【You suddenly realize that your thoughts are not right...】

You've always been a perfectionist, but now you're actually planning to make mistakes...

Hachiman Kailing was stunned when she saw the simulated text...

She actually changed her thoughts and behavior because of Suzuki...

She sighed deeply. Feelings are indeed a very strange thing.

You feel guilty about your weird thoughts, but you are still unsure of your choice....

[Until the night, you are still awake at one or two in the morning...]

You decided to pretend to be in a bad state during practice...

[You will frequently reveal flaws during training, and after the performance, your problems will be pointed out one by one by Suzuki.]

Instead of feeling sad, you felt a little happy. At least when Suzukisuke pointed out his mistake, he was only looking at you.

[Later, you pretended not to be in a good state. You made mistakes frequently, even mistakes you had never made before!]

[Everyone knows that you are not in good condition, so everyone hopes that you can take a good rest.]

[You suddenly have a little idea in your mind. If you invite Suzukisuke to go out with you when you are at your lowest point, will he agree?]

You are very happy after you have this idea.

You called Suzukisuke at night...

"Hey, suke..."

Hachiman Kailing held the phone to her ear.

"Hai Ling? Is something wrong?"

"I'm feeling a little down right now, could you walk with me?"

Suzuki looked at the dim scenery outside the window and nodded: "Okay."

Hachiman Kailin has not been in good shape recently, so Suzuki Jie considered that Hachiman Kailin might have emotional problems and agreed without thinking too much.

More than ten minutes later, Suzuki Suke stood next to Hachiman Kailing. At this time, Hachiman Kailing was wearing a youthful outfit that a girl would wear, a white top and a short skirt.

Suzuki stared at Hachiman Kailing for a long time...

He smiled and asked, "Why doesn't Hailing wear a leather jacket anymore?"

Hachiman Kailing responded: "It's not bad to change my outfit occasionally. After all, I have a pretty face..."

Her words were joking, and she wanted to see Suzukisuke's reaction.

Unexpectedly, Suzuki Jie became serious. He pinched his chin and looked carefully at Hachiman Kailing's face and figure. His gaze made Hachiman Kailing a little nervous.

Hachiman Kailing subconsciously took half a step back and turned her head slightly.

After a moment, Suzukisuke looked at Hachiman Kailing and said, "Kailing can be more confident. Kailing is definitely a beautiful girl."

Suzuki's words were extremely straightforward.

But Hachiman Kailing felt a little embarrassed. She turned her head away slightly, with a faint blush on her cheeks.

"Thanks..."

Suzuki Jie smiled but said nothing. The two walked on the street for a while. Suzuki Jie asked, "Hailing, has anything been bothering you lately?"

Hachiman Kailing nodded, "I'm sorry... because of my problem, everyone couldn't train properly."

"It's okay. Everyone has bad moods sometimes. Hai Ling, can you tell me the reason?"

Hachiman Kailing remained silent; she didn't say anything.

"If it's inconvenient, you don't have to tell me..." Suzuki Jie didn't force the question, but just walked on the street with Hachiman Kailing.

Hachiman Kailing looked forward, and from time to time her eyes glanced at Suzukisuke's cheek.

The sky was pitch black at this time, but fortunately there were many lights on the roadside, so Suzuki Suke's profile could be seen clearly.

Hachiman Kailing didn't know what was wrong with her, she just felt very happy. This happiness came inexplicably, like a puppy that had been wandering for a long time and found its owner again, as warm and inexplicable as...

Maybe this is why she hasn't been with Suzuki like this for a long time...

She felt a little sad when she thought that Lixi might be able to walk on the street and talk and laugh with Jie like this every day.

This kind of sadness is a mixture of pity for myself and jealousy towards my best friend...

She knew she shouldn't have such emotions, but she couldn't let her rationality suppress everything.

This kind of emotion is self-generated and cannot be stopped...

Perhaps only time can block the source, but definitely not now.

She thought, it would be nice if she could look at Suzukisuke's profile like this often. She would be very happy about that.

"I'm just in a bad mood recently, it's nothing serious."

Hachiman Kailing suddenly laughed.

"Is that okay? That's good." Suzuki Jie nodded, and he just stayed quietly beside Hachiman Kailing.

"By the way, why did you agree to come out with me today? Aren't you afraid that Li Xi will misunderstand?" Hachiman Hailing suddenly asked teasingly.

"Don't worry, we're good friends anyway, so it's normal for us to come out, right?" Suzuki knew that Hachiman Kailing was blaming her for what happened before. "We were in the honeymoon period back then, and I had to constantly consider what Li Xi was thinking. But now I understand that Li Xi wouldn't be that easily jealous or suspicious of me."

"That's good. I was afraid that Li Xi would quarrel with you because you came out with me!" Hachiman Hailing patted his chest and took a deep breath.

"No, Li Xi has never fought with me."

Suzukisuke answered proudly, waving his index finger.

"That's great." Hachiman Kailing took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Her expression looked a little deep.

"Hai Ling, your sudden sighing look makes me feel a little strange..." Suzuki Jie looked at Hachiman Hai Ling.

"I just envy the relationship between you two."

Hachiman Kailing never thought that Shiina Riki, who always behaved coldly, would be so docile around Suzuki Suke.

At least, she had never seen Li Xi like that.

"I see..." Suzuki nodded.

