"I must be better than you, Adele, Violet!"
"I'm stronger than anyone else!"
Lucia frowned tightly, thinking silently in her heart.
"Etil..."
"I want to prove to you that I can do better than you. Since you can influence that girl named Violet so much, then I will correct her thinking to my side!"
"I want you to watch, Etil. When you conquer her, you will be the next one!"
At this time, Violet was guided by the housekeeper Orion to her room. This room can no longer be described with adjectives such as luxurious and huge. Luxurious decoration, soft big bed, velvet pillows and bedding, automatic heating The bathtub, the gorgeous floor-to-ceiling windows are equipped with a balcony, and there is a table, tea set, dessert shelf, etc. on the balcony, which is used for afternoon tea.
The size of this room is more than ten times larger than Violet's room in the post office.
"I won't disturb your rest."
"Please get ready, Ms. Lucia will take you to learn equestrian skills tomorrow."
As the door closed, Violet stood in this luxurious room, she seemed a bit out of place in the plain dress, it was full of gold-plated decorations and jewels.
Violet didn't use the bathtub, but used the shower she usually used all the time. As the water couldn't stop falling, Violet raised her head and let the hot water wash over her face.
At this moment, on her face, it was already hard to tell whether it was hot water or tears that fell.
"Obviously it's already agreed, I won't cry anymore."
"But whenever I think of you...I can't help crying...."
"I'm sorry sir, you must think I'm worthless."
Lying on the bed, Violet looked at the ceiling. In this room, even the ceiling was painted with beautiful oil paintings. The painting was Derossel's crabapple flowers. When she looked at the ceiling, it was like looking at Looking at the beautiful fields and blooming flowers.
The velvet bed was really soft, completely different from the hard board bed she usually slept on. Violet felt as if she was stuck in the quilt.
In fact, it’s just after dinner time, and Violet has been lying in bed early to rest. She hopes that she can dream of the person she misses. It’s only been a few days since we parted, but Violet has already lingered in the same place. in pain.
In the past, when I didn't recognize this feeling, Violet missed the Major in her heart, and Adele was by her side, as if she would never leave, which made Violet feel confident.
At that time, knowing that the major was still alive, Violet felt that the parting at that time was far less than one percent of the pain it is now.
"I know that we will meet eventually, but if... if I don't become good enough..."
The figures of Litina and Avril appeared in Violet's heart, with their beautiful faces, perfect bodies, and omnipotent power, even they had to kneel in front of Adele, while she... ...
Anxiety crazily disrupts Violet's thoughts. Violet has already thought of Adele too ideally. In fact, the real Adele is just an ordinary girl who wants to get love. I usually cook and write a few letters now and then... that's all.
Adele's original intention for Violet to study is not to make Violet so good, but to let her see a wider world, so that she can have more insight in the future, so that she can live a better life. It's getting better and better, that's all.
Adele can't teach Violet this kind of thing, she doesn't have such financial conditions, and Lucia can be regarded as the best teacher.
But Violet regarded this study as a test given to her by Eddie, and was given high expectations. Even Violet couldn't help but feel uncertain about this kind of pressure.
"Don't think about it, Violet."
"do not go......"
Violet closed her eyes, imagining Adele's appearance, her hands could not help but slowly move down below her.
"Well, it's so cold..."
Violet frowned tightly, and kept chanting Adele's name.
"Mr. Etil...Master Etil....Master Etil..."
"Etil...sir..."
Accompanied by a convulsion, Violet opened her blurred eyes, with tears in her eyes, and her cheeks were also stained crimson at this time
Raising her hand, looking at the silver thread between her fingers, Violet panted slightly and quickly, and her vision gradually blurred.
"I'm sorry for letting you see that I'm worthless."
"Sir..."
"I love you."
what is love
Dear Etil Gardenia:
How are you lately?
I know, you must be watching me, watching my every move, watching everything about me, no matter what I do.
I've known it all along....
Parting is always sad, whenever I am alone, whenever I have a thousand words in my heart, I reach out to the old days.
Maybe this "I love you" is so out of reach, but I will still say this to you.
A thousand times, ten thousand times, until my body decays and my soul falls into the abyss.
I love you, Sir Attil.
Signed: Violet Evergarden.
The next day, Violet got up early, and the aftertaste of last night was still there. No one taught Violet these things.
Today is the day of learning equestrianism. Violet sat by the bed, picked up the diary she wrote yesterday, read it slowly, and reviewed the table manners she learned yesterday, as well as the knowledge points related to wine tasting.
How to pour wine, how to sober up, how to hold a glass...
Although the housekeeper Orion is not a broad-minded person, he always thinks with some narrow minds about some things, but he is definitely a competent housekeeper, even if Violet got up so early, after hearing the movement, However, Orion got up immediately and brought Violet breakfast.
"Butter croissants, warm vanilla milk, steak and fried eggs, if you need anything, please ask."
When Violet saw this breakfast, her expression was still calm. Orion didn't know why this poor girl acted so indifferently, but she would not ask in secret like Lucia, he would directly reveal it He asked because he was ordered to serve Violet, but Violet was not his master.
"My master gave you the best treatment, the best food, and the most expensive dress. You should have never seen any of these."
"Why do you behave so calmly, I really want to know."
Looking at the food in front of him, Orion said to Violet.
"For example, today's breakfast, can you usually eat these? Huh? I'm afraid you can only eat ordinary bread on weekdays, and even milk occasionally."
