I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

Ch431.Aren't you an interesting woman?

They were always smiling, and the atmosphere was so lively that I felt out of place.

Sitting on the hillside, my mouth was filled with the taste of cucumber. It was hard to describe whether it was sweet or something else.

Near and far away were her familiar yet unfamiliar friends. She took a deep breath and felt that she was not in a good mood. Ruo Yemu stood up and brushed off the dust on her skirt.

[Are Noshiro Chitose and I friends? 】

Yeah, we are good friends, playing guitar together.

[I am also friends with Su Shi and Xiang Zi.]

Takamatsu Touma and Shiina Tatsuki are both friends.

But no matter which friend it is, there are many other friends, such as Chitose Noshiro in front of us.

[They all have other friends, and I will never be the one to keep them company.]

His eyelids drooped, covering his golden pupils, and the loneliness in them could not be concealed.

One hand was on his chest, and the other was holding a bag of cucumbers that was heavier than his life.

"That cat-like girl has such a happy smile."

After speaking for a long time in one breath, Ruo Yemu realized that his voice was very hoarse because he had not spoken for a long time.

But in reality, what you think is a long paragraph is only a few words long.

She turned her head and stopped looking ahead.

Sunset, I have seen it so many times, but why do I feel uncomfortable this time?

The girls in the stream were chatting about secrets that did not belong to them, and their interactions were so gentle and happy.

Yes, it is the kind of tenderness that Ruoye Mu has never experienced.

That kind of happiness was definitely real, otherwise why would it flood over Lenai's head and suffocate her?

I don't know how long I watched, until time slowly moved to the point where neon lights replaced natural light, and then Chitose Noshiro walked away with her friends.

"..."

His mind was empty, and Ruo Yemu's legs followed unconsciously.

【Go home, Wakaba Mu. 】

There was a familiar voice in her mind guiding her, but Mu Yi couldn't remember where she heard this voice.

[Go back quickly! What are you following me for! Go home to rest, go home to sleep and play guitar, isn't this your warm and comfortable daily routine!]

Although it was a familiar voice, it was unexpectedly noisy. At least Mu didn't like being tortured by nagging at this moment.

Her loneliness was natural, but it became very confusing when disturbed by the voice in her heart.

"It's so noisy... leave me alone."

The tone of his voice was flat, with no emotion at all.

But these simple words calmed down all the noise in his heart and made Mu's heart peaceful again.

Step by step, step by step, when they reached the other side on the stones that Chitose had stepped on, Lenai suddenly raised his head.

She suddenly realized why that voice was so familiar.

[Ah...it seems to be my own voice.]

……

So, does the guitar I once insisted on playing really have any meaning?

Will you regret it if you want Lenai?

No one will remember your past and your glory.

The dream is over. Your struggle will not be praised or sung by anyone. No one will shine because of your efforts. No one will regard you as an idol in the confused night and regroup and set sail again.

So, Lenai, do you think you and your guitar are meaningful?

Yao Lenai tilted her head, instantly recalling the pain and sadness of the past.

When a person walks too many roads and plays guitar for too long, memories will flow down unconsciously like tears...

But she had no complaints, she even tasted the sweetness and fragrance in the bitter and thick matcha of life.

[Whether it makes sense or not is not up to me to decide.]

Whether it is meaningful or not is not up to anyone to decide.

[Even if it is meaningless, the shining moment is enough for you to savor for a lifetime. ]

Welcome to the world after waking up from a dream, Kaname Lenai.

The dream will eventually end. This is reality. It is still cruel and there are still countless people who lack guidance and salvation.

Keep playing.

Even if no one listens to your story, even if no one will remember you.

However, Lenai must firmly believe that there is a law in this world that cannot be tampered with, that is, all troubles can be solved by playing better.

The guitar on his back is the only part of his body that is not wet, but Lenai should know that there is actually another place that is always dry——

That is, her burning heart and unyielding will.

Even if you feel regret, pain, or numbness, you must move forward.

This is her way of life.

This is all the Chitose taught her.

……

it's dark.

Being held hand was like a dream, and Kaname followed Chitose's steps through unfamiliar buildings until they finally arrived at the other's doorstep.

"Is this your home, Chitose-sister?"

