Create MYGO second creation, but make them cry

Senmei remained silent, avoiding Ruomai's gaze for the first time.

If he continues to live a life of drunkenness and dreams like this, sooner or later Yanai Jianxi will die in an accident, or be stabbed to death by a girl, or die from drinking too much, or die in a car accident.

He was actually self-destructive, constantly hurting himself, and he didn't care when or where he died.

Ruomai said, "I'll tell you a secret, Miss Senmei. I once wanted to commit suicide."

Senmei looked at the girl in front of him and couldn't help but widen his eyes. He really couldn't imagine that a good girl like her had any connection with the word suicide.

"I don't know when this thought came to me. Was it the first time my mother forgot my birthday, or was it because my parents put all their efforts into my younger brother, or was it because they always forgot me during the class roll call?

Sometimes when I stand on the train platform, I think, if I jump off, it will probably be the most attention I’ve ever received in my life…”

Then, Ruomai raised his head and said, "Until, at the entrance ceremony, I saw Yanaijian and heard him sing the song 'Once I Wanted to End It All'. In my eyes, he was so shining.

It may sound silly to say this, but the moment I saw him, I felt that my life actually had meaning.

Listening to the song "I Once Thought of Ending It All", at least I no longer have the thought of committing suicide.

At that time, I was wondering, when Yanai Miyuki wrote this song, did she ever want to commit suicide? Would someone who shines brightly on the stage like that also want to commit suicide?

Now, I understand a little bit better.”

"Although Yanai Jianxi is a bad person as you said, he saved me twice without knowing it. Once at the opening ceremony, and the other time was on my birthday.

Maybe he just wanted to cheat on me for my body, or maybe he had taken other girls to visit his childhood sweetheart’s grave, but it doesn’t matter.”

Ruomai's eyes held a color that Senmei had never seen before.

If I have to describe it, it looks like golden ears of wheat.

Ruomai said, "This time, I hope it's my turn to help Yanami-san, Ms. Morimi. Although his behavior is inappropriate, I feel that Yanami-san has not completely given up on himself. He is also asking for help. He wants to find a girl who can help him break the curse of this week..."

But Senmei's expression became increasingly tense, and she shouted, "Don't be silly, Ruomai, this is not why I brought you here today. You are not the first girl to have such an idea. There have been other girls who wanted to help him before, but in the end they only got hurt more and eventually left.

And Xi doesn't remember them at all."

"Miss Sammi, do you know why I'm not good at studying?"

To Senmei's surprise, Ruomai changed the subject, causing her to blink: "Why?"

"Because I'm stupid and my brain isn't very bright."

Then she stood up, stood in front of Senmei and said: "And what you said..."

"I've realized it a long time ago."

Chapter 51: First meeting, just call me Miao Meng (Fifth update)

"Yanagi Yuu you bastard!"

"Don't lift your leg, your filth is flying in my face!"

Yanaijian quickly dodged away, and the strange girl had already left his house angrily.

He looked from the window at the girl who had been sleeping beside his bed just a moment ago, but he had no recollection of her at all.

His memory reset, and he had no recollection of the previous week.

As for why he still remembered that his memory had been reset, he wrote it down when the disease was not serious. At that time, he could still remember the people he knew, but now, dissociative amnesia has completely fallen into a cycle.

According to his experience, the girl just now should be the type that would not end with just taking her to the grave.

Yanai couldn't help but pick up her diary from the table. There was a new song she wrote there, just in case she completely forgot everything, it would remind her of her situation.

On it, there were some girls' names written, and a hint: these were the names of the girls he would take to Xiaoxiang's grave.

There aren’t many, only about three or four, and the last update was last week, which is a long time since the last name.

"Yutenji...Ruomai?" he whispered.

Yanami's hands covered his cheeks, but his mind still had no memory, which meant...

"Ruomai, you failed too."

The boy chuckled. The girls he brought to Xiangzi's grave were the ones he believed could help him overcome his dissociative disorder and break the one-week curse. Unfortunately, that was just his self-righteousness.

"Hmm... Ruomai, could it be that violent woman just now? My taste has changed so much recently?" Yanami said while rubbing his chin.

However, Yanaijian soon stopped dwelling on this issue. He came to a shrine in a pair of shorts, lit an incense stick, and placed it in front of the shrine. He said, "Xiaoxiang, I can't think of a girl to replace you this week. Well, if you're angry, come find me tonight."

After saying that, he ran to take a shower, but he soon found that he was covered in wounds, and they were quite serious.

"Hiss...was it that woman who hit me just now? Did we have such exciting fun last night?" Yanaijian complained while touching his wound.

This is the disadvantage of periodic amnesia. Every time the reset time comes, if the changes in his body are not recorded in the diary, he will have no idea what happened.

I saw it when I was flipping through the diary just now. The most outrageous time was when he woke up and found himself lying in the hospital. He had no memory of anything and someone had stabbed him in the stomach.

Unfortunately, he didn’t die.

He had just come out of the bathroom and subconsciously called Senmei to ask.

"Hey, big sister, I'm covered in wounds. Do you know what happened?"

"Oh, I fell off the side of the trail while riding my motorcycle yesterday? That's not surprising, that's not surprising."

Yanami nodded slightly. Morimi and the members of the band were all his old friends and the group of people he trusted the most. After he was diagnosed with this disease, it was because of them that Yanami was able to live safely until now.

Therefore, the boy did not doubt what Senmei said at all.

"Hey, what a surprise, you actually bought me a drink."

"Come on, why don't you come, wait a moment."

