Captured alive by the devil, I would rather die than submit

I stood in front of the table, staring at the bright diamond necklace, and my mind was unavoidably depressed again. Thoughts of thinking began to circle in my heart, hesitating, and more worried. Although I couldn't fall asleep, my body felt powerless, and I had to put my hands on the table.

The lips trembled uncontrollably when they opened slightly, so they had to hold their breath, not daring to move. For a moment, the whole person became so fragile.

After taking a deep breath, I gently brushed my long hanging hair behind my shoulders, and stretched out my hand to prepare to inject the magic source and activate the communication network.

But just as my fingers were about to touch the diamond, the dark purple necklace suddenly flickered, as if responding to the silver celestial light.My hand was in mid-air, and the flash of the diamond meant that another person with a matching device was looking for me.

After two or three seconds, I came back to my senses and activated the communication network, and the illusory figure of Goloy suddenly appeared in front of me.

"You responded really quickly... I originally thought that you would still answer my messages at such a late hour."

The Goloi under the influence of the diamond and the demon king in my memory have once again become a reality. However, compared with the Goloi in my impression, the momentum and majesty, casualness and cunning, which were originally his label-like personality components, were not seen in the demon king in front of me.

Goloy was still wearing his usual uniform. Although he had a smile on his face, he looked extremely haggard and tired.

"You haven't changed your clothes so late... Is something wrong?" I asked worriedly.

Goloy didn't speak, just stared at me blankly, and wanted to open his mouth several times, but only a breath came out from his slightly dry lips, and then he swallowed the words that came to his mouth, repeated this several times, but still didn't say a word.

I didn't rush him, and I didn't want to make him feel anxious, so I looked at him as softly as possible.

Sitting there, he let out a deep sigh of suffocated breath. Goloy covered his mouth with one hand, and slowly turned his head to the side, looking in other directions and blinking non-stop. His breathing only made people feel more and more heavy.

My worry is self-evident, but at this moment, I respect his self-esteem, and I don't want to bother him with his helplessness. Presumably, he is more depressed than me at this moment, even though I am an angel imprisoned in hell, but at this moment, just this moment, the devil is suffering from hell more than an angel like me.

Finally, after a while, his Adam's apple moved, and then he put down his hand, gently licked his parched lips, looked back, and said to me in a trembling and weak tone: "I really want to You... darling."

Chapter 254. The Only Understanding (Lipatia)

I, did not speak.

Because, I understand.

At this moment, the greatest tenderness to the devil is the angel's silence.

"Heh..." After another long time, Goloy covered his deep purple eyes, smiled weakly, turned his head from side to side, and curled up on the back of the chair at a loss. "I really feel... I'm going to die..."

I have seen the down and out Goloy. It is because he is too arrogant. Lucifer’s bloodline has become a shackle that imprisoned his soul, and once he wants to take it off, he will be required to destroy himself. In this way, he is not only born to be a ruler who is not a devil, but also a lord to others, and he has become the absolute king of his own personality. However, he himself has not realized who he has become a slave to.

Therefore, once the cruel reality kept piercing his body with cold arrows, he would realize that, except for the strength brought by his blood that can destroy others, when he endured destruction from other forces, he was no different from others, they were all so fragile, helpless, and even insignificant.

However, his bloodline will never allow him to make beggings that are beneficial to his own life. If this meaningless dignity must be sacrificed in exchange for his most practical life interests, he will still do so. However, the scenery shown in the eyes of the world is not just the destruction of a powerful force, but also the extremely contrasting submission of the arrogant lord.

But let me say, rather than saying that he has become a slave of his own blood, it is better to say that he has become a slave of the past and old moral traditions.

Therefore, I have seen him looking down and down, but this is the first time I have seen him take the initiative to reveal his timid and humble appearance to me from his soul. It is the first time that he still shows his most vulnerable side in front of me without being a last resort. This is a kind of rare trust, but it also makes me feel uncomfortable looking at his appearance.

This has nothing to do with the relationship between the devil and the angel, or... My mood at the moment is just seeing that the once powerful soul has such a weak side, and the meticulousness of God's creation is reflected in such sadness in my eyes, so it makes me feel uncomfortable.

