The problematic school beauty should stay away from my body!

Renjie heard this and continued to add: "You are so close to her, and suddenly you talk to yourself and distance yourself... Squad Leader Lin will be sad."

"I'm sad too."

"Then stop doing this here, why bother hurting each other!"

"Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. If you don't stop now, it will be more difficult in the future."

"You don't have any confidence in yourself?!"

"No, I have no confidence or hope in myself, I suck, that's it."

"What's wrong with you?! Why do you suddenly give up on yourself!"

"Just think that I am cowardly. I am escaping."

"Where's Squad Leader Lin!"

"When she becomes disappointed with me, she will stop."

Lu Yu tidied up the clean desktop and put on his headphones.

After saying this, Lu Yu would not continue chatting with Renjie.

This thing is a dead end, and the only way to solve it is to give up.

Since it is said that "what you can't get is always in turmoil," then just don't get it.

He will take the initiative to distance himself, get through the last three months, and then step into the next stage of life.

He didn't plan to read the book again, just like he had sworn to himself the moment he entered high school.

He has long gone from the boy who believed that hard work would lead to happiness, to the young man who now hates himself when he sees himself working hard.

Lu Yu lay in his arms, ignored Renjie's dissuasion, and slept the whole class.

I don’t know which period the get out of class was about to end. Lu Yu was drowsily asleep, and he vaguely felt someone shaking him awake.

Renjie grabbed Lu Yu's arm and pulled hard.

Lu Yu had been shaken awake by him a long time ago. A normal sleeping person would fall down if he was pulled.

Unless he was pretending to be asleep and deliberately holding his body steady to resist.

Renjie sighed.

"Hey, Brother Lu, you are on duty this week... If you sleep like this, who will do the cleaning for you?"

"Monitor Lin took care of the blackboard hygiene all by herself..."

Seeing that Lu Yu still didn't respond, Renjie sighed again.

"Monitor Lin is not tall enough. The teacher in the last class wrote very tall. Monitor Lin didn't wipe the blackboard enough..."

Lu Yu remained unmoved, his forehead resting on his arm without even raising his eyelids.

Renjie still refused to give up and explained to Lu Yu laboriously from the side.

"She jumped up...hiss, she can't reach her."

"He jumped again, eh... almost."

"Hmm... but jumping up and down like this is a bit cute. No wonder everyone calls Squad Leader Lin the school beauty."

Lu Yu raised his hand in frustration and pressed his wrist on his left ear, trying not to listen to the words of his deskmate.

"Hey, Brother Lu, are you really not going to help her??"

Renjie grabbed his hand again and shook it.

"If you don't go, it will be too late!"

"A boy is up there!"

"hurry up!!"

Renjie took Lu Yu's hand and shook it wildly, perfectly explaining what "the emperor is not in a hurry, but the eunuch is in a hurry".

Lu Yu raised his head, frowned, and said muffledly.

"bother."

After saying that, his body didn't feel bothered at all, but he stood up directly.

Lu Yu left his seat and walked along the aisle between the desks to the podium.

After he stepped onto the stage, he realized that he had been deceived by Renjie.

Fooled, but not completely.

Lin Beixing was indeed holding a blackboard brush, trying to reach the chalk marks that were higher than his height.

But except for Lin Beixing, the student on duty, Lu Yu didn't see a single figure on the entire podium, let alone any other boys.

"..." He stopped where he was, and Lin Beixing was half a step away from his chest.

Lin Beixing noticed the person behind her. She raised her head and looked at her head.

Lu Yu was very close to her, and his entire shadow covered her face.

The girl's translucent black eyes were blocked by him. When she looked up, the light yellow bow hairband on the back of her head fell on her shoulders, hanging down on her shoulders together with her black hair.

Lin Beixing watched him carefully.

But his face was still a little cold. Although he was close at hand, he still gave people a strong sense of distance.

"Lu Yu..."

Lu Yu did not look down at Lin Beixing, but when Lin Beixing called his name, Lin Beixing clearly saw Lu Yu's lower eyelids twitch.

He stretched out his hand and put his slightly warm palm on the back of Lin Beixing's cool hand.

The moment he raised his arm to reach the writing at the top, due to Lin Beixing's lack of height, the blackboard brush naturally fell out of Lin Beixing's hand and was snatched away by Lu Yu.

Lu Yu waved his hand, and he wiped clean the chalk words on the top of the blackboard.

"Well……"

Since Lin Beixing kept looking up at Lu Yu, her eyes were always focused on Lu Yu's face, trying to find something from Lu Yu's expression.

