"You're improving so fast. In my impression, you seem to learn everything very quickly."
While drinking the ginger soup, Gilbert was talking to himself, but Violet turned her head aside so that the major could not see her face.
"What's wrong with you? Violet?"
Gilberut turned his head curiously, and when he looked at Violet, he found that her face was as red as a ripe apple, and her eyes no longer had the usual unreachable depth, replaced by It was a kind of shyness with a little charm, full as if it was about to drip water, and she put her hands on her lips, holding ginger soup, as if recalling some past memories.
"What's wrong with you? Violet?"
"No... nothing, Major."
Bringing the successfully made lemon cake to Hawkins' office, seeing the cake delivered by Violet, the middle-aged man who looked like an old father was so moved that he almost cried.
"Is it delicious? President?"
"good to eat."
"Great."
Looking at the president who was frantically stuffing cream into his mouth, the corners of Violet's mouth inadvertently rose slowly.
"In this way, we can make it for the chief to eat in the future."
President Hawkins has become Violet's taster inadvertently, but the president seems to have ignored this fact that affects his mood.
"It's a long journey..."
Violet walked alone on the street, and Leiden, after the war, ushered in unprecedented prosperity, but even so, the streets in winter were still quiet, only the sound of the wind could be heard.The wind blows the autumn leaves, and the golden fallen leaves dance.Compared with the trees themselves, the lifespan of the leaves is short, so short that there is only one season, and some can't even wait for autumn before they are knocked down by raindrops, blown down by strong winds, and picked off by children... and these The leaves will eventually turn into spring mud, a part of the tree, and coexist with it forever.
Looking at the bare ginkgo tree in front of her and the golden ginkgo leaves falling all over the ground, Violet's shoes made a crisp clicking sound when she stepped on them.Looking at these fallen leaves, Violet raised her hand and stroked the tree trunk in front of her. For a moment, she even felt that these fallen leaves were happy, because they would not have to experience the loneliness of severe winter.
"If only there was no loneliness in this world..."
"In this way, everyone will be with the person they miss..."
Too much time passed, and Violet stopped writing to Adele because she had no recipient and didn't know where to send it.Even though she tried to burn the letter and the feathers together, as the number of feathers in the cabinet of the president's office became less and less, Violet couldn't bear it, because they were the feathers of Chief Adele.
She couldn't bear to burn any of them.
"This time, I seem to have failed again..."
"I don't know you...."
"If I were in front of you right now, how much I would want to cook you a meal, give you a hug, and tell you I love you a thousand times."
"If you said the three words I love you to me on the train that day, it would be... how wonderful..."
Not far away, a pair of eyes were quietly watching Violet, and Lux, who had delivered the letter, quietly hid aside, secretly observing this beautiful lady.
"Miss Lacus, it's not polite to hide and observe others."
"It's been discovered."
Scratching her head and slowly coming out from behind the tree, Lacus made a playful face at Violet, and Violet also expressed her tolerance. After all, she is her older sister, and Adele is three years older than her. Coincidentally, she was also three years older than Lax, and this feeling made her want to take care of Lax from the bottom of her heart, just like Adele took care of herself.
"Violet, what are you doing here?"
"Nothing, Miss Lux."
"Are you lonely?"
Hearing Lax's words, Violet nodded. At this moment, Lacus took Violet's hand, and she could feel the hard texture of the metal even though she was wearing gloves.
"Actually, I envy Violet."
Lux muttered.
"At least Violet still has something to miss, and someone who can wait to return."
"At least, Violet still has the right to be lonely."
"And I... seem to have no one to care about in this world."
After hearing what Lux said, Violet silently clenched Lux's hand a little bit.
"I'm sorry, Miss Lacus, to bring you grief."
"No, Violet, I think I'm a lucky person."
Lux raised her head with a sweet smile on her face.
"Because since I met you, there are many more people around me, people I care about."
you are here
"Thank you for giving me a new home."
"The outside world is really beautiful."
Lux opened her hands, and the sun shone on her long lavender hair. At this moment, standing in front of Violet was a truly free bird.
"Although I haven't experienced the cruelty you have experienced, the loneliness you have experienced, and the officer you care about so much, I believe that you will definitely have a good ending."
"I believe with all my heart..."
After the two returned to the post office, the dolls had already started to decorate the hall. Although Dieter Fleet was very mean, he still sent someone to help. Nova also sent a bottle of mead from his collection, saying It is given to the little birthday star on his birthday.
Violet lay quietly on the bed. She went to bed very early. She was ready to wash up and go to bed when it was just dark. Although she missed the beautiful nightlife in Leiden, the scenery in the morning was so fresh and comfortable , Violet also experienced the scenery that others could not experience.
As always, Violet's eyes gradually blurred, and between half-dream and half-awake, she could vaguely hear the busy voice downstairs.
suddenly!The sound of flapping wings was heard very clearly, and Violet wanted to get up, but at this moment she had already stepped into a deep sleep with one foot, even if she heard the sound at the last moment, she would not I can't move my body anymore.
"You are here..."
Violet could hear the angel's voice, but at this moment, she couldn't see who that person was.
"I go to bed so early every day, I must be thinking about a certain day, I can dream of her..."
"When you dream of her, you can make the dream longer..."
"Then today, I will fulfill you."
Violet only felt that she could hear the voice, but she couldn't return to reality no matter what. She just felt a hand resting on her forehead, and an extremely comfortable feeling came over her. Stepping on the air, it seems to have fallen into a deeper dream.
.......