"I miss you so much..." He kept repeating this sentence, and others didn't know what it meant, but I understood why he did it, even though I didn't know exactly what happened .

"I'm here." I whispered.

"I... am..." Having said that, I also exhaled slowly to relax myself. "I'm by your side."

Trembling, Goloy raised his arm and stretched it towards me, but unfortunately, the phantom of his arm went straight through my body, and in his eyes, I was that illusory image.

"Didn't you find Melika?"

"Ah..." He replied, and then lowered his arms in disappointment. "Mom, I can't find her..."

"why."

Why don't you go to Melika, what you want, Melika can give you more than me, that unconditional love, you know I can understand you, but I don't want to deny that in the whole hell, although only I can explore your soul from a unique angle, Melika, your mother, like me, can give you comfort from another unknown perspective.

Then why, you don't go to her.

Thinking of this, I suddenly realized something, so I frowned slightly and asked, "Is... related to Agadina?"

"My dear, you are really... smart."

"If I'm not wrong, it's not just Agadina, it must be related to Dipalona."

"Have you even guessed this? It seems...you are quite suitable to be the devil king."

"If I become the devil king, why are you going?"

"I...will you be your Magic Girl?"

"When did the dignified descendants of Lucifer start to be willing to suffer this humiliation?"

I didn't directly attack him in a mean and almost insulting way like in the past. Any substantial help would be appreciated.

"However, I can guess that it's also because Dipalona keeps making small moves here... If she wants to come, it's impossible for her to do nothing, but..." I sorted out my words a little. "What did she do to make you hurt like this? Although it has something to do with Agadina, but..."

"Agadina led the succubus army to invade Praed..."

I wondered if I had heard something wrong, but the shocking reaction made Goloy laugh a few times in satisfaction, as if to say in his heart, "Lipatia will still be surprised by this."

"Is this true?"

"yes……"

"But, why... how did Agadina get along with Dipalona, ​​that Agadina..."

That Agadina, who has more pride and personality than Goloy, is willing to cooperate with Dipalona?Not only that, but she still relies on the succubus army to fight against her favorite brother?

I don't understand, what is the logic here, or why is this happening, what is the reason.

"How did this happen, what happened to Grotney?"

"Obviously, no matter what Depalona did, she talked Yazenoran and Agadina away..."

It turns out that, in this way, I can understand Goloy's current state, and I also feel that after suffering such a blow, he is still able to act a little weak and helpless in front of me, and there are no other crazy actions. To be honest, I admire this kind of self-control.

Although it may be difficult for ordinary people to understand, I know how much Goloy attaches importance to Agadina. After all, Goloy let Agadina go. Most people would think it doesn't matter, but this is by no means indifferent. As a demon king, Goloy killed almost all of his clansmen, but for his sister, he risked being caught by others and openly violated Satan's law.

So I knew from then on that Agadina was going to be tricky because she was Goloy's absolute soft spot.

I won't say this to Goloy, but I really regret that I didn't find a chance to kill Agadina.

"But I don't understand. Didn't the Demon King's Legion station most of its troops in Grotney? Then what about Agathina..."

"No, my dear, Agadina simply... betrayed herself to Dipalona, ​​she blatantly chose to cooperate with Dipalona, ​​and led the succubus army directly to Pride , has nothing to do with Grotney anymore, that weak and incompetent Yazenoran... just watched from the sidelines."

What would Goloy think, the sister who hated the succubus the most, the sister he valued the most, sacrificed his dignity and surrendered to the succubus in order to overthrow him today.

I think not only as a demon king, but also as a brother, as a descendant of Lucifer, and all of Goloi's personality, no matter from which aspect, this is a big blow.

But why did he find me?

Are you looking for some military advice from me, how to line up your troops, how to fight your sister on the battlefield.

neither.

I think that no one but me can perceive all his intentions and mental activities for a moment.

"Lipatia...how am I..."

"You did nothing wrong."

I knew what he wanted to ask, so I answered it first.

