The self-cultivation of the female supporting role of the evil party

Although they are biological sisters, Shentu Yumei doesn't have any distaste for Jing Anyao like she does for Jingcheng. The child of Diao Yu Zhuo, did not expect to grow up so fast in a blink of an eye, time is really fast.

Thinking of this, she inevitably had some emotion in her eyes.

And Jing An Yao smiled very decently.

"It's just that I haven't seen Cousin Yu Mei for many years, and I just want to talk about the past."

Hearing this, Shentu Yumei leaned her body against the wall, her posture was quite lazy, she had obviously calmed down, and she was no longer in the same state as she was in the old house before.

After all, she was only really annoyed by Jing Cheng at that time, and she was always able to remain calm when facing other people.

"I haven't seen you for many years. How are you doing these years? Are you going well?"

Jing An Yao smiled.

"I'm fine, cousin Yu Mei, how about you?"

Immediately, the two chatted away for a long time, and the conversation was also in recent years. Although it is true that they are not familiar with each other, they are not too unfamiliar.

After chatting for a while, Jing An Yao looked at Shen Tu Yu Mei who was leaning against the wall with drooping eyes, and changed the subject.

"Cousin Yu Mei, are you still angry with Jing Cheng?"

Hearing this, Shentu Yumei also looked at her, apparently not quite understanding what she was talking about specifically, as for why she called her by her first name, since she was always calling her sister Jingcheng stickily when she was a child, she just thought there might be a gap .

This is also normal, after all, when she was a child, she sympathized with Jing An Yao for having such a bad sister, unlike Chi Yan!Have such a good sister!

At this time, Jing An Yao also said.

"It's because she forgot about the agreement between you two."

To this, Shentu Yumei replied.

"Even if she forgets, it doesn't affect the fact that the agreement exists and must be fulfilled."

"So it makes no difference to me whether she forgets or remembers."

Looking at Shentu Yumei who is obviously very angry, but insists on being stubborn, Jing Anyao didn't expose it, she just lowered her eyes slightly, as if recalling something bad on her flawless and stunning cold cheeks, quite A little sad.

"Actually, she forgot, maybe it's no wonder she..."

She sighed slightly and said like this.

It's started!Jing An Yao's long-lost and rarely-appeared drama mode!coming!

But obviously, Shentu Yumei didn't see through this point, she just felt a little heavy and sentimental at the moment, and said.

"Why do you say that?"

Hearing that Jing An Yao opened her mouth slightly, as if she was about to say something, she suddenly stopped, and after a moment of thought, she still shook her head slowly.

"It's nothing, it's just some unimportant things."

Seeing this situation, Shentu Yumei didn't continue to ask, since people don't want to talk about it, that's fine. She is indifferent by nature and won't force anything.

Immediately, the atmosphere fell silent, as if they were waiting for the two people who came to visit from the house.

And gradually, Shentu Yumei's clear eyes began to feel a little off, and she became a little irritable, and her posture of leaning against the wall changed several times, always feeling uncomfortable.

Well, she still wants to know.

Of course it's not about Jingcheng!It's not because of what Jing An Yao said, that this matter is probably related to Jing Cheng's forgetting the agreement!Just pure curiosity!

After all, the feeling of being stuck halfway through this kind of speech is simply too much!

This also caused Shentu Yumei at the moment to be really sad, thinking that Jing Anyao is so good and not learning from others, did she never think about the other party's feelings? If you don't want to say it, don't mention it at first!

So after a moment of hesitation, she still said.

"I don't know what you wanted to say just now, what is it?"

When the words fell, her face seemed to be careless, very calm and natural.

Although it was obvious that she didn't care before, it was a bit embarrassing to speak up now, but as long as she didn't act awkward, no one could feel embarrassed!

Hearing this, Jing An Yao is of course very upright and didn't point it out, she only spoke with a perplexed face, as if she had gone through a lot of psychological struggle before she spoke.

"I also hope that Cousin Yu Mei will not make public what happened today."

Seeing that she was finally about to speak, Shentu Yumei couldn't help but lift up her spirits.

Immediately Jing An Yao said.

"I believe Cousin Yu Mei also knows about the fact that she left the imperial capital for Tianhai five years ago."

"At that time, everyone was saying that after she caused a catastrophe, she shirked responsibility and walked away. There was contempt and accusation everywhere."

