When she said this, the expression on her face was full of confusion and entanglement, and even some pain.
Otonashi Sota knew some of Takamatsu Touma's problems.
For example, this child seems to be a little autistic, is not good at communicating with others, and has serious psychological problems.
When Xiangzi pulled her into the band, her problems might have been alleviated, but with Xiangzi's withdrawal and the band's fall apart, such ups and downs were definitely a more severe blow to someone who already had psychological problems.
Looking at her current expression, Yinwu Zuota knew that she still hadn't gotten over the confusion of the band's disbandment.
In short, this is another problem girl.
Otonashi Kanata feels that he has been seeing more and more problematic girls recently, and he is almost becoming a psychologist!
First it was Ichiri, then Wakaba Mutsu, and then Takamatsu Touma.
No buddy, I have a question, can Japan's education industry assign more homework to students?
Girls with problems like this should be asked to do math problems!
Do more math problems and see if they still worry about those trivial things!
"Hmm....So what do you think?"
Otonashi Sota organized his words and asked gently.
For this troubled girl who had suffered a blow, Otonashi Sota did not dare to stimulate her too much, for fear of making her condition worse.
"Do you want to form a band yourself?"
"I...want to, but I'm also scared. I'm afraid the band will break up again because of me."
Takamatsu Deng gave the same answer as when he faced Wakaba Mutsu before.
That's what she thought, wanting it but afraid of losing it.
"Huh? The band disbanded because of you? Wasn't that because of Toyokawa?"
The sound was not too different.
Whether it's the version I heard from Xiao Mu or the version from Toyokawa Shoko, it seems that the band disbanded because of Toyokawa Shoko, right? What does it have to do with you, Takamatsu Deng?
"No, it's all because of me... because my singing is so bad... that's why Xiangzi is disappointed in me, and that's why the band disbanded."
Gao Songdeng bit her lips and her body was trembling slightly. Although half a year had passed, her heart still ached whenever she thought of that rainy day.
"...Huh? No, sis. I feel like there's something wrong with our understanding. Can I ask why you think the band broke up because of you?"
Otonashi Sota said in confusion.
What?! Is the Intelligence Department fake?!
(ps: People who watch MyGO should also be careful, if you can hear Chihaya Aine and Nagasaki Motoyo, two clamp girls, talking back and forth, they are probably top-notch skating)
Chapter 37: Tou Mo Ling: Can you be my friend and form a band for life?
"because....."
Takamatsu Deng hesitated for a moment. She didn't want to tell anyone about such painful memories, but for some reason, from the moment she met Otonashi Sota, she felt that this person was very kind and that her words could be trusted.
In addition, Xiao Mu told her that this person could help him, so after hesitating for a while, Takamatsu Deng told Otonashi Sota everything about himself.
Otonashi Sota didn't expect that he could listen to the same story three times.
However, Deng Bao told the story in more detail than Xiao Mu and Feng Chuan, especially on the day the band disbanded, Deng Bao repeated every word that Feng Chuan Xiangzi said.
It was obvious that this incident had left a deep impression on her.
And when he heard Toyokawa Shoko say to Takamatsu Tomo, "Tomo, you are obviously the one who needs practice the most, right?" Otonashi Sota suddenly couldn't hold it in anymore.
No sister, why are you so mean?!
Just quit the team. Why did you start indiscriminate attacks after your teammates advised you a few times?
Although Toyokawa Shoko is his friend, Otonashi Sota still has to stand on Takamatsu Touma's side in this matter.
Deserter Toyokawa Shoko steps out!!!
Now I really need to find a reason to cut a sizable chunk of Toyokawa Shoko's salary, right?
No wonder Deng Huang felt that his band disbanded because of him, wasn't it? Who told Toyokawa Shoko not to explain the reason for her departure?
From Denghuang's perspective, the team fell apart after he and everyone held a Live show.
In addition, she had psychological problems before and couldn't sing. With everyone's efforts, she finally mustered up the courage to sing on the stage. However, what she received was not encouragement and praise from Teacher Daxiang, but she was forced to quit the team.
The child already had psychological problems. Now that the band has disbanded, and Bai Yueguang, who was the one who pulled her into the band, said such things, she will naturally become obsessed with it and think that it is her own problem.
Gao Songdeng, is there something wrong with your shooting? Eh! Really not!
Damn it, Shoko Toyokawa!
"Takamatsu, I actually know Fengchuan. I can tell you very clearly that the band's disbanding has nothing to do with you. She chose to leave the band entirely for personal reasons."
Otonashi Sota also started the talk therapy, but he decided to keep the fact that Toyokawa Shoko was working for him a secret for Teacher Daisho.
After all, Fengchuan has a strong sense of self-esteem. She would rather not say anything when she quits the team than reveal the fact that her family has fallen into poverty and she has to work part-time to earn money.
If he were to let this matter out, there would probably be another problematic girl.
"Eh?"
Hearing this, Gao Songdeng raised his head in disbelief.
"Xiangzi quit the band because of me...?"
"Of course. Do you think Fengchuan is the kind of person who would abandon his friend just because she behaved poorly?"
Otonashi Sota didn't give much explanation, but just asked Takamatsu Deng a question in return.
He knew that for a girl with such psychological problems, no matter how much you said, she might not believe it, so it would be better to lay out the facts and logic and let her think for herself.
If Takamatsu Deng still thinks that the band's disbandment is her fault, then she has to admit that Toyokawa Shoko is a profit-driven villain.
