Violet Eternal Garden Angel and Auto Memo Doll

"My parents.....Because of their innocence, they don't want to collude with those demons who hold power, but we can't do what we want to fight against them. They can just put some unwarranted charges and labels on my parents, and change The result came..."

Casnor covered her head in pain, and tears flowed uncontrollably. It could be seen how deeply this memory hurt her.

"I never realized how easy it is for a man with power to accuse someone else of treason..."

"Suddenly one day, a group of people came to our house with the highest-level search warrant in their hands, saying that there were confidential documents handed over to spies in our house, and they just took out a document from their pockets as soon as they entered the house It was shot on the table, my parents couldn't argue with it, and the final result was to be shot."

"And at that time, what I saw when I got home was that they escorted my parents to the court for trial."

The lights are dimmed, the night is quiet and there is no sound. Maybe the stars in the sky are also listening to this sad story. In the war years, all living beings suffer. The ones are placed on both sides of the side, exuding the luster of the metal belt.

"I will never forget that day, my parents announced to the world in court that I, Casnoll Atlan, was not their daughter, I was just a child picked up by their family, and I was a servant at home It’s just a person. Going to school is also my own will to deal with wages.”

"My parents abandoned me as a daughter in front of the whole world, but I know it was because of the deepest love."

"Later, I started my wandering life, and it has continued until now. I don't know how many years have passed..."

At this moment, Castor's eyes were already full of tears, and crystal clear teardrops ticked down, dripping down, across his cheeks, leaving countless shallow tear stains.Castor wanted to rub his crying swollen eyes, but Violet grabbed his wrist, because if she rubbed her eyes like this, her eyes might get inflamed.

"Do you understand, Violet, when you know that the other person will live a happier life without you, if you choose to let go..."

"That's a kind of expression of love to the extreme."

"The person in your mouth must love you very, very, very much, that's why he looks like this."

Violet was still expressionless, looking at Castle quietly, while the girl just smiled awkwardly at this time, the silent atmosphere made her a little uneasy.On Violet's expressionless face, there was no ridicule, no sympathy, no sadness, no joy, nothing, and this was what disturbed her the most.

"Maybe I've been a bit long-winded. I'm sorry, Senior Violet. Few people can patiently listen to the story I tell. After all, in this era, everyone is suffering. It's a pity that my partners...they all......"

Before Castor could finish speaking, Violet's voice suddenly interrupted her.

"Tommy."

"Cranche, Matilda, and Mingo, right?"

After hearing Violet's words, Castor was obviously taken aback for a moment. She stretched out her hand tentatively, but stopped just touching Violet's fingertips.

"Are you listening..."

"Yes, I am listening."

Looking at the expressionless girl in front of him, Castor lowered his head, wiped the tears from his eyes with his clothes, and said softly.

"Thank you."

After finishing speaking, the young scholar Violet bowed slightly, said "Excuse me", and quietly left the room.At this time, in the dead of night, Violet also stared at the typewriter, fascinated, for a long, long time.

The next day, when Castle woke up, Violet had already sat at her workstation and started eating bread with jam. Today, there was a new jar of jam, which smelled of mango, coconut, etc. The unique aroma of tropical fruits, fresh and rich, full of feeling Even if you have a poor appetite in the morning, the hunger stimulated by this slightly sour jam will be unbearable.

"Morning, Senior Violet."

"Good morning, Miss Castle."

Violet lowered her head slightly to signal, and then continued to eat her own bread. Castor was surprised by her routine. After all, he was a person who often got up early, but when Violet woke up, she was more sleepy than herself. much earlier.After waking up, Violet will do some cleaning work to keep the post office in order.

"I used to think that Senior Violet has always been expressionless, and she should be a cold person like everyone else."

Cassnor thought to herself, and she also took a piece of bread, but she knew the importance of the jam to Violet, so she didn't try to get some, but just hid aside and gnawed on the hard and tasteless dry bread.

"but......"

