Gundam EXARE

"This ranks fifth among the stupidest things I've ever done. I can't forget it no matter how hard I try."

He shook his head and sighed, feeling that the past was too painful to recall.

Lux finally reacted. Although she had guessed that Ray was going to play a prank, she really didn't expect him to go to this extent.

Not only that, Rey also knows the true meaning of keeping a secret.

"fifth?"

Doesn’t this make people more curious about what the top four are?

Rey chuckled, knowing that he had aroused Lux's curiosity.

"If you want to know, come and get it yourself, but you know the rules."

The rule is exchange. Since Rey told a secret, Lux also has to exchange a secret.

What was this? A serious exchange of intelligence between elementary school students? A small secret exchange between best friends?

Lux had to admit that she was very interested in this, so she was about to reveal one of her secrets:

"I"

"Yeah, I understand, I understand."

Ray crossed his arms and nodded quickly, causing Lux to laugh first.

You are such a good actor, you are a natural comedian.

Now that there is a supporting role, she, the funny person, also starts:

"In fact, I have never had close friends since I was a child. My background is one issue, and another is that my father has been trying to train me since I was young, which has created a gap between me and other people."

Although Lux knew that Siegel was impressed by her talent and had high hopes for her, objectively speaking, Siegel did take away a child's childhood.

Lux has always looked at things from a different perspective than others since she was young, so getting along well in this situation is just a matter of her cooperating with the other party.

It is difficult to make wearing a mask a habit, but Lux has already mastered it.

Is this sad?

When bystanders feel something is wrong but the person involved does not, it becomes difficult to define whether it is tragic or not.

And the happy comedian spoke again:

"I also have a secret about my friends, and it ranks number one on my stupid list."

He's here to amuse people, not to engage in deep, dark fantasies.

"When I was in primary school, I had a very good friend named Neil."

Unfortunately, what children are best at doing is stupid things.

"He and I are almost as popular. We are the two most popular in the class. We even take turns being the class monitor."

Rei misses those wonderful childhood days.

"One day when I asked him to go out, he said he had plans with someone else. I was very upset about that."

What do you call this? This is the extreme possessiveness of a child. You can only be friends with me, and you are not allowed to be close to others.

"Then I started to cause trouble for other people, and then one day he didn't come to school, and I messed up my relationship with other people because of my ugly jealousy."

Rei sighed, thinking that this was the reason why he wanted to be popular and a star after entering middle school and high school.

"We haven't been in touch since then and don't know where he is or how he's doing now."

Why is this number one on the stupidest list? Because it's not about whether it's embarrassing or not, it's about whether you can go back in time and slap yourself.

"If I could see him again, I would like to apologize to him."

Rey, who was still an elementary school student, didn't understand the subtleties of words. He went straight to Neil's friend, told him harshly to stay away from his friend, and then beat him up.

Of course this kind of stupidity would get out, and it's really shameful.

After hearing this, Lux nodded seriously.

"It's indeed time to apologize."

"Please comfort me."

"Do you want me to comfort you?"

"It's better to say I'm stupid."

Rey can look at himself objectively, while Lux behaves more like a sister or mother. It turns out that childhood education has a profound impact on people.

"Then it's my turn."

Lux understood Rey a little better. Not everyone is born like this.

What have you experienced in the past? What have you done?

Don't think that you can make the other person understand just by thinking. Whether it is your emotions or thoughts, you must express them out loud.

"When I first performed on stage, I gave the climax of the song to the audience. Actually, it wasn't a live interaction, but I suddenly forgot the lyrics."

The singer who is always at ease must also have a youthful side.

"When I was in junior high school, I had a good relationship with students who were not doing well in academics. Therefore, my physics teacher took offense to me. I was the one who hit her head with the water balloon."

On that day, Lei Yi discovered that his middle-aged physics teacher actually had severe hair loss and was wearing a wig.

"So you were a bad kid before?"

"You've always been a good kid."

People who used to be bad kids and people who used to be good kids somehow grow up to be somewhat similar people.

Chapter 143 and her

The words in the books kept appearing in her mind through her orange eyes that looked like flowers and sunsets, but this rich knowledge could not enter Cagalli's mind.

"what."

Kagalli felt a headache. Lately, she has been reading whenever she has free time, as if to make up for all the laziness she had shown over the years.

But is it meaningful to learn these?

