Mygo, this is not the ending I want!

However, no matter what, the responsibility on her shoulders cannot be taken away no matter what. It was because of her that Mana could no longer continue to be an idol, and it was also because of her that Mana was insulted and attacked...

She couldn't get rid of these problems no matter what.

"Rather than letting Chuhua feel guilty, I would rather see Chuhua shine on the stage again. I don't want Chuhua to dwell on this matter any longer."

Junda Mana looked at Sankaku Hatsuka seriously.

As Sanka Hatsuka looked at the cute girl in front of her, she suddenly remembered the scene when she first met Junda Mana. She had always been this kind of person...

She clearly made the wrong choice, but she was still willing to forgive herself.

Sanjiao Chuhua's guilt grew heavier...

She wondered if someone like herself was really worthy of Mana's forgiveness?

"Hatsuka?" Junda Mana blinked and looked at the silent Triangle Hatsuka.

Sankaku Hatsuka forced a smile and responded to Junda Mana: "Yeah."

"Chuhua, please cheer up and don't be affected by me. I don't want you to feel guilty about me." Junda Mana placed her right hand on her chest, and she looked at her former partner with expectation.

Sanjiao Chuhua nodded slightly: "Yeah."

"By the way, Mana, how have you been lately?"

She suddenly changed the subject.

Seeing that Sankaku Hatsuka was concerned about her, Juntian Mana smiled and said, "I've been relaxing for a while recently. I feel like I'm almost used to this kind of life."

"That's it..."

"What about you, Chuhua? Um... I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask that..." Junda Mana had already heard about the recent situation of Sanjiao Chuhua⑸Ichikiba⑻Linqi Liu Yin from Suzuki Suke, so she blamed herself for speaking without thinking.

"I... am fine. I have been practicing with everyone every day recently." Sanjiao Chuhua did not tell the details of his situation.

Perhaps noticing the reluctance on Sankaku Hatsuka's face, Junda Mana stopped discussing the topic. She looked at Sankaku Hatsuka and continued, "When school is over and Hatsuka is free, why don't we go to Hokkaido together? I want to see the sea and the lavender fields there."

Sanjiao Chuhua smiled and nodded: "Yeah."

The two talked for a long time, and even went out to have dinner together in the evening. Sankaku Hatsuka specially sent Junda Mana back to the apartment.

After coming out of the apartment, Sanjiao Chuhua stopped and looked at the street in front of the apartment building, wondering what she was thinking.

After receiving Junda Mana's forgiveness, she not only did not feel relieved, but instead felt that the guilt in her heart was even heavier...

Mana is really a good person. Even if she is willing to forgive herself, the mistakes she made cannot be undone, right?

She didn't understand why she felt tired. This feeling had disappeared after she left Sumi and came to Xiangzi, but now it appeared again...

It would be great if I could solve this problem when I was with Sumimi, but even she couldn't find a solution...

[Mikado Hatsuka knows that you are the one who bridged the gap between her and Junda Mana. She is very grateful to you and her affection for you has increased.]

"Good good!"

Suzuki Jie was touched. He had been fighting for such a long time and his favorability had only improved this once. He felt that it was a bit too difficult to improve Chuhua's favorability.

[Sumidada Mana's forgiveness and tolerance made Mikado Hatsuka feel even more guilty. She felt that she was not worthy of Sumidada Mana's forgiveness.]

"Huh?!" Suzuki was stunned. No, the donut lady had already let it go, so why wouldn't you let me go?!

Why are these women so twisted...

This finally improved the favorability but did not solve Chu Hua's problem.

What should I do with myself? !

[However, in order to respond to Junda Mana's expectations, Sankaku Hatsuka did cheer herself up. Sankaku Hatsuka's condition did improve after cheering up, but it soon fell back and even got worse.]

During a public performance, Sanjiao Chuhua was so distracted that she actually sang the wrong lyrics...

After realizing this, Sanjiao Chuhua gritted his teeth and continued the performance.

She took the initiative to apologize for her mistake...

The audience also forgave her...

[Toyokawa Shoko tried to comfort Mikado Hatsuka, but it didn't help.]

[Sanjiao Chuhua began to blame himself even more.]

[I clearly wanted to join Xiangzi's band, but I ended up acting like this.]

Everyone is worried about her now, and she is afraid that she will continue to have problems.

[She was so happy and relaxed when she first joined Xiangzi's band, why did it become like this?]

[Even Sanjiao Chuhua himself couldn't understand.]

She began to be more cautious, but accidents still happened. In subsequent performances of Mujica, problems frequently occurred with Triangle Chuhua, which made the audience dissatisfied.

If it's just a one-time incident, people won't have any issues with it and will just find it funny. However, if problems occur frequently, the audience will think the band has a serious attitude problem.

[For a while, many people began to criticize Sanjiao Chuhua's attitude.]

【Sanjiao Chuhua was therefore even more depressed.】

Even everyone at Mujica didn't know what to do. Almost everyone tried to comfort her, but it was almost useless.

Finally... Sanjiao Chuhua proposed leaving the band during training.

"what!"

Suzuki felt very powerless. When Junda Mana failed to persuade Hatsuka, he almost guessed that it might turn out like this...

"Ahhh! This is so awkward!"

He was a little mad. Why was he still brooding over it when Mana had already forgiven him?