Just when he was choking on the bread, a glass of milk was placed in front of him, and the hand holding the glass was the unique mechanical hand composed of countless parts.

"Now I realize...Senior Violet is not what I understand."

Watching Violet's leaving figure, Castor was dazed. The morning light shines on her body through the window. At this time, Violet is in the light, just like a character in a fairy tale. Pretty as a princess.

"Hidden in the expressionless face is a fiery, warm heart."

"She actually..."

Soaking the bread in the milk, Castor stared at this mythical scene.

"He is a very gentle person..."

unwritten letter

Today is the deadline for the Aviation Festival mail day, and likewise, it is also a holiday for the puppets.On this day, the automatic note dolls will also write their own letters one after another, conveying their emotions, and writing the voice from the heart that they want to say to the person they miss and admire.

After five years, everyone is looking forward to it.

But in the anticipation of everyone, there was a person facing the typewriter, with his hands in the air, unable to write a word for a long time.This person is none other than Violet.

"Can't you write it?"

Cattleya smiled and bent down, closing the distance between the two.Compared with Cattleya's strong perfume, Violet's body has a natural, fresh and elegant fragrance. In this winter, there is also some fruity fragrance mixed in, perhaps because of the jam.Looking at the untouched white letter paper in front of Violet, Cattleya's eyes were filled with sympathy and pity. After all, the girl in front of her has gone through too many ups and downs, and now she has lost the angel who loved her. .

This is really too cruel for a girl who is about to grow up.

"I can't write..."

"I don't know how to write this letter."

Cattleya habitually lifted her long black hair, her lavender eyes exuded a mysterious and soft gleam, and she was wearing a bright red windbreaker, hiding her incomparably proud figure. Although the fragrance on her body was strong, But it wasn't pungent, and the gold earrings touched Violet's ears from time to time, which was icy cold.

"You can write something that you want to say to yourself."

"I haven't written a letter to myself..."

Violet's answer was still mechanical, just like her character, Cattleya had already gotten used to it, she smiled happily, her lips painted with red lipstick rose slightly, showing her charm.

"Write as you want now~"

"According to the thoughts in your heart, write whatever you want."

Violet's hand was still hanging in the air, she didn't want to write this letter to herself, what she wanted to write... was her most beloved person.But...but myself....

Violet knew that she couldn't even see through the other person's heart, so how could she write this letter, writing I love you?How sad is it to write about your heart?So what, it doesn't make any sense.

There is no ..... any sense.

Today was a day without work, and all the dolls chose to reward themselves with an indulgent sleep, but Violet still sat at her workstation at six o'clock in the morning.How long has it been since she dreamed of Chief Etil, and she can't even remember.

The girl closed her eyes and carefully searched all the memories of herself and Chief Adele. Fortunately, none of these memories were lost. They just lay quietly deep in Violet's heart, like a huge library storing memories. Usually, when Violet picks up one of the books and reads it slowly, the memories will slowly emerge, and the pictures of the past will also come to mind.

"What's your name? Why? If you don't answer me, you can't speak?"

"Soldiers of the motherland cannot die by their own hands"

This is the memory of the first few meetings, and I was still holding a gun, pointing at Etil's forehead.

"Eat more, Violet, the standard of food for military doctors is very high, even higher than that of military dogs."

"Don't die... live well."

This is the time before the next battle, when Etil hugged himself for the last time, that fragment of memory, that hug, was really warm...

"The war is over, Violet, I'm sorry I didn't keep your hands."

"You ask me why I kneel in front of this tomb? This is a kind of sacrifice, paying homage to my benefactor, and what I have to do is to interpret his beliefs and fulfill his dreams."

"My dreams and beliefs...? Love of course!"

This is the memory at the end of the war....

"Violet will definitely get the badge of the automatic memory doll, I believe her."

"It doesn't matter if you don't understand love now. After working hard, applaud yourself!"

Memories of the Doll Academy....

"Is it my dream? To eat a meal cooked by my lover and get a hug from my lover. If I can expect more, I hope to find someone who loves me and marry me, and then live a normal life."

