Mygo, this is not the ending I want!

【Everyone worked together to make crychic's level rise rapidly.】

The first live show after the reconstruction of crychic was a success. In the subsequent performances, crychic became popular among nearby music lovers. As a result, many livehouses invited you to perform, and you can earn some income from the ticket sales.

After the band started to generate a certain amount of income, Toyokawa Shoko quit her job to devote more time to the band, hoping that it would grow faster.

Crychic's popularity is growing in the local area. A music program has even invited them to participate. Because of their amazing performance, they've become the winning band! Crychic's popularity is skyrocketing...

Seeing this, Nagasaki Suyo had an ominous premonition.

If crychic's popularity increases too quickly... Toyokawa Shoko's backstory will be uncovered and she'll be attacked by public opinion...

She couldn't let this happen...

Crychic has become a relatively well-known band. You often take on commercial performances, which can earn you a lot of money.

Finally, one day, a heavyweight program invited you to participate. Everyone was very happy because being on this program meant that your popularity could be raised to another level and you would become a truly popular band.

[Everyone is happy, but only you know that you must stop crychic's popularity from rising further.]

If Crychic's popularity rises again, Crychic will be hit by public opinion due to the Toyokawa family scandal, and Toyokawa Shoko will suffer a huge blow.

[For crychic and for everyone else, you must find a way to prevent crychic from appearing on this show.]

So you proposed to everyone the idea of refusing to allow crychic to appear on the show.

[No one can understand your decision, only Suzuki believes that you have your own ideas and therefore agrees with you.]

Nagasaki Suyo looked at everyone and said softly, "Everyone, I think it's best not to participate in this show."

When the members of crychic heard Nagasaki Suyo's words, they all turned their eyes to her.

"Why?" Shiina Riki asked first.

"Everyone must have worked really hard to get the chance to be on this show. If you miss this opportunity, you don't know when you'll be able to be on this show again."

"But..." Nagasaki Suyo began to think of a reason to convince everyone: "But we are still students, right? Wouldn't it be too much pressure to be on a show like this?"

Suzuki Suke, who was standing nearby, heard what Nagasaki Motoyo said and stepped forward to try to help her out. "Right, we can't forget that we're students. If we focus on the show, wouldn't that be putting the cart before the horse? And being on the show will only get us more attention, which isn't necessarily a good thing for students, is it?"

When Nagasaki Suzuyo heard Suzukisuke's help, she nodded repeatedly: "That's what I mean."

"But everyone's efforts are to make the band known to others one day, right? If you are afraid of attracting attention, then why are you in a band?" Shiina Tatsuki spoke bluntly.

Nagasaki Suyo cast her eyes on Toyokawa Shoko who was standing beside her. Everything she did was to save her and crychic!

But Toyokawa Shoko smiled and made the final decision: "Is Sushi a little nervous? It doesn't matter, as long as everyone performs normally. Besides, we can't miss this opportunity. This is the result of our hard work for so long. How can we just give up like this?"

Everyone nodded.

You couldn't stop crychic from going on stage...

When Nagasaki Suyo saw this line of text, her heart turned cold.

Crychic appeared on the show and successfully won the championship with their strong performance. Crychic's strength was immediately confirmed, and their popularity quickly increased, making them a popular band.

[As crychic's popularity grows, the thing you worried about finally happens...]

[Information about crychic members was dug up, and the scandal of the Toyokawa family was exposed.]

The Toyokawa family's enemies seized this opportunity to control public opinion. Crychic, without a backer, was completely unable to contain the public opinion. The public opinion affected Crychic and prevented it from operating normally...

Not only is crychic unable to participate in the show, but no major companies will invite them to perform.

Crychic was forced to take on extremely low-priced gigs, but the income was not enough to support the band's development...

【crychic is on the verge of collapse.】

[Shoko Toyokawa was severely traumatized by the public outcry. Under the dual pressure of mental and financial pressure, she became increasingly silent...]

[Finally one day, she stopped participating in the band's activities, and crychic disbanded...]

"It turns out that I still can't do anything..." Seeing crychic disband Nagasaki Suye again, his heart became heavy again.

[In order to help Toyokawa Shoko, you decided to give her all the money you previously earned in the band.]

[But Toyokawa Shoko didn't accept your transfer. On the contrary, she thought you were insulting her so she blocked you. No matter what you did, you couldn't contact her.]

You tried to add Toyokawa Shoko to your secondary account, but she didn't accept your friend status.

[In order to find out about Xiangzi's recent situation, you contacted Suzukisuke, with whom you have a good relationship.]

He tells you that Toyokawa Shoko can now lead a normal life, but just doesn't want to go out and see people.

[Hearing his words, you felt a lot more relaxed.]

[But you still heard the news of Toyokawa Shoko's drowning a month later...]

Looking at this line of text, Nagasaki Suyo felt a pang of pain in her heart again.

Why can't crychic have a happy ending...

After a long time, Nagasaki Suyo finally confirmed that there was no way for Crychic to be resurrected... and Toyokawa Shoko could not return to Crychic.

