Mygo, this is not the ending I want!

Because Wakaba Mutsuki didn't join the band, Yutenji Wakamugi didn't immediately accept Toyokawa Shoko's invitation. She's a more realistic person, and it's hard for her to judge the band's future with only one popular idol, Sankaku Hatsuka.

[However, after considering it, she decided to give it a try. At least if she failed, she could still be a blogger.]

【In the end, Toyokawa Shoko's band was only missing a guitarist.】

She found a guitar blogger with 200,000 followers online. She was quite good.

As a blogger, she also has a keen sense of traffic. After learning that the popular idol Sankaku Hatsuka was also in Xiangzi's band, she decisively agreed to Toyokawa Xiangzi's invitation.

【Xiangzi's band members are officially formed.】

As the band's support staff, you often appear in the band's practice room.

【But you didn't expect that this guitarist had a lot of opinions about you. 】

At the end of a training session, the guitarist looked at Toyokawa Shoko and said, "This guy is a high school student like you guys, right? I know your instrument skills are very high, but logistics requires certain skills. He's just a high school student. He's never worked in a band before and has no relevant experience. Can he really handle the logistics for our band?"

Toyokawa Shoko certainly believed you. She didn't immediately respond to the guitarist's words, but Yutenji Wakami also shared the same idea as the guitarist.

They think you are just a high school student with no work experience and you are totally incapable of handling the logistical work of the band.

[Toyokawa Shoko doesn't want to kick you out of the band because you're her good friend, but the guitarist and Yutenji Wakami don't trust you. They're really considering the future of the band.]

"Okay, okay, Teacher Big Cat, even you are ostracizing me!"

Suzuki Jie decided to torture her when he simulated Teacher Damiao next time!

He, Suzukisuke, is a very vengeful person.

Teacher Da Miao excluded me once, write it down in my notebook.JPG

But if you think about it carefully, it makes sense that I would be excluded. A high school student's logistics skills will be questioned by others to some extent.

If Mu was in the band, he wouldn't be excluded, after all, he was Mu's friend, but this guitarist didn't know him and she was not someone he could easily deal with.

But what will happen if you are excluded?

Suzukisuke was a little curious.

[After being ostracized by Yutenji Wakamugi and the guitarist, you realized your lack of work experience and took the initiative to leave the band.]

[Toyokawa Shoko apologized to you privately, but you didn't take it to heart.]

【On the contrary, you encouraged Toyokawa Shoko and hoped that her band would get better and better. 】

【Thank you very much, Toyokawa Shoko. 】

After leaving the band, you had no choice but to watch Mujica form and perform on stage. Mujica's debut performance went very smoothly.

You feel very relieved.

【…】

[You haven't forgotten that your goal is to pursue Wakaba Mu.]

【You have watched the TV series that Mu participated in. Mu's acting is very good. 】

[You thought you would have more topics to talk about with Wakaba Mutsu, so you also tried to become an actor. ]

You went to the film set to apply for an extra role, but the female director thought it was a shame for you to be an extra given your good looks, so she took the initiative to arrange a prominent role for you.

"Sure enough, meeting my stepmother is the underlying logic of this world!"

Suzuki complained.

The director asked you to audition. Although you had no acting experience, you cherished this opportunity very much. You worked hard to memorize the script and try to understand the character's actions, movements and expressions. Your performance during the audition was excellent, and the director became more and more satisfied with you. So she confidently gave you the important role.

The TV series you participated in is called "I Just Like You."

[After filming the show, Ruo Yemu happened to be free, so the two of you made an appointment to play video games together.]

【…】

[It wasn't until the official broadcast of your role in "Just Like You" that you told Ruoye Mu about your acting career. Ruoye Mu was very happy.]

[You both hope to go further and further in your acting career.]

[You and Wakaba Mutsuki both worked very hard on the set.]

[Until one day, Mujica had problems as usual.]

[Only this time, Shoko Toyokawa couldn't bear the pressure and chose to jump into Tokyo Bay.]

You are very surprised, because you used to be the band's logistics manager, so you have the contact information of Triangle Chuhua.

You asked her about the details, and Sanjiao Chuhua told you that the guitarist maliciously spread rumors about Toyokawa Shoko after the scandal at his home was exposed, and she placed all the blame on him.

After hearing the news, you were very angry.

You took the initiative to find the guitarist and slapped her hard.

You used all your strength in this slap. With a loud thud, the guitarist fell to the ground.

[Your powerful hands left five scarlet fingerprints on her face.]

You say to her, "Sorry, there's something dirty on you. I'm helping you clean it."

[The guitarist knows she's in the wrong. She looks at you fiercely and runs away quickly.]

You only slapped her once not because you wanted to, but because you knew you might get arrested if you slapped her more.

【You choose to take revenge on Miss Guitarist in other ways.】

You took screenshots of all of Ms. Guitarist's comments on social media and submitted them to the police as evidence.

[The debtor is Toyokawa Shoko's father, not Toyokawa Shoko. Furthermore, as a minor, Toyokawa Shoko is protected by law.]

The guitarist's actions constituted cyberbullying resulting in death, and the circumstances were extremely serious and egregious. Ultimately, she was sentenced and imprisoned.

