Zongman, a perfect life simulation

"Is that so... That makes sense. But it's hard to constantly scrutinize your own words and actions..."

Aoba Moka whispered thoughtfully.

But if you keep going, you will definitely become someone special...

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Chapter 117 One hundred!

Aoba Mocha felt that Hanadazaki Ae was very special. At first, she just thought that this junior was very cute, delicate and weak. Then, after watching the videos he posted online, she discovered his unparalleled talent in music. Now, she has felt a corner of his profound thoughts.

He is indeed an extremely attractive boy.

However, she still has some small doubts and hopes to get them answered.

"Junior Hanada, I've seen the video you posted this afternoon. The music has a strangely erotic feel. However, Mocha is concerned about one thing: who are the two girls sitting with you in the video?"

Aoba Moka asked curiously.

"My sister and her classmates."

Hanada Qiyu gave a very correct answer, without mentioning his affair with them at all.

"Hey, it's my sister..."

Aoba Moka looked a little surprised, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was no problem.

Many people on the Internet interpret Hanada Qiyu's works as creations inspired by life, which must reflect certain aspects of his life.

However, creation inevitably involves artistic processing. It is normal for Hanada Qiyu to accurately capture a wonderful moment in life, record it, and then develop a creation that is relatively detached from reality!

However, this does not conflict with his experience of having private meetings with certain girls!

Aoba Moka trusts her own feelings very much. The first thought that came to her mind when she heard the song called "Spine" was that the person who wrote this melody must have done it!

I have definitely experienced that feeling deeply with a girl!

After reading the analysis of some experts in the comment section, she realized that the melody contained an imitation of breathing and heartbeat. The stormy moment when the two people were entangled was engraved in her mind, and it was lingering, like a panting and groaning, which was as ecstatic as it was, and was expressed in an extremely delicate way by Hanada Qiyu's perfect playing skills.

Just listening to it will feel like a feather is tickling your heart, and your primitive desires are easily aroused!

It makes people blush and their hearts beat fast, but they can’t stop!

He seemed to have injected incredible magic into this piece of music!

So, who tasted the forbidden fruit with him?

Aoba Moka was very curious.

She wondered if all those songs uploaded to the video site were dedicated to the same girl? Could it be the same girl with long, black hair, as pure and pure as snow, whom she had met at the convenience store that day? Was it her who, along with Hanada Qiyu, experienced the feeling of becoming an adult?

Aoba Moka already knew without Hanada Qiyu's explanation—it wasn't.

There may not even be any connection at all.

His music doesn't lie, the emotions he expresses during his performance don't lie, and his moods towards different girls are different. If you are sensitive enough, you can probably appreciate this subtle difference.

Aoba Moka thought about it, smiled strangely, looked at him and asked in a low voice.

"I think that sister must be a family member you love deeply. Mocha is a little concerned. How deep is your relationship with her?"

From an angle that couldn't be seen by Yamabuki Saaya and her younger siblings who were playing on the other side, she made a gesture with her hands by blocking the view with her body.

He pinched the index finger and thumb of one hand into a circle and poked it with the slender index finger of the other hand.

Hanada Qiyu looked at her and hesitated to speak.

Can we talk about sexual intimacy in secret?

While feeling puzzled, he also realized that Aoba Moka seemed to have some strange thoughts, not curiosity about his interpersonal relationships, but some thoughts about herself.

As his thoughts turned, he spoke softly.

"Actually, we don't have a very deep relationship. We just recently became a family because of my parents' remarriage. Since we are family members who rely on each other, I can only try to love her. In order to get along well with her, I have also put a lot of thought into it."

While speaking, he calmly made a small cross gesture, telling Aoba Moka not to guess blindly, as he and Nagasaki Motoyo had not reached that stage yet!

"Is that so... It sounds like it's been tough. Perhaps you moved nearby because your parents remarried?"

Aoba Moka didn't mind his denial, there was definitely no clarity between the stepsiblings, it was just a matter of how far they had come so far.

“There are considerations in this regard, but it is more due to my own learning and research needs.”

"Moving, loving my family, liking girls, creating, studying, and a few other odds and ends... Mocha feels exhausted just thinking about it."

Aoba Moka counted them one by one with her slender fingers, then took a step forward, got slightly closer to Hanada Qi Yu, looked into his eyes and asked seriously.

"Can people really stay serious about so many things and so many people? Won't they get tired? Won't the love fade away?"

Hanada Qiyu tilted her head slightly and smiled.

He read Aoba Moka's thoughts and understood what she was thinking.

So, he replied.

"I can. I firmly believe in my own will and have decided to walk the thorny road! Anyone in this world can easily comprehend the philosophy of life, understand the right things to do, the right path, and know how to achieve happiness, but few people can continue on this path because it is too difficult!

I understand my differences. Exhaustion and pain are meaningless to me. If love disappears, then love again. This is just the courage to face life."

"...Junior, you're really good at saying these kind of nice things. But, since there's only one true heart, there's always going to be bias, right? Even if you try your best to love everyone, there's always going to be someone you favor more, right? Knowing that the person you love has someone else they love more, how painful that would be... What can you do?"

Aoba Moka continued to ask.

