Why did this weak doctor get married again?

At least she thought it was sad... funny.

She thought she was holy and perfect one day, and found that she was not as flawless as she imagined... This is actually hard to accept.

[The third branch of the test question has been triggered, and the fourth test question has been changed]

【Question [-]: Please tell the person you like about your own shortcomings】

[Depending on the mood fluctuation after the final confession, the second trial will start]

[Note: The calmer the mood swings, the greater the benefits and relatively easy trials will be obtained, the more violent the mood swings, and vice versa]

Xia Yueling's pupils trembled suddenly.

She was...sad enough.

Why should she tell others about every pathetic thing about herself?

Or... tell him!

Seeing Xia Yueling's groggy appearance, Qin Bai quickly said, "If you don't want to say it, it's fine if you don't. My soul power is gradually recovering, and it's not impossible to pass the more difficult trials..."

Xia Yueling shook her head: "It's all up to now, haven't you figured out the bad taste of the person who left behind this trial?"

Qin Bai was stunned.

Because this is actually quite like what a powerful person who left behind the secret realm of Tianyu would do... After all, this powerful person dares to compile a "beauty list"!

"If it is an ordinary trial, if you fail, you will fail, and if you are difficult, you will be difficult... But for the trial left behind, I am afraid that if you fail, you will force the two of us..." Xia Yueling said here, then He paused and stopped speaking.

But both she and Qin Bai understood the meaning.

For a while, the atmosphere fell into silence again.

Xia Yueling's eyes were lowered, she didn't dare to look at Qin Bai directly at this moment...

I dare not look directly at the ugly self in my heart.

That... a little imperfect self.

But suddenly, she raised her head with a startled expression, staring at Qin Bai in a daze.

……

Huaian City, the roof of the attic next to the stream in Beicheng.

Qin Bai breathed a sigh of relief: "Finally found you..."

Xia Yueling stared at him puzzled: "How did you find me?"

"An'an said that when you are in a bad mood, you will wander around on the roof of the city to relax. I searched a lot before I found you." Qin Bai explained.

"..." Xia Yueling remained silent.

Because she didn't know what to say.

Such an embarrassing thing happened in Soul Domain.

As a result, he was caught in reality...

The feeling of shame in her heart made her feel very uncomfortable. She rarely felt this way, but after meeting Qin Bai, this feeling haunted her frequently.

"So, are you in a bad mood now? Anyway, I'm the man you care about...Can you tell me why you're in a bad mood?" Qin Bai smiled and sat down on the eaves.

And Xia Yueling looked at him coldly: "I never said that that man is you."

"Okay... Then even if that person is someone else, a man who makes me envious and jealous, but you are not a person who will become so calm because of love between men and women, are you? The trial says that you will choose the most Similar themes... I know that it's definitely not love that bothers you, but since it's similar, then remove love... at least it's related to love, right?"

Qin Bai turned his head to look at Xia Yueling, the moonlight in the night lightly reflected her side face, she was sitting on the roof hugging her legs... At this moment, she was not like a magnificent sword fairy, but like She is a preoccupied mortal girl.

In the final analysis... She is only 20 years old, and she has been able to be calm and perfect until now because she has never encountered any setbacks.

On the road of her life, it has always been smooth and smooth, she has made rapid progress on the road of cultivation, and sang all the way on the way of swordsmanship, no one can stop her!

She has been walking on flat ground, and she has encountered the steepest road, which is a few small hills, and she can walk over it while panting...

But suddenly one day, a big mountain fell in front of her, blocking her way forward, and she suddenly didn't know what to do... Panting was useless, even if she gritted her teeth and bleed, she couldn't climb past this mountain...

At this moment, the calm and perfect Sword Fairy was instantly shattered!

The weak girl under the coat of the sword fairy was exposed naked... She could no longer calm down, and the only thing left was confusion, helplessness, and bewilderment.

"You guessed right...it has something to do with love."

At this time Xia Yueling suddenly spoke calmly.

But this calmness is not at all like the calmness and calmness she used to... On the contrary, it looks like a suppressed calmness.

"Let me just say, you are not a ruthless sword idiot, you have a human touch." Qin Bai smiled.

It's just that Xia Yueling didn't want to laugh at all, but looked at it coldly: "But I always think that I am a ruthless person."

Qin Bai was stunned for a moment.

And Xia Yueling turned back again, the moonlight rippling in the stream was reflected in her eyes, and her heart seemed to be rippling together:

"Do you think I'm not such a person?"

Qin Bai didn't know how to answer, but Xia Yueling continued to talk, and it seemed that the suppressed things could not be suppressed any longer:

"And the Xia Yueling you admire in your heart is very calm, beautiful, and powerful?"

"When we first met, you thought she was a fairy in the sky, but when you got close to her, you found that she was actually humane, and she was actually not lofty. She's not cold, she just doesn't know how to express it, she's actually not arrogant, it's just because her sword heart is so..."

Xia Yueling's expression was very cold, the moonlight reflected in her eyes was constantly rippling and trembling.

Qin Bai was even more stunned, because it was the first time he saw Xia Yueling...his eyes were red.

Because in his mind...

