Although doing so will hurt Lu Yu.
But it doesn't matter, she will cure him.
"..." Lu Yu looked at those bright eyes.
He could read those eyes.
She was really worried about him.
The cautious look in Lin Beixing's eyes, the look that was afraid of making him sad if he said the wrong word... made Lu Yu feel very familiar.
Lu Yu thought of his mother. When she looked at him timidly, her eyes overlapped with Lin Beixing's.
They were all protecting him carefully.
And does he still want to stay in place like a hedgehog?
"Lu Yu always pretends to be a reliable adult, but Lu Yu is the same age as me..."
Lin Beixing squatted in front of Lu Yu. She was wearing a plaid skirt today. When she squatted down, the hem of her skirt also fell to the ground.
But at this time, Lin Beixing no longer had so much to worry about.
"We are all just grown-up children, and we all have times when we are vulnerable. The so-called "strength" is for outsiders to see, but I am not an outsider to Lu Yu. "
"We're all in this together. We can't just rely on one person to digest all the emotions."
"I rely on Lu Yu, but I also want Lu Yu to rely on me... okay?"
Her gentle voice is like a lullaby to lull you to sleep.
Lu Yu wanted to fall asleep inside.
He looked at the eyes that were moistened for him. The girl's red eyes were trying hard to endure something. She clearly wanted to shed tears, but she still maintained the gentle smile on her face.
She was still laughing because she was doing the same thing from beginning to end.
Listen to all Lu Yu's negative emotions and then make him happy.
Lu Yu took a deep breath and felt his chest shaking.
"Lin Beixing..."
The body sitting on the edge of the bench leaned down, and he hugged the girl squatting in front of him deeply.
Until both knees fell on the hard stone road, and his trembling body fell into the girl's soft embrace.
370 Priceless Treasure
Lu Yu told Lin Beixing unreservedly what happened today, his conversation with Lu Ming, and all his concerns.
This is his one time.
This is the first time I have confided so much to one person.
Even last time, when Lu Yu told Lin Beixing about his family situation at the school gate and told her why he gave up going to school, he never said such things from his heart.
This feeling is like peeling off one's own skin and heart, exposing all the weakest and full of shortcomings within oneself.
From the past to today and to the future, Lu Yu said a lot in Lin Beixing's arms.
The stars above her head were twisting, and the girl's chest was soft and warm.
Lu Yu finally told Lin Beixing that he didn't like his father.
He did not want to accept all the "favors" from his father.
But he is a poor student with no merits. He can't eat enough just by talking hard.
He had to resist this man while accepting his child support.
Eat with the bowl in hand, put the bowl down and scold your mother.
Lu Yu hated himself like this.
Incompetent and tough-talking.
It wasn't until he stepped out of high school that these practical problems came one after another. Lu Yu finally understood that learning is really a very simple thing.
Because as long as you are willing to work hard and work hard on this kind of thing, you will definitely reap results.
Now, he still wants to continue working hard, but in what direction should he work hard.
Lu Yu's fairy tale is over, and he has to face reality.
"I can't do anything."
Lu Yu simply lay in Lin Beixing's arms, and his hazy voice overflowed from the tip of his nose.
"fine……"
"It's fine……"
"Lu Yu is not useless. You see, step by step, all Lu Yu's efforts have paid off, right?"
Her boy cried into tears in her arms, and Lin Beixing gently coaxed her boy.
Of course Lu Yu understood those truths.
In fact, he didn't need to care about Lu Ming's thoughts, and he didn't need to feel guilty about his indifference.
But that was his father after all.
Who doesn’t want to show his good side in front of his loved ones?
That feeling of longing to be recognized by their parents is an emotion that every child who has worked hard has.
For Lu Yu, this was a feeling that he wanted to give up but couldn't get rid of.
This feeling is like a shackle wrapped around the body, suffocating.
"No matter how hard I try, I'm worthless in front of him."
His dream is worthless and anyone can trample on it.
Now, even Lu Yu himself wanted to trample his dreams under his feet.
