Captured alive by the devil, I would rather die than submit

"Honey."

"Don't call me honey, what the hell are you guys... um!"

Goloy jumped up suddenly, threw himself on me, and pinned me on the bed.

"You, what are you doing all of a sudden! You're paying back at this time!"

"Thank you, dear." Before I could react, Goloy bent down with a gentle smile and kissed me on the cheek. "I'm really worried. I'm worried that you will choose to stand with Belegia. I'm sorry... Those proposals just now were just a joke to you, don't mind."

Just kidding... Listening to Goloy whispering in my ear like this, the mood in my heart seems to have become more complicated, and it is not just as simple as anger.

"Are you kidding... You, are you saying that you don't trust me... Are you testing me?"

Test who I would choose between Belegia and him.

"Don't get me wrong, I'm just... how should I put it, don't trust yourself, and I have to admit that Belegia seems to be a little better than me."

Goloy's expression looked a little helpless, although he wanted to surpass anyone, but he couldn't do anything to his other self.

"It's not just Belegia. It should be said that I have never trusted myself. There have been too many things recently... I have such cowardly thoughts... I also know that I am not good, but I just..."

"..."

"In short, don't worry, Lipatia, what I said just now was to test you, I hope you don't get angry, I absolutely believe in you emotionally, but other aspects... It's not that you will betray me, but Lipatia Ya is too pure, and the devil is too cunning, I'm afraid you will lose your way."

"With you here, where can I get lost, bastard devil."

Goloy smiled, looking a little tired but at ease, as if a certain uneasiness in his heart had been put down temporarily.

"You said to go to Enwei, that's right, Enwei's matter is quite important, and we need to complete it immediately, so... I have already decided."

"It's decided... what?"

"You, Belegia and Lasevier go to Envi, while I stay in Satan City."

Hearing Goloy's words, the first feeling in my heart was similar to that just now, it was a little dazed, as if I heard some kind of illusory vocabulary.

"You... want to stay?"

"Yeah, the current situation is like this, how can I leave Satan City, Mammon... I'm afraid Dipalona has also found a lobbyist, it's all expected, but the point is, I have to sit in the city now Satan City, respond to emergencies at any time."

"But, but if this is the case... wouldn't it mean that I have to solve these problems alone?"

When I heard that Goloy said that he would not go with me, why...why was I so anxious, what was I afraid of, was I not willing to go with Goloy?No way, it's too stupid, are you worried that you can't do well?

But to the devil, do I have such a strong sense of responsibility?

"If it's Lipatia, there must be no problem. After all, she is the king's magic girl, and she must be stronger and more cunning than a woman like Zekui."

"Don't treat me like a devil, don't you have any other choice?"

"Lipatia thinks...do you have any other options?" Goloy asked softly.

"This one……"

"No, it doesn't matter, my dear, I expected this a long time ago. Rather, I thought of it from the very beginning. Under the current situation, it is best to let Belegia go with you. If you just go to Envi, she can show the existence of the Demon King without threatening my power, and she can also avoid people's eyes and ears. How good it is."

Goloy was right. Letting Belegia go with me was indeed a good choice. If she stayed in Satan City, Belegia might use the power of the Demon King to plan something for herself, but if she went to Envi, Belegia would fulfill the duties of the Demon King without threatening Goloy's throne, because she had no way to do that.

If you look at it this way...

"You..." I turned my head to the side, my cheeks were a little hot, my shoulders were slightly tightened, my hands were slightly clenched on my chest, and I whispered. "Are you so relieved that I will go with Belegia..."

"Don't worry, do you mean...that aspect?"

"..."

"Oh, my wife is actually jealous."

"certainly not……"

I don't know exactly how, but what am I longing for?Is it the desire for what Goloy can do to me? I know it. I hope that Goloy will cherish me. This is a wrong mood, but it exists. I hope he can show that kind of jealousy... Come on Prove that you value me.

I clearly know that he doesn't mean that, and I know it rationally, but I have this feeling of inferiority in my heart... I feel that his desire for me and the importance he has for me have faded...