Hearing this, Shentu Yumei certainly knew about it. She was not too mature at the time, but she thought about finding a chance to laugh at her when she went back!

I just don't know, why is it suddenly mentioned now?

At this time, Jing An Yao also began to explain the reason.

"It's like running away to be cool on your own... At first, I thought so too."

Although she may indeed be avoiding responsibility, maybe she is not as relaxed as we think. "

As if recalling something, her face flashed with emotion.

"She has likely undergone two reinventions."

Listening to Jing An Yao's sudden utterance of this word, Shen Tu Yu Mei couldn't help frowning, obviously not understanding why.

After all, even though after she went to the mountain, her parents also arranged for her to go to the mountain with a special subject teacher to tutor her, so that she can successfully finish college and not drop out of high school, but it is limited to this. It is not easy to know the professional vocabulary in this corresponding field. normal.

At this time, Jing An Yao continued.

"I only learned about this from a psychiatrist when I was in Tianhai more than half a year ago."

"So personality remodeling is the change caused by the internal self-collapse caused by major stressors after encountering unimaginable stimuli."

Immediately, Jing Anyao roughly explained what the psychiatrist explained to her about 'personality reshaping' when she was in Tianhai.

Hearing this, Shentu Yumei probably understood the serious meaning of it, to put it bluntly, it was the breakdown of personality caused by extreme pain.

This also made her unbelievable. Although she really hated Jing Cheng, there was at least one thing she couldn't refute, that is, she was so powerful, she had been like this since she was a child, as if nothing could hurt her, she would always be that way A condescending and indifferent face.

So it was hard for her to imagine that Jingcheng had such a painful experience.

As for Jing Anyao, as if she had sensed her thoughts, she looked at the distant sky, her clear eyes were complicated, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

"It's hard to believe, isn't it? I was the same at the beginning. I never thought that what happened back then would bring such a big blow to her. After all, she seems to have always been aloof, and her eyes seem to be unable to accommodate anyone's existence. You said Something that hurt her to break down? I just thought it was a joke."

"But then I realized that she's human too."

"The death of my mother and the bottom of my career are unbearable blows to anyone. Why do you think it is a trivial matter for her?"

"So she went to Tianhai to escape, but not to avoid responsibility, but to escape the pain that she couldn't face herself, and even specially created a personality that would not be so painful."

"Perhaps you don't know about Cousin Yu Mei who just came back, but you can ask at will, and you will know how bad her reputation in Tianhai has been over the years. She is arrogant, domineering, tricky and mean. Vocabulary can be placed on her."

"Because if she doesn't do this, she can't bear it... She lost all her past and character in the process of escaping to Tianhai, and she lost them in a mess. I just wish it wasn't so painful."

"So she who passed away gracefully in our eyes has been living in pain and suffering in her heart all the time."

Speaking of this, it is no longer clear whether Jing Anyao is doing it for her own purpose, or if she is expressing it out of a feeling that has been held in her heart for a long time.

It can only be seen that her face has lost the coldness of the past, and is more complicated, it seems to be self-blaming, and it seems to be the palpitations in her heart that cannot be concealed.

Hearing this, Shentu Yumei also fell silent.

I can't tell what it feels like, since she is a deadly enemy with Jingcheng, she should take the opportunity to laugh at him for what she deserves, but for some reason, she feels very blocked, very blocked.

Immediately, Jing An Yao also withdrew her gaze from looking at the distant sky, and turned her head to look at him.

"This is the first so-called personality reshaping, and the second time, it is still the appearance you see now, Cousin Yu Mei, and it should have happened more than half a year ago."

"Although she escaped and even changed, it doesn't mean that things didn't happen. The pain has been accumulating in her heart, and the pressure accumulated over the years is extremely amazing."

"In the end, she broke out as a matter of course, but this time she did not choose to escape, but walked out of the environment and cognition that was used to avoid shaping, that is, to look directly at the past."

"So after five years away from the imperial capital, she finally came back."

At this point, Jing An Yao's narration is finally over.

And Shentu Yumei was silent for a long time before speaking.

"Why are you telling me this?"

Jing An Yao replied.

"Actually, it's not good to say these things without her consent, but I sincerely don't want to see any misunderstanding between you."