"No! Xiangzi is definitely not that kind of person!"
Gao Songdeng shook his head vigorously.
"That's it, so why don't you just stop taking the blame? Why torture yourself when it's none of your business?"
"Then why did Xiangzi..."
"You'll have to ask her about this, but I don't think she'll tell you, so instead of dwelling on it, you might as well just keep doing what you want to do."
“What I want to do…”
Gao Songdeng looked at his hands, confusion in his eyes.
She always wanted to be a human being. In the past, it was Xiangzi who held her hand, taught her many things, and led her forward.
Whether it was the band or the friends, they were all brought to her by Xiangzi.
But now Xiangzi is gone, and everyone else is gone too. She has nothing left and can do nothing...
"No... Without Xiangzi, I can't form a band and I can't make friends..."
Gao Songdeng said dejectedly.
"No, sister, stop calling me Xiangzi. Are you Xiangxiaozi?"
Otonashi Sota was speechless.
"Without Fengchuan, couldn't you have formed a band and made friends on your own? Don't make Xiangzi act like she's special. Didn't the band disband even when she was there?"
"Ultimately, as long as you place your hopes and expectations on others, you'll never grow. Whether it's a band or friends, they can leave if they want to, and you can't stop them."
"If you're worried about the band breaking up again, why not just use your own strength to form a band that will never break up?"
"....lifetime...."
Gao Songdeng murmured softly, and his eyes gradually became bright.
"Ahem, okay, saying 'for a lifetime' might be a bit of an exaggeration, but that's pretty much what I mean. If you don't want the band to disband, then you have to step up and be the big brother, understand me? You have to be the absolute core and soul of the band."
Otonashi Souta said earnestly,
"As long as you are as steady as a rock, the others won't panic, and the band can go further and further under your leadership. Of course, the prerequisite for all this is that you have the ability, so you also have to improve yourself."
"Do I...have this ability?"
Gao Songdeng said hesitantly that she had never had much confidence in herself.
"You can only know whether you have the ability after trying it. Have you tried it?"
Otonashi Sota asked back.
"...Then, Otonashi, can you be my friend forever and form a band with me forever?"
Gao Songdeng raised his head and looked at Otonashi Sota with a pair of eyes filled with timidity and expectation.
No one had ever said such words to her. Otonashi Sota's encouragement and persuasion opened a crack in Takamatsu Touma's heart, which had been closed to the outside world since the band disbanded.
And Otonashi Sota also woke her up.
If you are afraid that the relationship you have built will fall apart, then why not decide from the beginning to stay together for the rest of your life?
Whether it's friends or a band, as long as she can hold on to them for the rest of her life, she will never let the bitter ending happen again!
And there was Otonashi Sota, she wanted to be friends with this gentle man! For life!
The Emperor of Lights began to awaken.
Otonashi Souta: "..."
Oh no, it’s coming towards me!
I'm not your sister. I'm just a psychologist. Why are you interested in me?
[Takamatsu Deng issues a commission to you: be a lifelong friend and form a lifelong band.]
Sweat was pouring down.
(PS: You should be careful about Toyokawa Shoko, as she can sing someone else's diary as lyrics. She must be a top-notch singer.)
Chapter 38: Lantern Treasure is Cute
Hearing the voice of the system in his mind, Yin Wuzoutai's mouth twitched. Wow, this girl is serious.
"Well... I can agree to be your friend, but as for the band, I need to see your progress before I decide whether to join or not."
He took the commission and after thinking about it, Otonashi Sota decided to agree halfway first. After all, the other party had the courage to invite him. If he still refused, then this girl might really become a quiet girl.
As for lifelong friends or something, Otonashi Sota doesn't care anyway, after all, the other person is just a child.
The life that girls of this age talk about is just like that. As time goes by, even if the friendship was once very good, it will gradually fade, so Otonashi Sota is not under any pressure.
And if they could really be friends for life, Otonashi Sota would be very happy. After all, who doesn't want to have a lifelong friend?
But then again, this girl may seem taciturn, but she's been talking all her life, so she's definitely not an ordinary person.
Oh, interesting woman.
"progress?"
Hearing that Otonashi Sou was willing to be friends with her for life, Takamatsu Deng's face immediately showed a happy expression, but his next words made her a little puzzled.
"Yeah, since you want to form a band that will last a lifetime, you have to start by finding new members who share the same ideals, right?"
The music is too persuasive,
"When you can find band members who meet the requirements and let me see your hard work and ability, then I might join."
Otonashi Sota threw out the bait.
Just like a parent tells his child, if you get 90 points in the next exam, I will buy you a game console, Otonashi Sota is now using the same bait tactic to lure Tou Mo Ling.
This will give her the motivation to step out of the shadows, find her bandmates, and form her own band.
As for whether he wants to join... Hehe, he didn't really agree anyway, did he? He just said maybe.
After all, being in a band is just something you can do occasionally. He has already joined a band and it's over, so how could he have the time and energy to get involved in other bands' affairs?
Otonashi Kanata guessed that Takamatsu Deng was just treating him as a lifeline. As long as she found a few close friends in the band, it wouldn't matter whether he joined her band or not.
"I understand. I will work hard and will never let Sou Tai-kun down!"
Gao Songdeng clenched his fists, and the confusion and hesitation in his heart were replaced by full motivation.
In fact, after she was sure that the disbandment of Kulaixiku was not her fault, the big stone that had been weighing on her heart was gone.
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