Suddenly, Hachiman Kailing stopped talking and her mood inexplicably became worse, even though she was very happy when she met Suzuki Suke.

Suzuki Jie was about to strike up a conversation when he saw that the smile on Hachiman Kailing's face had disappeared, replaced by a very melancholy feeling.

Hachiman Kailing walked to a fence at the corner of the street, placed her arms flat on it, and then stood there to distribute the weight of her body on the fence.

It was already late at night, and vehicles in the distance were approaching with bright lights flashing. Hachiman Kailing's eyes saw two huge round lights, which were surrounded by white light, making it impossible for her to see the entire picture of the vehicles. It was not until the vehicles got closer that the light became smaller and smaller, and the shape of the vehicles became clearer and clearer.

It was a black car, and its tires made noises as they rubbed against the ground. The noises became louder and louder as the car got closer. Finally, the car rushed past Hachiman Kailing and then slowly went away.

Hachiman Kailing just watched, not saying a word, as she watched the vehicles and pedestrians passing through the street.

And Suzukisuke stood beside her.

He looked at Hachiman Kailing's shoulders and profile, and he didn't know what Hachiman Kailing was thinking about.

He thought Hachiman Kailing must be worried, but he didn't dare to ask...

So he could only hope that he could make her feel less lonely, and maybe that would make her feel better.

Suddenly, Hachiman Hailing spoke. She asked, "By the way, before you confirmed your relationship with Li Xi, you took the initiative to invite Li Xi into your house, right? Li Xi was always there every time you invited me to your house."

"Is that so..." Suzuki nodded.

"But why did you call me?" Hachiman Kailing asked the question directly.

"Well..." Suzuki touched his earlobe to hide his embarrassment...

"Because Jie wants to get close to me?" Hachiman Kailing's expression suddenly became serious.

Suzuki Jie stood there in a daze. He didn't expect that Hachiman Kailing would actually know what he was thinking and say it out loud.

"Tell me if that's the case?"

Hachiman Kailing continued to ask.

Suzuki Jie fell silent. After a long time, he nodded under the gaze of Hachiman Kailing.

"Ah."

"The reason you called Li Xi here was to lure me here, right?" Hachiman Kailing continued to ask, but her eyes became sharper.

"Um..."

Suzuki's expression became serious.

"That is to say... Jie, your goal is... to get closer to me... right..."

Hachiman Kailing calmly stated the results of her analysis.

"But you didn't expect that the one with whom you had such rapid development was Riki, right? To the point that you completely fell in love with Riki..." Hachiman Kailing no longer dodged, but directly put her hands on Suzuki Jie's shoulders. She looked up and looked directly into Suzuki Jie's eyes.

Suzuki was shocked. He didn't expect that Hachiman Kailing could see through all this...

"Is that so..." Suzuki became embarrassed...

"You guy, if that's the case, why did you call me here?!" Hachiman Kailing grabbed Suzukisuke's shoulders tightly for fear that he would run away.

"This is why I've been in a bad mood. After you and Lixi confirmed your relationship... I found out..."

Hachiman Kailing's tone was very intense at the beginning, but she became increasingly weaker as she spoke, and she even stopped talking later...

Suzukisuke looked at the black-haired girl in front of him without saying a word, waiting for her to finish speaking.

"I found that I seem to like you..."

Hachiman Kailing seemed to have lost her strength, she let go of her hands and leaned against the railing.

"If only I could discover this before Li Xi confesses his feelings."

She suddenly said in a listless tone.

"Sorry... I shouldn't have done this..." Suzuki knew it was his mistake.

"But I can't refuse Lixi..."

After Suzukisuke finished speaking, Yawata Kailing nodded. She smiled bitterly and said, "If you dare to refuse Li Xi, I will not let you go..."

Suzuki nodded.

"So what should I do..." Hachiman Kailing covered her head with her hands, looking confused.

Suzuki Jie said nothing. He knew that he could do nothing at this moment.

"We can continue to be friends, right?" Suzukisuke said this after a long time.

"Yes...friend..." Hachiman Kailing comforted herself.

She tried her best to suppress the emotions that were bursting out of her and put on a smile.

"Jie, let's be friends for life... You must not let Li Xi down, otherwise I will not forgive you." Hachiman Kailing could only humbly compromise.

She knew that Lixi might have liked Jie a long time ago, otherwise why would Lixi be there every time Jie asked her to come to his house...

Being available at any time is not something that a girl with an ordinary relationship can do...

Hachiman Kailing naturally understood all of this. She was destined to lose to Li Xi from the very beginning.

Because she didn't have the same feelings for Suzuki Suke as she does now at the beginning, so, from the beginning... she had no hope.

After returning home with an excuse, Hachiman Kailing burst into tears.

[Late at night, your accumulated emotions finally burst out. If you could do it again, you wish you could have given your all to your feelings from the beginning.]

[Hesitation leads to defeat. You finally understand what this sentence means.]

[You who fell in love with Jie later on cannot possibly defeat Li Xi who has loved Jie from the beginning. ]

Hachiman Kailing had a complicated expression. The realistic scene in the simulator allowed her to experience what her future self would be like.

She, who originally had no idea of falling in love, suddenly became nervous.

"Since Li Xi liked Jie from the beginning..."

"So, should this start be now or before?" Hachiman Kailing closed her eyes and thought.

"I must know the answer after the simulation is over."

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