Then Jing told her that her sister and Yukino had already developed a "little ambiguous" relationship... What the hell was that?!
Speaking of ambiguity, it seems that Yang No even took the initiative to kiss Yagami Light forcefully.
"Sister...why are you here?"
Yukino's body was a little stiff, and she felt a strange discomfort in her heart.
This feeling is like when you were in junior high school, pretending to be mature like an adult at school, but becoming a "child" again in front of your family.
After playing tricks on Light Yagami, Yukinoshita Yukino has naturally assumed the role of an "adult". In fact, for someone with such a heaven-defying ability as the Death Note, age is no longer a problem for the owner.
But even with such extraordinary abilities, she is still just Yukinoshita Haruno's obedient younger sister at home. Perhaps, only after everyone older than her in the family has passed away can she be called an adult...
"Ajing told me everything. As your elder sister, of course I have to come and see you." Yang Nai sighed: "In this world, there is nothing we can do about this kind of thing, so... I hope you don't get too sad."
"The meaning of the dead is given by us, the living, so, Yukino... you must cheer up!"
"Yeah, I understand sister, actually I'm fine."
Yukinoshita Yukino said calmly.
It's hard to describe her current state of mind; it's as if she's transcended the mundane. The shackles and constraints that once plagued her have been broken free. The responsibility of her family's future, the true meaning of humanity... these pursuits are too lowly for Yukinoshita Yukino, who now possesses the power of the notebook.
If a person knows why he lives, he can endure any kind of life.
Even if the family pressure in the past were ten times greater, it would not have any impact on Yukino now. Now that she has someone pursuing her, she can endure everything!
"Is it really okay?"
Haruno was a bit puzzled. Knowing her sister's obsessive nature, she knew she'd probably hit a dead end with such a major incident. Adding to that the Kira incident, it was even more of a torment for Yukino.
"I'm fine, sis."
"It's never been better. There has never been a moment as good as this."
"Anything else, sis?"
Yukinoshita, carrying her bag, stood with a coffee table between her and Haruno. A tragic barrier seemed to have appeared between their sisterhood...
"Why, why is Yukino like a completely different person? She's hiding something from me. It seems like she's really been traumatized and can't get over it..."
Yukinoshita Haruno narrowed her eyes, pondering how to help Yukino out of her predicament. For now, there seemed to be only one way to go: to bring up the issue Yukino was concerned about, and gradually pull her out of that quagmire.
That is-
Blow up!
By shifting the conflicting feelings of witnessing someone's death to the conflicting feelings of the sisters simultaneously noticing a man, I think Yukino will emerge from the shadows.
Seeing that Haruno remained silent, Yukino thought the matter was over and walked towards her room.
"Yukino, have you had dinner yet?"
"Well, because of the club activities, I didn't have time to cook, so I ate out tonight."
"I see... After you put your bag down, let's talk about something."
After returning to the room, the first thing Yukino did was to take out the literary classics with her notes and put them back on the bookshelf.
With a sigh, he went to the closet.
Then, the Sobu High School uniform skirt fell to the ground, and she took out her home casual clothes from the closet.
He had a vague idea of why Yang Nai wanted to talk to him. To be exact, the content of the conversation was not important. What mattered was that she wanted to help him "get out" of the predicament.
But only Yukino herself knew that this was not a spiritual dilemma.
She had chosen Kira, and Kira had chosen her, a two-way journey that neither could complain about. Perhaps it was from that day, when Light Yagami bewitched her into killing her first person in the God's Awakening Club's activity room, that Yukinoshita Yukino finally understood the true purpose she was pursuing.
The heavy love of her elder sister is because she hopes that she can return to the past, to the free and unrestrained Yukinoshita Yukino who loves the pain of youth and the pursuit of the real things... But now her life has already been distorted by that bastard Light Yagami.
There was no turning back. Her thoughts had already taken on the shape of Light Yagami.
It was enough for her to bear all the sorrow alone. The memory of her sister becoming Kira would be sealed forever. As long as she forgot the memory of killing, it was as if she had never killed anyone!
As for Light Yagami... at least Yukinoshita has no plans to let him recover now. Before that, she will retaliate against him in the same way he treated her.
He kept trampling on Light Yagami's bottom line and gnawing at the kindness in his heart until Light Yagami finally collapsed completely like himself!
"Now, the time is not yet ripe..."
Yukinoshita Yukino doesn't know what the motivation was for Light Yagami's first murder, but since Light Yagami once chose to kill people to create Kira's symbol, he will definitely make the same choice in the future.
The pressure in my heart wasn't enough yet. I still lacked a trigger...
Based on Yukinoshita Yukino's understanding of Light Yagami.
Under the influence of a father like Soichiro Yagami, he must have been full of sense of justice, believed in the law, and hated evil at the beginning... If he hadn't got the notes, he would have become an excellent policeman.
