Honkai Simulator, why is it always me who is the Herrscher?

What kind of serious cohabitation is this?

Should cohabitation be so serious?

"Isn't Chang'an a reserved person? How can he be so reserved?"

Eden felt powerless and felt that he would never be able to wait for the day when Ye Changan would take the initiative to attack.

As for letting her attack...sorry, no chance.

It’s not that she can’t bring herself to do it, but she has seen too many girls who confessed their love to Ye Changan and were rejected.

There are many who are prettier than her.

It was natural that those people would be rejected because they rarely even had the chance to talk to Ye Changan.

It is definitely Eden who talked the most, but that doesn't mean she will be successful if she confesses her feelings.

There's no emotion, no flirtation, just chit-chat and music. She has absolutely no chance of success.

"Oh, how am I supposed to take him down?"

Eden wanted to cry, it was so sad.

Just as she was complaining, Ye Changan came knocking on her door.

"Eden, are you asleep?"

"Huh?" Eden sat up immediately, looked at the door and found that there was a crack, and his interest instantly disappeared.

This isn't a night raid. Who the hell would knock on a cracked door during a night raid?

"Not yet, the door is not closed, come in."

Ye Changan pushed the door open and walked in. He glanced at Eden's delicate body lying on the bed before looking away.

"Are you sleepy? If you are, I'll come find you tomorrow."

"No need, just tell me what you want. I'm not sleepy yet. Oh, and if it's about the ensemble, forget it. I'm not in the mood right now."

What the hell is playing an ensemble? She is asked to play an ensemble five days a week while she is at work.

“It’s not about the ensemble, it’s about you.”

"Then say it."

"Hmm..." Ye Changan pondered, thinking about how to start the conversation, and finally chose to get straight to the point.

"I'm a little curious, don't you practice singing?"

"Huh?" Eden was surprised and sat up, wondering, "I don't sing, why should I practice?"

I feel this question is baffling.

"You don't sing? Why? Don't you like singing?" Ye Changan was surprised, and he looked as if he had heard that Beethoven didn't play the piano.

Essentially, it's the same.

It's ridiculous for a pianist to say he doesn't play the piano or a singer to say he doesn't sing.

"I like singing, but I don't think about developing in this area." Eden explained, feeling that Ye Changan was acting strangely today.

And now his expression became even stranger.

"Why don't you want to develop in this area? Don't you want to be a singer? Don't you want to stand on the stage and sing your favorite opera?"

"I don't want to. What's wrong with you today? Why do you keep asking these inexplicable questions?"

Eden asked again, and determined that something was wrong with Ye Changan.

But in the final analysis, the reason why Ye Changan was not okay was because of Eden.

After living together for a year, I never saw Eden practicing singing. This doesn't seem like the daily routine for someone who wants to become a legendary singer.

Everyone who reaches the top has to accumulate and practice in daily life, and Eden is no exception.

It is true that she was born with talent, but these talents also need to be nurtured and grown with sweat.

This is reflected when learning a new instrument.

The performance was terrible at first, but gradually became perfect after becoming proficient.

As a performer, she is already top-notch.

But as a singer, she seems to have not even started yet.

Ye Changan waited for a year but still didn't see him, and finally couldn't help but ask.

The answer scared Ye Changan so much that his sword heart almost broke.

——If Eden doesn’t want to be a singer, can he still become a legendary singer?

——By the way, why doesn’t she want to be a singer?

Ye Changan couldn't figure it out, so he asked seriously and solemnly, "Eden, please tell me the truth, have you never thought about becoming a singer?"

"Uh..." Eden was speechless. He wanted to give a perfunctory response, but he felt that it was not good to respond perfunctorily to Ye Changan's seriousness.

After thinking it over, she finally said, "It's not like I've never thought about it. I did think about it when I was in elementary school, and I even took time to practice it."

This is the truth, it really happened.

"Then why not now? What made you give up?"

“…” You can’t say that. If you say it, it’s like confessing your feelings.

Eden chose to remain silent and did not say a word despite Ye Changan's questioning. When he got tired of his questions, he stood up and left.

"Eden, wait."

Ye Changan grabbed Eden and prevented him from escaping. He held his shoulders and stared into Eden's golden eyes.

