Kiyana, I want to be a Valkyrie

"It's very beautiful, my mother has a good eye." Xinjiang responded flatly.

But Shinna Shin could feel the joy and excitement of Shin-chan.

"Father said that my future husband will also attend my coming-of-age ceremony tomorrow." Xin Jiang glanced at the luxurious big sleeves with some pity. "The other party seems to prefer the cute and conservative Nakasode."

"Is that so..." The mother seemed very disappointed, although she had already known about this, but she couldn't change many things.

"Mother..." Xinjiang opened her mouth, "Why don't we have a birthday today first?"Just us. '

She wanted to say that, but there was a door opening downstairs.

It was Father who came back. Hearing the sound of closing the door, he must have been drinking again.

Although it's not a hit...

But his demeaning words are really annoying.

"My lord, go take care of my lord father, I'll clean it up."

"Put it away, Father will be angry when he sees it." Xin Jiang said with a light smile.

"Hmm..." Mother nodded slightly, and walked out the door.

Heart Sauce heard a faint sigh.

Xinchan shook her head slightly, and folded up her big sleeves.

After quickly putting it away, Xinjiang went back to her room.

It's just that, compared to the empty-handed one when he came here, the leaving heart sauce held a letter in his hand.

That's 'Happy Birthday' this year.

——Fragments of real memories ③——

"Trash, remember." The stubbled face was close at hand.

The smell of alcohol rushed into the nostrils.

An unhealthy red face from alcohol is so annoying.

"You can't fight for what doesn't belong to you, and you can't even keep what belongs to you!"

"So, don't fight! Do you hear me! You don't have that qualification."

The shoulder hurts so much, he is so strong, don't pinch it anymore.

But all this time... is it me or himself that Father is talking about?

"Understood? You are not qualified." The handsome young man in the wedding photo.

In Xinjiang's memory, she always looked bloated and drunk.

"Are you a dead man! I'm talking to you!"

Thick, scorching but unable to bring warmth, the hand is even bigger than Xinjiang's face.

But in the face of that hand, Xin Jiang was not afraid, although his father's swearing had always been ugly and annoying.

But hitting people with your hands is not going to work.

"Understood, my lord father."

"Get out, I hate you when I see you, and if I tell you ten words, you're a fart and you won't let go! I'll sell you sooner or later!"

"Rest early, my lord father."

"roll!"

——Fragments of real memories ④——

Some bloated bodies fell to the ground, their heads dropped aside.

That face didn't look like the flush she was familiar with, but blue-gray.

Xin Jiang held a bright long knife in his hand.

And just now she used this knife to cut off his head.

"Father..." Xinjiang looked at the headless zombie with dull eyes.

There was a feeling in her heart that she didn't understand.

She anxiously opened the door.

The skin was pale, and strange purple lines covered the woman's skin.

She is writing something.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, her dull golden pupils turned.

As she guessed, the mother has already been infected.

"Mom..." The soreness at the tip of the nose and the oppression in the chest made Xinjiang almost unable to breathe. "sorry..."

"Ah..." The woman who had turned into a dead soldier stood up stiffly, and stretched out her hand to Xinchan.

The sharp nails gradually approached Xinjiang's face.

'puff'

Heart sauce strengthened by natural stigmata, the blade easily slashed across her neck.

"Heart... sauce..."

The head glued to the neck made a sound.

Then separate from the body.

It fell on the quilt along with the knife that killed her.

D.35 Kannashin's farewell

'Why...why my memory...'

[Statement in advance, I didn't touch anything in the illusion. Originally, I just wanted you to recall everything you experienced and make you despair, but I didn't expect...]

'Then why...'

【It was you who wanted to escape, the indescribable feeling you felt when you killed your father, called relief and joy,】

[Guilty and self-blame when killing a mother who still has a part of consciousness. 】

【It's because you want to escape these feelings that you shaped your mother into that appearance in the illusion, so that you can feel more at ease when you attack. 】

'it's me? ' Shenna shook her head. 'I didn't think about it that way!No! '

[Of course, some lies are told too much, and even oneself can be deceived, isn't this you? 】

[However, you want to avoid self-blame, but also want to retain the tenderness of your mother. Your contradictions embody the most memorable gifts and notes in the illusion, verbatim. 】

[And what do you get?Just deeper self-blame.How twisted are you?ha? 】He sneered, he knew everything about Shen Naishin like the back of his hand.

