The self-cultivation of the female supporting role of the evil party

Although the tone was still so calm, but for some reason, it sounded as if there was a deep loneliness hidden.

Did she really remember wrongly?

How could I remember wrong...

She clearly remembered that it was not long ago when she first met Ouyang Shaoye.

When he spoke these words, his eyebrows and eyes were so unruly and high-spirited, but there was unspeakable melancholy in the depths of his eyes, as if there were many unknown pasts buried behind them, subconsciously attracting people to delve deeper .

Maybe Ouyang Shaoye just said it casually, but Shen Shuxue remembered it for a long time, until now.

Because it was from that moment, looking at Ouyang Shaoye's melancholy side face, that she really felt that this person might be different from the rich and powerful men she had ever met...

So... Even the words he forgot without paying attention to them when he turned his head, but did he remember them for so long?

In fact, if you change someone now, after Ouyang Shaoye has shown such ambition, he will definitely look up to him. After all, people with ambition and ambition will always make people feel good.

What's more, he still wanted to restart the company left by his deceased adoptive father, and the reason was justified.

But it is different for Shen Shuxue, because it is contrary to Ouyang Shaoye she likes..

She couldn't help thinking, why did she like Ouyang Shaoye?

Is it because he is handsome?Or frank?Or because of something else...?

She thought carefully about her experience with Ouyang Shaoye, which suddenly confused her.

Because she found that she didn't seem to have a reason to like Ouyang Shaoye. After all, there was nothing in Ouyang Shaoye that met the conditions of a lover in her fantasy.

In the end, she barely came to a conclusion.

Is it because Ouyang Shaoye is different from anyone he has ever met?

Although she is in charge of going out, Shen Shuxue's social circle is very small, and her daily life basically revolves around Jingcheng. This also leads to the fact that the people she can get in touch with are either rich or expensive, and they are very self-cultivated and airy.

But Ouyang Shaoye is different, he doesn't have the politeness and scheming of those rich and powerful sons, he is more frank and bold, and even dares to tease himself when they meet for the first time.

So... did I fall in love with him because of this difference?

He began to seriously examine why he fell in love with Ouyang Shaoye's Shen Shuxue, and for some reason felt quite outrageous.

She suddenly felt that it was really unreasonable for her to be emotional, obviously she had always been disgusted with frivolous people.

But in short, now it seems that the reason for her to be emotional seems to be false.

Because what she thinks is different, it seems that it is just a concept she unilaterally added to Ouyang Shaoye.

And the real Ouyang Shaoye... maybe not what she thought.

At least he didn't really pursue plainness, and even forgot what he had said in person.

So what was the meaning of those words he said?Is it to... cheat yourself?

So what I like... is it the Ouyang Shaoye in my imagination, or the current Ouyang Shaoye?

Shen Shuxue, who has never thought about why she fell in love with Ouyang Shaoye, is now in a mess, mixed with confusion and disappointment.

She wanted to finalize one thing.

At this time, Shen Shuxue's long silence during the call also made Ouyang Shaoye a little impatient.

But just as he was about to speak, he heard a voice.

"So you asked Miss Wen to apologize on your behalf.. Is it also to test the eldest lady's attitude, so that you can make a comeback?"

Hearing this, Ouyang Shaoye nodded as he should.

"That's right, but it's because I have to apologize to express my sincerity."

After getting the answer, Shen Shuxue in the room fell silent and finally sighed.

She suddenly felt that... she didn't seem to like Ouyang Shaoye that much anymore.

115. Stop contacting me

Listening to Ouyang Shaoye's answer, Shen Shuxue let out a long sigh.

If Ouyang Shaoye really asked Miss Wen to come to the villa to express his sincerity purely for the sake of apologizing, even though the way was outrageous, at least the starting point was barely good, and Shen Shuxue could still accept it.

But now...she learned that Ouyang Shaoye did this to regain his position...then this cannot be described as having no lower limit.

Rather... by any means.

Even if you betray your own relatives, do you have to take over again?

Shen Shuxue didn't know how to describe it, so she felt very disappointed, even more disappointed than Ouyang Shaoye who lied to herself.