"Then of course you have to give up. The bond of love is somewhat heavy. If your heart is so soft that you can't bear it, then of course you have to seek other possibilities for happiness. As you just said, love can disappear."

Hanada Qiyu spread her hands.

Don’t treat emotions as something eternal and unchanging!

"Yeah, if you can't love anymore, just quit. That's fine. Then, how many people can you love like this, junior?"

"Um... one hundred?"

Hanadazaki Aya replied, not sure whether to be conservative or exaggerated.

"What a scumbag's answer! If there really were so many, it would be a question whether you could even survive!"

Aoba Moka shook her head as she spoke, but a smile soon appeared on her face as she spoke slowly.

"Mocha's curiosity ends here today. Thank you for your answer. Also, would you like to exchange contact information?"

"okay."

Hanadazakiyu nodded.

The two quickly added each other as Line friends and exchanged phone numbers.

Yamabuki Saya watched quietly from the side, not daring to interrupt.

It’s so strange, why does it feel like... a blind date?

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Chapter 118: Aoba Moka's bold idea~

After exchanging contact information, Hanadazaki Ae didn't leave in a hurry, but bought some bread at the bakery.

After a day of sales, there weren't many breads left, so Hanata Qiyu simply ordered two of each.

Aoba Mocha is very obsessed with bread and can eat more than a dozen of them in one meal. She enthusiastically introduced to him the flavors of the different breads here and seemed to know more about them than Yamabuki Saya, the daughter of the bakery.

After Hanada Qiyu finished shopping, he simply gave her some and then said goodbye and left.

After he left, Yamabuki Sayaka approached Aoba Mocha, who was happily munching on a chocolate snail bread, and whispered.

"When I was working at Ring, I saw him come to the show. He was with other girls from Tsuki no Mori, and they seemed to be very close. I feel like you, Mocha, seem to be thinking about something terrible..."

"No, Mocha is just thinking about a happy future where he can eat bread until he's stuffed!"

Aoba Moka answered vaguely.

She was reluctant to express her thoughts.

Mizukuri, Udagawa Tomoe, Uehara Himari, Hazawa Tsugumi... Her childhood friends are all easily lonely...

Their childhood and their youth are closely connected and inseparable.

Therefore, it is inevitable that more desires arise. If only their future could be as close and intimate as this, and they could be together for the rest of their lives...

When they reach their third year of high school, many of their peers are preparing to go to college or start working. They inevitably have to seriously consider their future and think about which choice will allow them to maintain this precious friendship.

Forming the band afterglow solved the problems in high school and even in future college, but what if we look at the longer term future?

From being independent under the protection of their parents, to working, and even getting married and having children, the road ahead is too long. Is the band's relationship really enough to maintain the connection between them?

Aoba Moka was uncertain because she knew very well that things in the world change and people are not in control of themselves.

These light willow catkins may suddenly scatter when the wind of fate blows.

However, tonight, she suddenly saw new possibilities in Hanada Qi Yu.

A possibility of being rebellious and easily criticized by the world.

Afraid of separation, so why not...become a family?

Family is a relationship that lasts a lifetime.

Absolutely!

She couldn't imagine what a family of five girls would be like, but after Hanadasaki Ame joined the family, all her imaginations seemed to have a basis and became concrete.

Maybe it’s because there have been many similar models in history.

The male position might not necessarily be Hanada Qiyu, but he is indeed the perfect choice. He is cute, enthusiastic, has high emotional intelligence and high IQ, is wealthy, strong-willed, and responsible. Even his philandering nature becomes an advantage in this situation...

Hmm... Why does it feel like being rich can solve more than 90% of problems?

Aoba Moka was thinking carefully while dealing with Yamabuki Sayaka.

In short, she has this idea at the moment, but it is only in the thinking stage, and she herself is not sure whether to do it.

I need to find out what Mei Zhulan and the others think later. If they are not too opposed, we can discuss it seriously.

Whether Hanada Qi Yu can accept it is also a question. Based on the conversation just now, Aoba Moka thinks he should not care.

No matter how many people there are, he loves them the same way!

It was so outrageous that she wanted to give him a thumbs-up.

In addition, there are the attitudes of their families and the thoughts of the girls around him... there are so many problems!

Just thinking about it, Aoba Moka felt like his brain was overloaded and the pressure was increasing dramatically.

At this moment, she also truly experienced the thorny road that Hanada Qiyu talked about, and the narrow gate and narrow road that Jesus spoke to all living beings in the New Testament Matthew.

The wide and easy road always leads to hell!

The bright future they pursue is only on the other side of the narrow gate!

After finishing a piece of bread, Aoba Moka hugged Yamabuki Sayaka next to her and hung on her.

"Saiya, Mocha has thought about it carefully and feels that I can only marry you in the future!"

"Eh!?"

Yamabuki Saya was a little confused. She didn't know what she wanted to do, but was shocked by her action.

"Mocha has to eat bread from Yamabuki Bakery for the rest of her life. This is the only way!"

"You can just pay normally..."

Yamabuki Saya helplessly grabbed her cheeks and tried to pull her off.

I really don't know what's going on in this guy's mind...

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After leaving Yamabuki Bakery, Hanatasaki Ae continued to stroll around the shopping street.

Although he could find other afterglow people here, he didn't try and instead was thinking about Aoba Mocha.