I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

Who are the other two? It's easy to guess. One is the imaginary Chitose mother, and the other is his biological mother...

It's so bad that out of the only three people who love me, two are just my imagination.

Hahahahaha.

Ha ha…

"I don't want to live anymore... How can I live with such heavy memories and emotions... Xiao Sui, tell me, how can I live anymore..."

Su Shi's heart began to beat violently against his chest. The frequency of the beating of this little thing was so high that it suddenly gave Su Shi a strange power.

[Thousand years old! Thousand years old! Thousand years old! Thousand years old!]

"The real world has a thousand years... The real world has a thousand years!"

Find her, track her, chase her, find her, pull her out, catch her...

"That's my age! It's so unfair, why don't you recognize me, but I think about you all the time..."

unfair!

Why don’t you think about me…why?

I’m so angry! I’m so angry!

"Why do I, Nagasaki Suyo, have to bear so much on my own? Why are you so kind to me? Whether you're my mother or my daughter, why do you always treat me so well?"

【Why did you... teach me what love is? 】

Su Shi's back teeth were almost broken by her.

She used all her strength to try to break free from the pile of clothes!

In the end she succeeded.

If I had never seen the true love you gave me, I could have lived on with the indifference and indifference everyone is giving me now...

Nagasaki Suyo kicked open the cabinet door.

[You let me do this now! What should I do?!]

"I swear..." Su Shi's voice was hoarse to a certain extent, "I will definitely find you. If I can't find you in one day, I will stay there for two days... If I can't find you in two days, I will stay there for three days..."

I must find you!

And then! And then! And then!

"And then I want... I want..."

Su Shi, who had regained his vitality, suddenly fell into a daze, and the heat in his heart had subsided by a lot.

What is she going to do?

The other party has nothing to do with her.

"I want to...apply to be your friend...you can't refuse me...I want to be your lifelong friend...lifelong family...If you don't agree...I will..."

I'm going to cry!

Trying hard to hold back the tears that were about to fall again, Su Shi began to dress herself up simply.

She said she was dressing up but actually she had no patience to put on makeup or wash up.

She is now going to the intersection where she met Chitose that day!

Since Xiaosui would pass by there, it means that the street is most likely the only way for Xiaosui to go home!

Nagasaki Suyo was now afraid that if she was a second late she would miss Chitose, so she simply wiped her crying little face, grabbed her bag and ran out of the house.

What school? No! I'm skipping school right now!

What band?! We're done! We're completely disbanding!

What Xiangzi? Who are you? Don’t even get involved!

"I have to meet her...I have to meet her!"

If you haven't met me! If you missed it!

"I'm really going to live with regrets in the real world..."

You will miss the love you imagined for the rest of your life and you will never be able to get out of it.

At this time, Su Shi realized...

Her life seemed completely ruined.

Ch166. Nagasaki Suyo fantasizes again

"Puchi, Xiao Deng, look, Li Xi just posted a picture of a silly little cat in the group chat! And it has heterochromic eyes, so cute."

"Huh? Xiaosui is actually playing with his phone during class just like Lixi."

"Yeah, we talked for hundreds of minutes last class. I was wondering why Xiao Deng didn't say a word. It turns out he was just listening to the class."

"Hundreds of floors! I! Ah... I was just taking notes! I... Sigh..."

"Why are you sighing? Are you regretting not being able to participate in the conversation? Don't regret it! I'm going to repeat it all to you right now, hehe."

The three of them have a small group, which is completely private and a paradise belonging only to friends.

The last class of the morning has ended, and many students in the class have gone to have lunch in groups of three or four.

Chitose strolled along the stairwell holding the lantern's hand. Their lunch destination was the astronomy club upstairs.

The Astronomy Club is a world that belongs only to Deng and Sui in Yuqiu.

Even if the world ends, a zombie outbreak occurs, or aliens invade... Chitose Noshiro can still talk to Deng for the last time in that private little space.

As they reached the corner of the stairs, Qiansui turned around and smiled, bringing the atmosphere between them to a new level.

【It's nice to just hold the other person's soft hand like this. 】

A lifetime is made up of holding hands and hugging each other again and again!

Not even once can be missed!

Holding hands every day is the key to staying healthy!

"Xiao Sui, what are you thinking about? It feels weird."

She found it strange that Deng didn't have to worry about many things when getting along with Chitose.

After all, the country and society they live in attach great importance to the ability to read the air, but for some reason, Takamatsu Touma doesn't need to read the air at all in front of Chitose.