"I'm relieved, I'm very relieved that you will go with Belegia."

"..."

Is it really so...

At this time, Goloy bent down again, and this time he completely wrapped my body around me and pressed against me.

"But it's not because I believe in Belegia, but because I believe in you, Lipatia. I believe that you are a pure angel, so there will be no problem."

"It sounds nice..."

"Although Belegia is a woman, I think it is possible for her to attack Lipatia... After all, she loves you as much as I do."

"you……"

"Just kidding, kidding, that guy doesn't have the guts to do anything to you, after all, she knows very well that you are a pure angel, and you will never allow the devil to do whatever you want."

This guy really knows what I like to hear... as much as I know him.

"So, it doesn't matter... My dear, your words will definitely succeed, and I will give you the future of hell."

"This is too heavy..."

Goloy leaned his face against my chest, breathed out reassuringly, put his left arm around my waist, and slid his right hand down against the outside of my thigh.

"Hey, my dear... please satisfy me a little bit."

"not good."

"Don't be so cold, we're going to be separated for a while, right? Then... leave me a little thought, it's also to prevent me from being unable to resist being with other women..."

"Are you threatening me?"

"No, I don't want to betray you dear, so..."

I tried my best not to let Goloy see my expression, maybe my cheeks were completely flushed, and my heart was beating violently. Goloy's touch not only stimulated me physically, but also made me Feeling his love for me in the soul is a kind of comfortable feeling, and it will be immersed in the soul and turn into a certain pleasure/feeling.

Perhaps for angels, this is a taboo, but...

"What do you want..." I asked tremblingly.

"I won't touch your place, but other places, please satisfy me a little bit."

"As you please..."

Goloy smiled, then straightened up, moved his position upwards, then straightened my face with his hands, lowered his head and kissed my lips.

"I love you, Lipatia. Without you, I would rather not be this devil king, so... please, help me, Lord Angel."

Chapter 69. Queen and Mother Alone (1)

What is maternal love is very simple. Maternal love is a kind of hope and a kind of support for weak people.

Babies are very troublesome and useless things, but who doesn’t come from babies, including this king, who was also weak at one time, and the one who protected me at that time was this succubus “girl” with the appearance and body shape of a five- or six-year-old girl in front of me.

"Gola... Ah, Belegia... Well, what do you want me to call you?" Mom stood behind me on a stool, holding my long hair that was scattered behind my head with her small hands, and gently combed it for me.

"It's all right." I said with a smile. "As long as mom is happy, you can call me anything."

"Oh, that's it, let's call you Gora." My mother also tilted her head, and responded to me with a smile from the mirror.

Yes, my mood is quite calm, not just calm, but gradually becoming a little weak and incompetent, in other words, I lost all the ability to be independent, and gradually degenerated into a baby.

I have always been curious about where Goloy's serious Oedipus complex came from, or where my serious Oedipus complex came from.

I have always been confused. This king is the most powerful individual in hell. There is no one in hell who is stronger than me. If so, why does this king want to rely on a weak succubus that I can easily kill?

Maybe it's because this woman is the only one who is willing to love me unconditionally in this cruel and cruel hell where all relationships have become cold.

"You seem very happy," I said.

"Yeah, because I suddenly had a daughter, it's really a wonderful feeling as a mother."

"Daughter... isn't there already Agatina?" The image of the arrogant and crazy sister automatically appeared in my mind. Although I was split from the male Goloy, we have the same Values, same personality, even same sex/orientation.

Therefore, I don't have any other views on Agadina beyond Goloy's own values. She is still a wayward sister whom I love and love.

"Agadina...that child has been doing well recently." Mom said while combing my hair. "Gola and Agadina have quite different personalities. Agadina prefers to rely on me, while Gora is more... independent, maybe it's because he's a boy."

Am I... independent? I don't feel anything about myself. Until now, I still love my mother.

"I also imagined what would happen if Gora was a girl, would she be the same as Agadina? Now it seems...it seems to be different."

