You're not a serious magical girl, are you?

Do you really trust her like that?Believe that she can still be enthusiastic and selfless after encountering such a tortuous fate?

--Never!

She loves the universe because she only has the universe left, and the universe has given her spiritual freedom and spiritual sustenance.

But those strangers...who are they?

Hmph, she still thinks they are wasting her time when talking to her!

And use this reason to motivate her father, and even say "I will give you a gift first".

"Then, Dad said that in return, he could give me a gift."

"Then what gift do you want?"

"I want to go home, I want to eat with my parents, I want to sleep with my parents...I want to be free."

Such a request was, of course, denied.

"My lord father said that it is not enough now, let me wait patiently... Really, I have heard enough of this kind of words. If you can't keep your promise from the beginning, why ask me?"

Do you think she'll want a new teddy bear?

Do you think she wants a hug from her father?

Keep saying "the future is the future", isn't this just drawing an unattainable pie for her?

Her future...can she really reach such a distant place?

She knows it!All know!The most annoying thing is painting cakes!Tell others about that kind of trick, why tell her?

Gradually, I became restless, even irritable.

"The food in the hospital tastes so bland, and I'm so tired of eating it, I don't want to eat it for a long time."

"I don't want to stay in the hospital anymore. Although I'm sorry for you and Yinmeng, I want to go home. Life in the hospital can only be regarded as a kind of joy among hardships. Even precious memories are just self-entertainment in a desperate situation."

The contradiction in her heart is serious.

Ueno Kita had conjectured, but when she really faced Satomi Toka's appeal, she found that the resentment accumulated in her heart had already been deeply rooted.

What's more terrible is that Satomi Toka is really not wrong - she is just standing in her perspective, longing for the freedom of life.

"You're young, but the things you think about are so complicated, little Denghua."

Ueno Kita pressed the top of Satomi Toka's head, and found that the girl followed the trend and fell into his arms, holding his clothes tightly with her small hands, holding him tightly.

In fact, he is not very good at comforting people, but it is difficult for him to agree to do nothing.

"It's not complicated, you just need to use your brain to think of it, this kind of thing is too much!"

"Then leave the others alone."

The mind controls the magic power, and the ribbon is attached to the remote control, completely turning off the TV screen with only the picture left.

Ueno Kita pulled the quilt and lay down on the bed with the little girl in his arms.

He looked up at the ceiling, his tone gradually slowing down.

"A self-willed and self-willed person like me can only say such irresponsible words. I am not a good person who will work hard for the happiness of everyone, and you don't care about Denghua, right? Then Don't think about strangers, and don't care whether they are happy or not."

As he said that, he also smiled helplessly.

"Besides, there are many times when we are actually just worrying about it. In fact, in the eyes of others, we are not as important as we imagined. They are a group of strangers to you, and you are just a group of strangers to them. Strange passerby, this situation has nothing to do with whether you are a genius or not."

Ueno Kita patted the little guy on the back, they were so close that he could even feel the slight ups and downs of her body when she breathed.

"So, ahem, what I'm going to say next may be a bit evil, so you can choose to listen to Denghua."

"Is big brother going to tell me about the unknown dark side?"

"Yeah, yeah, you know all of this, and from now on, we will be good confidants who talk to each other... The dark side in our hearts is also the best way to understand each other, um, as long as you don't think I'm insidious. "

Ueno Kita noticed that Touka Satomi moved slightly, as if she was pushing closer to him.

He couldn't help laughing a little dumbfounded.

"As for me, I am a selfish person who only cares about those around me."

Accompanied by his words, Satomi Toka and Grandma fell silent.

"I have never changed—even though I know that there is still injustice in this world, even if I know that many people in this world are living in dire straits, even if I know that I have the power to change those tragic situations."

"However, I will ignore the tragedies of others far away because of the happiness of those around me. When I wake up every morning and see the happy smiles of the people around me, I will be filled with joy. Whenever I think of their happiness, I will Forget about the misfortune that is happening in other corners of the world, as long as they live happily in this world, I will selfishly and arbitrarily identify the world as a world full of laughter and laughter."

"I have never changed, nor have I longed to change. Taking responsibility is not all a good thing. I don't want to be the savior of the world, and I am more worried that being surrounded by people will affect the lives of those around me. In the end-I just want to be selfish. Keeping the peaceful life that belongs to me and the people around me, for them, the tragedies that don’t happen to them in the world seem to be less worthy of grief.”

"Will you be disappointed? The big brother who seems gentle and considerate is actually such a selfish ghost who blindfolds himself and is willing to indulge in selfish happiness?"

Ueno Kita looked up at the ceiling, and the corners of his mouth gradually curled up as he spoke.

Yes, this is him.

He is not a born saint, let alone a savior with all human beings in his heart.

He is just an ordinary middle school student who is not very mature.

"Denghua, I don't mind sharing my care with strangers, as long as they have to appear in front of me. I will not take the initiative to find people who need help, because there are so many sufferings in the world, and I can't help them all. Even if you are exhausted to death, you can't help one out of ten million."

"So, I prefer to pay more attention to my friends and family around me... They are the happiness I yearn for. As long as they are there, I can find light in the dark world."

Ueno Kita slowly let go of the little guy in his arms, and hugged her so that the back of her head could rest on the pillow.