At this moment, regarding Shen Shuxue's silence again, Ouyang Shaoye also thought that she was hesitating whether to agree to his request.

Although he didn't understand why Shuxue hesitated even for such a simple request, he was still in a hurry.

After all, he really needs to know what Jingcheng thinks of him now, and only in this way can he figure out what method to use next to make Jingcheng fall in love with him again.

So he needs Shen Shuxue to help him, and this is the only person he thinks will help him by Jingcheng's side.

As for Shen Shuxue's hesitation, he naturally thought that apart from the consideration of her position, she was also worried that she would run into danger if she tried to restart the company.

After all, he once said that he really has an inexplicably strong self-confidence, thinking that Shuxue will never hurt him, and will definitely help him.

So after thinking about it for a while, he decided to express his sincere thoughts and use his feelings to dispel Shuxue's last worries.

He suddenly said in a low voice.

"Shuxue, I have learned a lot during this time, and I have also seen many people clearly, which made me clearly understand the saying that the world is cold and cold."

"Including my so-called good friends. When I was in trouble, all of them retreated far away. They didn't want to have any communication with me at all. They even made ridicule. Even if I helped them before."

Thinking of those "friends" who made trouble for him, Ouyang Shaoye couldn't help but gritted his teeth secretly, but his tone remained unchanged.

"However, I have no complaints. After all, the root cause of the problem lies with myself. I used to have short-sightedness and never experienced setbacks. This also led to easily handing over my sincerity to others."

"So during this period of time, I also carefully thought about the previous interpersonal relationships, and found that many of them were unnecessary, and I unilaterally thought they were friends, but in fact the other party was just using me."

"In short, after I screened and thought, only a very small number of people were left, and I thought they were truly worthwhile friends, and among them, there was Shuxue you."

When he said this, Ouyang Shaoye's tone began to change, low and affectionate.

"Although Shuxue, you were always indifferent to me, and you always ignored me, as if you were alienated, but you never used or hurt me, and even helped me many times without asking for anything in return."

"Now that I think about it, I'm the one who ignored our friendship...but not anymore."

"I also know that there is no basis for words. I will remember everything you have done to me. No matter what difficulties you encounter in the future, even if I throw my life away, I will definitely help you!"

"And Shuxue, don't worry, I also know that you are worried that after I restart the company, I will be attacked by my former business rivals and bring risks, but now I am different from before. Never make the same mistake again!"

As he spoke, Ouyang Shaoye became angry, and he swore in his heart that sooner or later, those who had hurt him in the past would all be liquidated.

At the same time, he also thought that he had said all he had said, and believed that Shuxue, who had dispelled all worries, would definitely help him.

But Shen Shuxue just felt ridiculous for what he said in his heart.

She suddenly felt that Ouyang Shaoye was really hypocritical.

Although he didn't say it clearly, every word between the lines is asking himself to help him.

It sounds simple to test the young lady's attitude, but how to test it?No matter how tactful it is, you still have to ask Missy, right?

And since the eldest lady seems to have returned to the appearance of 5 years ago, it is estimated that no matter how subtle the temptation is, she will still be aware of it.

So when the time comes, I should let myself who stayed by the eldest lady's side after so much difficulty, how should I deal with myself?

Didn't Ouyang Shaoye think of this?

It might be okay if he didn't say so sincerely that he regards Shen Shuxue as a friend, but the key point is that he said so, which only made Shen Shuxue feel hypocritical.

Because he kept saying it so sincerely, he even wanted to put a knife in his ribs, but has he brought his own position, or is he using...

What's the difference between this and the way he asked Miss Wen to come to the villa to express his sincerity.

Didn't he once say that Miss Wen is his most important relative...

Listening to the ambition that was almost exposed in Ouyang Shaoye's last sentence, Shen Shuxue couldn't help but think of the bet he made with the eldest lady before.

As long as Ouyang Shaoye is really willing to be an ordinary person, the eldest lady will no longer make things difficult for him.

It's ridiculous that at that time, even until this phone call, I thought I had the chance to win.

But now it seems... Maybe the eldest lady has already guessed it.