"Why are dreams so simple? These two are not simple at all."

"I don't even know if I can finish this before I die..."

The memories that were worth remembering, suddenly at this turning point, like an explosion, set off a tsunami-like frenzy in Violet's heart!Countless pieces of sad memories suddenly flooded into her heart, and she didn't understand the other party's constant suffering, but now Violet understands, she understands that feeling!Looking back at the past again, she realized how painful the past of Chief Etil was.

She exchanged her life for the happy life that belonged to Violet, then abandoned her and left by herself.In the past, she must have never thought that Violet would have the present intentions.

"I love you...Violet..."

"Because I love you, I will give up everything..."

"including you......."

Aha! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Violet opened her eyes abruptly, the memory in her heart drove her back to reality, and the most familiar and real voice that lingered in her heart disappeared at this moment, leaving only emptiness.

Violet remembered many details that she hadn't noticed before. She once told herself that she was sick, and she had secretly expressed her heart to herself countless times, but she...

Adele didn't give up on herself from the beginning, she tried to save herself again and again, wanting to get closer to herself again and again.Violet used to think that she was the one who refused to listen to Adele, but now that she recalled the past, she realized that it was she who was actually running to the distance, and it was her who was chasing her. .

I don't know at what moment, I was still running, but the people behind me stopped, she disappeared and never appeared again, but I still foolishly felt that she was in front of me, in the far away place , on the other side of the mountain that cannot be crossed!

"How ironic."

Violet covered her eyes with her hands, and tears had already flowed down her fingers without knowing when.

Await your return

"Even if I look back one day earlier, the tragedy will not happen..."

"But at this time, self-blame has no effect."

"How are you going to write this letter, Violet?"

She asked herself countless times, but she couldn't write anything. Recalling everything in the past, she kept taking herself to the place of light.

Violet worked at her workstation all day, staring at the jam in front of her, she hadn't read the words under the bottle cap yet.She didn't want to read it, because she knew what was written inside, it must be some words of advice...

Violet once even thought that she would see the words "I love you" written under the bottle cap, but now she doesn't have that extravagant desire, because Adele has already made these jams and put them in the cabinet , that she knew that she was destined to leave, and prepared in advance for herself, a puppet who couldn't cook.

How can a person who has abandoned himself write such selfish words under the bottle cap! ! ! ! !

"Hey, Violet."

Violet recalled the last scene, it was the deepest and deepest scene in her memory.

"I am proud of you."

I love you, but she still didn't say it out of her mouth. She didn't want to continue to live in pain like the past.She has seen Violet with her own eyes, and she has been chasing after the major for so many years because of a sentence of "I love you".

Etil, I won't make the same mistakes again.

Time passed too fast.....really too fast....one day was over in the blink of an eye, Violet didn't feel hungry or thirsty, she just sat quietly, sat In the empty hall.

"Didn't write it out?"

As night fell, at the last moment of air letter recruitment, Violet stood in front of President Hawkins' desk with her head lowered, her expression was dull, and even her deep eyes were empty at the moment.

"It's okay, Violet."

Cattleya who stood aside said.

"Don't you really have nothing to say to Etil?"

Seeing that Violet remained silent, Cattleya said with a soft sigh.

"Yeah, yeah...it's okay, Violet."

"Your understanding of emotions now... Maybe it hasn't reached Etil's level... It's normal not to understand her thoughts."

"Do not......"

Violet just raised her head silently and said weakly.

"I have a heart, I have feelings...but I don't know..."

"I don't know... what should I say to her..."

Hawkins looked at the child who grew up under his eyes. From an ignorant child to the present, Hawkins can say that he watched Violet's growth process from the perspective of a bystander.

"The deadline is this evening, but tomorrow morning, I can try to accommodate you."

"So please write tonight, and I will send it to the office for you."

"It doesn't matter how short it is, even a line."

At this time, there was a knock on the door of the post office. On the doll's rest day, no one should have visited.

"a?"