You say this is a love game?

However, Yajima Mai still smiled at her.

"Look, you're not behaving well now."

At this moment, what flowed out from the crack on Yajima Mai's forehead was not blood, but something sticky and colorful, like paint or some living thing.

Gulu...

Like bubbles, there was a squeezing sound.

It slowly seeped out from the girl's forehead.

With a touch of scarlet as the core and dotted with colorful darkness, the sticky substance between resin and pus does not flow naturally, but twists and branches in the air like living mycelium. Bubbles constantly emerge from the surface of the gelatin, and countless colors are born in this filth, like eyeballs slowly opening.

The bubbles burst with a very dull sound, and some inhuman nature was brewing within them, and then they shattered powerlessly. The whole process was weird and terrifying, but it also showed a solemn and sacred feeling. The completely opposite temperaments collided with each other, forming this filthy yet holy girl.

Tomomi Iguchi's fruit knife fell to the ground with a clang. She seemed to be frightened and stared blankly at the "inner" flowing out of Mai Yajima's body.

A foul smell came, and a wet puddle appeared under the girl's skirt.

"what……"

She let out an unspeakable sigh.

Mai Yajima lightly touched her forehead, took out a bird demon mask like a magic trick, and pressed it on her face.

Although it was intentional, it was different from the previous time when she deliberately tried to scare those damned people... This time, when she was "revealing her inner self", an idea flashed through her mind.

Someone once said that she was a "beautiful thing."

She is not beautiful.

I suddenly had a random thought - if Cheng saw me in this miserable state, would I be alienated?

She didn't want to be alienated by Cheng.

She really likes the feeling of being with Cheng. That sweet and sour feeling makes her have the illusion that she is really beautiful...?

In the box that Mai Yajima left, the only one left was Tomomi Iguchi, who was stuck to the wall with glue.

Her mouth and nose were blocked with glue, and glue was also squeezed into her ears and eyes. Her long hair, which she had carefully maintained, was tangled into a ball. Finally, her entire body was pasted to the wall in a spread-eagle position, completely wrapped and covered in thick glue, like a fossil sealed in amber.

His death was painful, ugly and desperate.

When Mai Yajima walked out of the KTV, it was still night outside.

The dark clouds hung low like cotton wool soaked in ink, the moonlight was buried in the deepest part of the clouds, and the entire sky was gray and without a trace of light.

The rain washed the asphalt road. Yajima Mai glanced at the sign next to her, squatted down to take a closer look and saw a sign saying "No entry for minors".

"But why didn't anyone stop me when I went in?"

Shake his head.

The girl glanced over and saw that the broken "Night Butterfly" sign was emitting a turbid halo, and blood was seeping out from the pipes on the wall, flowing down mixed with rainwater.

"I killed too many people accidentally."

But how to say it?

When you encounter "goodness", you feel that you can protect it.

When encountering "evil", the evil beast's instinct became manic, clamoring and urging her to kill all the evil she saw in the most cruel and terrifying way.

It's nature!

She can distinguish between good and evil, which is her nature since birth.

So, she doesn't like these places very much... Once she comes in, she has to be patient, and the desire to kill is brewing in her mind.

Fortunately, she is good at being patient and won't kill a few bad guys for fun when she has nothing to do... After all, she is thinking about the daily life of "Mai Yajima" and is not willing to let herself become a pure killer.

If you become a monster that only gets pleasure from killing, you will not be able to experience those pleasant and beautiful things.

For example, her love life.

For example, there are many things she wants to do with Cheng.

The girl's transparent umbrella swayed tiny raindrops, and the toes of her shoes kicked away the puddles of water clinging to cigarette butts. The entire street fermented like a murky wine vat in the rain, but she hummed a song as she stepped through the puddles, walking through this filthy street, leaving behind all the unpleasant evils of human nature.

She should also be considered a "monster", right?

She is a little confused about her race... Even Mai Yajima herself is not sure what kind of monster she is.

Her past was a blur of darkness. She only remembered that she was immersed in something filthy, with countless sad sobs echoing in her ears. Those sad voices were getting closer and closer to her, and the darkness surrounding her was getting deeper and deeper.

Until one moment, the darkness before her eyes was pierced by a bright light.

She didn't know what was going on.

But in terms of the result, from that moment on, she acquired the posture of a "mask". Although the mask was not her true posture and her true self should look different, the mask also supported her initial vague "spirituality".

She was like a newborn baby, able to sense what was happening in the outside world and had a vague consciousness.

She was taken away by someone.

Then, she was handed over to the real Mai Yajima by someone.

That sad child, that lonely child with no relatives, finally lost all hope and longing for the world. Finally, in despair, he put on a mask and dedicated everything to her.

The moment Yajima Mai died wearing the mask, the reborn Yajima Mai crawled out from the dead body.