"What you did was right, but it was precisely because you did what was right that you suffered such suffering and trials."

He was looking to me for acceptance, belonging, unconditional...understanding.

I think, Agadina's behavior made Goloy even look back at the way he came.

When he was the lord before, Agadina was by his side, and then Dipalona fell in love with him again. As Goloy's mother, Melika may be a little trembling, fearing that her son will kill herself, but anyway, I think she is proud.

But now, his former lover has become his biggest enemy, and his beloved sister has become Dipalona's servant, and his mother can only choose to remain silent. In any case, Melika loves Goloy and Agadina. Looking at the fight between the two, Melika may not be able to tell Goloy that he is right.

Then, only I, the angel who is feared and hated by everyone, can give the Demon King what he can't find from any demon at this moment without any hesitation.

Thorough understanding.

"Goloi, I know, you've done nothing wrong."

Chapter 255. So, I Love You (Lipatia)

I kept comforting him, and even I knew that this kind of comfort was even unprincipled by many people, but I couldn’t let the morality and principles in my concept continue to play its role. A kind of emotion that I didn’t expect, maybe it came from hell, maybe it came from my instinct as a woman occupied the ruling high ground of the soul, and began to dominate my body recklessly.

This kind of emotion first announced to me the pity and misery of the devil. It must dilute my angel’s principles and loyalty, but this is only theoretical. In fact, I don’t feel any broken principles. But in the eyes of angels, the pity of the devil is nothing.

Goloy has never been so restrained before, and he himself knows that showing such fatigue in front of angels may result in cruel contempt. At first, he was just like a deer in his hand, tentatively rubbing against my "body", but after receiving my constant affirmation and acquiescence, he let go of his hands and feet, no longer caring about his so-called face or self-esteem, and acted casually.

He told me all his sufferings during this period, a bit like complaining, but more of a doubt about himself.

"Lipatia... You really still think that I should have killed...Agadina."

"Well, I have always thought so, but this is of no reference to you. I am an angel, and to a demon, I am cruel. Killing Agadina, to me as an angel As far as it is concerned, there is no harm at all.”

Goloy readily accepted my frankness. He leaned in front of my phantom, lowered his head and continued to confide to me: "I don't know... I really don't know, sometimes I think, I killed my people, my father, my cousin, my uncle, etc. The first time I killed someone, I killed almost all of my people, but I didn't regret it, even for a moment, because I knew they would destroy the Lucifer family, me and Agatina... But, Now, I don't understand, what did I do wrong, my mother treats me as a monster, Agathina treats me as a traitor, and the people I love the most are starting to hate me..."

I have never felt so sorry for Goloy, I don’t know, I don’t know why, maybe it’s caused by the contrast, but I don’t think it’s all like that, it’s like there’s a rare trace in Goloy’s soul Guangming, in his nature, there should still be something absolute, which I have never seen before.

"What are you thinking, Goloy." My words sounded like a question, but I tried to slow down my tone. "You are a devil, you should understand this truth, right? It's all about benefits. Melika has a lot of worries. As a mother, I think she doesn't want to see her children fight each other. However, she can't say anything because she is also worried about her own safety. She is afraid that if she talks too much, she will..."

"Will I kill you?" Goloy smiled wryly as he spoke. "Yeah, my mother, the mother who loved me the most, now sees me as a monster, a monster through and through. Even though I didn't do anything, she still shaped my image like this...But what can I do? Could I not kill those guys at the time? No, where is my choice? No... Is this fair to me? My mother, is she really fair to me?"

"I don't know, why don't you talk to her."

"What are you talking about? Do you want me to say, am I going to kill Agadina? Do you want me to say, is Agadina going to kill me? Do you want me to tell her that her only two children are going to let go and kill you again?"

"You ask me like this... But, what can I do, Melika will know sooner or later, do you still love her? As your mother, do you still care about her? If so, I think, whether you I have to talk to her about everything and let her know that at least she has a real son."

To be honest, I feel very sad for Melika. She is not an absolute speculator, at least from what I know about her, including some of Goloy’s past stories. She is not a greedy succubus. Although she is a descendant of Asmodeus, she is not dirty.

