I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

"I, I'm not feeling well. I feel depressed... I want to go home to see my sister..."

"Sister?"

Of course Mu knew who this sister was referring to, but she just felt uncomfortable.

Perhaps it was because she knew too well that the sister Chitose was talking about could never be her.

"Xiangzi is busy now, Xiaosui."

Ruoye Mu calmly chewed the word "sister" and swallowed it, then said in a gloomy tone:

"But, there is still me."

After hugging Chitose, who was like a frightened bird, Wakaba Mu closed his eyes.

"Cry, Xiaosui, it's okay."

"No one will blame you."

"Woo... Mu..."

In Wakaba Mu's arms, Chitose cried and showed her only eye.

His eyes were lifeless, but the golden pupils that were always burning in his tears emitted a different kind of brilliance.

The corners of Qiansui's mouth rose slightly, and the curve came and went quickly.

【Plan Pass?】

……

"Woooooooo..."

This world is full of disappointment and death, accompanied by sobs from different throats.

Shoko Toyokawa knelt beside her mother's coffin, her thoughts rising and falling like the tide.

"Please grief."

"Yes. Thank you for your concern, uncle."

"You have to work harder in the future."

"Okay, thank you, auntie."

"If Xiao Xiangzi is feeling down, he can come to our house more often."

"I'll definitely visit when I have time. Thank you for your concern, Aunt Ruoye."

People come and go, and Xiangzi doesn't like the noisy environment.

She frowned and couldn't help feeling annoyed when she saw the cheerful conversation in a relaxed atmosphere not far away.

But, there is no way.

For many people, as long as the funeral or wedding they attend is not of their loved ones, they will not be affected by too strong emotions.

For them, it is more accurate to say that they are going there to continue making friends and deepening interpersonal relationships rather than attending some important ceremony.

"Ugh."

Xiangzi lowered his head numbly, and the sound of musical instruments played by his senior classmates in his memories came to his ears again.

She slapped her cheeks in an attempt to cheer herself up. She wanted to play the keyboard to encourage her sister, but at the same time she had to be polite and not let her sister find out about her—

Embarrassed.

Ch466. Revealed! The contradictions of the Toyokawa family

In the second week after Mizuho Toyokawa's death, although things seemed to have passed, a faint sadness never dissipated.

"Why did Sister Mu send me back today? Where did she go after school?"

Chitose Toyokawa sat tiredly in the Mu family's luxury car, with her head drooping listlessly on Mu's shoulder.

Wakaba Mutsu beside him did not refuse at all.

"Xiangzi, we need to go find the band members."

"Hey! How come I don't know?"

Could it be that it’s because I overslept?

"She wanted to give you a surprise, but I didn't know what excuse to make up, so I just said it straight out."

Ruo Ye Mu did not look at the scenery outside the car window, but continued to calmly brush away Qiansui's hair.

When her slightly longer bangs were swept to the sides, she could fully see Qiansui's charming eyes.

Those eyes were filled with fatigue; Chitose was indeed in a very bad condition.

If Ye Mu knew that she should give Qiansui more information now, otherwise it would be difficult to win Qiansui's favor by being a riddle in the fog.

She, Ruo Yemu, has never been a fool who knows nothing.

"Sui fell asleep and Xiangzi couldn't wake her up. Xiangzi also had an appointment. At this time, I offered to take Sui home. That's what happened."

"Eh! Oh... Thank you, Mu, but my sister..." Qiansui was obviously not very happy, but even more disappointed. "My sister actually left me first?"

[Of course not, my silly girl.]

Mu mixed a few little lies into her words just now, such as that it was actually she who took the initiative to persuade Xiangzi to find the person they had an appointment with, and she came back to take responsibility and send Qiansui home.

But this information is not very important, so it doesn’t matter if you don’t say it.

"No, she's just too busy today."

"Oh...I see."

The verbal response was calm, but Mu still knew the anxiety and panic in Qiansui's heart.

She was simply a soul that had left her body and wanted to return to her old body no matter what.

【well. 】

Even if she sighed, it was only in her heart. A moment of struggle flashed across Ruo Yemu's eyes, but she finally chose to speak:

"Driver. Turn around."

Choose the path that makes Xiaosui happier.