That young consciousness obtained everything from Mai Yajima and occupied Mai Yajima's existence in a way of "taking over her body".

Mixed with Mai Yajima's joys, sorrows, anger and happiness, and combined with Mai Yajima's life, that vague spirituality also gained self-awareness of "I" for the first time, gained the ability to think, and realized the existence of "I".

She is not the real Mai Yajima, but a new life born from Mai Yajima's corpse.

She took on Yajima Mai's name, life, and existence to fulfill her promise to Yajima Mai.

It was a one-sided, verbal agreement.

The translucent umbrella separates the girl from the rain, as if she is in another unrelated world.

She touched her belly and decided to treat herself.

Hey, she's rich now!

This time, Mai Yajima learned her lesson.

Didn’t she suffer from lack of financial resources before?

So, she posted a help post on an anonymous forum. After adding many "hypothetical" preconditions, she asked netizens how she could make money quickly.

This is also a lesson learned before - there are two types of forums in Japan, one is real-name, and the other is anonymous. The activity of the latter is significantly higher than that of the real-name forum, and everyone lets go of themselves.

There are still many good people among the masses!

Someone immediately gave her advice, which was to kill the rich and help the poor, and told her earnestly that none of those bad guys were clean, so she should just spend their money as much as possible!

Military advisor, what you said is brilliant!

So, this time, Mai Yajima tried her hand at it and started a "twist" in the KTV. After killing nearly a hundred people like slaughtering chickens and dogs, she began to pick up the corpses with the joy of a good harvest. While listening to the dying struggle of Tomomi Iguchi on the wall, she counted the money happily. It was perfect.

I will have money to spend on Cheng tomorrow!

Every netizen on the Internet is talented and speaks well. She really likes anonymous forums where she can let go of herself.

In front of the oden shop, Mai Yajima ordered a hot oden from the owner. While waiting at the table, she took out a small notebook from her arms.

Oh, God,

I give you everything I have.

Opening the small black-covered notebook, the first page contains the girl's last words.

This was left to her by the real Mai Yajima.

The sad girl called her "God-sama".

Is she really a god?

Yajima Mai wasn't sure either. How could she know this? She only relied on vague instinct to vaguely perceive her inner self... and that inner self wasn't beautiful; it was even filled with filth and dirt.

Why did the child call her God?

This is even less clear.

However, she can be Mai Yajima's "God-sama"... She will inherit Mai Yajima's life, and will also realize her past wishes in the name of "Mai Yajima".

And this little notebook is the "life list" left behind by Mai Yajima.

【Kikuchi Kaori】（crossed out）

【Fujii Sa】（crossed out）

【Kamei Reimi】（crossed out）

"Um……"

It's more like a Death Note than a bucket list.

After all, it was this group of people who triggered Mai Yajima's suicide... They destroyed everything she was proud of, deprived her of her hopes and dreams, trampled her soul into the dust, and mocked everything about her.

Yajima Mai, how could you not want to kill them?

"Now, another one has been completed."

【Iguchi Tomomi】(crossed out)

There are still some names that are not resolved above.

There was even the homeroom teacher who had warned Mai Yajima to "keep the peace."

How could this girl just give up resistance?

After struggling with all their might, they fell into the most complete despair under the indifferent gaze of others.

After looking over the wishes at the front of the list, there is almost nothing left after that.

Thinking about it this way, it’s a bit sad.

In Mai Yajima's life, apart from hatred, there is no other wish that she wants to fulfill. From this point of view, it makes sense to call it Mai Yajima's "Death Note".

After turning the page, the girl left only these words of blessing in the handwriting of the real Yajima Mai:

"My Lord, I dedicate my life to you. I no longer know what happiness is, but I sincerely hope that you can find true happiness."

Therefore, this blessing buried under hatred and despair is the child’s last kindness.

Even if she gave her body to her, she sincerely hoped that she could be happy... This is also the reason why she wanted to fulfill Mai Yajima's wish.

After this paragraph, the content suddenly changed in style, and Xiujuan's handwriting continued, adding many wishes.

【Have a passionate love affair! 】

【Become a super awesome chef! 】

[Every time I have a birthday, I have to eat birthday cake and have Cheng sing a happy birthday song for me! ]

【Let’s go to the beach with him! 】

【Put on a beautiful swimsuit! Tease him as much as possible!】

【Honestly admit that he likes me! 】

……

"Besides Mai's wish, I now have my own wish."

She thought of the recent story and couldn't help but find it interesting.

in love.

This matter is actually not on "Mai Yajima's life list", but after playing the role of a human for more than a month, she began to be curious about certain human emotions.

Curiosity is where it all starts.

She found a boy who looked very pleasing to the eye.

So handsome!

So kind!

It smells so good!

She has been following him for more than a month. He has never been ambiguous with other girls. He has always been strict with himself and full of ambition. He is simply a "high-quality man" in the human standard of mate selection!

It's him!