"Please tell me, why did you give up being a singer?"

"...Do I really have to tell you?"

"Well, I want to know."

"…Is this important to you?"

"Very important."

"How important is it?"

"It's a matter of life and death for me."

Three questions and three answers, especially the last one which was quite serious.

Eden didn't know why it was so serious. He sighed and sat back on the edge of the bed, speaking irrelevant words in a daze.

"Changan, you know, I have always been called a genius in my family, and I have had a high talent for music since I was a child.

Whether I become a singer or a performer, I can quickly grasp the essence and become the best.

My family members say that I will be a future superstar and they all hope that I will work hard towards this goal.

I don’t hate this goal because I love music, I love it very much.”

“But after meeting you, my family rarely said that I could become a superstar.

Because they know you.

You should still remember the music competition we participated in when we were five years old. The judges couldn't tell who was better between us, so they tied for first place with you.

My family also watched the competition, and their conclusion was different from that of the judges.

You are first, I am second, you are more talented than me.

I never went to any competitions with you after that, but every time there was a final our whole family would get together and let me perform offline.

They will be the judges and continue to compare who is better between you and me.

The final result did not change.

You’re still number one.”

“There’s only one person who can become the superstar of the era, and my family thinks that person will be you, not me.

I think so too.

After all, I've always been with you and know how hard you work and how good you are."

"But these are not reasons for me to give up becoming a singer."

Eden talked a lot of nonsense to give himself time to think, and finally told the truth.

"I gave up being a singer because I started to like you."

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Chapter of Creation: Journey to a New World: 7. Eden's Long Confession

“It’s unfortunate to fall in love with someone, because you don’t know how you will change for the person you love.

I saw this sentence in a book when I was in elementary school. At that time, I didn’t understand what it meant.

After all, I am still young and don’t even have the concept of liking someone.

Of course, the "like" I'm talking about isn't the kind of like I feel when I like music. To prevent you, a fool, from getting confused, let me make it clear to you first.

My liking for you is not liking in the ordinary sense, it is liking in the sense of love.

If I had to use a more appropriate word to describe it, it would be love.

Yes, it is love.”

"Before I entered junior high school, I hadn't fallen in love with you. At most, we were just friends.

Hmm~ It seems a bit inappropriate. To be more specific, it should be the love between good friends.

We are good friends. We can eat together, play the piano together, discuss music together, and do everything together except going to the bathroom.

I think we even slept together before, because you dragged me to talk about music until too late, so I slept at your house.

Sleeping with you."

“It wasn’t until I entered junior high school that I gradually understood the multiple meanings of the word ‘like’. Gradually peeling away the layers of meaning, I discovered that my liking for you was love.

It didn't have to be like this. The liking could have continued at the level of liking.

But this liking turned into love, and it's all your fault.

It's all your fault that you stole the hearts of all the female students in the school on the first day of enrollment. Now all the girls around me are your fans, and they are always around me, shouting, "I love Chang'an so much, I want to confess my love to Chang'an" and so on.

During that time, people came to ask me every day if I was dating you, because you were always hanging around me and only had fun chatting with me.

I'm not a blockhead like you. After being asked so many times, I must have a clear understanding of love.

The result is that I found that my liking for you seems to be more than just liking you.

And then there's another thing I blame you for."

“I think it was the second or third year of junior high school, I can’t remember clearly.

Anyway, I was too close to you and that made your fangirl psychology twisted, so she called a bunch of little sisters to cause trouble for me.

Fortunately, I was smart enough to hide in the bathroom and lock the door. They couldn't get in, but I couldn't get out either.

You still remember what happened later, don’t tell me you forgot.

You found me in the ladies' room and carried me out because I was so scared that my legs were weak.

Or a princess hug."

"Actually, there are many, many things that can be blamed on you. It's all because of the troubles caused by your fangirls.

People often say that beautiful women have always been the cause of trouble, but why is it the opposite for you and me?

I am always drawn to your handsomeness, but I have never seen you get into trouble because of my beauty.

Oh, that’s right, everyone who caused trouble for you was beaten down by you, and everyone who caused trouble for me was also beaten down by you.

Chang'an, you even hit girls. Sometimes you are quite ruthless.

But I like, well, please don’t understand the word “like” as love.