I really want to spend more time with Qiansui, but many things may not be achieved even if I try hard.

A butterfly with broken wings is no longer gorgeous, and its dying breath looks more like a crippled insect.

It’s better to let go first, you may not be able to catch it again later.

"Go to Ring."

Mu covered the thousand-year-old's eyes with his hands: "Sleep for a while, I will accompany you."

The Fengchuan sisters are really a source of worry for me.

……

"Sister, you really make me worry."

Chitose Toyokawa recently started taking medication again.

When did it start? Did it start after my mother died, or did it start when—

"Sister, are you going to band rehearsal again today?"

"Ah, I won't go today. I'll go home and spend time with Xiaosui."

Shoko Toyokawa wanted to rub her sister's head, but she quickly dodged.

It looked more clever than a cat, but its angry expression was actually very scary.

"Really?! Since my sister started a band, she's not home anymore! You don't even go home with me after school! You even make me wait for ages after school before you get home!"

Qiansui felt more and more aggrieved as he spoke, and Xiangzi also had a lot of pain in his heart that he couldn't express.

The band was more complicated than she had imagined. She had originally wanted to use music to relieve her sorrow, but new problems followed.

Whether the relationships between people are harmonious, how to arrange time after school, and other such issues are tedious and minor but not the most important.

The most important thing is the mood of the girl in front of me.

"Sister is so mean... She said she wanted to help Xiao Sui calm down, but she smiled happily at those girls." Qian Sui's voice was filled with a strong sense of grievance, but she quickly changed the subject and said:

"It's me, your younger sister, who's in the way. You have your own life to live, so you should go and get together with your friends."

"Hey? Hug me."

No matter how much Chitose refused intimate contact, it was just talk. When Xiangzi really came forward and hugged her tightly, she would not resist at all.

"Our band will be able to perform next week, and I will play a song for Xiao Sui then."

"Huh? That's great! Xiaoxiang still thinks of me."

Qiansui yawned tiredly. She had not been in good shape recently.

Xiangzi saw everything and she hugged him back to the room.

[This is another reason why I was able to go out and form a band with new friends.]

Qiansui, you need to rest.

Xiangzi lovingly supported Qiansui, who was dizzy and staggering like a kite in the wind.

"Xiao Sui has been very tired lately. I really hope I can heal you."

My sister is in a bad mental state and needs a quiet environment to rest.

Xiangzi wanted to spend more time with Chitose, but she was also looking forward to forming a band to give her sister the same "touching" experience that she had seen at that time.

Maybe music can heal the years?

"I'll be with you at home today. Just lean on me and sleep. Don't worry that I'll disappear."

"Mmm... sis, I like you so much."

Qian Suiban lay on the big bed, holding Xiangzi's arm. Her care and love made Xiangzi feel at ease.

My sister cares about me being with her friends, which makes me happy. She cares about me, just like I care about her.

"I like you too. Believe me, I will definitely drive away all the haze in your heart."

If you ask why, the answer is that she is Shoko Toyokawa after all!

Just as the atmosphere in the sisters' room became warm, a slight quarrel startled Toyokawa Shoko.

"Hmm? Xiaosui, did you hear the noise outside?"

"Huh? I didn't...ah, there was indeed one, it seemed to be in the corridor," she turned over and buried her head in Xiangzi's arms, mumbling, "It's so noisy, I have a headache..."

"Shh, let me rub it for you. Xiaosui is too tired, so don't talk."

Xiangzi's hands were massaging Qiansui, but his ears were constantly catching the sounds outside the house.

It sounded like they were arguing, and the sound was gradually... approaching them?

"You're capable of such a low-level mistake? Are you crazy? How can I protect you now?"

[It's Grandpa's voice, but who is he arguing with?]

"I don't know either. I didn't expect that someone would be so eager to harm me right after Mizuho passed away. I..."

"Okay, you idiot, stop talking. I'll try to help you as much as I can, but if this really serves as evidence, I'll have to ask you to put down your work."

"I'm…ok."

【ah…】

Xiangzi covered his mouth in confusion. That seemed to be his father's voice, right?

"Sister, are Dad and Grandpa arguing?"

"It seems so, but I can't hear it clearly."

Shoko Toyokawa felt vaguely uneasy, but she didn't take it too seriously.

That's the way it is.