Following Lucia's example, Violet cut the steak gracefully, and said to Orion.
"This, compared to what I usually eat, is less than half as rich."
Violet's words made Orion obviously a little annoyed. This girl really didn't give her any face, but he forgot that for himself who wants to see the other party's jokes, it is impossible to get the other party's respect. It is even more impossible to gain face.
On weekdays, most of the people who came to find Lucia had something to ask of Lucia, so no matter what they said, they would show a forbearing attitude and bow their knees, but Violet was different, she didn't ask for anything. She doesn't have any handle on human affairs, so she can completely refuse to give anyone the so-called "face".
"Mr. Orion, the war is over, and people's lives are not as difficult as you imagined. You can go to the market and have a look."
"These ingredients are not so far away."
After eating, she wiped the corners of her mouth with a napkin, Violet said to the housekeeper.
"I have an officer who loves me. The food she cooks is much richer than the food here, because it is made with love."
It was the word love again. This word stumped Lucia yesterday, and it made Orion speechless again today.Orion wanted to say something more, but when he saw the black gold card in Violet's hand, he quickly took two steps back, lowered his head respectfully, and didn't dare to look at Violet again.
The person who holds this black gold card has the same status in the family as Lucia O'Leary.
After taking the plate away, the deflated Orion came to Lucia's door, knocked lightly on the door and said.
"Ms. Lucia, today's horse training course is ready, please prepare."
"Today's horse training session has been cancelled."
The voice inside the door had a calm and calm tone, and there were sobs from time to time. Orion didn't know what happened to Lucia, and he didn't know whether he should go in or not.
"Mr. Orion, I'm ready."
At this time, Violet put on the clothes for horse training and came to Lucia's door. Seeing Violet approaching, Orion hurriedly explained.
"Sorry, Miss Violet, I'm afraid that today's horse training class..."
"Let her in."
Seemingly hearing the voice of Violet coming, Lucia in the room said to the door.
"Let Violet come in."
After the housekeeper heard this, he helped Violet open the door in a gentlemanly manner. When Violet came in, the things in the room had been thrown away and scattered everywhere.
The surroundings were in a mess, Lucia was lying on the bed, her voice was crying, her eyes were red and swollen, as if she had been crying for a long time.
"What's the matter with you, Miss Lucia?"
Facing Violet, Lucia picked up a letter from her bosom and said to her.
"From Joseph."
"break up letter."
Violet suddenly remembered that the first time Lucia came to the post office to find her as a ghostwriter, she wanted to write to Mr. Joseph.Holding the letter in his hand, as the letter was spread out, there were still a little teardrops on it.
"He said that I am too strong a woman, only focus on my own career, but don't know what love is..."
Violet read the letter carefully, the content of the letter is as follows.
Dear Lucia O'Learyben:
I am very glad that you once again shared with me how successful your business is. This equestrian competition, you did have a considerable amount of income. In fact, I don’t know how many times you have told me about your career. Yes, because every time I see you, you are busy with your business.
I thought, whenever I think of you, my heart will be the beautiful spring, that romantic midsummer night's dream, but now, whenever I think of you, my heart is always filled with the work you said And career, I can't even feel your missing, liking, or even love.
Perhaps, Lucia, you should have a good understanding of what love is and what it means. Let's all be calm and calm. I hope we will be separated for a while, and I hope you can treat me as your lover, not as a business partner now.
Signed: Joseph Akrita
"Hey, Violet."
Lucia stared at Violet with red eyes and said.
"what is love?"
"Teach me, okay?"
journey of redemption
"Please teach me, okay..."
"What the hell is love..."
Facing Lucia's sad face, she who used to be extremely proud is no longer strong now, she is pulling Violet's clothes, like a beggar begging for mercy, maybe only Violet can see her The fragile side under the strong exterior.
"In my whole life, I have never lived for myself. I was born for the prosperity and glory of my family."
"For some reason, your presence makes me feel like I have nothing."
"Why, you have to be so cruel, why do you, who have experienced so much pain, make me feel so far away."
"The doll named Violet...you tell me..."
Just yesterday, Lucia, who was still thinking of vowing to make Violet change, was completely knocked down because of this letter.The emotion contained in the letter contains enormous power, which makes the people who see it cry with joy, or... heartbroken.
Lucia, who was normally strong, was crushed by such a letter that was held in her hands and could not even feel its weight.
Facing Lucia, Violet was silent for a moment, didn't say anything, just turned around and poured her a glass of warm water.
"I'm sorry, Ms. Lucia."
"I can tell you everything I know, except for the word love. I can't teach you, and I'm not worthy to teach you."
"I once failed a beautiful love."
"Maybe anyone in this world is qualified to teach you what love is, but I am the only one who can't."
Violet handed the glass full of warm water to Lucia's hand. After hearing Violet's words, Lucia slowly stopped crying. She didn't understand that people like Violet , Such a beautiful, violet-like woman, what has she experienced in the past.
"Can you tell me your story?"
"Which story would you like to hear?"
Lucia was lying on the bed, looking at Violet sitting in front of her, that beautiful and delicate face, eyes like the sea, blue and boundless, she even seemed to feel that she could see Violet's eyes , see the world outside the cage.
Lucia had to admit that she was a little envious of Violet's beauty, but in her heart, Eddie was the most amazing...
When I saw her again, if it wasn't for my strong heart, I'm afraid I would have accidentally sat down on the ground.
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