I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

"There are many reasons," Noshiro Chitose covered the back of her head with her hands and playfully stuck out her tongue, "Because I didn't go out to look for you earlier. After all, you waited at my door for so long before I opened it. It's my fault."

"But…"

"And it's not just that, Xiao Mu... Although I'm here to relax and comfort you today, I feel more like you're relaxing and healing me."

"No," Mu's little hands moved woodenly in front of and behind his body. This hurried reaction of his limbs was a symbol and manifestation of the owner's astonishment.

"Of course I do. After all, you're so cute and you're still willing to play with me. It seems like you're trying to please me!"

After Chitose finished speaking, he went forward and hugged Mu.

The rustling sound that reached the girls' ears was not just the friction of their clothes, but also the beating sound of their hearts constantly growing and improving.

"So, thank you for your company. It was a great night! Goodbye, Xiaomu. I'm going home to take care of my sister."

"goodbye…"

This was how he said goodbye to the girl who had been with him all night, and who was blown here and then away by the wind.

He held the door for a long time, and watched Ye Mu leave Nengdai Qiansui.

Her back was as warm as the summer breeze, but it was a pity that after the summer breeze blew away, Ruoye Mu returned to the deserted autumn and winter.

"Goodbye. Years old."

"Goodbye...years..."

Hopefully, we'll see each other again tomorrow.

Maybe we will meet again tomorrow, or maybe we will never meet again in this life.

[But no matter what, the memories of tonight will be treasured by me for the rest of my life.]

"She's such a good woman. How nice of her to send you home."

The familiar yet unfamiliar voice he heard in the afternoon came to his ears, but Mu ignored it and was still immersed in Qiansui's tenderness.

"The chicken soup was delicious. The years were gentle. The guitar played beautifully. We even went to the stream that we could only see from afar during the day..."

At the last moment before entering the house, Ruo Yemu suddenly looked back at the horizon.

[Will Xiao Sui now be looking at the moon like me? 】

"It turns out the stream is really only this shallow."

……

“Wet… huh… wet…”

The guest rooms of Noshiro House have seen countless visits from young girls this month. Today's guest is particularly thin, like a wild cat that has never grown up.

The guest, that is, Lenai turned over, with his brows furrowed into a small ball and refused to relax no matter what.

She slept in agony.

"Huh... Sui..."

Sweat soaked her nightgown, and Lenai twisted restlessly on the bed like a baby bird struggling to break out of its shell.

[Nightmare.]

The nightmare once again came to Lenai's dream with a terrifying and arrogant attitude.

It's like falling into an endless and sinister cycle. Every time I fall asleep these days... no matter if it's a nap or a nap at night, I will think of those horrific dreams over and over again.

Chitose Noshiro died again and again in her dreams. Although she could not remember the details every time when Kaname Rakuna woke up, the feeling of loss was absolutely unbearable.

The quilt turned into a hard eggshell that bound the girl's delicate body.

The recent events have made it difficult for Lenai to sleep deeply. Whenever the nightmares become shallow, Lenai will wander between half asleep and half awake.

"Xiao Sui...where's my Xiao Sui..."

In a daze, he reached out his hand from under the quilt and asked Lenai to pat the bed sheet beside him three times.

But she didn't touch anything.

The bed next to me was empty, as if no one had ever been here.

"Years old...ah,"

[Is Xiaosui sleeping with me? Or should I go back to sleep?]

Suddenly, Lenai opened her eyes, but gained nothing.

"Mmm."

A lot of saliva had accumulated in her mouth without her realizing it, which made it difficult for Yao Lena to pronounce words accurately.

“Chitos…”

The feeling of tiredness came over her again, probably because she felt safe in Chitose's house, or maybe because she was really too tired. Rana was surprisingly eager to sleep a little longer.

Le Na could barely open half of her eyes, and she waited and waited but Chitose didn't show up.

Did you go back and sleep with your sister?

No, no, no, it could be that she was sleeping with me, but she went... to the bathroom.

Yao Lenai raised her head weakly.

The bedroom door was open and there was a light in the bathroom.

Even a faint light can become the last hope in the darkness.

It seems that as long as there is light in front of her, Lenai's expectations will not be disappointed.

"call--"

Le Nai didn't think much about it and squinted his eyes with the thought of "close his eyes for a while and wait for Chitose to come back".

She hoped to see Chitose Noshiro again before going to bed.

But, I accidentally fell back into the sweet dream again

The lovely snoring sounded softly in the house again.

The night is still long, and life is not short either, so have a good rest... have a good rest.

Sweet dreams, Kaname.

I just don't want you to wake up in the middle of the night.

Ch441. Be good, be good, baby, don’t cry

The way home was quiet and cold, and Chitose would hesitate as he stopped and walked along the way whether to buy a drink to take back.

"Well, I didn't expect that we would stop by for a midnight snack."

Kicking the pebbles on the roadside as she walked, Chitose Noshiro remembered that she had originally gone out just to buy a bottle of sweet water to satisfy her craving.

The eight golden rings in her eyes turned and twisted mechanically. She side-glanced at the building not far away. If she remembered correctly, it should be Li Xi's residence.

