Become a Tokyo Showgirl

Such a beautiful love story.

However, to Yuko, these love words were not love words at all.

She was just speaking her truth.

Say what you have been holding back in your heart.

But for Qianhua, Yuko's words also made it difficult for her to think.

She never thought that she would be such a perfect image in Yuko's heart.

She is incomprehensible.

hard to think.

I can't even believe it.

She felt like she was just doing what she was supposed to do all along.

However, this is not the case for Yuko.

Yuko has been a bad girl since childhood.

Although his nature is not bad, he is definitely not an honest person.

She hates being a gentleman, and her superficial gentleness is only for fans to see. She herself has always dismissed this kind of personality.

This is a kind of rebellion belonging to adolescent girls.

Everyone is singing the praises of beautiful and kind things, and she will do the opposite.

Everyone is encouraging her to be a good child, so she must be a bad child.

His academic performance is poor, and he makes troubles everywhere every day. When watching animations, he especially likes to watch animations that are dark and cruel, and praise the dark side of human nature.

Act like a bad hot girl every day, and hang out with some other bad hot girl circles in school.

But she also has some boundaries.

At that time, many unscrupulous girls of her age were not very disciplined, and they would also do some petty theft and even crimes.

But Yuko kept the bottom line.

She just likes to act rebellious, but she doesn't like to really hurt others.

In fact, she is actually just the second grade of adolescent rebellious offender.

Didn't really do anything bad.

However, if this kind of secondary school cannot be corrected, then the bottom line will eventually be broken one day.

And the turning point came at this time.

She didn't even graduate from high school, so the school teacher couldn't stand her anymore, and asked her parents to come to the school over and over again.

The family gradually lost tolerance for her and told her to "stop going to school, and try to do something else if you really want to, whether it's a part-time job or something else, as long as you don't Chew the old man, it's up to you."

Although there was some unpleasantness with her family, she finally got the opportunity to come to Cambay's office for an interview with the help of her family.

As a result, her life began to turn around.

Under the request of the office, Yuko began to restrain her previous bad breath, and pretended to be an intellectual and gentle girl in the crowd.

However, in her opinion, this is all acting.

She doesn't understand truth, goodness and beauty.

She doesn't understand the positive things that are sung.

She is still that rebellious middle school girl in essence.

She is just complacently using her superficial acting skills as a source of her own sense of accomplishment.

"These guys definitely can't imagine that I used to be like that, hehe."

All of this, until the arrival of Qianhua, was completely changed.

At first, Qianhua was just a part of "socializing" to her.

She showed off her acting skills, established a good relationship with Qianhua, and then treated everyone else, pretending to be a gentle and intellectual character, so that Qianhua left a good impression on herself, and then secretly said "My acting skills are really good".

However, this time, it was really different.

thousand flowers

Such a pure person.

She's not like Yuko, and she's not like everyone else.

She has clumsy efforts and such perseverance.

She exudes kindness and gentleness, not from her acting skills, but from the depths of her heart.

It's not a dark and cruel character.

There is no such thing as the dark side of society.

Qianhua is just a simple, lovely, kind and warm girl.

completely different from myself.

And after seeing Qianhua, Yuko really walked out of that middle school girl who advocated dark cruelty and negative things.

She realizes that kindness doesn't have to be hypocrisy, and gentleness doesn't have to be packaging.

Justice has always had its legitimacy, hard work, struggle, youth, these words like chanting scriptures are not so annoying.

These positive things are gathered on the front Qianhua, making Qianhua a positive incarnation.

At least in Yuko's heart, it was like this.

"Qianhua. To me, you seem to be the one who shows me the way. To me, you have changed a lot of my perception."

"I want to be the most important person to each other with you."

"I want to stay by your side forever."

"But... it's not okay to expect to stay like this?"

"So.....I...want to change that."

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111. I want to monopolize you

Yuko started talking.

He began to tell Qianhua his love with all his heart, that irrelevant love.

"You let me find my direction in life, you made me realize how naive I was before, and you made me feel a lot of beautiful things that I didn't see before."

"I want to be the most important person in each other's heart forever with you, and I want to be with you forever."