Therefore, the chalk dust wiped off by Lu Yu easily fell into Lin Beixing's eyes. Lin Beixing blinked and lowered his head in discomfort.

Lu Yu's movements froze, and he almost subconsciously raised his hand and said.

"Be careful……"

After saying that, he quickly restrained all his emotions.

He said that he would never do useless things again, nor would he foolishly pursue so-called goals like he once did.

He is just a rotten person who doesn't want to make progress. He is hopelessly rotten.

Therefore, let her stay in the distant sky with this dazzling sun in front of her.

In order not to wrong myself, but also in order not to delay her.He will keep enough distance from her until graduation.

Lu Yu stood back half a step, his tone was cold and emotionless.

"You go down."

"Leave the blackboard to me these days, you don't have to worry about it."

Lin Beixing lowered her head and rubbed her eyes. She clearly heard what Lu Yu said behind her.

There was chalk dust in my eyes.

I felt a little sad and had tears in my eyes.

"Um……"

With a gentle response, Lin Beixing lowered his head and walked off the stage.

149 Still not reconciled??

When school was over, the rain that had been falling all day finally stopped.

The clear sky after the rain was washed very clean, and even the air had a fresh smell.

Lu Yu was in a deep sleep.

Because every class he had to wake up on time to wipe the blackboard.

Therefore, Lu Yu's sleep this afternoon was very scattered.

Coupled with this terrible mood, Lu Yu's physical condition was extremely bad.

Dragging his laziness, he first went to the blackboard and wiped clean the chalk words written by the teacher in the previous class.

After cleaning up the podium, I started mopping the floor with a mop.

Most of the people in the class had left at this time, and there were only two cleaning students left in the whole classroom.

Lu Yu waited for Lin Beixing to sweep the floor in front, and he followed behind to mop the place she swept clean.

Those sewage footprints after the rain had dried and hardened, leaving deep marks on the floor tiles. Lu Yu spent all his strength to mop them clean.

There was no communication between the two throughout the whole process, not even a moment when their eyes crossed.

When Lu Yu washed the mop and returned to the classroom, the lights in the classroom had been turned off.

Lin Beixing had completed the cleaning task and left the classroom early.

Lu Yu looked at the empty classroom, feeling as if something was missing in his heart.

He hung the mop in the corner of the wall where work tools were stored, and his eyes fell on the small broom beside the wall.

The broom was tilted a bit by him, and Lu Yu stretched out his hand to straighten it.

There was still a hint of the girl's warm body temperature on the handle of the broom, which was extremely hot in Lu Yu's hands.

The heart under the chest throbbed without warning.

Lu Yu put away his tools, closed the doors and windows, and left the school with his schoolbag on his back.

The heavy rain has long since stopped, and the playground that has been washed away by the rain all day is overflowing with a layer of shallow puddles that have not had time to drain out.

A thin layer of stagnant water piled on the ground, like a bright mirror reflecting the clear sky.

Lu Yu walked out of the school gate and didn't see the familiar black car.

She should have gone back long ago.

There was no one at the cold school gate, and Lu Yu stood there in a daze for a long time.

It was too quiet around me, and my mind couldn't help but recall the unbearable insults at noon.

"Have you fallen like this when you entered high school?!"

"Deliberately taking revenge on me, right?!"

"You fucking think you're studying for me? You're just like your mother. You're so fucking pretentious and do so much shit. Please tell your class teacher not to call me in the future!"

"I'm too lazy to care about you anyway. According to the agreement, raising you until you graduate from high school is enough as a favor. The rest you will fend for yourself!!"

The voices in his head echoed in circles, and Lu Yu smiled helplessly.

Yes, how could he care about what such a scumbag said.

Whether it is because of his rebellious mentality, whether he takes revenge on him or loses his motivation and goals, Lu Yu will not live for anyone, nor will he please anyone.

He has long been tired. In the long years left, he will only please himself, and all efforts will be only for himself.

The journey home was especially long.

The figure stretched very long under the lonely street lamp.

The first thing Lu saw when he met Jia was to throw away his schoolbag and turn on the computer.

The books that he had piled on the table were all pushed back into the dusty corner, and the keyboard and mouse returned to their original positions.

Lu Yu sat in front of the computer all night.

The game was not fun and he had long been tired of it, but Lu Yu couldn't find any other way to entertain himself.

If he had enough money in his pocket, he might go shopping and get drunk.

Or you may be looking for an interesting but expensive hobby, such as skateboarding, photography, or playing with models.