When she slowly opened her eyes, she knew that she must be dreaming, because the things in front of her were too unreal.
In front of Violet, there was a huge balance, and at the two ends of the balance, there were two gates standing there, maintaining a wonderful balance.
"Left..."
A voice sounded slowly, it was the voice Violet heard before going to bed.
"The memory on the left is a painful memory, a memory of Etil's despair, and a memory of you hurting her."
"The memory on the right is a happy memory. It is the time when you were together and Etil was happy."
"Where do you want to go? Pick one."
Looking at the two gates in front of her, Violet walked straight towards the gate on the left without thinking.
"Why not go to the right."
Violet replied.
"No reason, I just thought, I should go to the left."
"To experience what she went through, to bear what she suffered, to seek happiness is not true love, but to face pain is true courage."
When Violet stepped into the gate, the world in front of her eyes suddenly turned into boundless darkness, and then Violet's feet suddenly lost support, and she fell down suddenly, and the sense of oppression suddenly rose. As if falling into the deep sea, there is boundless darkness all around, while the light above is gradually drifting away until it disappears completely.
Violet slowly closed her eyes. After an unknown amount of time, a raging fire suddenly ignited around her. A figure stood in the fire. Violet took a closer look, and everything around her gradually became familiar and clear. .
"Etil...sir..."
In a tent in the distance, a small person was standing on a chair to debride the wound of a patient. Violet knew that at this time, malaria was rampant in the military camp at that time, and there were almost no medical resources available. Here, there is only Atil as a doctor.
"Sir!!!!"
Violet trotted towards Adele!Suddenly he was yelled at by the other party!
"Why are you here so late! Where are the medicines!"
Violet looked at herself. What she was wearing was no longer her doll's clothes, but a military uniform, with a small medical kit in her hand. When she spoke, she found that her voice was Hoarse and calm, Violet found that her consciousness seemed to be among the people around Adele, and now she was a male assistant beside Adele.
"To you."
Handing the medical kit to Adele, Violet sat on the side, staring at Adele, the thirteen or fourteen-year-old Adele in front of her made Violet stare at him for too long …
Violet's eyes gradually became gentle, loving, and admiring, and the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, even looking stupid.
"What are you laughing at? Go out when you have nothing to do. There are infectious diseases here."
Seemingly noticing Violet's gaze, Adele tidied up the rags on her face. She gave all the masks to others, and all the masks she used were rags dipped in alcohol.
"But, if there is an infectious disease here... sir..."
"I'll be fine, I'm different from you."
Adele waved at Violet.
"Get out now."
Violet stood up, looked at the person in front of her, her eyes were solemn, and her expression gradually became serious.
"Do not......"
Violet said solemnly.
"You are like us."
"It's just... just like us..."
Don't hold on just because you have strength... Violet never dared to say these words.Suddenly!Turning his gaze, the scene in front of him changed at some point. At this time, the surroundings had already entered the night. Violet raised his hand. He was still a male soldier. He looked into the distance and saw Adele Making a sandwich for a soldier girl covered in dirt and blood.
"Isn't that me?"
Violet will never forget that familiar sandwich stuffed with pork.
After eating the sandwich, Adele was alone in her tent, and Violet also slowly lurked around the tent. When she was about to go in, there was suddenly the sound of splashing water inside.
It’s really been a long time since we saw each other. Violet seems to have forgotten that she is a male soldier. When she heard Adele’s bathing sound, she didn’t stop her feet. Just as she was about to go in, she suddenly came from A voice came from behind.
"Hey buddy, are you here to peek too?"
Violet turned her head, and found that she was followed by several soldiers, who were stretching their necks vigorously, trying to peek inside!Violet became angry in an instant, and just as she was about to raise her fist, a strong killing intent suddenly struck. A petite figure came over like a ghost, and several soldiers, including Violet, were all killed. He fell to the ground with a heavy fist.
by your side
What does it feel like to be punched down by yourself.
Very contradictory.
Contradictory, now is Violet's thoughts at this moment, looking at the blond girl in front of her, the blood-soaked war doll with the breath of death.When the other soldiers saw the girl's appearance and her terrifying killing aura, they ran away in fear, but Violet didn't run away, but sat up slowly.
"Ah..."
"It is you......"
Even if the girl in front of her is as terrifying as a god of death, how can she be afraid of herself?
"You still haven't changed, you have failed as always, like a cold-blooded prop that can only hurt those who love you."
"I've wanted to talk to you for a long time."
"Although I know this is a dream, you didn't even feel any pain when you punched me just now."
Violet stared straight at the girl in front of her, her past self, haunting her like a nightmare, always reminding her of the sins she committed.
"You know, I don't regret it every day."
"Just looking back and remembering that...young, ignorant, terribly wrong self, I want to talk to you, to reason with you, to tell you what is right and what is wrong, I I’ve been thinking that way for years.”
"But I can't, I can't really stand in front of you, but I dream of you now."
"The props of the past have gone away, leaving me now, a lost soul, my lover has left, and there is only endless loneliness in my eyes."
"And now you are thinking about guarding something, heh... how ironic."
Violet didn't intend to continue talking, she knew that to the girl in front of her, she must be just a strange soldier running around the train, but Violet was very angry, seeing her past self, she was very angry.
The emotion that was about to surge made her stand up and pose her fighting posture to the girl in front of her. At this time, the emotionless war machine also assumed the same posture. The two faced each other, just as Val When Lite stepped forward and wanted to punch the opponent in the face, the surrounding environment changed again.
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