"I'm very scared. I'm afraid that one day, Qianhua, if you are with someone else, I can't find a reason to stop you, because I'm just your friend, not any other special relationship. I don't A way to prevent you from forming a bond with others."

"But... I can't accept such a thing! Qianhua is with someone else or something! Someone in Qianhua's heart is more important than me or something!"

Yuko's voice changed from an excited voice at the beginning to a roar.

Yes, she is yelling.

She had too much anxiety and desires in her heart, she wanted to have a closer relationship with Qianhua, and she was afraid that someone would become closer than herself and Qianhua.

And at this moment, she yelled out all of this.

"I can't accept Qianhua becoming closer with other people than me, I can't accept that one day I have to calmly accept you to be with other people..."

"I want to monopolize Qianhua forever, I want to make you mine forever!"

"Yes, I want to do this. So, I thought of it, I must become a lover with you, I must become a lover with you, so that I can monopolize Qianhua for granted!"

"Qianhua, I can't lose you, I..."

The more Yuko talked, the more excited he became.

However, Qianhua gradually calmed down during this process.

From Yuko's words, she captured several key information points.

First: I am special to Yuko, and I am a very special image to Yuko.Not only is he relying on Yuko, in fact, Yuko is also relying on himself.

Second: Yuko's motivation for doing all this now is actually a bit complicated.

The meaning of what she just said is very clear.

For her, Qianhua is the most important friend, she wants to monopolize Qianhua, she does not want Qianhua to become closer with other people, so she wants to become lovers with Qianhua.

Want to be honest and jealous, want to be honest and do things with Qianhua that she couldn't do before, ask Qianhua for things that she couldn't make before...

In nature, this is very similar to being in love.

But not quite the same.

If Qianhua took advantage of this moment to directly agree to Yuko's confession, then of course it would be fine.

But she still planned to restrain her desire first, and talk to Yuko about some things clearly.

"Yuko, calm down first." Qianhua's tone became calmer, and she said to Yuko, "Think about it first, do you really think you are a girl? Or is it just an illusion, an impulse Woolen cloth?"

"You have to know what kind of pressure you need to face as a neophyte."

"You have to face doubts from the society, pressure from your family, and..."

Qianhua intends to explain the truth, but Yuko doesn't care at all.

She directly interrupted Qianhua's speech.

"None of these questions make sense."

"Eh?"

"I said, these questions don't make sense."

Yuko took a very strong step forward, pushed Qianhua down against the wall at once, and said, "Whether I'm gay or not, this kind of thing doesn't matter at all."

"If I have to say it, I don't think I'm gay. At least physically, I don't think I'm particularly interested in girls. I don't fantasize about having any special relationship with you, Qianhua, and I don't think it's meaningful. I just simply like you."

"I want to be with you, I want to have a special relationship with you, it has nothing to do with men and women, it has nothing to do with sex, can you understand?!"

Yuko's words made Qianhua a little hard to think.

A love that has nothing to do with men and women, nothing to do with sex...?

What does that mean?

Qianhua has always been somewhat traditional, and Qianhua, who is not familiar with hundreds of genders and sexual orientations in the European and American LGBT+ system, suddenly became dizzy.

For a moment, he seemed very confused and could not speak.

She asked in a daze, "What about your parents...your parents...do they agree?"

Yuko responded directly: "It's none of their business. If they don't agree, they have to agree."

"Ah?" Qian Hua was even more stunned by these words, "No, your parents gave birth to you and raised you, so you still have to refer to their opinions..."

"I will return everything they paid for me, but my feelings, my love, this is my own choice."

I have to say that there is indeed a generation gap between Qianhua and Yuko in this regard.

In Qianhua's two lives, she was a 30-year-old man and a girl who grew up in the countryside.

This leads to her relatively traditional way of thinking.

But Yuko is a serious rebellious JK who grew up in Tokyo.

Her ideas really had some impact on Qianhua.

But her attitude was too tough, which made Qianhua a little emboldened.

Qian Hua could only ask weakly: "My parents don't necessarily agree...."

"This is what the two of us need to work on." Yuko said, "If you, Qianhua, also want to be with me, then you should first follow your inner choice."