Although his so-called dream was very dull, he just wanted to be with Lin Beixing in an ordinary way.
But now, that dream is so far away from him, and he still needs to try his best to continue chasing it.
Lu Yu had never doubted himself, but after being thrown cold water on him by his father.Even though there was no extraneous expression on his face, the sadness deep in his heart was extremely real.
Lu Yu pressed his face against Lin Beixing's chest and gently closed his eyes.
Through the thin layer of shirt, Lu Yu could even feel the lace texture of the underwear above his chest.
There is a faint fragrance on the tip of the nose, which is the smell of shower gel at Lin Beixing's home.
Inexplicably, it feels reassuring.
"Lu Yu thinks, what is self-worth?"
Lu Yu heard Lin Beixing's voice coming from under his chest and in front of his soft chest.
She gently raised her hand and touched the back of Lu Yu's head with her palm.
Lu Yu's short golden brown hair was soft and fluffy, and it felt like a fine plush toy.
Lin Beixing just squatted on the spot, comforting Lu Yu over and over again.Even though Lu Yu buried his face in her chest, her ears only felt slightly hot and she didn't mind at all.
"If there is someone who doesn't think highly of you at all, and it doesn't matter to him whether you are good or bad, then no matter how hard you work or how successful you are with him, it will be of no value."
"Value is not something that is clearly marked with a price, and it is not something that can really be displayed at any time."
"It will have different weight in front of different people."
"Maybe to others, your existence is as light as a feather. But to me, Lu Yu is a priceless treasure."
Her gentle tone was filled with sweet words.
Lu Yu would rather die drunk in this soft facial cleanser.
"Hmm..." Lu Yu responded softly.
The throbbing deep in my heart came one after another.
He raised his arms and gently hugged Lin Beixing's thin and flexible waist.
His mind was quiet for a while. The river wind behind him was still blowing, and Lu Yu felt a little cold on his back.
But the girl in his arms gave him enough warmth.
This kind of warmth has not appeared for a long time.
Lu Yu opened his eyes slightly and looked at Lin Beixing's soft, watery eyes, and his heart moved again.
In a daze, he thought of a question.
From when he was in junior high school, when his originally happy family fell apart, until now, has he ever played house?
Now Lu Yu's mother lives in her natal family, which is Lu Yu's grandmother's house. Even her mother is living there as someone else, let alone a place that belongs to Lu Yu.
For Lu Yu, the only place that could be called "home" was that dilapidated rental house.
But the house belongs to the landlord, and the furniture and appliances in it don't belong to him.
The only things I have are probably some books, a computer, and a kitten.
Now the lease will expire soon, and Lu Yu will have no home by then.
When will he have his own home?
"Lin Beixing..."
"Ok?"
When his name was suddenly called, the mood of the young man in his arms seemed to be much more stable. Lin Beixing looked down and saw his moist eyes.
"When can I get married with you?" Lu Yu asked from the bottom of his heart.
"..." Lin Beixing was stunned for a second.
Then the surprise on his face turned into a smile.
"It's okay now..." she said with a smile.
Lu Yu raised his head: "I'm serious."
"I'm serious too."
As he spoke, Lin Beixing let go of Lu Yu's arms and turned to take the can of Coke that was placed on the chair.
She threw away the Coke straw, and then with some effort, she pulled off the tab on the Coke can.
She raised the ring in front of her eyes and glanced at the sky.
It's a pity that there is no moon tonight, there are only dense stars in the night.
"Come on, put it on for me."
Lin Beixing put the ring into Lu Yu's hand.
Lu Yu looked at her stupidly.
"Put it on..." Lin Beixing urged.
"I do not want."
Lu Yu held Lahuan tightly in his hand.
The edge of the tab was a bit sharp, and it hurt Lu Yu's fingers.
The girl he loved...shouldn't be wearing something cheap and worthless like this.
"you want!"
But Lin Beixing's response was stronger than Lu Yu's.
371 dependent
Lu Yu has been working hard to improve his own value, just to make Lin Beixing match him better.
Such a girl is worth it.
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