In reality, if Light Yagami hadn't gotten the notebook, he would never have fallen. In the future, he might have followed in his father's footsteps and become a police officer, catching criminals. As for how to legislate and how to judge? That wasn't his responsibility.
However, the Death Note condenses both law enforcement and trial into the simple step of "writing the other party's name", and the only laws established are various forms of the death penalty.
Look at what Light Yagami did, “dying by drawing M”, “dying from a heart attack”, “dying from self-immolation”… There may be many other ways of death that Yukinoshita Yukino doesn’t know about.
Absolute power brings absolute distortion.
She didn't know to what extent Light Yagami had lost his memory. If his darkening was caused by the death of his father Soichiro Yagami... then he shouldn't have behaved like this today.
But Soichiro Yagami's death was reported in the news, and even if Light Yagami had forgotten his memory, he could still recover it by himself, so... the trigger for his first murder was not his father's death.
"What will it be?"
Yukinoshita Yukino found herself becoming increasingly interested in everything about Light Yagami. This guy was now like a canyon map filled with fog of war, making ward-placers want to light up the entire map.
Judging from his reaction today, the note wasn't something he was born with. The first time he got it, he probably felt similar to me, trying it himself without anyone writing his name in front of him.
After discovering his target's death, his "no killing" rule was immediately broken. In that situation, he had only three options: destroy the notebook, making this Pandora's Box disappear from the world forever; hand it over to the state to gain the trust of the government, becoming its accomplice and accumulating political connections for his future; or rationalize his murder, even making it seem noble, something he had to do, thereby deceiving himself and avoiding moral condemnation.
It can be seen that Light Yagami chose the last path——
Deify yourself.
Create a "noble mission" that is above everything else, and with such an ideological program, you will no longer have any psychological burden.
He began to regard becoming a god as his goal, and thought of himself as someone chosen by God to reshape this corrupt world.
Kira's ability makes killing people too easy. To kill a person, one only needs to write down the name and recall the appearance. This huge imbalance makes it difficult to feel that killing is real.
It's like buying a 6+ yuan iPhone. You don't feel anything when you transfer the order and pay. But if you withdraw 60 yuan in cash from the bank and then go to the offline store to hand over the money and receive the goods, you can feel the real sense of money.
The assessment of good and evil is extremely complex and tedious, which is why it must be left to the law. But only in this process can those who judge truly appreciate the weight of life. When human life is reduced to a name on a notepad, it becomes symbolic and loses its inherent weight.
Only when life loses its weight can people kill without any distractions...
Yukinoshita Yukino opened her eyes, she had completely seen through Light Yagami. Now Light Yagami was like being exposed in front of her, Yukinoshita Yukino, without a single thread. All the disguises and all the embellishments were no longer effective.
Light Yagami's "id", "ego" and "superego" are all under his control.
What about her? How is she different from Light Yagami? Didn't she also become a murderer?
"Yes……"
Yukinoshita Yukino put her hand on the door handle.
Wine and meat pass through the intestines, but remain in the heart. If people in the world try to imitate me, it would be like entering the devil's path.
After seeing through Light Yagami's thoughts, Yukinoshita Yukino agreed with him. The weight of life is something only humans possess. A life that isn't human has no weight at all! It's just a few symbols—!
Yukino pressed the doorknob.
Volume 1: 99 No! At least not my mother.
"So, sister, do you have anything else to tell me?"
The two sisters sat on the same row of sofas, with about one person's seat between them. This was considered a normal comfort zone for sisters.
Yukinoshita Haruno's face rarely turned red, but in order to enlighten her sister, she decided to say some words.
"Xue-no, what do you think of...Yogami-kun?"
"A rotten man."
Yukino stared at her sister warily. During the time she lost her memory, she was certain something must have happened between her sister and Light Yagami. Sending her a love letter was a bit too absurd. Yukino knew that Haruno was not the kind of superficial woman who would fall in love at first sight.
"Good, Yukino-chan is finally cheering up."
The source of this spirit wasn't important; what mattered was that Yukino was finally no longer so uninterested. Whether it was dislike or affection, simply being interested in the topic of Light Yagami was enough.
"But this reaction..."
Yang Nai suddenly felt a bitterness in her heart, she tasted the sour taste of the bickering lovers.
"Eh? What should I say? I think Yagami-kun is a great boy. Don't you think so, Yukino-chan?"
"Sister, what's going on between you and Light Yagami?"
Yukino stared at her sister's mature face, and looked at her earrings swaying slightly in the air, and a subtle feeling arose in her heart.
"A mature woman like my sister might actually be attracted to Light Yagami... but he's undoubtedly a jerk!"
"Sister, I can tell you seriously! No matter what that guy said or did to you, he was lying to you."
"There's not a single word of truth coming out of Light Yagami's mouth. Everything he says is just to play with and exploit women's emotions. Only he can do such a thing!"
