You're not a serious magical girl, are you?

She abstained.

*

It was sunny in the afternoon.

Just last night, Heijiang told the incubator that he would make a wish today.

At this time, Heijiang was not in a hurry to make a wish, and the incubator did not rush.

From the moment Heijiang carried it onto the commercial street, it showed that this was not the time to make a wish.

If you really want to make a wish, Heijiang will definitely consciously follow it to a hidden place.

"Do you want to buy some takoyaki?"

The incubator walked behind and saw through Heijiang's destination at once.

"Ah."

As far as personal habits are concerned, Heijiang often queues up in front of the mobile car for takoyaki. Although her life has undergone many changes recently, the habit of going to the takoyaki stall to buy takoyaki still remains.

This is also the reason for the incubator's identification at a glance. During these days of getting along, it has seen too much.

"Heijiang doesn't like eating takoyaki very much, does he? Every time I watch Heijiang eat it, it's like that. He doesn't have any expression on his face, and he doesn't think it's particularly delicious, right?"

On this point, Heijiang did not deny it.

"The taste is not bad, it's really not good to say how delicious it is."

She just likes to watch the making process of takoyaki.

The empty cream-colored liquid swirled around on the electric baking pan, taking shape continuously during the rotation, and finally became a clear and distinct shape.

She likes to watch this process, but she also seems to be thinking while watching - can she become a clear person herself?

Heijiang didn't know how many times she had thought about this question, but this should be the last time.

"At the beginning, Heijiang was pursuing this. It seems to be pretty good to end with this?"

Heijiang stabbed a takoyaki, thought for a while, and fed it to the hatchling on his lap.

"Thank you~"

The existence of telepathy is convenient, and it will not cause her to attract strange looks from others.

The incubator took a bite of the takoyaki, and the sound was still clear while eating.

"But in detail, Heijiang is really not conscious at all."

"Ok?"

"Because in my eyes, Heijiang has been a very clear person since a long time ago."

"...?"

"Yes, Heijiang, what do you think a clear person looks like?"

a clear person?

"Understand what you like, understand where you are heading... something like that?"

Heijiang's voice seemed a bit lacking in confidence, but the incubator didn't laugh at it, but calmly wagged his tail and slowly enlightened:

"Clear enough determination, unwavering strength, to make a choice, and to take responsibility for it...that's what needs to be added."

Is that so?

Heijiang nodded.

"Then Heijiang in my eyes is almost like this."

"Heijiang has been pursuing a clear self, and just as Heijiang expected, in the constant pursuit, Heijiang finally became clear."

The little white beast was reflected in the girl's pupils, like a mirror reflecting it.

"Heijiang has someone she likes and a direction she wants to move forward. At the same time, she dares to make decisions, go against other people's suggestions, and even dare to be a bad boy blatantly, ignoring club activities all day long because of what she calls Ueno classmates. , running around."

"Then, after knowing the truth about the magical girl, you still dare to come to me and make a wish..."

As he spoke, Heijiang's face gradually turned red.

"Chu, Kewpie?"

Are you talking about serious things?Why are you criticizing her again?

"This is a very serious thing. In fact, when Hei Jiang began to look forward to and tried to get closer to him, he was already what he yearned for."

Chasing the light, gradually being soaked by the light, and finally found his own outline.

"This is your story, Heijiang, you have already made many choices, whether it is to follow in the footsteps of Abei, or accept the truth of the magical girl, these are your decisions."

The girl who is afraid of making a decision, makes her choice again and again among the options, and she moves towards the light of her vision bit by bit, all of which originate from her own will.

The incubator will only listen to her troubles, but will not help her make decisions.

"Just like now, Heijiang, you came to me after you had already made up your wish, instead of asking me to discuss your wish. After you have expressed your position like this, do you really think that you are not clear enough in your subconscious?"

It jumped off Heijiang's lap.

"In the eyes of others, Heijiang is already clear enough, then the rest is beyond the interference of others, but for Heijiang to recognize your own heart."

Although he has no feelings, this little guy is completely qualified to do psychological counseling. Just this cute little mouth has fooled countless magical girls.

"So, Heijiang, what is your wish?"

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She's already a clear enough person.

Heijiang was a little absent-minded for a while.

She has sought answers to her questions more than once, asking her family, classmates, teachers... She always pays attention to what other people think of Heijiang, and occasionally asks for advice, but no one has ever told her that.

Know what you like and what you want to do.

The girl seemed to have realized something.

That was her wish.

"That's right, wish—this is a once-in-a-lifetime chance to make a wish. Make a wish and become a magical girl."

The incubator nodded, and the breeze blew past, lifting the hair in front of the girl.