Shen Shuxue felt that her mind was in a mess and she needed to calm down, and she didn't intend to continue the conversation, so she replied very directly.

"Needless to say, it's a pity that I won't agree to you. As I said before, I will never betray the eldest lady, even if it's just a temptation, but I can't hide it from her."

Hearing this, Ouyang Shaoye, who was confident that Shuxue would agree to him, was stunned.

But before he could reply in a hurry, Shen Shuxue continued.

"This is also our last contact, I hope you will keep your promise."

The phone hangs up immediately.

In the villa room, for some reason, Shen Shuxue seemed to wake up a lot suddenly, and felt that her persistence and many thoughts in the past were quite ridiculous.

But the more sober he was, the more he felt confused and unreasonable about many things in the past, and couldn't help but fall into doubts about himself.

But in short, as I said before, she doesn't seem to like Ouyang Shaoye that much anymore, and she is even thinking about the reason why she likes Ouyang Shaoye, what is it?

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116. Trade-offs

At night, in a quiet and elegantly decorated room, Shen Shuxue sat at the desk, frowning slightly, as if thinking about something extremely puzzling.

In fact, normally speaking, if there is nothing else at this time, she should be asleep. After all, she is different from the old night owl Lu Ling who loves to hide in bed and read novels all night. She doesn't like to stay up late.

But no matter what, she is also a character who doesn't want to leave confusion to solve it later. If she encounters any problem and fails to solve it, then she has no intention of doing other things at all, even if she can't sleep.

To be honest, this phone call made her really disappointed with Ouyang Shaoye, whether it was the fact that he betrayed his adoptive mother and tried to regain his position, or the fact that he used words that he didn't remember to deceive her, it was the same. .

For this, she felt disappointed, puzzled, sad, and various complex emotions intertwined in her heart, but in fact, the thing that really made her sleepless at this time was not entirely because of this.

On the phone at that time, when Ouyang Shaoye clearly expressed his ambition, Shen Shuxue subconsciously felt that this was contrary to the Ouyang Shaoye she liked, and after having this idea, she naturally thought about what he liked and why she liked him he.

Then, she was stunned.

Because..she couldn't figure it out.

So seriously, this question really came to Shen Shuxue's mind unintentionally, but it directly confused her.

She suddenly felt that it seemed unreasonable that she would fall in love with Ouyang Shaoye.

The impact of this confusion on her even surpassed the disappointment that Ouyang Shaoye had brought to her.

But at that time, she was on the phone after all, her mind was in a mess and she couldn't calm down, she just wanted to hang up the phone quickly, and after she had enough time to think at this time, she naturally discovered this blind spot.

She seems to have never seriously thought about why she fell in love with Ouyang Shaoye, or what is it about him that attracts her?Obviously, objectively speaking, he doesn't have any traits that fit his previous view on choosing a mate, right?

Sitting in front of the desk, looking at the faint yellow and soft desk lights, Shen Shuxue frowned slightly, recalling the experience she had with Ouyang Shaoye since they met, she felt very strange, especially strange.

Although feelings are something that people can't figure out, they don't know where it comes from, and it's impossible to explain why they like it, even Shen Shuxue, whose experience is basically the same as that of blank paper, understands this.

But if you really like it, let’s not say the reason, at least you can tell what attracts you to the other party.

And Shen Shuxue really couldn't tell, maybe the only reason that could barely be considered was the difference?

What exactly is different?

Shen Shuxue thought about it carefully, it seemed that since the first time she met Ouyang Shaoye, she had compared him with those dandy rich and powerful sons, and only then did she feel that he was different and excellent.

But now that I think about it seriously, is it really a rare thing to be better than those dandy young masters?Isn't this the norm for most people?

So why do I want to compare him with poor people instead of really good people?After all, there is no such thing as no reference, right?Aren't there a lot of outstanding young master families?

Shen Shuxue really didn't understand it, as if he was deliberately trying to improve Ouyang Shaoye, so he made a comparison like this.

And after careful recollection, what made her feel even more strange and outrageous was that, if nothing else happened, she and Ouyang Shaoye hadn't met a few times, and the affection in her heart faintly developed towards the direction of liking.