I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

The moment the car stopped, Shoko Toyokawa pushed open the door and got out. The atmosphere in the car was very strange all the way.

Xiangzi felt his strength declining and wanted to sprint home, but his legs had not yet fully recovered.

"Be careful."

Wakaba Mutsu and Toyokawa Mizuho supported Xiangzi, but although her body moved slowly, her heart had already arrived at the house she had longed for.

"Sister...I'm back!"

After entering the house, I tried to call out, but no one responded.

"Xiangzi? You're home now."

My father walked out from the study next door.

"Ok!"

He looked at Toyokawa Shoko hesitantly, and after thinking it over, he said:

Ch458. All kinds of tenderness surge in my heart

"Xiao Sui is in the room, but she's not in a good state right now. Xiao Xiang wants to..." He tried to organize his words as tactfully as possible, and finally Fengchuan Qinggao said, "Well, be quiet. Sui's mental state is not very good."

"Eh?"

【Isn’t your mental state very good?】

Shoko Toyokawa, who hadn't seen her sister for more than two months, felt that her mental state was not very good.

She walked up the stairs step by step, and what appeared before her eyes was the scene of her and Chitose playing and fighting at home in the past.

For the past two months, she had been struggling to survive on the birthday gift Qiansui gave her.

Day after day, I watched the less than sixty-minute film, which was made up of photos and videos.

She recalled all the big and small events of the past year, but the only thing missing was the daily memories of the past two months with Chitose this year.

Subconsciously gripping the railing at her side, Shoko Toyokawa suddenly realized that the stair handrail that was much taller than her before was not that tall anymore.

She is growing up step by step.

"Chitose..."

The days without you are so unfortunate.

Have you ever loved someone who looks like the sunshine on Christmas morning, the little squirrels on the pine trees after the first snow, and the mud spots splashed on the trouser legs of pedestrians on the road on a rainy day?

And those...the most beautiful roses.

【Chitose. You are a cute little thing.】

Shoko Toyokawa thought the room was a long way away, but she arrived in just a blink of an eye.

She took several deep breaths, trying to calm her pounding heart, but it was impossible.

The suppressed emotions and guilt were constantly tormenting Toyokawa Shoko's rationality. She really missed Toyokawa Chitose too much.

She really missed the good sister whom she couldn't protect.

It is a shame for an older sister to be unable to protect her younger sister.

Xiangzi gently pressed the door handle, and the joy in his heart dispelled his father's advice.

Is Xiaosui mentally ill?

No matter how abnormal it is...she will take good care of her little one.

Take good care of... Chitose Toyokawa, who belongs only to her, Toyokawa Shoko.

The air in the room was filled with the pleasant scent of young girls' shampoo. The door was closed and the curtains were opened. Chitose would never have done this in the past.

Since childhood, Chitose has liked to pull the curtains and hide in the quilt to be lazy.

Xiangzi looked around but didn't see Qiansui. Just as she was about to enter the house, she saw a familiar yet unfamiliar girl in the corner.

"Is...years old?"

Ah... my poor silver-gray-blue-haired girl...

Xiangzi's pupils trembled and she made a sound in disbelief.

Oh, my poor sister, why have you become so thin?

You were crouching dejectedly in the corner, holding the teddy bear I gave you... You...

"Are you okay? Sister... I'm back to see you after I'm discharged from the hospital."

I always feel that my words are pale and boring, but when I rack my brains to squeeze out some nice words, I find that my mouth has degenerated to a very clumsy level.

In the corner, most of Chitose's face was covered by her knees, and her skin looked more pale than fair.

After hearing what Toyokawa Shoko said, Chitose's body trembled visibly.

"Xiang?"

Chitose's voice seemed to be testing whether the Xiangzi in front of her was just her own imagination.

"Yeah. 20 years old, I'm back, I'm recovered."

"Xiang...Xiang! Sister...wu, wuwu...is this really my sister?"

Like a cannonball being fired, Chitose Toyokawa suddenly rushed into Xiangzi's arms.

The girl's impact was so strong that even Xiangzi was knocked back repeatedly until he and Chitose fell on the bed together.

"Xiao Xiang... I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry - I thought I would never see you again. They wouldn't let me go out to look for you. They said you were badly injured... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."

"I..." Shoko Toyokawa tried to say something, but the tears that suddenly dripped down her cheeks blocked her thoughts.

It was not until this moment that she could see clearly into Qiansui's eyes.

