Teresan's battle for love

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Looking at such a scene, Rudolph just turned his head back.

The colorless ceiling seems to be telling Rudolph what the symbol should do.

But just like what he told the other party at the time, Rudolph symbolized that he was not ready yet.

She still had some hope left.

During these years as a member of the Teresan Student Union, Rudolph symbolically knew what would happen if there was still a glimmer of hope in his heart.

After all, there are quite a few racehorse girls who ended up in darkness because of such hopes.

Therefore, the Rudolph symbol did not intend to retain hope from the beginning,

She just couldn't let go of the hand that held Hope tightly.

It wasn't until this time that she realized what kind of mentality those racehorse girls were holding on to a sliver of hope and never letting go.

Rudolph was haunted by thoughts that were enough to make people desperate, making her want to walk in front of Yayoi Nature.

【If so, you can let go, that's fine】

Rudolph, who was entangled with those little hopes, thought so

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"I am back!"

Yayoi's natural voice made Mochizuki's speed symbol look up at the clock.

The current time is close to five o'clock, a little later than the previous return time.

Noticing this, Speed Symbol let go of Mochizuki and let her play alone, before Speed Symbol spoke: "Business has improved a lot."

"It's because of the horse girl from before."

"Is that the horse girl you left in the store after my father had to leave because of something in the company?"

"Well, after that day, her father brought a few friends to my place for a meal."

Speaking of this, the expression on Yayoi's face naturally became much better: "Then more and more people come here every day, and then we may have to consider closing the door after we run out of ingredients, or it may take a long time."

"It won't delay you taking care of Mochizuki, will it?"

"will not."

"Hey~ I can bring Mochizuki too..."

"I'm her mother."

"...well, you're right."

Bayi did not have the courage to let go of the straw

It was almost June before Symbol Rudolph finally returned to Treyson College.

She is the same as she was a few months ago, completely unchanged.

However, before returning to Treyson College, Rudolph symbolically notified Sirius in advance.

So when he returned to the student council room again, what Rudolph symbolically saw was the empty student council room.

Looking at the student council room where there was no one there, Rudolph symbolically didn't care. She just walked into the student council room and closed the wooden door.

Going to the chief seat and sitting down, Rudolph symbolically looked at the few documents in front of her, and she knew that Sirius was helping her to process the documents during this time, and there might be Maruzensky and Qianming representatives also processing them.

Sirius's ability to deal with many problems is obviously not strong, and it is impossible for the remaining files to be so clean.

The symbol of Rudolph who thought about it just sighed.

She wanted to say thank you to those two, but...

"They've all been blacklisted, what else are you thinking about?"

After laughing at himself, Rudolph symbolically picked up the documents on the table.

"I missed recruiting this year too. Let's see if I can recruit others next year."

Rudolph who said this began to deal with the documents symbolically.

There are not many files left, so it is easy to deal with.

After processing the final documents, Rudolf took off his glasses: "Next..."

Thinking about such and such things, Rudolph finally leaned back on the chair.

After completely choosing to retire, Rudolph symbolizes that what he needs to do every day is probably to deal with the things that should be dealt with in the student union.

Other than that, there is nothing else.

It is precisely because of this that now she can only lean on the chair, thinking about what to do next.

But, like being attracted by a magnet, Rudolph always thinks of that person.

She knew she wasn't supposed to think about her, it was just, like she told Speed Symbol earlier.

She still can't let it go.

If she could let go of this matter, she might have apologized to the other party long ago, and then...

Maybe you will apply for graduation from Treyson College, and then apply for 20 to 50 years of polar research.

At least in that place, Rudolph symbolizes that he doesn't have to worry about seeing Yayoi Nature again and causing her psychological trauma.

However, the current Rudolph symbol still has not been let go.

She knows that a broken mirror is difficult to recover, and she also understands that it is difficult to recover from overwhelmed water.

But just like a drowning person, even if there is only a straw in front of them without any involvement, they will grab it.

Hope is good.

Hope is dangerous.

For Rudolph,

The tiny ones, like in the dark night, can barely be seen with a telescope,

A hope like the light that can only bloom when a match is polished,

That's why she still can't let go of this matter.

Because she was the one who drowned.

So her sensibility told her that she should not give up any chance.

But she knew that this kind of thing had already lost hope.

So, she wanted to apologize to Yayoi naturally, to apologize face to face, and then go somewhere to spend the rest of her life.

However, she didn't have the courage to give up her hope.

At least the current Luna doesn't have that kind of courage.

After going around again and again, Rudolph finally gave up and went to France to apologize to the other party, and finally opened his eyes again.

At the same time as he opened his eyes, what Rudolph symbolically heard was the ringing of the clock in the student council room.

The continuous sound quickly allowed Rudolph to determine the current time.

"It's four o'clock, it's time to go."

After processing the documents in front of him, Rudolph stood up symbolically.

Now she doesn't have so many responsibilities, and she doesn't have so many things to deal with.

Once the job of the student council president is handed over to others, Rudolph will completely become an ordinary racehorse girl.

So after finishing these things, it is time for Rudolph to return to the dormitory.

Follow the road all the way back to the dormitory.

Pushing open the dormitory door again, what Rudolph symbolically saw was the interior of the dormitory that was completely indistinguishable from a few months ago.

Looking at the situation in the dormitory, the expression on Rudolph's symbolic face changed slightly, and finally he let out a sigh of relief as if he had let go of all the burdens.

Walking to the table by the window, Rudolph symbolized the existence of a thick layer of dust just by rubbing the dustproof cloth with his fingers.

This proves that in the past few months, no one has opened the door of the dormitory at all.

But this is also a matter of course, after all, Rudolph symbolizes that he has no roommates.

So it is only natural that the dormitory will become like this.

Putting up his fingers, looking at the dust on his fingertips, Rudolph symbolized that the expression on his face had not changed, and was still as relaxed as when he entered the dormitory just now.

Look at this empty dormitory.

Rudolph symbolized that he just took out his mobile phone again.

The phone with the shattered screen quickly clicked on the Twitter interface under Rudolph's control.

The Twitter interface still has news about France.

Looking at the above content, Rudolph fell silent.

Just as she didn't have the courage to give up hope, she didn't have the courage to understand what was Yayoi's nature.

So, she ended up closing the phone interface again.

After closing the phone interface, Rudolph symbolically lifted off the dust-proof cloth on the chair.

Rudolph, who sat back on the chair again, didn't take out the phone, but looked up at the wooden top.

caught in thinking.

Finally, under the darkness, the symbol of Rudolph fell into a deep sleep.

In the middle of the night, Rudolph was awakened symbolically.

Because she dreamed about something, she felt that it would definitely happen, but she was afraid of the reality of those things happening.

What she dreamed about was not that she naturally apologized to Yayoi, or that Yayoi naturally chose to accept her apology, and then the two of them had nothing to do with each other.

Rudolph symbolized that Yayoi had naturally responded to his apology.

Then reunite with yourself.

She remembered that she was very happy and happy in her dream.

but...

It was such a dream that woke Rudolph symbolically.

She knew that such a thing was simply impossible to happen.

She dreaded that possibility.

Because she can accept that Yayoi will never forgive herself; or she will never care about herself and treat herself as if she does not exist.

But she can't accept that she can be with Yayoi naturally, and once again have it again, which belongs to the happiness of two people.

She can accept any bad ending.

But when faced with a story that is so beautiful that it can only appear in a fairy tale.

Rudolph symbolizes feeling the fear.