After a while,

Suzukisuke calmed down and analyzed the situation.

Mikado Hatsuka left Sumi because she was tired of being an idol. The reason for this tiredness was probably due to her busy schedule and the constant need to pretend to be the fan favorite at various events and on stage...

Excessive fatigue and self-disguise are indeed very painful things.

A normal person might indeed become tired after going through all this, which Suzuki Jie could understand.

Later, Sankaku Hatsuka left Sumimi and joined Xiangzi's band, which relieved a lot of her fatigue.

The reason why Sanjiao Chuhua's fatigue disappeared here was probably because she was close to Xiangzi. She would subconsciously feel more relaxed when she was around close people.

Another reason is that she switched from an idol group to a band, and the new environment can help relieve fatigue...

But after the relationship between Junda Mana and Sankaku Hatsuka deteriorated, Sankaku Hatsuka felt tired again, this time because of the guilt she felt towards Junda Mana...

If you carry the feeling of guilt for a long time, it will indeed affect your mental state.

What happened to Junda Mana caused an irreversible change in Sankaku Hatsuka's mentality.

She realized that her leaving Sumimi had a huge impact on Junda Mana, and from that moment on, the guilt could not be removed from Sankaku Hatsuka, not even if Junda Mana came to forgive Sankaku Hatsuka...

Because what has happened cannot be undone by forgiving it, unless time can be turned back...

Suzukisuke digested this information and thought about it carefully.

The key to the matter may still lie with Mana Junta. If Mana's condition is not affected after Hatsuka Mikado leaves Sumimi, then perhaps Hatsuka's condition will remain normal.

But the problem is, as long as Chuhua leaves Sumimi Mana's condition will definitely be affected.

When Sumimi's fans realize that she is the only one left, they start gossiping and making up all sorts of shady things to make Mana look bad...

There was absolutely no way he could solve this problem on his own.

So there is only one way to avoid Mana from being affected or to minimize the impact, and that is to make Mana willingly stop being an idol. How can he do that?

"What a hassle..."

Suzuki sighed.

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Volume 247: , Toyokawa Shoko's Crying and Mikado Hatsuka's Sorry

Suzuki secretly found Junda Mana to help you eliminate the rift between you and Junda Mana.

【Sumidada Mana begins to understand you and is willing to reconcile with you. 】

[But even so, you don't think you are completely guiltless.]

[In your opinion, Junda Mana's life trajectory has changed because of you. Even if Mana is kind and willing to forgive you, you have no way of forgiving yourself.]

You don’t know what to do.

Sanjiao Chuhua became a little silent.

Indeed, her choice has changed Mana's life. How can she escape responsibility based on this alone?

She had no idea how to solve her own problems.

[Under this self-blame and guilt, your fatigue has not subsided. ]

In order not to disappoint Mana's efforts, you forced yourself to hold on. You cheered yourself up for a while, but you found that you seemed to be even more tired.

This kind of exhaustion comes from the mind and soul. You can't find any way to relieve it. Even Xiangzi's comfort is of little use.

[In this state, your performance went wrong and you sang the wrong words.]

【This is the first time you have made such a serious mistake. 】

Although the audience has forgiven you, you still feel guilty about your mistake.

You think you shouldn't make this mistake.

[Everyone in the band knows that you haven't been doing well, and they all tried to comfort you, but it was useless. Your exhaustion has penetrated deep into your soul.]

When you step onto the stage, you'll feel a strong trance, a strange feeling that makes it impossible to concentrate at all, like a student dozing off in class who's about to close their eyes at any moment.

After that, your performances weren't going very well, and you frequently made mistakes, which caused outcry from the audience.

[You are alone in your room, reflecting on your mistakes. You find that you can't seem to avoid making mistakes. Your state is getting worse and worse. You know that you can't sing like you did at the beginning...]

Your fatigue makes you feel like you have a mountain on your back, pressing you down and making it hard for you to breathe.

You think you might not be able to continue performing on stage.

You start to think, do you want to leave this stage?

[Every time you make a mistake, you drag everyone in the band down with you.]

You don't want to go on like this anymore.

Yes, you think it might be better to leave the band, just like you left Sumi.

【Maybe you should return to your normal life.】

[You know, even if you don't choose this, you will ruin Xiangzi's band. You have no choice but to do this.]

In the training room...

Sanjiao Chuhua's lower eyelids were a little dark, enough to show that something was very wrong with her.

Seeing how haggard she looked, Toyokawa Shoko took the initiative to come over and said softly, "Chuhua, why don't you go and have a good rest for a while? Don't force yourself."

Sanjiao Chuhua shook her head and said softly, "No need."

After a two-second pause, she continued, "I have something very important to tell you today."

Suddenly, Shoko Toyokawa seemed to have a bad premonition.

The other members of the band also turned their attention to Sanjiao Chuhua.

Sanjiao Chuhua took a deep breath. After making this decision, she felt as if the pressure on her shoulders was relieved a little.

“I’ve decided to leave the band,” she said.

Suddenly the entire training room became quiet.

It was hard for everyone in the band to believe that Sankaku Hatsuka would make such a decision, especially Toyokawa Shoko.

She had never expected Chu Hua to make such a choice.

"Chuhua, can I ask you why you want to leave?" asked Toyokawa Shoko.