The more she talked, the angrier Yukinoshita became. She could feign indifference and indifference towards Light Yagami and others. But this was her sister, and she would never allow her to repeat her path.
Think about what Light Yagami said and did to her. How many of them were sincere, and how many were deceptions? Just fabrications to drag her into the hell of murder?
Now Yukino's mentality is like being half-pushed and half-dragged into the sea. She has done it and has no choice but to go all the way to the end. But her sister has no such memory now, so there is still hope for salvation.
"Eh, is that so?"
It was rare for Yang No to lose momentum in front of Yukino. Yukino's aggressive momentum forced her to lift her surprisingly elastic hips and take half a step back.
It can be seen that Lord Ye Shen really left a very bad impression on his sister.
As if realizing that her reaction was a bit extreme, Yukino coughed lightly and said, "Anyway, sister, don't have any contact with that guy Yagami Light anymore. Don't get close to him, or you'll end up in misfortune."
After saying that, Xue No thought for a moment and continued, "I will also monitor him. Please pay attention to the reminder from your sister!"
Before the conversation, Yukino thought about the love letter that her sister entrusted her to bring to Light Yagami when she was still in a state of amnesia.
[Ye Shen, do you believe in gravity? Our meeting is meaningful]
【…】
I give you my whole soul, with all its quirks, tempers, and ups and downs... I look forward to seeing you again.
Even from the perspective of Yukino, who is now in her perfect form, there is no problem. Because neither she nor Light Yagami showed any signs of recovering their memories when they encountered this letter. Therefore, it is very likely that this is really just an ordinary love letter...
But it's hard to say whether the elder sister has a backup plan to restore her memory. Based on Yukino's understanding of Haruno, this backup plan may be related to meeting Light Yagami. In short, no matter what the backup plan is, it won't be wrong to prevent the two from meeting.
Any contact with Light Yagami will not have any good results. The person who bears the sin is the Yukinoshita family, and only she is enough!
"I always feel that you, Yukino, are very prejudiced against Yagami-kun~" Haruno put her finger on her chin and said in embarrassment: "He's such a great boy, and I have a little crush on him."
She lowered her head fearlessly and met Yukino's cold and serious gaze, then smiled sweetly, "However, since this is the first time Yukino-chan has seriously asked me to do something, I will cut off contact with Yagami-kun."
After saying that, Yang No took out her phone and waved it in front of Yukino. She opened the message "I miss you, Yagami, where can we meet?" in front of her, then went to the contact page and blocked Yagami Light's social account.
"Here~ I've blocked you~ I will respect your opinion and won't contact Light Yagami anymore."
Yukinoshita Haruno said with a smile, naturally changing the name of Yagami-kun to Yagami Light. Calling him by his first name was quite presumptuous. She didn't say what she was thinking in her heart, but in her outward attitude, she had already cut ties with Yagami Light.
Seeing that her elder sister was not the kind of person who would be so stubborn as to ignore her younger sister's advice for the sake of her own little happiness, and she expressed her opinion and separated her expression from Light Yagami, Yukino's tense expression gradually relaxed.
Although it may seem a bit excessive for a younger sister to force her elder sister to cut ties emotionally with her identity, this is all for the good of the family, and her elder sister will understand her...right?
Beneath the smiling mask of Yukinoshita Haruno lies an indescribable bitterness.
Why does Yukino have such strong malice towards Yagami-kun? He is such an outstanding boy. Whether from the perspective of personal feelings or interests... The Yukinoshita family is in urgent need of an outstanding man who can stand firm in the political arena.
The Yagami Light family has a strong background in the police force, and coupled with his own outstanding achievements, if he continues to develop step by step, he will surely surpass the Akamon clan for the second time in the future and occupy one of the twenty seats in the police force. Sitting in that position, their Yukinoshita family will no longer be troubled by those dirty tricks...
In Yang No's eyes, Light Yagami was a thousand times better than the blind dates and dating partners her mother had arranged. Even if they set aside their personal feelings, it was reasonable for them to try to befriend Light Yagami.
They need an outstanding man to be the pillar of the family! Light Yagami is the perfect choice, with a strong background, youth, and outstanding talent... The best way to tie a man down is to gain his affection.
Is there anyone in the Yukinoshita family who meets this condition?
Mother… Mother can't do that. This is ridiculous. I can accept it. She has already prepared for the rise of the family. Yukino is the best choice. After all, there is a friendship between classmates.
But now, Xue No had already expressed an attitude that chilled Yang No. This immediately blocked the next two paths. She couldn't really let her mother... could she?
But as long as Yukino gets better, she's willing to do anything. Her love for her sister is higher than her mother's expectations and the burden of her family, even if it means giving up the little ambiguity in her heart... Her story with Light Yagami seems to have ended before it was even clear.
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