She only needs to express what is in her heart, and she will get the most gentle response in the world!

This is... Chitose!

"I'm thinking of you, Xiao Deng, Xiao Deng. Did you pick up any cute little stones this morning? Take them out of your pocket and show them to me!"

Walking to the door of the Astronomy Club, Chitose opened the door with one hand on his waist. When there was no one else in the space, Chitose reached out to the lamp.

"Huh? How did Xiaosui know I was picking up stones today?"

Amazing! Can Suisui read minds?

Deng's eyes gleamed. Although she didn't know how Sui did it, she was very happy that he knew her hobby...

"Yes, I can read minds. Isn't that super cool?"

"Amazing!"

Idiot! You idiot!

Chitose couldn't help but laugh out loud. She knew that a stupid penguin like Deng would think about such messed up things.

"I'm not kidding, I felt it when I was hugging you."

"Oh! So that's how it is... Look! This stone is..."

Even lunch was put aside. Once the light came on, he liked to talk non-stop.

What should we do at this time?

At this time...

Qiansui listened carefully to Deng's speech with a smile, and even responded vocally when the other party talked about the key points.

【At this time, just listen to what the other person says. 】

Being a qualified listener is also what a friend should do.

"Sui! Lantern! Here I come!"

With a "clang" sound, the door was suddenly pushed open from the outside by Shiina Riki, which scared Deng who was explaining the types of stones and the young audience Chitose.

"Wow, wait! Why are you here, Lixi? Isn't this Yuqiu? No, no... isn't it lunch break now?" Chitose stared at the panting black-haired dog with an incredible look.

"Yes, it's Yuqiu, it's lunch break too..." Lixi sat on the ground beside them, holding his lunch box in his hand.

"So why did you come here, Lixi?" Deng tilted his head, his brain still in a state of confusion.

"Because... ahem, I woke up late today and didn't bring my lunchbox. At noon, I suddenly felt like going home to get it, and on the way back to school, I suddenly felt like coming to Yugaoka... Anyway, don't worry about it! I climbed over the wall and got in. It's safe."

It’s really safe and sound.

Qiansui sighed and wiped the dust off the hem of Lixi's skirt with a handkerchief. In the meantime, she did not forget to wipe clean the small stone army on the lamp.

Being with them is like taking care of a child.

"Xiao Deng, go wash your hands! How can you eat right after touching a rock? And Xiao Lixi, don't climb over the wall next time! If you want to come to Yuqiu next time, I can lend you my extra Yuqiu uniform so you can disguise yourself... Alas, there are so many ways to come to our school, why are you so reckless!"

"I know, I won't do it again next time," Li Xi smiled embarrassedly.

Her reaction was similar to Takamatsu Deng's, but Li Xi's attention was completely attracted by the second half of Chitose's words.

[Xiao Sui's clothes...can you lend them to me? Is this true?]

"But...I..."

Deng didn't want to leave Qiansui's side for a moment, she was worried...

What if the classroom collapses after I leave?

What if he was kidnapped when he was away for just a moment?

So worried! 20-year-old is so fragile and so unlucky... Deng feels that as long as she loses the scent of 20-year-old in her nostrils, she will feel very anxious.

"Why, you're afraid to wash your hands alone? What a childish idiot! Really? Then I'll go with you."

"Huh? Walk slower and wait for me!"

Shiina Riki chased after him.

She skipped classes to come to Yuqiu just for Chitose, how could she be left out?

……

Nagasaki Suyo skipped classes to come to the crossroads just for Chitose... How could she get nothing?

A crossroads, people coming and going, and the scorching sun overhead, this is Su Shi's impression of the intersection of East Avenue in Akabane District.

She is waiting for someone who may never come.

It doesn't matter whether that person will pass by or not.

When will that person come? It is not clear.

It doesn’t matter, Su Shi just wants to wait here.

At the crowded intersection, Su Shi felt that he must be an outlier.

Everyone around her was in a hurry, only she stood still under the traffic light like a sculpture.

The red light ended, another group of pedestrians left, and a new group of pedestrians came.

But Nagasaki Suyo's inner tenacity was not shaken in the slightest.

She just stood there, and as each second of unbearable waiting passed, her heart became more at ease and secure.

"I will definitely wait for her! I will definitely wait for her..."

Then Su Shi will be able to be with Qian Sui for the rest of his life... and be a family for life.

We will never be separated again.