NIKKE, after maxing out the favorability, all the Nikkis are not right

Edmi: "I was thinking, if I wore my usual casual clothes, it would be a bit impolite, so I stared at the mirror."

Yurxia: "Is that so... Then why are you explaining so much? You feel guilty!"

Yurxia: "A date is a date, we all know that."

Privati: "Hmm? What do you know?"

Yurxia: "Except for a certain fool."

Privati: "Wait a minute, who's the fool? What do you know? Can you please stop hiding things from me?!"

Privati: "Hey! Explain it to me!"

Yulxia: "Ignore her, Edmi."

Yurxia: "Since someone wants to ask you out, I won't say anything more. I hope you can succeed this time."

Edmi: "Did it work? No, I didn't really have any hope. I just went out to eat with him because I wanted that cat doll...that's all our relationship is."

Privati: "Him? Who is he?"

Privati: "What else are you two hiding from me?"

Yurxia: "Please stop talking nonsense, Privati. Instead of asking questions, you might as well write a few more words about the report."

Privati: "Uh uh, okay, okay, I'll write it, don't worry!"

After changing the subject.

Edmi looked at himself in the mirror and suddenly became a little worried.

Commander, will he like her?

Would he mind that she didn't know much about dressing up?

Would he quickly grow impatient and move on to the next Nikki who needed help?

What does he think of himself?

No, I care so much.

They had clearly agreed to maintain a simple relationship of eating hamburgers and collecting badges, but when she thought of the commander's face, she couldn't help but start to have wild thoughts, and the strange thoughts in her mind couldn't stop at all.

Yurxia naturally saw Edmi's symptoms at a glance.

Although I said no, I honestly fell in love in my heart.

Fortunately, Yurxia also recognized Green very much. There was no other commander in the entire Ark who was willing to consult Nikki like him, so if it was him, Yurxia decided not to interfere.

Love changes a person.

Edmi's passionate, confused, and nascent feelings will one day be released.

So, as long as they love each other, what does the scars of the past matter? Let them heal slowly.

……

the next day.

Day three.

Fourth day.

Every evening, Edmi and Green would meet at the hamburger restaurant on time.

Although she thought it was too boring to eat a hamburger for a cat doll that she didn't want much at the beginning, every time she sat down, Edmi began to look forward to it.

What story will he bring today? Will he touch his head?

Would he hold her hand if she asked?

While daydreaming, Edmi counted the star badges in his hand.

There are already eight.

She collected more and more stars, and was getting closer and closer to the cat doll she wanted.

But why, instead of feeling happy, I feel a little uncomfortable and reluctant?

"The moment I collect all the dolls, I'm afraid the Commander will no longer pay attention to me."

"He has so many Nikkis to help, and in the end he only leaves me with a cat doll..."

Edmi stared at the cat doll lying quietly in the window, and for some reason, tears flowed uncontrollably.

"Sure enough, I still can't do it."

"I'm so scared, scared of being abandoned and hurt. I tremble all over when I think about it."

"So, it's time to end it."

274

Chapter 274 Open The Door!

"Commander, these past few days, I found myself dreaming a lot."

"Don't you think it's strange that Nikki can dream too?"

In the hamburger shop, Edmi held the greasy burger in his hand, swinging his small feet while whispering.

Green sat beside her, but didn't find it strange: "Dreaming is normal. Do you know Laplace, the great hero of the Metis Army? She even snores when she sleeps."

"Really? I thought it was weird that I could dream, but I didn't expect Nikki to snore."

"However, speaking of dreams, I still clearly remember the dreams I had in the past two days. They were all nightmares."

Edmi looked haggard. In the past few nights, she was often awakened by her nightmares.

I don’t know what those bizarre, deep and dark dreams mean.

But every time he woke up, Edmi would feel trembling all over and suffocated by the nightmare.

Green noticed the melancholy and haggardness on her face and comforted her, "Dreams and reality are opposites. The more nightmares you have, the more good things will happen in reality. I know a little about dream interpretation, so why don't you tell me what you dreamed about?"

"Dream interpretation? Okay."

Edmi closed his eyes and said slowly, "At first, I dreamed that I fell into the dark and dark deep sea. No matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't float to the surface. In the end, I sank into the deep sea and couldn't move."

"The deep sea represents quagmire and hardship, but because dreams and reality are opposites, in reality you should be about to jump out of your predicament."

"So there's such a meaning? But I had a dream later. I dreamt that someone was watching me from a dark corner, but I couldn't see that person's face clearly."

"That's probably because you're too anxious. In reality, not that many people are watching you, right?"

"Well... there's one last dream."

