Baiyin Yuxing's strength first classroom

Shirogane-san said, but he looked towards Horikita.

"I brought Kushida-san here, and now I'm going to put an end to her two months of harassment."

"Oh."

However, unlike Kushida-san who had become cold at this time, Horikita-san became a little more enthusiastic.

Obviously.

She didn't like the way Kushida-san kept pestering her.

So, two minutes later, Shirogane-san and Kushida-san entered Horikita-san's dormitory.

……

Horikita's dormitory is very simple. There is a slight fragrance when you walk in. The things are arranged in an orderly manner. She must be a homely girl who does housework.

Moreover, Shirogane-san has occasionally seen Horikita-san carrying a bento a few times, which means that apart from school seats, the two of them may also have a common interest in this area.

of course.

Now is not the time to observe what kind of talents Horikita-san has.

But now the three of them sat down at Horikita-san's desk.

Since Horikita only had one table, Shirogane-san chose to sit on a chair, while Horikita and Kushida-san sat on the bed.

"I caught some evidence against Kushida-san last night."

Baiyin said this and then took out his cell phone.

"And Horikita-san."

"Shirogane, do you really want to do that?"

And Kushida-san's expression immediately began to change.

"doing what?"

Horikita Suzune still didn't understand.

“Here, playing something that might not be good for you.”

Shirogane replied to Horikita, but his gaze was fixed on Kushida.

"Kushida, if you want me to delete the recording, you have to give me something of equal value in exchange."

Baiyin-san said.

"I want you to tell me about your dark history in junior high school. And this is my condition."

"..."

Kushida's gentle expression changed instantly, and her sudden change of color made Horikita Suzune, who was standing next to her, look confused.

Because Kushida always acts like a pitiful, innocent girl, and a little angel. Even if she rejects him, Kushida will still use a cute expression to get away with it. But now...

what?

In an instant, the image of the little angel disappeared and began to turn evil.

Or.

Horikita-san probably can't understand why Kushida is such a double-faced person.

"Are you sure you want me to say this here?"

Kushida said in a cold tone.

"Yes."

Shirogane nodded.

"And if you refuse and the negotiations fall through, the offer document I recorded yesterday will immediately spread."

"Don't worry about not spreading the news thoroughly. I'll leave it to Ichinose-san. You should know Ichinose-san's social network. I'm afraid most of the school will know by today."

...Kushida.

How could I not know?

If he knew, then among the bad words he said yesterday there wouldn't have been words of jealousy towards Ichinose Honami.

Ichinose and she are two extremes in their friendships, Ichinose is broad-based while she is specific.

"And in order to maintain your image, I have also prepared a withdrawal application for you."

"Sign the withdrawal application form. Once you get the president's permission, you can leave the school within two hours. So don't worry about your classmates judging you once they find out your true identity."

Baiyin-san said.

"...Then you are really well prepared."

Kushida-san fell silent for a moment, knowing there was no escape now.

Her dislike for Horikita had reached an extreme point. It was very, very, very difficult for her to continue to act like a bootlicker to Horikita's classmates.

So she said.

"Okay. I'll tell you."

Kushida glanced over with a cold look.

"But you have to hand over your phone to me first. I don't want anything terrible to be recorded again."

Shirogane and Horikita looked at each other about this, and although Horikita was confused, Kushida suddenly turned evil, and Shirogane got hold of Kushida's recording files, Kushida's application for withdrawal, etc.

These were things she couldn't accept for the time being.

But listen to it for now.

Furthermore, Horikita might have known something about Kushida's dark history in junior high school. However, she didn't know it was related to Kushida.

So, she and Baiyin put their phones on the table.

However, Kushida did not speak immediately until Shirogane opened the recording file on his phone, but did not play it. Kushida confirmed that the time on the file was indeed the time when she kicked the railing last night.

So it should be genuine.

"..."

Kushida took a breath.

then.

Kushida-san stood up.

"First of all, what do you think a person's limit is? And if you know your talent is limited, what should you do?"

She said.

And Horikita also began to listen carefully.

"Should I be an ordinary person and admit my shortcomings? Perhaps, I had this idea at the beginning. I knew that no matter how hard I tried, I could never compare to the talented people. I couldn't be first, only second, third, or fourth. Although I achieved a ranking, this lower ranking made me completely unhappy. However, I soon discovered that I had an area that others could not reach. That is, if I could become more gentle and kind than everyone else, I could become the best in this area. Everyone was very close to me."