"I don't think there is any difference. We are all descendants of the Lucifer family, mother's children."

"Yeah..." The smile on the mother's face became more mature, even though it was a child's body, the slightly worried and helpless mood belonged only to a mother. "But as a mother, it's natural to be happy when I suddenly have a child, and she's such a beautiful child."

"Mom can see me as the result of Goloi's simple gender flip, and don't have to see me as another person." I said this to my mother, and I was also worried that she would treat me as someone else, but in fact I wanted to She knew that I was Goloy and nothing else.

"Oh...it's a bit difficult, but mom will do her best." After finishing speaking, mom fell silent and continued to comb my hair. "Gora's hair is so black and soft, it's exactly like my mother's."

"Really, I don't feel much. When I was a man, my hair wasn't very long, so I didn't care too much."

"This long black hair is my mother's pride as a succubus. Fortunately, both you and Agadina have inherited this from my mother."

I raised my hand and touched my hair lightly. Although my mother said so, I still didn't feel much. This may be what human beings call "I don't know the blessing when I am blessed".

"By the way, Mom, don't you...don't want to ask?"

"what?"

"Just asking... about my situation, such as what happened when we split up..." My voice became weaker and weaker, and the last few words could hardly be heard clearly.

"There's nothing to ask. Didn't Little Lipa explain everything? It's enough to know the general idea. There's no need to know too much about the specifics."

"Is that so..."

I feel a little lost, I hope my mother can ask me more, I hope my mother can care about me more, because my mother doesn't care about my strength, and I am a king with unlimited power in the eyes of others, no one would think that the devil also needs to be loved, everyone seems to think that being a king should be a life of wine and meat, as long as there are countless money and women are enough.

But what I pursue is the life and status of gods, and gods don’t need gold, silver, treasures, or women. What gods have is the supreme “beauty” at the apex.

In this unexamined hell, only the mother who gave birth can find this incomplete beauty, which is the harmony of life and the secret of the Creator.

"In fact, I have always wanted to ask my mother a question..."

"what?"

I took a deep breath, calmed down my mood, and kept telling myself to keep calm and not be swayed by manic emotions.

"If... I was a girl, if I was born a girl, would my mother like me more?"

"No." Mom answered cleanly.

Is that so, is that so, I understand.

Am I sad?Of course, of course I would feel sad. Would I still be happy to hear my mother say this?But as a demon king, I won't be defeated just like that, I have the most powerful soul in hell.

"That's right." I said calmly.

My mother put down my hair, looking quite disappointed, she hung her head, then jumped to the ground, walked slowly to my side, put the comb on the dressing table and took my hand.

"Because...the mistakes my mother made to Gora have nothing to do with gender."

"What, what does this mean?" I was a little confused by my mother's behavior.

Mom fell silent again, and didn't speak for a long time, but it wasn't that she didn't intend to say something at all, but she seemed to be hesitant to speak, and swallowed the words back.

I immediately understood what my mother meant. No, it seems arrogant and abrupt to say this. How can I tell anyone that I have seen the deepest thoughts of the descendants of Asmodeus, even if it is my mother. For a succubus with a charming appearance, this kind of statement is an insult.

What I want to say is that I understand that my mother came to me from the beginning for some purpose other than to praise my body.

I gave my mother enough time to be silent, to think, and finally to make up my mind. During this period, I didn't say a word, and kept a very rational silence.

But even so, when my mother spoke, what I heard was a sentence that surpassed my rational understanding and acceptance, and made my thoughts suddenly flustered.

"Actually, mom also knows that when you were young, mom didn't love you enough." Mom held one of my hands with two small hands. Although I am a woman, my hand is not too big, but compared with mine, my mother To appear more petite and weak.

Chapter 70. The Queen and Mother's Alone (2) (Belegia)

She held my hand gently against her cheek.

"I hope Gora can forgive me... I don't know what to say. Although you say you are Gora, it's really hard for me to treat you as Gora."

"Mother……"