Edmi paused, then closed his eyes and whispered, "I dreamed of you, Commander. In that dream, you had your back to me and walked forward silently. No matter how loudly I called out to you, you didn't even look back at me."

"Dreams and reality are always the opposite. Look, am I not with you now, Edmi?"

"I won't leave anyone behind."

Green stretched out his slender big hand to Edmi. She looked at him blankly for a moment, then blushed and stretched out her small hand, and shook his hand tightly.

It feels so good to be cared for by others. Although it is only a moment of happiness, this feeling makes Edmi extremely fascinated.

But that happiness was soon dispelled by Edmi's inner inferiority.

She is not a normal Nikki. She does not have a hot body or strong firepower. Under her seemingly mature personality, she actually hides mottled scars. She knows very well that she cannot establish any intimate relationship with anyone. Whenever she is in this happiness, she can't help but think about the ending of the story.

Will she be abandoned? Will she be thrown away? Can she be a companion to someone as good as the Commander?

As expected, I still can’t do it, and in the end I will be left alone.

Since you can't do it, it's better not to have any thoughts from the beginning.

Edmi put down the burger, took a deep breath, and said to Green, as if she had made up her mind, "Commander, after we finish this meal, I have something to say to you."

"After we finish this meal, we can get the cat stuffed animal."

"Yeah, I can get the cat stuffed animal today... and it's over."

Edmi forced his expression to remain calm and said, "Commander, I'm sorry. I've thought about it, but I still can't."

"I don't want to eat burgers anymore."

"I'm tired of eating it. I'm fed up with it."

"Edmi?"

"You can keep the badge. I think this simple relationship ends here."

"Edmi...why do you suddenly say that?"

"Because I... because..."

Edmi was silent for a long time, but tears suddenly fell from the corners of his eyes. "Because I was too conceited, Commander, I thought that once I collected all the badges, I would be done with it and wouldn't get any deeper into trouble. But people are always greedy. Once I had a cat doll, I wanted a real cat. After I got happiness, I wanted more happiness."

"That's why I don't want to collect badges anymore, because the story always ends."

"After the Commander helps me, he'll definitely go find other lonely Nikkis, and in the end, he'll only leave me a cat stuffed animal. Even if I get this cat stuffed animal, when I look at it, I won't think of the kitten from that day. I'll only remember the time we spent together here, every little detail."

"So...that's why I want to stop here."

"We'll be separated sooner or later anyway. Before the Commander becomes too important to me, and before my heart falls even deeper, I think it's best to stop here."

"I'm sorry, Commander. I'm so sorry. I know you want to help me and share my pain, but... I still feel scared."

"Please forgive me for being so cowardly."

Edmi jumped off the chair, turned around and tried to escape.

She was really scared, afraid that the story would end the same as before, being abandoned.

But how could Green let her leave so easily?

As Edmi escaped from the door of the hamburger shop, she felt a pair of large hands reaching out from behind and gently grabbing her wrists.

"Edmi, you left so suddenly without saying goodbye. You hurt my heart so deeply."

Green made a joke and then whispered in her ear: "I'm sorry, I may have reminded you of some sad things again. Are you okay?"

"Commander, I..."

"Don't say anything. I've heard your story and I know why you're so sad and wronged."

Green smiled and said, "If you want to be with me, I will not leave you or abandon you, so you can rest assured and give your heart to me."

"At any time, as long as you want, you can decide when our relationship officially begins."

"!!!"

"Commander, stop talking nonsense. I'm Nikki, and you're the commander. We... aren't we fine like this right now?"

Edmi said incoherently: "We are in a superior-subordinate relationship. Is this really okay?"

"What's wrong?"

"As long as you are willing, we can start at any time. Even if it really ends one day, at least before that, I promise you that I will never let you down."

Edmi's pretty face flushed.

She is not like other girls who are happy when they see gifts or receive gifts.

She is really afraid of intimacy. Even if she owes someone a small favor, she will pay it back and then cut off everything completely.

Some people often say that she is introverted and lacks emotion.

But Edmi knew that what she longed for was an unwavering relationship like the one she had now.

"Commander...I'm really scared."

"Actually, I know your affection isn't just for me. You seem to be very attentive to every Nikki you like. So I'm afraid your affection will fade. Even though you care about me now, I'm really afraid that you'll forget me and abandon me in the future."

Edmi looked at him timidly.

She knew about Green's romantic affairs.

After all, he is the man that Nikkis are vying for, and he is the most popular man in the Ark. Only someone with Privati's slow personality would think that she and the commander are in a 1V1 pure first love.

"But this time..."

"I don't want to run away anymore, Commander. Can I trust you?"

"Of course, Edmi."