"Well, although it's shabby, it's very warm."

"Thank you for bringing me to your house. It's the first time a friend has been so kind to me."

"Is that what you're talking about? It's because we're really good friends."

【Is it good? 】

The corners of Kaname's mouth never stopped rising. She just liked hearing Chitose say these words.

In that long and painful nightmare, no matter how much she longed to hear Chitose's voice again, it was a luxury.

Reality is better.

In reality, Chitose is safe and sound, in reality...

"Ah!" His expression suddenly turned bad, and Lenai shook his head vigorously, trying to get rid of the bad thoughts!

"What's wrong, Lenai?"

"Uh, I'm fine. Um... I'm fine."

[The real Chitose...]

"We are friends, right? Years old."

"Yes."

Noshiro Chitose nodded in affirmation, looking forward to Rakuna's next words.

The child has just suffered such a great blow and has been venting his emotions for such a long time, so the questions he can ask now are probably very peaceful.

"What is your dream... Chitose?"

Staring at Chitose with piercing eyes, Kaname subconsciously clenched her fists.

【This time, I won't allow you to die! 】

No matter what period it is, whether it is a low or a high... I must save you!

"Huh? You're suddenly asking such a big question."

"Ah."

"Let me think about it," Chitose opened the door while speaking, and Kyomoto Haizuka suddenly jumped into her arms like a cat waiting for its owner to come home.

"Sister! You're back so late."

"Sorry, Kyomoto-chan, I met a friend today," Chitose rubbed his sister's head lovingly and turned his gaze to Kaname Rakuna.

"Who is this friend again? Why does my sister have so many friends?"

"Haha, because my sister is very lucky."

Everyone I met was very nice.

"Lena, didn't you just ask me about my dream?"

After they entered the house, Chitose suddenly turned around and looked at Le Na:

"What you are seeing now is part of my dream."

"My dream is simple, to live a simple life with the one I care about... So please stay close to me, I want to be your friend for life."

"If you feel strange and want to know why," Chitose thought for a moment and suddenly felt very interesting, "because you are an interesting woman, Kaname Rakuna."

[It feels so good, like I'm dead.]

Lenai put down the guitar.

You are an interesting woman, too.

"Chitose. Interesting woman."

Ch432. I also want to be taken home

"My name is Kyomoto Haizuka. I have an older sister, but she's been..."

Kyomoto poked his head out from Chitose's arms, his face full of grievance and indignation.

"Sister, you are so bad!"

The soft and angry roar was no different from acting like a spoiled child. He wanted to say something more harsh but was afraid of hurting his sister's feelings. Kyomoto had no choice but to yell a few words with a hint of complaint.

"What's wrong? Are you still blaming me for coming home late? I'm sorry, I've been really busy lately! I'm working hard to make money to support Kyomoto."

"Thank you for your hard work, sister! But, but..."

The scattered red pupils seemed to focus a little, and Kyomoto blinked her big eyes and pointed to the bathroom not far away:

"But why do you always bring other girls home to take a bath? That's Kyomoto and his sister's bathroom, and now it's almost been taken over by other older sisters!"

There, one could vaguely see the shadow of Lenai bathing, and the wild cat humming the tune of "Escape" without any concealment.

"Eh! It seems so," Chitose gently pinched Kyomoto's little face. Her sister had always been well taken care of by her and she was not thin at all.

Even if he had to starve himself, Noshiro Chitose would never let his sister starve.

"Then I'll take Kyomoto to our new home in a few days, how about that?"

"New home? What?"

Kyomoto Haizuka seemed not to have heard clearly. He turned over and turned the back of his head towards Chitose to prevent her from pinching his cheeks again.

"Stop pinching me, I'm already swollen. Even if... you're my favorite Chitose... you can't pinch me like that! That's too much!"

"So cute," Chitose liked to see her sister pretending to be angry. She listened to the sound of water running in the bathroom not far away and the constant ringing of the phone, and explained seriously:

"Because a while ago, a lawyer called me and said that a distant relative of ours passed away and left behind a large property!"

Noshiro Chitose paused:

"Sister! Our family is finally rich!"

"Eh!"

Jing Ben raised his head, but there was no joy in his dim eyes: "Sister, have you been deceived? Is this true?"