back then...

At that time, he was also rejected. Bai Zili understood that feeling, so the more he understood it, the worse it felt in his heart.

She is obviously a good girl, but he is hesitant here and doesn't know how to answer.

It's obviously not wrong to accept it, but I still struggle with those boring questions.

But...