"So, thanks to this, I became a popular person. Both boys and girls liked me. I felt the joy of being relied upon and trusted. I was really happy in elementary and junior high school..."

So, has this guy been like this since elementary school?

Being trusted by everyone is her paradise, but being liked by everyone is her hell. This is the extreme of trying to fit in with the atmosphere.

But Kushida just wanted to continue talking.

However, Horikita Suzune, who was listening in, interrupted, "Isn't it painful for you to keep doing something you don't want to do at all? If it were me, I think my heart would have collapsed long ago."

Horikita is real.

She could hardly understand how there could be such self-abusing people in the world, just to experience a little bit of difference from others?

So how would Kushida respond?

"It's painful. Of course I'm in pain. Every day I accumulate stress that makes me feel like I'm going bald. I've also been in agony from anxiety. But, in order to maintain my gentle self, I can't let anyone see me like this. So I endure, endure, and endure. But my heart has reached its limit. I can't keep accumulating stress."

Kushida said, "So here comes the dark history you're looking for. It was okay in elementary school, as I had the habit of keeping a diary. I just wrote it in a notebook. But by junior high, interpersonal relationships were more complicated than I could have imagined. The more someone trusted you, the more you knew, and the pressure you bore increased exponentially."

So I started blogging without recording anyone's name.

I just want to be viewed. That seems to take the pressure off.

But he was discovered by his classmates. Although he didn't have a name, they had experienced related things before, so they confirmed their names and identified themselves with the corresponding class.

So, I accidentally got caught saying countless bad things to the whole class, and there was nothing I could do about it.

The corners of Kushida's mouth curled up slightly. "I think I was bullied. They all read the blog and knew my true feelings. So the boy who said he liked me bumped my shoulder because I wrote in the blog that he confessed to me and that I wished him dead. And the girl who was heartbroken and whom I comforted kicked my desk because I wrote down the reason why she was dumped and laughed at her."

"..."

This is really true.

Everyone has times when they can't fully express their inner thoughts. But if Kushida wrote it all out, it would be strange if the class didn't collapse.

"So……"

Horikita asked, "How did you escape such a crisis?"

There were no signs of serious beatings or injuries on Kushida's body.

This should mean that there was no violence against them.

"Hehe... I didn't use any methods. I just told them the truth. Everything written on the blog was true. People who were once good friends found out that their friends actually saw them that way. People with girlfriends were flattered by their peers. There were also people who were cheating on their girlfriends but pretended to be innocent. There were also people who were acting like dads and having an affair with their teachers... There were so many things. It was just the beginning of the anger of those two people. The others were like dynamite, ignited and exploded on their own."

"They were hitting and tearing each other apart, even the teacher was involved... So, the class went on strike. I was called in by the school and suspended. The others, probably too embarrassed to stay in their original class, transferred to other schools."

"..."

"..."

Such an experience is still speechless.

This is the dark history, indeed a rather serious dark history. If it was just a class of students or a teacher, it would be surprising enough.

But it was because of Kushida herself that the whole class, including the teacher, collapsed.

This is really hard to imagine.

But judging from her remarks, it's not really her fault. She simply wrote down the secrets of everyone in the class on her blog, and then someone discovered it and started to expose each other. The stability of the class immediately collapsed, and the connections between people were instantly severed.

Horikita was speechless. They were in the same school, albeit different classes, but Kushida's class was really... complicated.

"So what?"

But when Shirogane-san heard what Kushida-san said, he seemed unmoved and asked.

"..."

Kushida.

"Don't you have any empathy or compassion at all?"

And classmate Baiyin said.

"Because you haven't changed at all, what are you doing now that you're in high school any different from when you were in junior high?"

"It's just that I couldn't make it in my original class, so I came to a new place and started over."

"You build good relationships with others, learn their secrets, and take pride in building good relationships with different people to gain their secrets. Then, you can't handle the emotions of so many people, so you look for places to vent your emotions. That's why I recorded you kicking the railings and cursing at Horikita."

"So, I'm disappointed about recommending you to the student council, Kushida-san."

Shirogane-san once again looked at Kushida with disappointment.

"You haven't grown at all since you were in junior high."

"..."

Kushida.

day.

Kushida felt his defenses break down again.

Ok?

And at this time, Horikita Suzune finally understood.

"Kushida, you scolded me when you kicked the railing?"

Horikita was originally concentrating on Kushida's dark history, but her brows furrowed when she heard this inexplicable remark.