After hanging up the phone, the boy changed his clothes and tidied up the things on the table. However, there was an amulet-like object on the table that he had never seen before.

Yanaijian looked at the thing strangely. There were words "safe travel" written on it. Perhaps a girl had prayed for it for him. Unfortunately, he had forgotten who had given it to him.

He put it in his pocket, carried the guitar on his back and rode out on his motorcycle.

He didn't care about the strange girl he met in the morning at all.

This may be his habitual instinct. Once his memory is reset and he has no impression of a girl, no matter how deep his feelings for her were before, including taking her to Xiaoxiang's grave to confess her feelings, once he forgets, he will treat her as a stranger.

"In short, scumbag."

He laughed heartily, stepped on the accelerator and sped towards the place where he had made an appointment with Senmei.

But after arriving at the destination cafe, Yanami actually saw another girl besides Morimi.

It was just her neat short hair and the sunglasses covering half of her face that immediately attracted the attention of the playboy.

"Hey, stop staring at my friend like that. Where's your girlfriend?" Senmei asked, looking a little confused.

"What girlfriend? How can I have a girlfriend?" Yanami said immediately.

"That girl...what's her name? She seems to be from Misawa." Morimi asked again.

"Greek milk." Yanami sat briskly opposite the two girls.

Sen Mei snorted lightly and said coldly, "This guy is a super playboy. Don't be fooled by him."

Morimi seemed to be reminding his friend, but Yanaijian didn't care and said with a smile: "Who is this young lady?"

"She's my friend who just came back from abroad. Don't try to hit on her!" Senmei warned.

Yanaijian shrugged lightly and didn't answer. Then he turned to the girl and asked, "I don't even know your name."

In fact, he didn't necessarily want to tease anyone, it was just that the first impression this girl gave him was a little special.

"Me? My name is Fortune Teller." Perhaps the other party was also a person who liked to joke, so Senmei's friend said in a slightly teasing tone.

"Can you tell fortunes?" Yanaijian followed her words.

"Of course. Do you want to gamble?" The woman's smile looked somewhat charming under her sunglasses.

"Okay, how do you want to bet?" Yanai became interested.

The woman in sunglasses chuckled and said, "I guess you have something. If I guess right... you can play a song here..."

The woman pointed at the guitar in his hand.

This naturally didn't matter to Yanajian, but the slightly mysterious aura around her aroused Yanajian's interest, and he said, "Then if you guessed wrong, I'll take you wherever you want to go later."

The way he flatters people is just right and expresses his demeanor. Of course, most importantly, he is handsome and multi-talented.

The slightly mysterious woman smiled and said, "Okay, then I guess you... have an amulet in your pocket, right?"

Yanai opened his eyes wide in surprise, then slowly took out the amulet with the words "safe travel" written on it from his pocket.

This surprised even him and he asked, "How did you do that?"

The woman said mysteriously, "Secret."

This made Yana feel itchy. The next moment, the woman took off her sunglasses, revealing her light red eyes, and she looked like a fashionable and capable urban beauty.

She extended her hand and said, "It's our first meeting, so just call me... Meow Meng."

Chapter 52: Prey and Hunter

"Since it's our first meeting, just call me... Meow Meng."

The girl gently extended her green fingers. The moment Yanai Jianxi saw her smile, she decided on her girlfriend for this week.

Because she is very beautiful and her temperament looks very special.

Being half-covered can arouse a man's desire more than being completely naked.

After all, human nature is somewhat mean. The more mysterious a girl is, the more people want to understand her and peel off her petals bit by bit until... they can peek into her pistil.

The more self-righteous a boy is, the more likely he is to be like this. And Yanai Jianxi is just such a boy.

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The more he gave up on himself and had no respect for life, the more unscrupulous and reckless he became.

"I lost this bet, so I'll accept the loss and play a new song."

As he picked up the guitar, he looked at the mysterious girl with soft eyes and whispered, "The song is called 手紙?拝啓５の君へ?"

This is the latest song recorded in the diary.

He should have created this for the girl named "Yutenji Wakami", but unfortunately Yanami has forgotten the girl's appearance. He must have had deep feelings for "Yutenji Wakami".

After all, Yanami can judge the emotion poured into the songs he writes by the quality of his own work.

This is true for the song "Black Tears," and for other songs as well.

There is no record of the songs created by the girl named Misawa.

*Dearestly, to you who are reading this letter,

*Where are you and what are you doing?

*At fifteen, I

*Carrying the seeds of troubles that I can't tell anyone.

This should be a reply letter from the future self to the fifteen-year-old self. Even though it was the first time he played it and he had only been exposed to this song by looking at the simple score in his diary that morning, for Yanai Jianxi, it seemed as if he could play it effortlessly.

After all, this was the song he wrote, and that extremely familiar feeling was his only way to prove his past existence.

His singing and playing soon attracted the attention of passers-by, but this was normal for a boy full of musical talent and did not seem to affect his performance.

*If this letter is written to my future self,

*Maybe I can tell everything honestly.

*At this moment, I feel like I am about to give up and cry.

*I almost disappeared,

*Whose words should I believe and move forward?

Even though it was a song he composed himself, Yanami wanted to savor it more than anyone else, because it was his way of feeling his past self. What kind of girl did he see in his past, and what kind of feelings did he have, that made him write this song?

Now, he understood a little. That girl should be a shy, introverted and confused girl, but she should also be a brave girl.

Yanai made this judgment. Although he could not remember the other person's appearance, the song could transcend time, space, and memory, giving him a unique and vivid mark.

Although, for him now, it is more like an epitaph for that past relationship.

I don’t know where she is now or who she is with. I hope she is not too sad.