"But it's definitely worth it to have a lovely girl like Ruo Yemu accompany me for meals and play."

If you miss the opportunity to dine with such an elegant lady, it will definitely be a lifelong regret.

"Xiao Mu...Xiao Mu."

Girls wandering outside tonight, why are there so many golden lights in your eyes, yet so much sadness? Your path is clear, why do you keep stopping and starting?

“Everyone’s life is so miserable.”

Although she didn't like discussing this, Noshiro Chitose had to admit that her friends were all more or less tainted with some bad luck.

Su Shi's life began with her parents' divorce and became increasingly complicated with her mother's career taking off.

Xiangzi... According to Qiansui, his mother died of illness and his father was expelled from the family. He gritted his teeth and moved out of the family alone to accompany his father.

"And Xiao Mu."

The pebbles kicked by my feet have disappeared, and the road ahead has become obscure and unclear.

With his hands behind his head, Chitose's mind was filled with the Wakaba Mutsu family's detached villa.

It covers a large area and looks comfortable to live in, but the feeling of shade and coldness reminds Chitose all the time... this place is as inhumane as he knew in his dream.

【Honestly, Wakaba Mu's family is very strange. 】

Chitose Noshiro will never forget the scene when she and Wakaba got along well in Shiina Ritsuki's second simulation.

At that time, I asked Ruo Yemu a question, which was, what do your parents do for a living? Why have I never heard you mention it?

It happened that the TV in the cafe was playing a morning TV series. Wakaba Mu pointed at the TV expressionlessly and said:

"Morimi Nami is in there."

I had unknowingly reached the door of my home, but my mind was still full of thoughts about Ruoye Mu.

Calling your mother by her name...it's indeed an interesting family.

Turning around and walking towards the utility room, I saw two bags of cucumbers quietly placed in the corner.

The cucumber is like the depression in Wakaba Mu's heart. It is the best place to leave the depression here.

Dust was all over the storage room that had been forgotten by the world in Qiansui's life, but the footprints, some hidden and some visible, recorded the stories that happened between the girls in this place.

Before turning around and leaving, Chitose Noshiro took one last deep look at the corner, as if she was peeking at herself who had once had a deep conversation with Xiangzi there.

"Xiaoxiang, what role do you play in Xiaomu's life?"

The girl had never deliberately collected this information, but everything she had seen and heard over the past few decades informed Chitose of the complex relationship between them.

"I really hope that you two unfortunate children will have a happy ending."

Closing his eyes, Qiansui no longer let the golden light in his eyes overflow.

At this moment, he was less than a few meters away from his home, and Qiansui silently calculated in his mind how long he could sleep.

"Simulation can change more than just my destiny. Using simulation, I can also change others."

For example, if two people have a grudge against each other in real life, Chitose Noshiro can use simulation to cut off the complicated relationship between them and make things clear.

There are many ways to do this. Isn't it one of the ways to make them fall into greater emotional fluctuations and no longer be able to spare the energy to think about other things?

"Ok?"

Passing by Xiangzi's house, Qiansui glanced sideways and saw that there was still a small gap in the other person's door.

"Xiao Xiang? Did you forget to close the door?"

Slowly opening the door, the lingering smell of alcohol in the room made Chitose feel dizzy.

Xiangzi's father was not seen. Not far away was Xiangzi Toyokawa's room. The door was closed and it seemed that the owner had fallen asleep.

"Xiangzi's father must have gone out to drink and forgot to close the door."

Chitose originally wanted to leave. Before the simulation started, she had quite a few complaints about Toyokawa Kiyoshi who lived next door.

Once upon a time, Chitose Noshiro was still working to earn money to support her family. In the middle of the night, Chitose Noshiro, who was sleeping peacefully with her tired body, was awakened several times by the noise next door.

Later I found out that the sound was actually the uncle next door who went out to get drunk and banged on the door.

"Tsk."

The unpleasant memory only surfaced for a moment before disappearing. After looking around and relying on his hearing, which had evolved several times to ensure that there was only one breathing sound in the room, Noshiro Chitose walked in with the door half closed.

What a careless father! Did he not close the door because he was worried about his daughter’s safety?

What should I do if a criminal breaks in?

"Thinking about it, although Mr. Toyokawa was rude, I did seduce his daughter... after all, we're even."

This is not the first time I have visited Toyokawa's house, but today the interior has returned to its messy state.

It's hard to imagine that a lady like Toyokawa Shoko would actually want to live here. What a cruel turn of events.

"Xiao Xiang? Um... he's sleeping."

Holding Wakaba Mutsu's cucumber in her hand, she stood at the door of Shoko's bedroom, looking at Toyokawa Shoko who was curled up on the tatami with a serious expression. Noshiro Chitose knew that she was having a nightmare again.

"You're such a poor girl. You've worked so hard... Like your friends, you're also an unfortunate girl."

Chitose Noshiro knelt beside Shoko Toyokawa.

After covering the other person with the quilt, she used her slender fingers to push away the sweat-soaked bangs on Xiangzi's forehead.