Now it is impossible for the daughter of Uzumi to return to Orb and regain power.

Cagalli herself didn't really want to go back. She thought a lot during this time and finally realized something very sad:

Orb isn't very useful.

Cagalli was once proud of her homeland, so she had an unnecessary filter.

When this filter was broken, she discovered all the problems with Orb.

The first is the development of the G series. Someone in Orb bypassed Uzmi and cooperated with the Atlantic Federation, basically forcing Uzmi to take sides.

Being able to bypass authority and conceal it for so long proves that there is no monolithic entity within Orb and everyone has different ideas.

The fact that they can implement their ideas proves that there are quite a few people who choose to stand with the Atlantic Federation.

Now Cagalli no longer blames the other party, because another problem she noticed is that Orb is just a small country.

What does a small country mean? It means a country with weak national power.

The Atlantic Federation seemed to have been badly beaten, but in the end it only took them two days to capture Orb.

Although the Atlantic Federation failed to obtain the Dawn Society's technology and the mass accelerator, there was no doubt that Orb no longer had the power to resist.

Such a small country is powerless internationally.

Why do the PLANT and Oceania Federation dare to oppose the Earth Federation? Isn't it because they have the confidence?

Why does the whole world know that the Atlantic Federation is reaping the world's blood, yet they don't resist? Isn't it because the Atlantic Federation is strong enough?

Beliefs that are supported by strength are true beliefs, otherwise they will be scorned as delusions.

Cagalli was struggling with this very issue. In her opinion, Orb did not have enough power to fight against the Atlantic Federation.

The Earth Union had many other nations besides the Big Three. Were they all members voluntary? Many were forced to join by the Atlantic Federation.

Don't do whatever you want just because you have strength!

Sorry, if you have the power, you can do whatever you want.

"Ugh"

Kagalli finally put down the book she couldn't continue reading, and then she saw someone sitting there drinking purified water with a straw.

"?!"

Isn't this Rey?

Rei sat on another chair in the lounge, looking over here leisurely.

"You! When did you sit here?!"

Cagalli was startled, and shame rushed from her heart to her cheeks.

"Why didn't you say hello again!"

This guy did the same thing last time!

"Don't stare at others silently every time!"

Three consecutive questions showed how flustered he was.

Cagalli's boyish personality does not include calmness and shamelessness.

Like many normal people, she doesn't like being stared at.

Rey likes to look at beautiful girls. He is such a straightforward person. There is another very important reason:

"I've been here ten minutes ago."

"Varied?!"

"And then saw you staring at a page for ten minutes."

This was why Ray stopped. He knew that Cagalli must be worried again. This girl couldn't hide her feelings on her face.

The next second, Rei picked up the book that Cagalli had put down, opened it, and covered his face with it.

"Now I am a book spirit, born specifically to answer your questions."

Unexpected!

Cagalli was surprised that Rei behaved so seriously today, without his usual slick tone.

She thought Rei would pursue her about her shyness, but he was talking about serious business.

So Cagalli's restless heart calmed down again. Did she have anyone to talk to?

Others can deny Orb however they want, but Cagalli is the only one who cannot say such things, not even discouraging words.

The label of princess is attached to her and she has no choice, so she cannot be weak.

But the man in front of her either calls her princess or queen

I really didn't think of her as anyone special.

"I'm thinking Orb isn't strong enough, and the Atlantic Federation is too strong."

So Rei is a good person to talk to, but Cagalli is a little reluctant to admit it.

Her words were clear, and Ray, still using the book as a face, pointed out one thing:

"Your way of thinking is no longer obsessed with neutrality, although you weren't neutral at all in the desert either."

What does it mean to be neutral? You have to be completely oblivious to what's happening outside before you can be neutral, right?

But Cagalli rushed to the Dawn Desert to fight for the liberation of Africa.

"Justice must be supported by strength."

A very realistic topic: Can't the law be enforced only with the support of violent agencies?

"Justice is a concept, a pursuit that requires the use of force. History has seen countless wars of aggression and counter-aggression, many of which resulted in huge disparities. Yet, people never gave up. Then, some people emerged."

Rey believes in the human heart's pursuit of justice.

"Doctors Without Borders, international aid organizations, and war correspondents may seem like small forces, but they have repeatedly tipped the scales throughout history, and their actions are meaningful."

History is really a circle, constantly coming back.