"Do you still think that Xia Yueling never cries?"

At this moment, a fish jumped up and down from the stream, and the holy and pure white moon shadow was also torn apart at that moment, shattered into pieces, trembling in the night.

The clear moon in Xia Yueling's eyes disappeared, and at this moment, it was covered with a layer of mist that made it difficult to see clearly.

This seemed to be the first time Qin Bai saw Xia Yueling's expression.

It's just that it wasn't the laugh he had imagined countless times.

is crying.

"You admire Xia Yueling like that, don't you?"

"But... if you admire her like that, then you may be disappointed."

Qin Bai knew again, it turns out that someone can cry so indifferently.

"Because the real Xia Yueling is actually a willful and savage woman... She is arrogant, arrogant, and likes to pretend to be cold... She is not human, it is her impulsiveness that sometimes exposes her hypocrisy... She is not calm at all, she is calm because she has never encountered anything beyond her understanding, once she encounters it, she will panic and become ugly!"

This was the first time he heard Xia Yueling's cry, trembling and uneasy.

The girl under the night buried her head under her knees and hugged her legs tightly. The moonlight could no longer shine into her eyes. Cut everything away, but chose to let the 20-year-old girl named Xia Yueling cry and escape everything.

The girl curled up, her voice was low and she laughed at herself:

"So now...do you still admire me?"

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[Today's update: 2/3]

[Debt repayment progress: 2/88]

134 Xia Yueling's Peace of Mind and Trouble

The girl's crying was distressing, and made Qin Bai silent for a long time.

Today was the first time he saw a different side of Xia Yueling.

It turns out that the flawless Sword Fairy can also cry...willful, throw temper tantrums, and run away.

Xia Yueling, Xia Yueling... He finally saw the aura under the holy and clear moon today.

The cold figure in his heart seemed to look back at him, his pupils were no longer the calm night, but also reflected the brightness of the moonlight...a spiritual energy.

It seems that the girl in the painting has come to life.

"Now, I don't admire you."

Qin Bai spoke softly, and Xia Yueling buried her head a little further,

"It's just that now I dare to try to like you."

After he finished speaking, he stopped looking at Xia Yueling, but looked up at the moonlight, and stopped talking.

"..."

Xia Yueling raised her head in a daze, staring at Qin Bai with some inexplicable meaning in her eyes, but it was more complicated.

But Qin Bai bit his lip, hesitated for a while, and continued to speak:

"Actually, you don't have to be a horny person. No one is perfect. If you are a human being, you will have all kinds of emotions and six desires... You are magnificent, amazingly talented, and it's okay to be a little arrogant. It's okay to think of yourself as noble, and it's okay to be aloof." .”

"Actually, after knowing that you will be troubled by me, I was actually relieved. I thought that there are people in this world who are so perfect... Don't get me wrong, this is not to belittle you, but I think, In this way, you become closer, not so far away."

"So, if this is your true self all along, then just accept it, it doesn't have to be perfect..."

Qin Bai suddenly coughed again: "It's like me, you don't think I'm so humble on the surface, like a gentleman... But behind the scenes, I'm quite lustful..."

It's just that Xia Yueling said calmly and in a low voice at the moment: "You're not quite lecherous behind the scenes, you're also quite lecherous on the surface."

Qin Bai: ...

At this moment, Xia Yueling also raised her hand to wipe away the tears quietly, her expression seemed to have returned to the coldness of the past, she stared at the moonlight in the night sky, this time the moonlight was directly reflected in her pupils... as if she His eyes became much brighter.

The chaotic state of mind also calmed down at this moment.

She raised her hand slowly, and a sword intent slowly condensed in her hand.

Not the same.

This is different from her past sword intent.

She didn't know what the chance she would get in the end of this interrogation trial... But now she has got what she thinks is the greatest chance.

The sword is one.

She is not perfect.

But it's not ridiculous either.

She herself is not perfect, she has always been imperfect, this is herself...it is her, Xia Yueling.

There is no need to run away from yourself.

Just try to accept yourself, she is not perfect, why bother to force perfection, force everything that does not belong to her...

In the night, the originally rippling stream calmed down again, and the bright moon was completely reflected on the water surface, bright and clear.

"...Thank you, Qin Bai."

Xia Yueling said coldly, but then hesitated for a while, but still said calmly:

"It's just that I really don't have the love between men and women for you."

Qin Bai immediately covered his face, feeling very embarrassed.

"Hey... I know, but you don't have to say it directly..."

"I'm just afraid that you will think too much, so it's better to refuse decisively." Xia Yueling said in a low voice.

Qin Bai shrank his neck embarrassingly, and didn't want to talk now.

I have nothing to say!

This silly girl is no longer a dead end, but he is going to be a dead end!

He...he shouldn't have said something stupid like trying to like it!

In fact, he was thinking, chasing girls, sometimes he has to take the initiative... But he didn't expect that the first time he took the initiative, he was rejected so harshly...

Xia Yueling looked at Qin Bai's sad look, her lips parted slightly for a while, not knowing how to comfort her.

She has always rejected others like this... It's so strange... When she clearly rejected those people, seeing their sad faces, she didn't feel any disturbance in her heart.