"Damn it!" Suzuki Jie was not satisfied. He knew that it was not only the guitarist who 'killed' Shoko, but also many people who spread false information on the Internet to slander Toyokawa Shoko.

Because of the popularity of "Just Like You," your social media account gained tens of thousands of followers. You used your social media account to speak out for Toyokawa Shoko and posted the case of the guitarist's imprisonment on your homepage.

Many people regained their senses, but a group of madmen continued to attack Toyokawa Shoko.

You choose to continue reporting this incident to the police. Because the impact of this cyberbullying incident is extremely severe, the local police station has launched a focused investigation. A large number of troll dens have been dismantled, and numerous troll gangs and individual users who made malicious and influential comments have been arrested and punished according to the severity of their actions.

The incident involving Toyokawa Shoko is completely over, but you haven't felt any better.

At Toyokawa Shoko's funeral, his father cried heartbreakingly, and all of Toyokawa Shoko's friends burst into tears. You and Wakaba Mutsu were equally grief-stricken.

After Shoko's funeral, his father also jumped into Tokyo Bay.

【In his opinion, everything is his fault.】

Everything seems like a farce, and you suddenly feel how fragile life is.

"Alas, Xiangzi..."

After Xiangzi and Xiangfu passed away, you and Wakaba Mutsu both became very depressed.

If Ye Mu's mental state becomes problematic and she becomes depressed, she won't be happy even if you're with her.

"It's over, the wood is going to collapse..." Suzuki was used to Xiangzi being easily soluble in water, so even if he saw this result, he would not be greatly affected.

It's just that he feels that the wood in the simulation is not very good...

If Ye Mu's father noticed something was wrong with his daughter, he would not let her continue acting.

[But he didn't have much time to counsel his daughter, as he was still busy with his career.]

You often call Ruoye Mu out to talk with her and relax with her.

[This period lasted for a year.]

[Slowly, if Ye Mu begins to return to normal, she will communicate with you and joke with you. You will also think that she has returned to normal and you will be happy for her.]

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ps. I treat everyone equally QAQ

Volume 217: 3, What if Ye Mu starts to be afraid of himself? (k)

[After Toyokawa Shoko's funeral, her father also jumped into Tokyo Bay in the early morning.]

Your love and your wife's mood have become very low.

You feel like all your hard work and planning for so long is a joke.

[God is playing a joke on you, but you don’t think it’s funny.]

You start to lose the ability to feel positive emotions, and you feel depressed all the time.

You become unhappy. In your eyes, everything seems to be covered with a layer of shadow, everything has lost its luster, and the whole world seems to have turned gray and black.

This is truly a world full of ugliness. It looks bright and beautiful on the surface, but it has so much filth underneath.

You often shed tears secretly at night.

【You still didn't help Toyokawa Shoko. 】

You believe that it was your wrong choice that led to Xiangzi's death.

You feel guilty about this.

You are thinking, if you agree to let Xiangzi join the band, Xiangzi will not be hurt by the new guitarist.

Seeing this, Ruoye Mu fell silent.

If Xiangzi really died like this, she would definitely feel very guilty, perhaps just like herself in the simulation?

"Can't I leave the band?"

The reason she left the band was to make money to find a way to rescue Xiangzi, but it seemed that Xiangzi's fate would be even worse if she didn't join the band.

[Your condition is very wrong. Suzukisuke cares about you very much. He often calls you out to walk with you and talk with you.]

You are grateful to him, but you still can't be happy.

[Your father also noticed something was wrong with you, but he was too busy with his career to take care of you, so he could only let you rest at home and stop acting.]

Suzuki has always been taking care of you, but your condition hasn't improved. You've noticed that as time goes by, Suzuki seems to be getting a little gloomy.

[When his eyes are not on you, the smile on his lips also disappears, just like you.]

[You can see that he is very tired, but he still doesn't give up accompanying you.]

You feel guilty and think it would be terrible if you let Suzukisuke become like you.

You feel very guilty. You don't want Suzuki to see you so depressed anymore. You want him to be happy.

[In this regard, you choose...]

[1. Your acting skills are now very sophisticated. You can disguise yourself as normal, so he shouldn't be able to see through your performance.]

【2. As long as you stop seeing him, he won't be affected by you.】

Ruoye Mu looked at the two options with some hesitation.

She is not someone who likes to trouble others, but is it really a good choice to disguise herself in front of others?

That kind of self is a false self.

But if I don't do this, it will be easy to affect Jie's mood, and then I can only reduce the time I spend with him as much as possible.

She felt that this might have a greater impact on Suzuki Suke?

Ruoye Mu hesitated for a long time and then made her choice.

You decide to disguise yourself.

You make yourself normal little by little, or at least it seems so.

【You try to smile at Suzukisuke and try to talk to him about some interesting topics. 】

【Suzukisuke feels that you have returned to normal, and he is very happy. 】

【You look at his smiling face, and suddenly you feel that what you did is worth it. 】

[But you still can't really make yourself normal. ]

You think, if you can keep pretending, does it really matter whether you're normal or not? No one else can tell.

[In this way, you gradually get used to disguising yourself.]

You think you should live your life like before, just like before Toyokawa Shoko died, so that everything can return to normal, right?