【After going to bed with Kiyana, I said, 'Kiana and Mei are together, it's already the best result', ha, it's really funny. 】

[Talking about you who loves Mei the most, what did you do? 】

【When she needed you the most, you alienated her with the excuse of 'unable to defy'. 】

【The person she likes, you want to take it away with the reason of 'I like it too'. 】

【Seeing that I had no chance, I ran to tell her some 'true words', and used Mei's feelings for you to force her to give you more time. 】

【While crying to Mei, 'I want to give up', at the same time thinking about not letting go, using her feelings for you again and again. 】

'That's enough...don't say any more...' Shen Naixin didn't even know if she had the thoughts she said when she was doing those things and saying those words.

But Shen Naxin now only hopes that ta can shut up and stop talking.

【Obviously Mei has all her heart towards you, but you are jealous of her】

【I'm jealous that she's strong, I'm jealous that she has Kiyana's love, I'm even jealous that she has Naruto in her body】

'Enough is enough... please don't say any more...'

In the mind world, Shen Naishin even seemed powerless to cover her ears.

【Ah, if you are really that jealous, I can also accompany you, I am you, just like Naruto and Mei, I am another you. 】

[And I'm strong, I'm stronger than Naruto, as long as I'm here, you can at least reduce two points of jealousy towards Mei, although for you, two points less is like fishing two ladles in the ocean, it won't help, haha Ha ha...】

'enough! ! ! Shen Naixin's eyes widened, almost burst pupils glaring at the deepest part of the chaotic area of ​​the mind world.

【Angry?Are you angry because you can't refute me? 】

'...' It was because she knew what he was telling the truth that she couldn't refute it.

It is precisely because his every word can be stuck in her heart.

In front of him, all her disguises and concealments are meaningless.

That's why she was angry and wanted to use her voice to cover up her guilt.

【Well, I don't bully you either, it's boring. 】

ta said very helplessly.

[Then let's go back to the original topic, Kiyana is not dead yet, if you continue to hesitate, she will die. 】

[Mei has not been taken away yet, but it will be soon. 】

[So, choose one of the two, who do you want? 】

【I want to put you first in everything, and think of you in everything, but you are extremely jealous of Mei Lei? 】

[Or Kiyana Kaslana, whom you love deeply but won't give you any response? 】

'...'

【Hey, you want to save all of them, but you don't want to die, you make me very embarrassed. 】

When everything to be said has been exhausted, ta's true intentions are revealed.

Seeing from the bottom of the picture, what he wants is very simple, 'Just let Shennai die', it's as simple as that.

Ta gave Shennaishin the option, in fact, there are three.

Kanna Shin and Kiana live, Raiden Mei will die.

Kanna Shin and Raiden Mei live, but Kiana will die.

If Raiden Mei and Kiana were to live, then only Kanna Shin would die.

[Although the speed of time in the mind world is based on our thinking speed, although we can talk for a long time, and the outside is only a moment, the time here cannot be infinitely extended]

[If you don't make a choice, you don't have to choose anymore] Ta said jokingly.

'Give the power... to me. ' Kanna whispered weakly. 'Then...don't hurt them...'

Done, her deal with the 'demon'.

"Hehe, hehehahahaha!!!"

Ta's voice is no longer what it used to be, resounding from all directions in the world of mind.

Accompanied by her insolent laughter from far to near, she finally appeared in front of Shen Naishin.

A terrifying white prajna mask covered her face.

And the pupils of the mask revealed her pair of emerald snake pupils.

She is not like a human being, but more like a legendary monster.

White and blue scales wrapped her hands like gloves.

The bare feet were slightly bent, and a thick and powerful white and blue snake tail extended from under her clothes, supporting her body.

"Look, I'm you." The snake girl stared at Shinako enthusiastically. "I am your jealousy, your desire."

"I am your true self, the truest...you."

In fact, Shen Naxin had already met her.

In the "Mirror Realm", practitioners can observe themselves through the clear mirror heart lake.

And that itself is the true self of the practitioner.