"Heijiang, you also know the truth about magical girls. Becoming a magical girl not only means fighting the witch, but also bears the curse of despair."

In view of Hei Jiang's knowledge of the truth about the magical girl, the incubator did not hide too much at this time, and even deliberately mentioned it, as if trying to scare Hei Jiang away.

However, this is an illusion.

Sometimes it is appropriate to mention a little cruel consequence, but it will stimulate the faith in the girl's heart.

Because, she didn't become a magical girl for herself, she was chasing that bright brilliance and facing the abyss directly.

"Abei can help the magical girl purify the filth of the soul gem, but the burden of becoming a witch is always there. Heijiang also knows that Abei has a lot of things to deal with now, right? It is impossible for him to stay with Heijiang all the time. "

"Becoming a magical girl is not a fairy tale that will have a happy ending. Heijiang has to understand this before making a wish."

She understands.

Becoming a magical girl meant many risks, and it was these risks that led to her silence for more than ten days.

She is always thinking, and often feels afraid. When she thinks of going to the gambling table with her life as a bargaining chip, she always carries a faint uneasiness.

"However, Ueno-san is like this... just keep going forward."

In the conversation with the incubator, in the process of watching Ueno's back, she gradually understood.

"Some things always need people to do."

Familiar, witch...

Every day, they are active in every corner of the world.

When she reads, when she eats, when she sleeps.

In a certain corner of the world, would someone... be quietly killed by the witch?

When I think about it like this, I feel a sense of uneasiness in my heart.

At this time, only thinking about the appearance of Ueno-san can gradually calm down.

Yes, although the world is dangerous and cruel, there will always be someone who stands up and guards the happiness of others.

After being rescued by Ueno, and in contact with Ueno, wasn't that the first thing she thought of?

She also wants to learn from Ueno, embark on the right path, and become a person who protects the happiness of others.

"But it sounds like the prerequisites have changed. At that time, Heijiang wanted to become a clear person, so he tried to find a 'right direction'? But now Heijiang, the reason to move forward It's not the same anymore."

Well... it's different.

Heijiang lowered his head and put the last piece of takoyaki into his mouth.

Chewing, it is still a familiar flavor.

"Because... Heijiang is not Abei. Abei's beliefs are very lofty, but those are Abei's beliefs, not Heijiang's. Heijiang is just an ordinary girl who is slightly confused. If you take Abei's beliefs as your own Faith, you will soon feel frustrated because of the unequal harvest and effort.”

Heijiang is a more "selfish" person.

No matter how noble the reason is, it should not be burdened by a confused girl.

She is only suitable for doing what she wants to do... It doesn't have to be lofty, it might even be small, it's just a teenager's troubles in adolescence, but it's definitely what she expects.

The takoyaki in the box was empty, the girl closed the box and threw it into the trash can beside it.

She picked up the hatcher and started walking towards a park with fewer pedestrians.

"Ueno-san is still fighting the witch. I'm small, so I may not be able to keep up with Ueno-san... But I still hope to help him. At least, I don't want to see him alone anymore."

This is a very willful decision.

If the original reason was still utterable, then the reason for her fighting now...it would make people blush with embarrassment.

For a hazy unrequited love, he put his life on the balance of fate to be weighed.

If she is not careful, she may usher in the end of death.

Is it worth it?

If you ask your family, friends, and teachers, you will definitely get an answer of "not worth it", right?

Maybe everyone will do everything possible to dissuade her... Even if Ueno-san finds out, will he persuade her too?

……No way?After all, her wish is related to Ueno-san, and it would be too sad if she was dissuaded.

However, even if it is a wish that she does not know is right or wrong, even if it is a wish that will be opposed by others, it is her own decision.

It's not an insignificant decision like what flavor to choose for ice cream, but a more important decision that concerns her future and destiny.

That small expectation determined by "Heijiang".

Compared with the heavy fate that she will bear, her wish is really simple and insignificant.

Then, my lord, I will no longer pray to you how to choose something that has already been decided.

Now I just hope... Lord God, can you bless her for the sake of praying so many times?

Ah, isn't this disrespectful to the gods?

Hug, sorry.

"But as long as you have this kind of heart, it seems that anything can be done."

Finally, the girl stood still and found her home in the bright afternoon sun.

"I've figured it out, Cupid."

There was no one around, only the breeze blew gently, and the leaves made a rustling sound, but it was crisp and sweet, as if celebrating the girl's determination.

In front of the white alien creature, the black-haired ball-headed girl nodded slightly and closed her eyes.

"bring it on."

"Okay, tell me your wish, Heijiang."

Although it already knew the girl's wish, in this link of making a wish, it still had to go through the procedures that should be followed.