"If my mother could understand me, she would have understood me a long time ago... Now, why hasn't she mentioned Agadina to me? Although she came with Agadina at the beginning, since then, she has been I never mentioned Agadina again, it was just because I was afraid of me, being feared by my own mother is not a comfortable feeling."

"Then do you think Melika understands Agadina?"

"..."

"Whether she understands you or not, I don't know. Although she insists on telling me, I think she understands, but she also has her own ideas. A mother. At this time, I actually think that she is the same as you. In fact, she has no choice..."

I thought of Belegia and that "His Royal Highness", not just Melika, not just Goloy, but also me, and her, who have no choice.

Instead of continuing to resolve the conflict between Melika and Goloy, I brought the topic to Agadina.

"Agatina is crazy, she is not acting on her own, her personality is no longer a reflection of her own soul, but a reflection of the 'evil' in hell, as the lord of the Lucifer family, she must resist you , this is the path she has to choose, and I think of some people who said that this is probably a 'necessary evil'."

"You mean...Agadina didn't have a choice, did she also have to be forced?"

"Yes."

"Who forced her...who?"

"Hell, in other words, the world is forcing her to do it anyway."

Although Goloy is a little crazy, and some madness can always be heard in his words, his body is still very honest, sitting next to me. If I am really in front of him at this moment, I would like to touch his head with my own hands to help him calm down, instead of just using words to persuade his messy heart.

"What you did was right, Goloy, otherwise I would not have traded with you, let alone do that kind of... emotionally for you... All in all, you have to understand that you may feel that you have done something wrong, but as a son, as an elder brother, I don't care about that, but as a demon king, you are doing the right thing, and you have to continue to do this. Agadina has Agadina's mission, and you have your mission. Agadina's hatred for you just shows that you are right. You are performing the duties of the Demon Lord."

"But... is there any point in doing this..." Goloy raised his head and stared at me blankly. "In the past few days, I have also been thinking about what it means to be a devil king, to unify hell... Yes, this is the goal I set for myself, but if I betray my relatives, no one cares about me, no one understands me, no one... loves me, then even if I unify hell, what will I gain."

"Goloi..."

I was very surprised that the descendant of Lucifer could say these words, which made me see more clearly the light in his heart, which exists, not my illusion, but at the same time, it also made me see that this There seems to be some cowardice and timidity mixed in the light.

Goloy was just a phantom in front of my eyes, but I still raised my hand and stretched it out, as if I wanted to touch something, but the result was naturally in vain. My hand passed through his phantom, and only the feeling of emptiness echoed.

Goloy covered his head in pain, and whispered tremblingly: "If you can't get anything in the end...such a devil...do nothing, I'm tired...Lipatia, I'm really tired. What is the meaning of everything, who am I for, for myself... It is true that I want to rule hell forever, but this principle is actually the same as destroying hell. After awakening the blood of the succubus, my power It is enough to kill all the lords, but what is the use of this, I know it is useless, if the essential problem is not solved, it is just a constant reincarnation... If I put around me, what I once loved and valued Everyone was driven away, killed, and finally sat on the throne, looking at all of this... What is the meaning, what am I for... Who else..."

"I love you."

I didn't even realize it myself. Looking at Goloy's confession, which had almost lost my mind, I blurted it out just like that.

The silver light reflected his phantom, but it set off this shadow clearly, and placed it in front of my eyes, so that I could see clearly. The surprised eyes and deep face stared at me as if they wanted to see through me.

I clenched my fists, frowned, and even gritted my teeth to force myself to speak.

"If you feel that no one understands you, then I tell you, I understand you. If you feel that no one loves you, then I tell you, I love you."

"Lipa... Tia..."

"If what you are looking for is a kind of motivation, then I don't know if I am enough motivation in your eyes for you to face your sister, fight, and destroy everything that stands in the way of unification...Goloi, my soul belongs to God, but my body, no matter how I deny it, it now belongs to you, and your failure will not only end with your personal failure, but also with the bells that will end with my destruction...So, I love you."