I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

Kyomoto...Kyomoto Haizuka, this name and surname are very similar to many people in my dreams.

Is it true that I can't escape the shadow of [Noshiro] and [Haitsuka] in this life?

"No! It's just that my sister said that after you, the sister I picked up from outside, wake up, she'll ask me to call you to eat! Umm, umm, you are not allowed to steal my sister from me! I am her favorite sister!"

After saying that, Kyoto Huizuka ran away.

Kyomoto seemed to have mustered up the courage to say the last few words! His words were quite impressive, but when spoken by a little white-haired girl, they looked adorable.

"Pfft, okay, okay, I won't fight with you for it. I'll just pack up and go eat."

Su Shi was in a good mood. The lovely Chitose, the lovely Kyomoto, and the comfortable little home, it would be great if she could live here for the rest of her life.

"It's a shame I still have a stupid mother to take care of... I didn't say goodnight to her last night as usual."

Wearing the same little bunny slippers as in her dream, Su Shi felt as if countless fragments of memories were attacking her.

I hope I don’t see anything related to my dream today, otherwise I will really get stressed out.

"My sister's eyesight isn't very good, but she's surprisingly fast at running away."

When Su Shi walked to the dining table, she found that the food had been heated and covered in an opaque dinner cover, looking so mysterious.

"What will Xiaosui prepare for me?"

Nagasaki Suyo's stomach whimpered pitifully, and she lifted the veil of mystery surrounding the food without much hesitation.

“Huh? This is… ginseng chicken soup!?”

Ch177. Maybe we can form a band in the future

“Why are these dishes?”

The ginseng chicken soup and vegetable macaroni were still steaming on the table. Their colors were so tempting that anyone who was not too full would be unable to resist taking a bite!

But the world is different.

The gray-blue pupils shook violently several times during the brief moment of daze, and the complexion changed from being slightly rosy at the beginning to being completely pale.

Covering his mouth, Su Shi felt nauseous.

Especially when the aroma of ginseng chicken soup mixed with the fresh smell of vegetable macaroni to form a taste that was so familiar to Su Shi, a creepy feeling of disgust instantly surged into her heart.

"vomit…"

He felt like vomiting and was even ready to run to the toilet to throw up, but Su Shi found that his feet were out of control and his stomach was empty, so he couldn't vomit anything out.

Except for some stomach acid and saliva.

But this is not the most important thing. The more terrible thing is that the pajamas she was wearing belonged to Chitose.

In the small restaurant, the smells of Chitose, ginseng chicken soup, and vegetarian food mixed together, forming a scent so familiar that it made Su Shi's brain tremble.

"No, I remember everything!"

The regret of not being able to see his 10-year-old mother for the last time, the regret of being unable to do anything to stop his daughters from dying in front of him, and the remorse of not being able to take care of them and let them get his emotional feedback, completely overwhelmed Su Shi's reason at this moment.

Her eyes went dark and her head hit the tablecloth and she fainted.

"Eh? Big sister, are you kowtowing?"

Little Kyomoto poked his head out from behind the wall and blinked cutely.

"Eh? Why aren't you talking? Seriously, it takes a blind person to come over and see what's going on. Such dark humor."

Kyomoto Huizuka blinked, his lifeless eyes full of helplessness.

In fact, she had felt that Nagasaki Suyo was not very smart since last night.

……

Time goes back half an hour.

"Huh... I'm fine, I just felt dizzy..."

Qiansui fearfully withdrew his hand from Su Shi's forehead and finally breathed a sigh of relief.

But when she looked back to meet Shang Deng and Li Xi's expressions, she found that they were looking at her strangely.

"Xiao Sui," Li Xi said in a deep voice, "Is this the guest you are talking about?"

"Yeah, you know each other?"

The good woman Chitose Noshiro began to tell little lies very naturally.

She knows a lot, but if she wants to express it she needs a reasonable way to get it.

"Uh...how should I put it."

Li Xi was speechless for a moment, covering his face with one hand while trying to organize his words. At this time, Deng took over the conversation:

"Is this Su Shi? The one we talked about with Xiao Sui before... the bassist of Crychic. But, but why is Su Shi at Sui's house?"

Gao Songdeng is so pure that she doesn't hide her doubts, so she is very easy to deceive and bully.

"Oh, I saw her yesterday, emotionally broken and ready to die on the street. I couldn't bear to leave her alone, so I took her home! But she doesn't look well. Why did she faint again?"

Could it be that Su Shi is mentally ill?

Thinking of the extremely heavy declaration of lack of love last night, Qiansui swallowed subconsciously.

【Suyo-chan was surprisingly difficult to deal with during her high school years.】

Why has she suddenly become so difficult?

In fact, she lied to the two little ones in front of her again, because she didn't want to reveal various information about last night's super-gravity conversation, so Qiansui said that Su Shi had an "emotional breakdown".

She guessed that the child's current condition was most likely due to stomach problems. After all, judging from Su Shi's description and behavior, it didn't look like he had eaten in the past few days.

