I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

"It's all fine, but Xiao Sushi, remember to bring some food. My refrigerator is empty."

"it is good!"

Su Shi took only a few steps and turned back hurriedly:

"Oh right! I don't want vegetarian food or poultry! Bye."

"Goodbye."

Happy weekend, my brown-haired, blue-eyed girl.

Ch184. Defeat! Toyokawa Shoko in her weak form

Su Shi left, ending her two-day psychotherapy.

Qiansui knew that she would come again, and she was very happy to be Su Shi's spiritual sustenance in reality.

In reality, Su Shi is very pitiful. She did not have a complete and happy childhood, and her future is full of unknowns and confusions.

But Chitose Noshiro swore that Soyo in reality was also the happiest.

She met Chitose Noshiro, a man who would accept her and give her a sense of security.

Noshiro Chitose was very happy that Nagasaki Suyo liked her.

It was nice to be picked up by each other again….

……

Late at night is the world of those who stay up late. The world at this time is no longer dazzling, and lacks the life-threatening chaos and noise.

He coaxed his younger sister to sleep, and her sleeping face was so adorable that Chitose couldn't help but kiss her cheek again and again.

Just like kissing the profiles of Deng, Li Xi, and Su Shi.

It was noisy yesterday, but today it was peaceful again. Chitose stood in the corridor outside the room, leaning on the wooden fence and looking at the commercial street not far away.

"I remember that in about ten years, the cherry trees on that street will be cut down, and the cafe behind the cherry trees, well... these old things will slowly disappear."

Cafes, barbecue restaurants, convenience stores, and various service shops are crowded together. This is their community of shared destiny.

"It's so quiet. Let's enjoy the breeze for a while and then go back to sleep."

It’s a rare weekend, and Chitose Noshiro doesn’t have to get up early, so she can enjoy the experience of sleeping until noon.

She closed her eyes to experience the baptism of the evening breeze, but she didn't know if it was an illusion, but Qiansui always felt that Sasha's voice was coming from all around.

"Ok?"

Chitose turned around suddenly and saw Toyokawa Shoko trying to sneak around her and go home.

Toyokawa Shoko seemed extremely reluctant to see Chitose. She didn't say hello. After realizing she was discovered, Shoko immediately accelerated and tried to escape, but unfortunately...

"Xiao Xiang! Are you off work? Why do you run away when you see me?"

His wrist was grabbed, and Xiangzi trembled all over, trying hard to resist Chitose Noshiro.

But she found that her struggle was useless, as Qiansui was much stronger than her.

"open!"

"Xiaoxiang? What's wrong with you?"

"Don't touch me...let me go."

"Eh?"

Qiansui subconsciously let go of her hand, and Xiangzi took advantage of this opportunity to escape. Her center of gravity was unstable when she walked, and she almost fell and hit her head on the wall several times.

In just the blink of an eye, Xiangzi fled back to her home in a panic.

Only Chitose Noda was left on the lonely corridor.

"Huh? This is it?"

Xiaoxiang is so amazing. She can open and close the door within three seconds. Maybe she practiced secretly.

Qiansui walked to the next door, and after thinking it over, he still didn't choose to knock.

No emotion could be seen in the hazy golden eyes, and Toyokawa Shoko's weak appearance just now made Chitose experience a different kind of freshness.

"So, Toyokawa Shoko, you have such a lovely side."

It seems that you are not only a tsundere, but also a stupid jerk who often gets angry.

"Are you easier to coax than Lixi, or are you both just as easy to bully?"

Mom, Toyokawa Shoko is also an important part of her daily life.

If possible, Chitose Noshiro hopes to simulate Toyokawa Shoko one day. After all, she is very curious about the hidden story of this down-and-out young lady with blue hair and golden eyes.

"Huh? Wait, I have an idea."

……

I will probably never learn to express my needs and emotions openly.

In the afternoon, Shoko Toyokawa chose to escape.

She didn't know where she should go, but she knew she couldn't just meet Deng like that.

Why is Deng so indifferent to her...ah, it's better this way, after all, she has hurt Deng...but she still feels uncomfortable, reluctant and heartbroken.

But it's more likely self-loathing.

Toyokawa Shoko, you are so disgusting.

I had chosen to escape, but I still had this thought? Sure enough, I was hopeless.