"Just as Xiangzi said...I really only think about myself..."

She couldn't have crychic anymore.

Nagasaki Suyo smiled bitterly.

“If there is no crychic, then what will I do?”

She continued with the next simulation.

You feel guilty about Toyokawa Shoko's death. You think everything is your fault and you become depressed.

[It's just that this time you accepted the outcome more frankly. You didn't lose your memory. You chose to bear all the pain as your punishment.]

Suzukisuke heard about you from your mother. He was worried that you would do the same thing as Xiangzi, so he came to your house to take care of you.

He tells you jokes while you're eating, makes faces when you're expressionless, and tickles your armpits like a child when you're sad.

【But no matter how hard he tries, he can't make you happy. 】

[You know that you are nothing more than a walking corpse at this moment. You don't know why you are alive, but you are afraid that Suzuki and your mother will be sad if you leave this world.]

[But what you don't know is that Suzuki also suffers from severe depression...]

[He clearly can't even cheer himself up, but he's trying his best to make you happy.]

[But he was unable to make you change even a little bit, and in the end, even he himself could no longer bear the inner torment...]

Nagasaki Suyo looked at the scene in the simulation.

Suzukisuke took the initiative to hug her expressionless face.

He smiled and said, "Su Shi, I'm about to leave Tokyo to live somewhere else. Before I do, can you smile at me? This is my last wish."

Nagasaki Suyo remained expressionless. She thought for a moment and said, "Wait a minute..."

She also wanted to laugh, but she found that... she seemed to have forgotten how to laugh.

She tried to curl up the corners of her mouth and showed a very funny expression.

Suzukisuke laughed out loud and hugged Nagasaki Suyo again.

Nagasaki Suyo did not push him away, but hugged Suzuki Suke tightly as if she was almost melting her body into him.

It was a long time before she let go of Suzukisuke.

"Goodbye." Nagasaki Suyo's expression returned to calm.

"See you."

Suzukisuke nodded, then turned around and left Nagasaki Suyo's house.

Looking at Suzuki Jie's back as he left, Nagasaki Suyo felt a sense of emptiness in her heart.

The smile on Suzukisuke's face dropped as he left, and one could see from his eyes that he was very tired.

This fatigue is not physical, but mental.

After experiencing Xiangzi's death, Nagasaki Suyo was depressed. He knew that he could not change anything. He didn't even know the meaning of his existence in this world.

He climbed over the fence surrounding the train tracks and stood in the middle of the tracks.

He listened to the sound of the wheels rubbing against the tracks and then opened his arms towards the front of the train, as if he wanted to embrace the whole world.

He smiled and saw a white space.

Xiangzi was smiling at him.

As the train roared and the sirens sounded.

A huge noise sounded.

Suzuki's life died along with the train.

It was a long time before you learned of Suzuki Susuke's death.

Your heart is in even greater pain.

【You didn’t realize how much you missed him until he died.】

You start to blame yourself, why don't you smile more when Suzukisuke is taking care of you?

Your depression is more severe, but you won’t die as easily as they did.

【Your mother still loves you.】

You can't make your mother sad.

You begin practicing smiling again, to make your mother happy, and also to make...the deceased Jie happy.

【This is your atonement for yourself.】

[As time goes by, you find that you can't forget Suzuki. ]

You often open the videos left by Suzuki Suke late at night.

[Although you were teased and whipped in the video, this is actually the only video of you and him.]

【When you watch the video, it's like you're back in that time.】

[Unconsciously, your heartbeat quickens a little, and only then do you feel alive.]

You finally realized that you had fallen in love with Suzukisuke during your playful encounters, and that the pranks you played on him were a way to get closer to him. However, your obsession with crychic was deeper than your feelings for him, so you couldn't realize it at the time.

[A smile appeared on the corner of your mouth. Although you were just immersed in the memories of the past, this was indeed one of the few ways for you to feel happy and feel that you were still alive.]

【You live alone but strive hard. 】

You felt relieved until the day your mother died.

[You are finally no longer connected to the world, and you don't have to worry about your actions hurting others.]

You decide to atone for your sins to Xiangzi.

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Volume 68: . Set off from the barbecue restaurant!

Nagasaki Suyo arrived in Tokyo Bay early in the morning.

She was over fifty years old at this time.

But she seemed to be living in the time when Shoko Toyokawa and Suzuki Suke died.

She found a flat place on the shore and sat down.

The weather is very clear today, and Nagasaki Suye can see all the way to the clouds on the horizon through the blue sea.

The sea breeze blew the hair around her ears and tickled her cheeks.

She was too lazy to pay attention, but just hugged her legs and looked into the distance.

Occasionally, a few clouds would float across the sky, blocking the sun, but they would soon move away, allowing the sun to shine on the ground again.

Nagasaki Suyo observed and fantasized, trying to find the shape she wanted from the outline of the clouds.

At this moment, Nagasaki Suyo felt that the world seemed to be in eternal peace, without all those worries and messy thoughts.

It turns out that people can be so carefree!

Then why doesn't she have a happy and carefree life?