At this point, the eyes of the two are parallel.

"If it has never been given, then decide it according to your mood."

"But Denghua, you can't be a ruthless person, can you? Just look at you and Yinmeng. Our Denghua is actually a person who cares about his family and friends... If that's the case, let's take the stranger from the stranger. Put a portion of the tenderness you save on the people around you."

Is it because he focuses his eyes on his family and friends that he is so gentle?

Li Jian Deng Hua stared at him blankly, and then murmured after a while.

"Big brother is also lying..."

"Uh cough cough......?"

"That's not selfish..."

How can he be selfish who attaches so much importance to the people around him?

Ah, why demean yourself like that?

Obviously so gentle... so gentle that it is so dazzling.

"As for the freedom you want for Denghua... I can't say, but do you think your father loves you?"

In fact, from the perspective of Ueno Kita, he may not agree with Denghua's father's previous point of view, but later Denghua's father refuses her request... This is actually quite normal.

It was precisely because of his love for his daughter that it was impossible for him to let Li Jian Denghua leave the hospital.

Everyone has a complicated side, and the same is true of Tonoka's father. What kind of image he has in Satomi Toka's heart is something that only Satomi Toka knows.

Discredit casually?

It is recommended not to do that, as it can be seen that Satomi Toka still respects and loves her parents.

Look, Satomi Toka nodded as expected.

"Of course he loves me. The person who robbed me was not my father. My father is not a bad person. He also wanted me to be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible."

What she is really upset about is her fate and encounter.

At this time, Satomi Touka blinked, wiped away the tears that were faintly visible at the corners of her eyes, looked at Ueno Kita for a long time, and then opened her mouth a little nervously.

"Then big brother... can I be treated tenderly by you, the people around me?"

This kind of thing...

Ueno Kita scratched his hair and asked with a smile:

"Denghua, do you remember how long we have known each other?"

Hearing this, the nervous expression on Satomi Toka's face deepened.

"Haha, it doesn't seem to be very long... But the time of acquaintance is actually meaningless, as long as the distance between the hearts is close enough, and the understanding of each other is deep enough... I think, the connection between each other is born in this way."

Ueno Kita pointed to his heart.

"So, my answer—of course it is."

"Haven't you always been curious about me before? Then let me admit it once."

"In this world, I know very few people. If a person's existence should be determined by the gaze of others, then there is no doubt that you are one of the people who have confirmed my existence. And if you say My life will have a new beginning in this world, and the starting point of that story must be you."

"I want to treat you as family members... Although it sounds a bit inexplicable, and I don't know if you can understand it, but this is my heart."

Ueno Kita stretched out his hand, pinched the little girl's chubby face, and couldn't help smiling as he admired the slightly red expression on her cheeks.

"Really? Big brother treats me so tenderly... I seem to understand a little bit."

Satomi Toka was shy, but she didn't seem to be completely shy.

She took Ueno Kita's palm and placed it on her heart.

Feeling the girl's slightly rapid breathing, it seems that she can comprehend the girl's mood from it.

"If gentle people are like big brothers, then I'm yearning too...I can understand your mood at the moment, big brother, and the tenderness that belongs to big brothers."

Ueno Kita blinked and also looked at her.

"If big brother is willing to share his gentleness with me, then I can also become a gentle person?"

Seemingly aware of Ueno Kita's slight confusion, she closed her eyes and said slowly.

"Big brother has given me a lot, the gift of going out, and the freedom I want to experience the most... The giving and the reward should be equivalent, so I should return the same thing to my big brother."

"However, it's amazing...After listening to what big brother said, I don't want to look at you from this angle...I want to share my tenderness with you, but it's not because you gave me Gifts and freedom, so I have to give you back, but because that's what my heart wants, I want to love you as I love the stars and the universe."

……universe?

She looked at Ueno Kita with a smile, as if she had read his heart at this moment.

"Well, the universe."

He is a unique and magnificent existence like the universe.

"Really, it would be great if big brother was really my family... Huh, the brain cells are overheated, and it seems that he said something strange? Then, big brother, can you understand?"

"Well, I can understand. It seems that our ideas are quite similar."

"Yes~ Ah~ Then, can I shout like this——"

Satomi Toka lowered her eyes slightly, and soon looked expectantly at Ueno Kita again.

"Brother?"

Her world is always small and cold, and the time she spends is always so dark and long.

Only when you get along with him, you will be surprised that time flies so fast, like fine sand is constantly flowing from your hands, no matter how tightly you hold it, you can't hold it back.

The narrow and cold world has been quietly extended in this way, and it is this emotion that brings such an extension to the world and makes the passage of time less monotonous and boring.

Thinking, reminiscing, retaining, even if it overheats the brain cells.

Please share your tenderness with her.

That will become a tenderness that belongs to her alone.

Then, relying on this gentleness, she can also become gentle.

Chapter 085 See Who Envies Who [Subtle]

His sleep is still spent in dreams.

The first half was still lost in the memory corridors of the girls, but it seemed that in the second half of the night, the outside body suddenly sank, and his dream gradually distorted, turning into something completely irrelevant to before.

He dreamed that there was a heavy koala hanging on his body, but he couldn't see clearly.