There were no lights on in the room. Compared to the warmth and comfort of the house next door, my current home seemed even colder and more ruthless.

The ground was covered with beer cans and lunch boxes with leftovers, and the feet wrapped in white socks could hardly find a place to stand.

Where's her father? Her father, Toyokawa Kiyoshi, had already fallen asleep, his thunderous snoring echoing in the dilapidated hut.

Even when his father was asleep, Xiangzi could not feel at peace.

"what…"

How did my life become like this? Which step did I take wrong?

"Just now I was mean to Xiao Sui... I..."

I don’t know why, but now Xiangzi just doesn’t dare to face the years.

She was so afraid that the other party already knew what she had done and her past.

But Xiangzi actually knew that he could explain it clearly.

嗏

I will probably never learn to express my needs and emotions openly.

It's like reaching out and touching a rose. The rose is so beautiful, she will think...

[Does the rose really belong to me? ]

She always pretended that she didn't need it, but she also hoped that someone could really see through her and carefully hand the rose to her.

Shoko Toyokawa always reminded herself not to speak sarcastically, but to express her views and opinions well and to make her words as clear as possible.

But I…

【It was not done.】

I didn’t do it again.

I didn't do it on the day Crychic disbanded.

Now facing Qiansui, she can still only escape and pretend to be indifferent.

"Messed up again... How could this happen?"

"Are you going to miss your only familiar friend too?"

Sitting on the ground with her face covered, Shoko Toyokawa could no longer hold back when she thought about having to clean the room until late at night.

Someone come and help her, anyone can.

Someone please give her a chance to start over...

Please...

thump—

thump—

There were two rhythmic knocks on the door, followed by three more regular knocks.

Xiangzi remembered where he had heard this playful voice before. Where was it?

[Ah, it was Xiaosui who gave me red dates and pear soup last week.]

But I have treated her like this, why does she still come to me?

Xiangzi, who had just been thinking about not saying or doing anything against the will of others, fell in love again. She subconsciously wanted to put on this expression to hide her inner fragility.

"I said, what's the matter with you?"

Xiangzi finally chose to open the door, but the moment she opened her mouth, a pair of hands holding an insulated box reached in.

"Xiao Xiang, this is the chicken soup I made. Drink it while it's hot. You must have been working hard and under a lot of pressure lately."

"I…"

....... ....... ........

Ch185. Enjoy Matcha Parfait and Pick Up a Stray Cat

"I…"

The cold wind rushed in from outside, dispersing the turbid alcohol smell in the room a little. Toyokawa Shoko felt that compared to the gentle, angelic girl before her, she was nothing more than a little mouse crawling in the dark sewers.

But she is not even a little mouse. If anything, Xiangzi feels that she might be closer to a small, scavenging insect that hides in the dark.

The moonlight is bright tonight, and all the haze has been dispelled. Some theories say that the moon has been dead for many years and what is orbiting the earth are its deceased remains.

With his back to the dead moon, Qiansui's smile gradually became blurred, but his red eyes shining with golden light became more eye-catching.

"Rest early, I'm leaving now."

The girl said this before turning around, not giving Toyokawa Shoko any time to refuse.

It was not until the faint sound of a door closing next door came that Shoko Toyokawa came to her senses.

"Why do you... do this to me, Xiaosui."

I'm such a troublemaker, and my attitude towards you just now wasn't very nice.

The thought of "why not just put the soup at the other person's door and pretend nothing happened" flashed through Toyokawa Shoko's mind, but she quickly frowned and denied it.

No, no, that would be even worse and more disgusting...

When did I become someone who would have such thoughts?

Although the girl walked away, she left behind a faint scent of wild lilies, which was soon diluted by the smell of alcohol coming out of the house.

[I always pretend that I don’t need any care, but I also hope that someone can really see through me and carefully hand that rose to me.]

I am so conflicted and so pathetic.

Xiangzi glanced at Qiansui's house from afar with a complicated look, and walked back into the room, holding the thermal box tightly in his arms, as if he was guilty of a thief.

"Ugh."

Tonight is destined to be a difficult night to fall asleep, fortunately tomorrow... No.

I need to work tomorrow too.

But in the dead of night when no one is around, at least I have a bowl of steaming hot ginseng chicken soup to keep me company.

Perhaps with every sip, Xiangzi would remember the smile that could last a thousand years for just one second.

……