"Soyo-chan! Are you okay?"

Deng carefully poked Su Shi's little face a few times, and Su Shi cooperated by making unconscious moans.

"She seems to have fainted... Deng, you don't have to worry about her," Li Xi confirmed Su Shi's condition very carefully, but he was not too nervous.

She had seen Su Shi's appearance before. After the simulation ended that day, she also fainted and had convulsions.

It seems that Su Shi is really having an emotional breakdown.

Is it...from Xiangzi's side?

This guy Su Shi is really persistent.

"Ugh…"

Gao Songdeng vaguely understood Li Xi's thoughts and stepped aside uneasily.

She didn't really want to talk about unimportant band matters right now, especially after meeting Su Shi...

The girls all had different thoughts. When they gathered together, only Kyomoto, who raised her little head and tried to cuddle with Chitose, had no bad intentions.

This was the first time the room was so crowded.

Qiansui sighed, picked up Su Shi and returned to the guest room.

This child has a lot of troubles, but there are guests at home to take care of, so Qiansui can't get away for the time being.

I hope Su Shi wakes up soon. If I hadn't confirmed again and again that Su Shi was just fainted and nothing happened, I would have called for help and an ambulance.

In reality, everyone cares about their own health more than anyone else.

"Hey, tell me more about Su Shi. I was really exhausted last night. This kid is really troublesome."

Chitose narrated his experience in a tone of "I really can't do anything about her", which immediately opened up Riki and Deng.

In the afternoon, some people were unconscious, while others were chatting non-stop.

Kyomoto was held in Chitose's arms, and the four of them started with countless new topics using Su Shi as an introduction.

Although Kyomoto soon became unable to sit still and escaped to the living room to listen to the radio.

As the topic deepened, Chitose became more and more confused.

Because... this Su Shi seemed to be no different from the Su Shi she knew.

[That's not true. After all, I only know about Su Shi before the age of twelve and after the age of twenty-five or twenty-six. There are still gaps in the information during this period.]

It seems that Su Shi's escape on the rainy night happened to fall into his own information loophole.

Combined with Su Shi's lack of love and her incomplete psychological endurance, everything seems to make sense.

But Chitose always felt that something was wrong.

Make tea, serve fruit, open the windows for ventilation, the smell of food in the house dissipates and only the warm spring sun shines quietly in the house.

"You want to go to my room and take a look? I have a collection of several MCR albums! Although it's not complete, hehe."

“MCR…”

“Uh…”

When the band was mentioned, the girls' expressions became strange.

"Yeah, MCR, you guys like it too."

Qiansui blinked strangely. She remembered that these two small fry in this time period were probably people she had never heard of.

"Yeah, my sister has been listening to it recently. It seems she's joined a punk band."

"Lixi's sister... is a cool band senior," Chitose spread a blanket on the floor, and after arranging the two of them, she prepared to go and take another look at Su Shi's situation.

She walked to the door, turned around and smiled:

"Maybe we can form a band in the future... the kind that lasts a lifetime."

Although girl bands are scary, it would be a shame not to have some fun with them. If you haven't experienced the pressure of having little time left, you can't understand this desire for youth.

That's the way it is.

Ch178.Okay, okay, there's nothing I can do about you.

With her long silver hair swaying, Chitose's figure disappeared around the corner, but the words she left behind made Takamatsu Touma and Shiina Riki unable to recover for a long time.

【Maybe we can form a band in the future? 】

They all felt that they could agree, but they didn't know what the other party would think.

"Xiao Deng, what Xiao Sui said just now..."

Lixi knew that Deng was very sensitive about the topic of the band, and she was afraid that Gao Songdeng would misunderstand what Sui meant.

But the situation was unexpectedly good.

Sitting on the blanket in a duck-like posture, Takamatsu Deng held MCR's "Welcome to the Black Parade" album in his trembling hands.

The skull figure on the cover is covered with a lamp. Gao Songdeng is...

Blushing?

ha? !

"Lixi! Xiaosui is talking about forming a band. If it's true, will you join?"

Etc., etc!

Lixi was a little overwhelmed. Why did she feel that something was wrong with what Gao Songdeng said?

Did Deng mean that she had already agreed to the idea? Now she was asking for her opinion?

"Huh? Of course I can, but the light surprisingly doesn't feel uncomfortable."

"Uncomfortable?" Deng looked down puzzledly as he fiddled with the albums in his hands. "Why would I feel sad? Wouldn't it be great to have a new band... with Xiao Sui! And... Li Xi?"

I almost forgot to add Li Xi's name, but fortunately Gao Songdeng patched it in time.

"It's great that you can come out. It seems the lights have changed a lot."

Li Xi was not used to the duck-sitting posture. She crossed her legs and straightened her back, exuding an inexplicable seriousness.

"after all…"

There was a gleam in the lamp's eyes:

"People always grow, and I'm ready for new enlightenment..."