Are those eyes open?

The pupils that once shone with the warmth of the sun had now faded, the crimson turning into a deep red, appearing even darker against the golden background.

[What did Xiao Sui experience that night? ]

"I'm fine, how about you? They wouldn't let me go to you... They said you were in a bad state..."

"I don't know. I'm sorry... I missed you so much... I thought you didn't want me anymore and I was so scared... Then I heard you fell and I was worried again..."

Qiansui spoke fast and slow, sometimes crying so hard that he couldn't speak normally, and sometimes he was so excited that he blurted out countless words in one breath.

But no matter what, Shoko Toyokawa was listening carefully.

Gradually, Xiangzi's emotions were pushed to the peak amid the girl's repeated apologies.

"It's my fault... I shouldn't have suggested playing that game... I... I should have rescued you, but I was too anxious."

On the big bed, the girls sat in a duck position, facing each other, and their movements were very cautious.

They both want to touch each other and hug each other. This is no longer an impulse but a desire.

However, they didn't dare to touch or get close to each other again.

Guilt lingered on the girls, wrapped around their necks and suffocated them.

At one point, Shoko Toyokawa cried so much that she couldn't see Chitose's face. It would have been fine if she hadn't seen Chitose, but when she saw her sister who looked so haggard, she could no longer control her feelings for her.

[If I can't see Chitose even for a split second, I'll be really anxious.]

"I'm back, I'm back... I'm sorry! I made you worry. I really wanted to save you that night, but I... but I really couldn't do it..."

I wanted to call out, but I couldn't make a sound.

"It's all my fault! I'm so useless... I'm not even worthy of being your sister..."

"Xiaoxiang, don't say things like that!"

Qiansui was crying just as miserably. When she took the initiative to hug Xiangzi, Xiangzi subconsciously wanted to retreat away from this girl who she felt guilty about.

But Chitose Toyokawa will not give her this opportunity!

Struggling and enjoying it, the arcs of tears sliding down intersected and the feelings between them quickly heated up.

They are so close as if they have never been apart.

"I miss you so much... I miss you so much... Don't leave me alone in the future... Sister... If possible, please let me faint after you faint... I... I..."

"What are you talking about, silly girl."

She wanted to help Chitose wipe away her tears, but instead Chitose wiped away the tears that gathered at her chin. Toyokawa Shoko kissed Chitose on the face again and again.

They all said you were in a bad mental state.

it's fine.

I like you.

You can fade, you can wither, anything is possible.

But as long as I look at you again, all kinds of tenderness will surge in my heart.

Ch459. The stressed me and the fragile her

[Eradication: This feature can only be used once per year. After using this feature independently, you can designate a target when you suffer a mental trauma, causing the designated person to receive a synchronized mental influence. Required lifespan: three months.]

A strange gleam flashed in Noshiro Chitose's eyes, and this gleam seemed to be contagious, causing Xiangzi's eyes to sparkle as well.

【Xiao Xiang. Xiangzi. Shoko Toyokawa. 】

"I like you too."

Fall into the abyss with me.

Do you enjoy my tenderness, indulge in the emotions I provide, and enjoy the guilt I create for you? You and I have long been one.

Fall into the lies I weave——

You are willing too, aren't you?

……

Chitose is sick.

When going downstairs, Shoko Toyokawa was still savoring the reunion with her sister.

"Chitose is indeed in a bad state."

They hugged each other and cried for a long time, until Qiansui fainted from crying tiredness and Xiangzi left the bedroom.

"Although Ke Sui is sick, I am back."

As long as I stay with you, everything will be fine.

I will heal her inner wounds and restore our daily lives to normal.

Believe me, believe me again!

This time, I won't mess it up!

"Is Xiaosui okay now?"

The first person he met after going downstairs was not his mother or father, but Wakaba Mutsu who was always worried.

Xiangzi could sense the concern in Mu's greeting. It was just an ordinary caring greeting between friends, but now it sounded so harsh to Xiangzi's ears.

"..."

"Fortunately."

"Can I go up and see her?" Mu asked again.

"Hmm? Want to go up and see her? Forget it, she's very tired and fell asleep."

Now it felt weird to chat peacefully, but Toyokawa Shoko couldn't tell what was wrong.

Xiangzi felt her head getting dizzy again, and with the pain coming, she could no longer speak.

"Ah, that's it."

"Um…"

Ok.