"After all, even though she had a bad relationship with you, Cousin Yu Mei, when I was a student, in my eyes, I always thought you were different friends, like the kind of existence that competed with each other and made progress together. I also saw her because she wanted to Facing your challenge, and staying up late to practice self-defense, this is enough to prove that she did not despise you."

"It's the same even ten years later, so if there is a gap between you because of a misunderstanding, I really can't bear it."

"So even if she forgot the agreement, it might not be her original wish. After all, after going through that kind of thing, she can change back...it's already rare."

Obviously at this moment, Jing Anyao was expressing her motive for raising this matter, so that it would not appear to be unreasonable, and besides wanting to increase Jingcheng's chances of winning, she really did not want her to have a bad relationship with Shentu Yumei.

As she said, in her eyes, she really thinks that the relationship between these two people is very special, they are different kind of friends, maybe with the passage of time, they will really become friends, and the friendship evolved from this relationship will also Tends to be stronger.

So after much deliberation, she also felt that only this way could resolve Shentu Yumei's extreme resentment after being teased.

After all, seeing such suffering, it is impossible for anyone who cares a little to remain indifferent.

And that's true, the original Shentu Yumei really wanted to beat Jingcheng half to death after the agreed period was up to relieve her hatred, and never have any contact with her again.

One must know that she hated Jingcheng already, and since such an important agreement had been forgotten by him at this moment, it was clear that she had never put herself in the eyes at all, so why did she still lick her face and come forward?Isn't it cheap?

So she really planned to completely sever any connection with Jingcheng after the ten-year agreement.

But now, Shentu Yumei was very silent.

How should I put it... At least I really can't hate it anymore, and the initial anger can't be ignited again...

This is all on the premise that Jing Anyao didn't mention that Jing Cheng committed suicide, otherwise the situation is uncertain.

Such drastic personality changes like personality remodeling are known to anyone who pays attention to it, but they just don't understand the specific reasons, but if they really investigate seriously, they may be able to find some clues.

But suicide is different, it is a secret, and no matter what, it must be Jingcheng's pain point, so no matter how you say it, it is absolutely impossible for Jing Anyao to tear this layer of scars to outsiders and embarrass him.

Although she knew that Shentu Yumei would definitely keep it a secret, which was the reason why she would tell her about the reshaping of her personality, but it was still the same.

While Shentu Yumei was silent, Jing Anyao said again.

"I also hope that Cousin Yu Mei can keep this matter a secret. After all, Jing Cheng is a very proud person, and he definitely doesn't want this kind of thing to be known to outsiders."

Hearing this, Shentu Yumei didn't answer.

Afterwards, the atmosphere became silent like this, Shentu Yumei remained silent, obviously not fully digested, while Jing Anyao also looked into the distance.

After all, behind these words today, there is a knot in her heart that she can't get rid of, and a throbbing pain in her heart that she can't get rid of.

In short, the silence of the atmosphere continued until the return of Jingcheng and Shentu Chiyan.

Seeing this, Jingcheng was also a little puzzled.

After all, for some reason, these two people seemed strange at the moment.

Especially Shentu Yumei, that was simply strange, the remaining anger on her body had completely disappeared at this moment, but she just tilted her head and refused to look at her.

Time soon came to dusk, and Jing Cheng and Jing Anyao also left Shentu's house.

Thinking back to Shentu Yumei's indescribably complicated gaze before leaving, and it seemed that since she would enter the house to visit a certain elder, her behavior had been very strange.

Thinking of this, she was a little puzzled, and looked at Jing An Yao, who would be alone with her, and said.

"Did something happen to you just now?"

To this, Jing An Yao's answer is very natural.

"No."

At the same time, on the top floor of a certain building in the imperial capital, General Xing picked up a vase and threw it at the subordinate in front of him.

As the cracking sound sounded, the subordinate's forehead naturally began to overflow with blood, and he forced himself to stand still, comforting him in his heart.

fine!That vase remembers millions!So worth it!

As for the general, at this moment, he was trembling with breath.

Can he not be angry! ?You have to know how long it has been, not to mention the trace of the princess, not even a single hair, so what is the large-scale search force he sent out?Pure iron waste?

Thinking of the changes in the family's wind direction due to his failure to fight against Jingcheng to regain his face during this period, and some of the 3rd generation also began to directly peek at his status, the general also knew that he could not wait any longer.

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